Chapter 35: Let Go of the Past
After the group left the mountain village, although Yu Yu was sleepy, he was afraid that he would fall asleep and didn't know where he went, so he endured his sleepiness and opened the curtains to look at the scenery outside, thinking about what happened during his fainting, which was not like a dream, saying that it was a soul journey, especially when she heard the conversation between the black and white brothers, which made her almost sure that she had indeed run over after fainting, and overheard some things that she didn't know back then.
If it was surprised and angry at first, then after calming down, it is regret and introspection, in this era for five years to be a little girl with mother's love and brother's pain, her temperament is not as withdrawn as before, and now to look back on the past, but regret that she was determined to go his own way at that time, in the final analysis, it is all the fault of inferiority, even if she is psychologically healthy and tenacious before the crossing, she is always a girl with low self-esteem.
Although she is proud of many things, because of diligence, because of persistence, because of calmness, because of frankness, she also has low self-esteem because of many things, because of poor memory, because of ordinary appearance, because of the status of an orphan. She did not learn to arm herself with sharpness in the process of being constantly bullied since she was a child, but became accustomed to forbearance, inferiority and patience, which led to many changes in her life, including the fact that she was bullied by counselors and Chen Ying, all because she did not believe in her own personality and ability, and would not think of questioning other people's choices and decisions in person.
But now, she got a chance to start again because of the unexpected crossing, her patience and inferiority seem like a joke now, the two lives have seen a lot of things, as if she should have been such a temperament now, still diligent but knows how to be idle, still persistent but knows how to give up, still calm but lively, still frank but cunning, and her current temperament, not only because she has become smart, not only because she is no longer popular, not only because she has relatives, Not only because of what she obtained, but also because she lost the heavy burden that suppressed her.
People are sometimes like this, thinking that they can't figure out things, time passes, look at the past from a different angle, and they will naturally look away, and since they see it, they will no longer cling to the past.
After figuring it out, Yiyu's mood immediately relaxed, and she saw that Liu Xiangxiang couldn't help but fall asleep against Lu's family, and she gradually became unable to support it, so she fell asleep in Lu's arms in a daze.
The two horses pulling the cart are very extraordinary, even if there are more of these three women and some luggage, they still gallop all the way, and when the Yu wakes up again, it is already dawn, this carriage has driven out of two hundred miles away, according to Ah Sheng, it is now through the jurisdiction of Hanzhou, to which Qingyang County belongs, and enters the boundary of Ranzhou.
After Yi Yu woke up, he was afraid of his falling asleep behavior for a while, but fortunately, nothing strange happened, so he gradually relaxed, and lifted the curtain again to look outside.
Because of the avoidance of bumps, so they took the gentle road Jiannan official road, soon after entering Ranzhou, they met the checkpoint that collected customs fees, according to the number of people regardless of age, each person needs to pay ten yuan, Lu Shi rushed out of the carriage in front of Ah Sheng, handed over the toll of five people to the official at the intersection, and after returning to the car, he explained to the puzzled Yu that the imperial court regulations that need to pay tolls for travel back and forth between the states.
The three of them still sat on one side of the compartment, and Chang Gongzi on the other side still maintained that sitting posture motionless after Yi Yu woke up from a sleep, and the Yu Yu who looked at him was a little tired, and wanted to ask several times, but when he saw that unchanged expression, he remembered the other party's "pretending to be deaf and dumb" when he was in the Lu family, and swallowed back the words after enduring it. What she didn't know was that when she was asleep, the Lu family had already persuaded this Chang Gongzi to take a break, but the other party shook his head slightly and refused.
After walking for dozens of miles, Yi Yu couldn't help but protest in her stomach, and whispered in Lu's ear that she was hungry, Lu had no choice but to take the water she brought out earlier to charge her first, and whispered to Yu that she was also hungry, but let her endure it.
Yi Yugang drank two sips of water, but the carriage suddenly slowed down and stopped, Ah Sheng lifted a corner of the curtain, poked half of his head in, and whispered to Chang Gongzi: "Childe, I remember that there is a small town ahead, why don't we rest there and feed the horses by the way?" ”
After Chang Gongzi nodded slightly, Ah Sheng turned his head and said to the Lu family: "Madam, it will be a small town in less than a moment, let's take a meal and rest for half an hour before we go on the road?" ”
Of course, Lu Shi nodded yes, and after Ah Sheng withdrew, Yi Yu glanced at Chang Gongzi with confusion in her eyes, but when she was drinking water just now, she clearly saw that Chang Gongzi's index finger lightly knocked on the side compartment twice, and then Ah Sheng stopped the car.
Could it be that this young man Engong heard her whisper with the Lu family, and only then-Yi Yu swallowed another mouthful of water and nodded in his heart, this is very likely. As a result, the height of this Chang Gongzi Engong in Yu Yu's heart has also upgraded from an autistic weirdo who pretends to be deaf and dumb to an autistic weirdo who pretends to be deaf and dumb and considerate.
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This town is not much larger than Zhang Zhen, but the environment of the restaurant that Ah Sheng took them to is not bad, there is a wooden counter on the left hand side of the door, several rows of low tables are neatly placed in various places in the hall, and a bamboo chopstick is placed on the tabletop.
A few people chose a place in the corner of the wall where they could see the situation outside, Ah Sheng asked Lu what to eat, because of hunger and thirst, Lu only needed three bowls of hot noodle soup, Ah Sheng asked for two noodles like her, pointed to the carriage outside the store and told Xiao Er to feed the horse, and quietly carried Lu to give Xiao Er a few big money.
The restaurant was also efficient, and in less than a moment, five bowls of steaming noodle soup had been served.
Yi Yu sat next to Lu Shi, eating the hot noodles in the bowl in front of her with an extremely serious attitude, and her stomach was finally liberated because of hunger, and she didn't care about the faint taste of this noodle, the faster she ate, and only after she snorted and drank this bowl of noodles with soup and juice to the bottom of the sky, she heard Lu Shi's kind whispered inquiry.
"Engong, why don't you eat some, you're not hungry or unappetizing."
After asking, seeing that Chang Gongzi did not answer, he sighed lightly before turning his head and saying disapprovingly to Yi Yu: "Why do you eat so much, don't accumulate food anymore." ”
As soon as her words fell, Liu Xiangxiang and Ah Sheng, who were still eating noodles quietly, stopped their movements and went to see the remnant jade.
The remnant jade that was scanned by the eyes of others, only then did he find that Lord Engong, who was sitting quietly opposite, did not move, and looked at the noodle bowl that Liu Xiangxiang had eaten half and the noodle bowl that Lu Shi had not moved a few times, as well as the noodle bowl where Ah Sheng still had some soup base, blinked and looked at the noodle bowl in front of him, and couldn't help but feel that even the two vegetable leaves floating on the bowl of Lord Engong's noodles seemed to be laughing at the cleanliness of the bottom of her bowl.
Although the face of the jade is thick, but after all, it has not reached the height of the second skin face, and it is a little embarrassing at this time.
Yi Yu deeply felt that she had done such a thing out of her body due to mental laxity, so she smiled apologetically at Lu Shi and wanted to think about it, but as soon as her head hung down, she saw a bowl appear in her field of vision, ready to say that a bowl with noodles appeared in her field of vision, or more precisely, a bowl with noodles appeared in front of her.
Yi Yu watched the thumb with the jasper wrench slowly release the edge of the bowl, and the bony hand left her sight together, then she raised her little head and looked at Chang Gongzi Engong opposite with some confusion.
What does this mean, is he not wanting to eat but is afraid of wasting food, and seeing that she can eat better, he wants her to solve this bowl of noodles, but his small stomach really can't fit two big bowls of noodles.
After struggling for a while, Yi Yu really couldn't think of any other explanation, so he could only whisper to the other party: "Engong, I can't eat anymore, I'm full." ”
She was obviously not the only one who was surprised by Enchang Gongzi's behavior, Ah Sheng reacted quickly, and after coming back to his senses, he hurriedly brought the extra bowl of noodles in front of Yi Yu to himself, and said with a dry smile: "Haha, I don't have enough to eat, but you are full." ”
He said to Chang Gongzi again: "Childe, this bowl of noodles has rewarded me, but I'm hungry." ”
But Chang Gongzi didn't answer, he didn't lift his mouth, and let Ah Sheng talk to himself for a long time to eat the bowl of noodles.
Lu Shi coughed lightly and then began to reprimand Yu Yu in a low voice: "The meal should be seventy percent full, how many times has my mother told you, if you can't eat, it will be ten percent, and if you eat too much, you will accumulate food, we are in a hurry, if you have a stomach in the middle of the road, where to find a doctor for you, if it is ......"
Yi Yu listened to Lu's whispering bombardment in her ear, and glanced at the culprit with some grievances, her stomach seemed to be really a little uncomfortable, her stomach was gurgling and churning, and a feeling of nausea made her ignore Lu's still talking, and even put her hand into her arms and groped for it and took out a half-palm-sized pouch, pulled the rope buckle under her nose and sniffed hard, which was better.
There are only a few fingernail-sized delicate and lovely tender yellow flowers embroidered on the corner of this red-bottomed lotus bag, but it was made two years ago. Because the cold weather burned charcoal in the house, although the window was open, there was still a smell, so she sewed this delicate and small bag, picked the mint leaves in the vegetable garden and put it in, the faint mint gas can last for eight or nine days, if you smell it when you are dizzy and nauseous, it can also relieve the symptoms.
The mint in the backyard of this year's spring has been picked, and most of it is taken away by Lu Zhi to soak in water to drink, and the rest is all used to fill this lotus bag, but I didn't expect to suddenly encounter forced relatives, but fortunately, there is such a ready-made bag that she collects on her body.
When Lu Shi saw her movements, he regretted that he had spoken seriously, and hugged her lightly, and just as he was about to ask softly, he heard an abrupt human voice suddenly come from the table.
"What did you take out?"
Hearing this low tone, Yi Yu looked up at Lord Engong opposite him with some surprise, and when he reflected that he was asking himself, he said that his nose was quite pointed, but he replied honestly: "It's a lotus bag." ”
Then she saw that there was an extra palm with fine lines in front of her, Lu Shi reacted faster than her, and after pulling the lotus bag in her hand and gently placing it on that hand, Yi Yu saw his second expression since he met this Engong - frowning.
After Chang Gongzi got the small lotus bag, he first held it under his nose and sniffed it, and Yu Yu even saw the wings of his nose trembling slightly on both sides, and then--Chang Gongzi put the lotus bag in his arms expressionlessly.
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