She thought, how can a human heart be so cold!

Anyway, that's her relatives for ten years!

Even if he loves the house and Wu, Qin Yang should let go of Aunt Yu's "Wu"!

Wen Wanrong stood in place for a long time, only to feel that the blood in her heart was rolling, from top to bottom, flowing down her thighs, she didn't feel pain, only an overwhelming chill poured from head to toe.

Because she loves Qin Yang so much, she loves her so much that she doesn't even want her life.

Why?

In Jiangrong, in Yandu, in Bianzhou, in Anji......

Are the paths they have walked, the words they have said, and the things they have experienced false?

When she reacted, the man was already on the horse, and she ran back desperately.

She wants to go back and tell the old lady everything about Qin Yang, and ask the old lady to give him a hundred lashes to kill him to relieve the hatred in her heart!

What do you say that she is stupid, she is naïve, she is simple?

It was Qin Yang who protected too much, making her think that she could be naïve, simple, and stupid!

Let her think that there is really only truth, goodness and beauty left in this world!

She forgot that there are falsehoods, evils and ugliness in this world.

For example, a slut like a tortoiseshell......

For example, she endured ten years of white eyes in the Wen Mansion......

"Wen Wanrong, you come down! You're bleeding! Qin Yang rode his horse to catch up and grabbed her reins.

Wen Wanrong couldn't pull him, she only felt that the dirty pants were cold and cold against her legs, and there was a strong smell of blood in the wind.

"Qin Yang, the child may not be able to save the ......" The moment before she lost consciousness, she suddenly felt a sharp cramping pain in her lower abdomen.

Qin Yang didn't expect things to turn out like this, so he carried Wen Wanrong from the other horse to his saddle, and hurried back home.

When Wen Wanrong entered the Hanging Flower Gate, she was already unconscious.

Qin Yang hugged her, and there was blood all over his body.

The old lady called the doctor and the midwife who knew her well early, and went all out to treat them in the house.

"Look at the good things you've done!" The Nine Phoenix Staff struck the ground vigorously, making a dull thumping sound, and the old lady was furious, driving all the subordinates away, leaving Qin Yang alone under the porch. began to teach, "What kind of person is Wen Wanrong, don't you know?!" She fought for her life to conceive a child! What are you doing! Do you think you're forcing you to death as an aunt of the Wen Mansion?! You know you're driving her to death! ”

A series of questions made Qin Yang speechless, he bowed his head and shrank in front of the old lady, and he didn't dare to say a word, as if his arrogance disappeared without a trace.

"Qin Yang, you were impeached, why? Song Zhi's bastard kid is fooling around every day now, why hasn't he been impeached on his head, have you ever reflected on this issue yourself? Do you want to clean up the portal or do you offend too many people without knowing how to converge?! ”

Qin Yang frowned, and a sentence to defend himself was on his lips, and suddenly a midwife ran out of the house, saying what the imperial doctor meant. Ask the old lady, is it to protect the adult and the child.

To protect the child, try to stabilize it first, but if you are not pregnant to term, the premature child has half and half of the chance of survival, and the adult will definitely not be saved.

Baby, the child is definitely gone.

The old lady was silent, looked at Qin Yang, and threw the decision to him.

The midwife asked Qin Yang again: "Master, what do you see?" ”

Qin Yang replied without hesitation.

The midwife said she knew, and hurried in.

After hearing this, the old lady softened her tone a little and looked at Qin Yang: "You want to protect Lord Bao and prove that you have Wen Wanrong in your heart, why couldn't you bear it before?" Don't say that she didn't do it unintentionally, she just wants the moon in the sky, and you can find a way to take it off. ”

Before the words fell, Wen Wanrong's heart-rending cry suddenly came from the room, piercing into Qin Yang's heart.

"More than four months pregnant, it won't be long before you can feel the fetal movement...... the old lady was moved, and sighed, "When Wen Wanrong finishes her little moon, you go to the ancestral hall to receive a fine of twenty lashes by yourself." ”

Qin Yang said yes, and the old lady shook her head and left.

Wen Wanrong was already in so much pain that she didn't have any strength, she heard the midwife talking, she couldn't hear a word clearly, the only thing she could see was a tall figure outside the window, was it Qin Yang?

Estimated to be.

Listen to her screams and see how the child doesn't have one. As a topic for scolding her next time.

At the moment when the child broke away from the body, Wen Wanrong felt it, and then completely fell into darkness.

In her dream, it was white, and she seemed to see a half-old child running from one end to the other, and then back from that end.

This time, she saw clearly that the child was wearing a white little buttocks, wearing the little red hood made by Aunt Concubine.

Wen Wanrong immediately ran over with the child excitedly, grabbed the chubby little arm of the lotus root, and giggled: "Mother caught you!" ”

The child turned his head, tilted his head, stared at her for a moment, and laughed.

Wen Wanrong squatted down and took the child's little hand. Said sincerely: "Is it okay to go back with my mother?" ”

The child shook his head.

Wen Wanrong frowned, wanted to cry, but smiled: "Is it okay for that mother to accompany you?" ”

The child didn't nod or shake his head, just stood still, looking at her, not crying, not talking, and without any expression.

Wen Wanrong waited for a long time, suddenly cried, and asked, "Child, are you blaming your mother for not protecting you!" ”

She held the child in her arms and cried, crying to the end, unable to even breathe.

She said: "Child, isn't it really useless for my mother! A loved one can't protect it! ”

In an instant, all the memories broke into the dream, changing like a marquee, which was the most beautiful fragment of all her and Qin Yang.

She made a final effort to the child and said, "When you come back, my mother will peel the sugar shell and soak the sugar water, which is sweet and delicious." ”

The child finally reacted, smiled at her, and said two words with his lips, goodbye.

See you next time, or never again......

In the end, Wen Wanrong watched the child run away, and another figure appeared in the back of Aunt Yu, who was holding her child and drifting away.

Wen Wanrong couldn't get by, that was not the place she could go, so she could only sit on the ground and cry, shouting: You guys come back! I'm going to protect you this time!

I'm going to take good care of you......

After Wen Wanrong repeated these words, she opened her eyes.

"Madame, you're finally awake!" Yuya pounced on her suddenly, hugged her neck, and her voice choked, "You have been asleep for three or four days, and the slave is frightened!" ”

Wen Wanrong was tired, rolled her eyes, and found that there was no one else in the room except Yuya.

"Where's the second master?" She asked, breathlessly.

Yuya said that she was in the study, so she went to report the news.

Wen Wanrong nodded.

Not long after Yuya went out, Qin Yang hurried into the house.

"Wen Wanrong, are you feeling better?" He reached out to touch her face, but was avoided.

"Okay, I won't touch you." Qin Yang relied on her, "The small kitchen has boiled porridge, I'll feed you some?" ”

Wen Wanrong shook her head and said no, just have Yuya to serve.

"Qin Yang, I came to you and wanted to say a few words to you." Her voice was soft.

"You say."

"I know you call me a sheep behind your back, and the sheep eat grass, milk milk, kill meat, and never hurt or bite. Why kill them all? ”

Qin Yang knew that Wen Wanrong was complaining about him, frowned, and didn't say anything.

Wen Wanrong continued: "I also know that you disliked me as an angry bag, coward, stupid, stupid, I don't care at the beginning, because from now on, I will tell you with practical actions that I am not an angry bag, a coward, a stupid, a fool, do you think that I have been in the Wen Mansion for ten years, and I can't do anything but forbearance?" It's not that I won't, but I don't dare. Do you think I dare now? ”

When he said this, the accumulated resentment in his heart broke through the shackles and crawled all over his heart.

She glanced at him, with playfulness, disgust, and extreme hatred, and raised the corners of her mouth: "Qin Yang, two lives, it doesn't matter if you have killed countless people with knives in your hands, right?" ”

"I guess it doesn't matter, but they're all my dearest and dearest, and I have a lot of concern!"

"By the way, did the midwife tell you? The miscarriage was a son, and I don't think I told you because I overheard it. ”

Speaking of this, she smiled more brightly, and said word by word: "Qin Yang, there are more than wolves in the world, the Qin family is so big, it won't be able to accommodate other beasts, right?" ”

Qin Yang knew that everything stimulated Wen Wanrong a lot, so he relented and admitted his mistake: "Wen Wanrong, don't be like this, everything is my fault, I will make up for it." ”

"Make it up? How to make up for it? Let the child and the little mother come back to life? ”

"No, we can regenerate."

Wen Wanrong snorted and nodded thoughtfully: "Regeneration, it's a good idea." ”

"So? Annoying the second master waited for me to take care of my body, and made persistent efforts to continue the incense for the Qin family. She no longer called him Qin Yang, but directly called the second master, with a sarcastic, distance, and indifferent tone.

Qin Yang still wanted to say something, but he didn't want to say anything, he suddenly understood that when a sheep grows fangs and claws, it is not a beast, it is a monster, hidden under the seemingly weak appearance, and the dark depths of the heart.

Wen Wanrong became almost unknown to him on that day.

She is no longer the little sheep who can only say good things, beg people, follow him with farts and feet, and her eyes will shine when she can speak.

Nowadays, Wen Wanrong closes all the doors of her heart, more often she reads quietly, sleeps when she is tired, drinks medicine and eats normally every day, and recuperates according to the doctor's instructions, and people think that she has come out of the haze.

Only Qin Yang knows that it is not, she is like a fighter preparing for war, recuperating her strength.

The first seven days of the concubine and the child are the same day.

The two had a cold war for a few days, Wen Wanrong got up early in the morning, and it was rare to sit with Qin Yang and have breakfast: "My body is inconvenient, please burn the contents of the box tonight." ”

Qin Yang didn't raise his head, he ate his own, hmm.

Wen Wanrong stopped talking, picked up the pigeon eggs in the silver bowl, peeled them and put them in her porridge. The remaining one, Qin Yang likes to eat or not, she wants to eat and peel herself, she thinks that he is such a big person, he will not even know such a trivial thing as peeling eggs.

Of course, she used to peel it for him.

After a series of incidents, she figured it out, Qin Yang said that it was right for her to be selfish, people live for the sake of others every day, for the good of others, who thinks about her in the end?

If the child is gone, it can be reborn, and the little mother is gone, do you want to find another one?

Wen Wanrong was angry in her heart, thinking about this kind of bastard, she would kill people like Qin Yang? The cold-blooded animals speak for themselves!

After thinking about it, she thought that it would be good if her aunt was gone, she had no worries, she was no longer tied up by anyone, and she could do what she wanted without any worries.

Like those who have hurt her...... In the other way, return the other, no, no, no, this is not enough, it should be returned tenfold, otherwise how can she be worthy of the resentment she has endured for so many years.

As for Qin Yang, she glanced at him.

This man put it to the end, so they fell in love, and she should be kind to him.

"Second master, let's go back early tonight. All right? Wen Wanrong saw Qin Yang go out, put down her chopsticks, her attitude changed one hundred and eighty degrees, and she spoke softly, as if she had become a little sheep again.

But Qin Yang knew that from the moment Wen Wanrong called him second master, his little sheep would never come back.

"Wen Wanrong, let's talk?" He wanted to continue like this, sooner or later there would be a fire in the backyard of the Qin Mansion, and he didn't want to concentrate on dealing with things outside.

Wen Wanrong smiled, didn't talk about it, didn't talk about it, "Second master, it's not too early, if you don't go to the Privy Council, you're going to be late again, you have to talk about it when you come back in the evening, I'll wait for you." ”

She was still soft-spoken, tepid, and her eyes were always cold.

Qin Yang frowned, she didn't eat oil and salt in the past few days, and her patience was almost exhausted, so she turned around and left.

After he left, Wen Wanrong called Yuya.

"Madam, are you angry with the second master again? What should I do if I get angry? Seeing that Wen Wanrong's face was pale, Yuya covered her stomach, and hurriedly helped her to the bed, and persuaded her anxiously, "The doctor said that he wanted you to recuperate." You must drain the lochia in your body, you have two ends in three days with the second master, and it is useless to drink no amount of medicine. ”

Wen Wanrong listened to the chatter of the jade buds, and nestled in bed without saying a word.

She thought that maybe this little girl was the only one around to tell her the truth, to be straightforward, for her good.

"Yuya, come here." Wen Wanrong felt better and beckoned to her.

Yuya obediently went over, knelt beside the bed, and asked, "What do you have to tell Madame?" ”

Wen Wanrong asked her how old she was this year?

Yuya was a little stunned, and replied honestly: "After June, the slave will be thirteen." ”

Wen Wanrong nodded, thinking that time flies so fast, she will be fifteen years old after the summer of this year, and she will be over the age of Xuan, last year Qin Yang also said that it was her birthday, and she wanted to hold a unique and exclusive feast for her.

She was excited all night, thinking about it, guessing what kind of surprise Qin Yang would give.

Now that I think about it, I am ridiculously simple, maybe Qin Yang will casually say to make her happy, and he is not one or two people who play with women, this kind of coaxing the girl to be happy, how can it be taken seriously?

Wen Wanrong thought, stupid enough, should also return to reality.

She said to Yuya, "That's right. I'm going to transfer you to the old lady's side, you study hard for a year, and next year, I'll find you a good mother-in-law." ”

Yuya was stunned: "Madam, the slave maid is going to serve the old lady, who will serve you?" ”

Wen Wanrong touched her white little face and chuckled: "If you go over there, someone will naturally take your place, don't worry." ”

Yuya shook her head and said that she would follow Wen Wanrong, even if she didn't marry for the rest of her life, she wouldn't go anywhere.

Wen Wanrong sighed: "Silly girl, what's so good about you following me?" ”

paused: "The only thing I can protect is you, and you have seen it." The second master was ruthless and didn't recognize his six relatives, he raised a knife to kill people and said no, I'm afraid that one day you will commit it in his hands, and it will be too late to protect it. ”

Yuya shook her head desperately, held Wen Wanrong's arm, and promised: "The slave and maid must listen to Madame's words carefully, don't provoke the second master, Madame don't drive the slave and maid away." ”

Wen Wanrong broke open one finger at a time: "Yuya, I can rely on you for everything, but this thing can't work, you have to understand my hard work, it's not that I ruthlessly drove you away, I will do my best to build a ladder for you, how high you can climb depends on your own ability." ”

"Madam, the slave is just worried, gone, who can take good care of you! The slave will never meet such a good person as Madame again! Yuya was forced to cry.

Wen Wanrong wiped her tears, and said in a calm voice: "Yuya, I want to leave you a good thought, I don't want you to see the cannibalistic side, don't worry, even if you get married, I won't leave you alone, but you have to work hard yourself, you know?" ”

She thought that Yuya was simple, so let her always keep her simple side, because simple happiness is the purest.

Wen Wanrong patted her head. Decided: "Starting tomorrow, at most five days, I will teach you to read and break, speaking etiquette, you have to do your best to learn, when you get to the old lady, I will hand you over to Holly, she will continue to teach you, you remember that you can no longer talk to me, what you think of and say anything, the speaker has no intention and the listener has a heart, understand?" ”

Seeing that she had made up her mind, Yuya nodded with a sob.

Wen Wanrong sighed and patted her hand. Comfort her not to cry.

At night, Qin Yang was about to come back, Wen Wanrong took Yuya away, and gave her three orders, don't care if you hear any movement in their house at night in the future, let alone come.

Yuya nodded, feeling uncomfortable, thinking that Madame had really changed, and she hadn't seen a smile since the day she woke up.

When Qin Yang entered the house, Wen Wanrong was reading on the bed alone, and when she heard the movement, she took the initiative to get out of bed and wait for him to take off his clothes.

"You take care of your body, I'll do it myself." Qin Yang returned to his breath in the morning. After a busy day, this little bit of gas was almost dispersed in the evening.

Wen Wanrong didn't speak, put his coat in her hand and shook it, hung it on the hanger, and sorted it out.

She quietly did his wife's business, Qin Yang used to think that it should be, but now he looked at her skillful movements, and felt ashamed.

Qin Yang went over, hugged Wen Wanrong from behind, and said slowly: "I heard the doctor say that you have a miscarriage and your health is not good, so I want you to stay in bed as much as possible, and I will do these things myself in the future, and I don't need you to serve you." ”

Wen Wanrong didn't move. Let him hold him, his tone is flat: "Second master, I just try my best to do my duty as a wife, and I should serve you, I took the money from the account to subsidize my little mother and didn't tell you, it's me who is wrong, I won't in the future, and no one needs me to post it, don't worry, I won't move a son of the Qin family." ”

Qin Yang knew that Wen Wanrong would turn over old accounts: "I said, I don't care about you taking money." ”

Wen Wanrong quietly broke free from his arms, walked to the bedside, took out a silver ticket from under the pillow, and put it on the table of the Eight Immortals: "Second master, this is the one thousand taels of silver tickets that I asked you for at the beginning, I used it for the little lady to escape, she is useless, I am useless, return it to you." ”

"Wen Wanrong, what are you going to do?" Qin Yang's fire in the morning was fanned again.

Wen Wanrong returned to bed: "I don't do anything, I just want to tell the second master that I am not a person who takes money very seriously, and in the future, as long as I spend every amount of money, no matter how big or small, I will write it down and give it to you at the end of the month." ”

Qin Yang was obviously impatient: "As for it? For Lao Tzu's angry words, go online? ”

Wen Wanrong always maintained a tone: "Second master, this is a matter of principle, I am the mistress of the Qin Mansion, and I was identified by a subordinate to make a sandwich account, how can I take care of other subordinates after it is passed out?" I reflected, I really shouldn't, I didn't lead by example, but there won't be a next time. ”

She has a good attitude, takes the responsibility on herself, does not say right or wrong, and makes the other party unable to find any fault, but it sounds like a deliberate sense of keeping a distance, which stops Qin Yang from the door of her heart.

Qin Yang was stunned, and couldn't say that Wen Wanrong was not, so angry that she slammed the door to leave, and was stopped.

"Second master, you have to go out now, and first help burn the child's small things, so they are all for your son." She pointed to a pile of paper copper coins and a small wooden box on the table, and said unhurriedly.

"What Lao Tzu's son! Not your son! Qin Yang finally saw Wen Wanrong's hidden needles, she didn't make noise, but poked the pain in every sentence.

Wen Wanrong didn't take the stubble, and put on an inexplicable expression: "What are you yelling at?" Am I wrong? Didn't I tell you this morning, and you agreed, what kind of tantrum did you have? ”

"You!" Qin Yang almost wanted to have a seizure, closed the door vigorously, turned around and went back to the house.

Wen Wanrong saw him come over angrily, and Qi Er laughed: "Second master, what are you angry about, today's child is the first seven, and when he returns to his soul, he will cry when he sees his father and mother quarreling, you open the small box and take a look, in addition to clothes and shoes, I want the housekeeper to buy some gadgets, what else is missing, Erqi will make up for it." ”

Qin Yang saw her talking with a smile, her heart was not a taste, she wanted to cry, he still understood, but she smiled...... He sighed, with his understanding of Wen Wanrong, she would not be much better than him in her heart, she just tried her best to endure it.

"Wen Wanrong, cry when you feel uncomfortable." The fire in his heart was extinguished, and he opened the small box to take a look, frowning, rattles, small wooden horses, small wooden swords, and cloth tigers...... Pretty much everything for kids to play with.

In the end, Qin Yang couldn't stand it, covered the wooden box, picked it up and turned around and went out.

Find a secluded place and burn alone.

Qin Yang stared at the burning flames, clenching a child's belly pocket in his hand, in a daze.

When he calmed down, there were other ways to deal with the matter of Aunt Concubine, why did he choose the most extreme one at the beginning, but in the end, no one was harmed, and Wen Wanrong was harmed alone.

Burned to the end, there was still the belly pocket in Qin Yang's hand, he opened it and looked at it, ready to throw it into the fire, suddenly his hand stiffened in the air, and by the light of the fire, he saw that there were four small words embroidered under the belly pocket - Yong, Happy, An, and Kang.

Like four awls piercing into the heart at the same time.

Qin Yang's eyes turned with a very thick sorrow.

After going through so many things, will they be happy? Are you healthy?

Isn't his heart ache when the child is gone?

He was also full of grievances, Wen Wanrong had never seen how the two families of Fang Ming on the side of the Qing Jun were slaughtered, he had seen that the female dependents of the two families of Fang Ming were assigned to the lowliest prostitutes and were ravaged to death, Wen Wanrong had never seen it, he had seen it.

He doesn't care who the emperor clears and who is on the side, but he can't clear the head of the Qin family.

Leaking secrets, betraying the country and collaborating with the enemy is a capital crime of rebellion, punishing the nine clans, and female dependents are also issued with military prostitutes.

How could he let those small people in the court buckle the hat of the Qin family.

At that time, who cares whether Wen Wanrong has a heart or not.

After thinking about it, he admitted that at first he was sorry for Wen Wanrong and hurt her, but later he did his best to make up for it.

Later, when the relationship between the two was good, they were often tired of being together, and they were very happy every day.

Why did you get to where you are today?

Qin Yang thought about this problem seriously, probably underestimating the weight of Wen Wanrong in his heart, he was used to fighting horses, but he was planted in the hands of a woman.

In the end, he left the belly pocket, and then went to the study, asked someone to move two large jars of wine, and when he was drunk, he drank it completely.

Qin Yang didn't go back, and Wen Wanrong didn't find anyone to ask what was going on, the two slept in their own places, and they had different dreams in different beds.

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