Chapter 121: Half-open-hearted, tactfully persuading

The twitching under the palm of his hand just stopped.

The weight on his shoulders suddenly pulled away.

Caught off guard, her heart was empty, and Yu Feng thought to herself, perhaps, this is the most straightforward reaction she has always had from the heart - still avoiding and refusing.

But he couldn't help but lower his eyes, looking for her eyes, what he saw was her panic and trance.

There are also bright eyes full of tears, and in the thrilling clarity, his vague outline is reflected, and it is like this, it suddenly imprisons him, affects him, shakes him, and makes him also trance.

The two pairs of eyes are closely entangled, and it is difficult to separate.

Yu Feng's remaining reason is clearly a cautious warning, can't get close, can't sink anymore, should withdraw, should taunt her lightly - you, what a crying silly girl - should smile gently, rub the top of her hair, like a brother comforting his wronged sister, this is what he should do, stay sober and give relief.

But in the back of his heart, a voice struggled and cried, deafening - no, it's not what you want, it's not at all.

So the trembling fingers, out of their senses, finally caressed her tear-stained cheeks, where the water was warm, just as the residue on his fingers yesterday when he was awake. It turned out that it was only once, and the familiarity was unforgettable.

Subconsciously, he approached her, towards her clear eyes and warm lips.

He couldn't control the emotion of wanting to sink in, his brow pounded hastily, a strange warmth, his eyelids swelled for a moment, and his gaze struggled out of her gaze, across the bridge of her delicate and graceful nose, and fell on the lightly pursed, softly curved cherry lips.

At a close distance, I could already feel her sweet and fresh breathing, and I could clearly see the corners of her lips, twitching uncontrollably.

Everything is chaotic, time and emotions, past lives or present lives.

But at this time, Yijing suddenly realized from the confusion and confusion.

She thought that reliving a life would be able to repay him for his life, as long as she worked hard enough, one day, she would no longer feel guilty, so she almost forgot that she had been ruthless, indifferent and vicious towards him, until today, receiving that accusation is like an initiation - what intentions, yes, what intentions is she? Everything she did was just to reassure herself, and she couldn't make up for the cruelty she had to him in that life.

But in this life, why is he still so tolerant and so stupid, as long as she gives it, he will accept it without hesitation.

So she fled in the wilderness, shameless, so she blamed herself, she was ashamed, and she had to flee in panic.

She thought that maybe he didn't need her hypocrisy at all, she thought that even if he was around, it would only bring him harm.

This kind of sobriety is heart-wrenching, and it can only be regretted in the pain.

She didn't expect him to get close to her, so when she heard the words in her ear, when she raised her eyes and saw him close, she still couldn't believe it, thinking that it was just an illusion.

will face it with apprehension and confusion.

Until she felt that his cold breath was already close to the minute, and her heartbeat was too hasty, so she subconsciously turned her face in the opposite direction of his palm, slightly biased.

This inconspicuous evasion made Yu Feng stop approaching, and this sudden stagnation also made Yi Jing completely sober.

She vividly remembered what kind of damage her evasion had done him, and she could no longer ......

Therefore, she corrected the evasion in time, and resolutely chose to face it, with a welcoming attitude - in this life, what you want, I will give it no matter what, and even so, I can't repay the one-thousandth of what I owe.

Gaze to gaze entangled again.

But Yu Feng is also sober - because in her clear eyes, there is undisguised decisiveness.

Silly girl...... Do you know that you're still crying, your tears are drowning my fingertips......

The moment he closed his eyes, his palm left the cheek that made him miss, and the strength poured on her shoulder, hugging with a bit of ruthlessness, the cold and thin lips brushed her warm jade cheeks, a dragonfly kiss, with a sigh fell on the three thousand green silks.

"Don't cry, if you cry again......" Suddenly, unable to find the right words, the young man still closed his eyes, and the corners of his lips raised a touch of bitterness - I am really helpless to take you.

"I'm sorry." Finally, having the opportunity to say this trivial apology, Yijing buried her face on Yu Feng's shoulder until her choking stopped.

The two of them snuggled up to each other, breathing slightly chaotic, and it took a long time.

Only then did he relax his embrace, and she left her shoulder, and her gaze met again, and the trance was gone, generally forbearing, and generally clear.

Sure enough, as expected, he smiled softly and rubbed the top of her hair: "You didn't mean to, I don't blame you." This is a pun, but unfortunately, she doesn't understand at this time.

"I'm not afraid that Brother Feng will blame me for crying." The girl seemed a little shy, and bit her lips lightly: "I'm just...... It's hard to think about the ...... you've been through" to give a reasonable explanation.

"It's all gone."

But he understands, maybe when he learned that she was also paying attention to Mama Song and Li Jihe, he already had a faint premonition; When she asked him why he didn't paint bamboo anymore, the premonition became clearer; When he saw that she had embroidered it with her own hands, covering the pen holder cover given to him; When she was supposed to be alienated and indifferent, she invited him to visit the Buddha Temple on his birthday; The apologetic look in her eyes when she looked at him, her thoughtful compensation; They disagree on many things; The most important thing is that in this life, her attitude towards him and Yu Zhou is completely different from before.

All the clues point to one answer - in this heavy time, they are reborn together.

However, he seems to have returned a step earlier.

Fortunately, he also had insight into this truth one step ahead of her.

She should not want to face him who knows about his past life, so he decides to try to keep her in the dark.

"The Queen Mother often says that the fifth sister is soft-hearted, it really is, look at you crying so sadly." Shaking his head dotingly, Yu Feng turned around and looked at the railing: "When I was a child, I never understood why the elders always looked at me with pity, I thought that every child could only grow up by drinking medicine. ”

Suddenly, I wanted to tell her about the past: "I have long forgotten the way my mother smiled, only when she cried." "Together, he has been separated from his biological mother for more than 20 years, and although he has been reborn, he has never had the opportunity to return to the time when his biological mother was alive and be with her.

On the high pavilion, the two stood side by side, one to tell and the other to listen.

"I remember that I was sick for many years, I could hardly stay, and I was often awakened by cold and pain at night, and I saw my mother standing by my side, full of tears of pity...... It wasn't until she was five years old, when she died, that I knew the end of my illness, which turned out to be death. ”

"Suddenly I understood that my mother was worried about me."

"Fifth sister, I was really pleasantly surprised when you gave me a birthday gift that day." Yu Feng smiled slightly, and when she saw that the beautiful scenery was full of sorrow, she rubbed the top of her hair comfortingly: "Don't you know, my birthday is actually the death day of my mother...... Every time that day, my father and I deliberately avoided it, and there was no way to celebrate it happily on that day. However, after all, I still remember it and dare not forget it. ”

"After I was five years old, you were the first person to give me a birthday gift, and I knew what it was like to be cared for."

"Fifth sister, I want to thank you, but I don't want to see you cry for me anymore, because it will make me feel guilty."

So......

"If I'm sad, the fifth sister should remember to make me laugh instead of being sad with me, okay?" Just let me remember your smile.

The young man was slightly sideways, his eyes were clear, and his smile was gentle.

And Yijing finally smiled heartily.

"Okay." She said.

It was his request, and she couldn't refuse.

Even if she can't measure herself, she can't stand still, from now on, she won't let him see tears again, she is not qualified, and she can accept the comfort and tolerance from him with peace of mind.

Suddenly, a gust of wind swept away the clouds, leaking the entire white sun, and the two opposite sides showed their faces together.

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The sun sets on the west mountain, and the hibiscus is white.

For example, my aunt was surprised to find that the beautiful scenery of returning to "Yufangwu" had returned to her usual cheerful and lively, as if the unpleasant scene this afternoon had not happened at all, but that the maid named Qiuyue looked quite frustrated.

It turned out that today's Qiuyue was outside the "Canjing Pavilion", and she wanted to ask when the prince and Jiang Wei met and what the relationship was, but the gray ferry resolutely upheld his loyalty, and refused to reveal the "privacy" of the prince, so that the "bag inquired" Qiuyue girl returned home, and touched her nose full of ash in the field she was good at, how could Qiuyue not be depressed?

Qiuyue's depressed mood continued until after dinner, and the girl who used to be as smart as a yellow warbler has become a gourd with a sawed mouth today, and the contrast is so huge that it naturally attracted the attention of Yijing.

"What's wrong with Qiu Yue today, she didn't say a word, and her face was like a layer of pot ash." After the meal, Yijing led the spring twilight to take a walk in the garden, making fun of the depressed autumn moon.

Chun Du and Xia Ke smiled and said nothing, but Qiu Shuang stepped forward to report: "Our 'Bao Inquire' can be regarded as having encountered a 'stuffy gourd' today, and even the beauty trick has been used, but he didn't say a word from people's mouths." Then he said how Qiu Yue was "tortured" and how Gray Du "pushed" it.

Seeing that Yijing laughed and fell, Qiu Yue gritted her teeth and stumbled: "That person is simply an iron plate, he is really unkind, and he is still called the little brother of the clear sky is interesting and approachable." ”

"He is the guard of the prince, of course he can't chew his teeth with you, this time, it can be regarded as your own strength." Yijing shook her head.

Qiuyue was full of grievances: "I'm not dissatisfied with Wu Niang, that Jiang girl ......"

Xia Ke saw that Yijing finally had a good time, and Qiu Yue brought up the bad thing again, and hurriedly pulled her.

"Today's incident, I didn't understand the reason, and I almost harmed the son, but I was reminded by Miss Jiang in time." Yijing didn't care: "You can't be embarrassed by Miss Jiang for this matter." ”

Qiu Yue was full of disbeneficence, and when she saw that Yijing had a serious expression, she gritted her teeth and promised with difficulty.

However, after Qiu Yue's reminder, Yi Jing remembered another thing, planned a little, and instructed Qiu Yue: "While it is still early, you should hurry up and go to 'Yu Zhaoyuan' at this time, and say to Gray Du, saying that I have something tomorrow and want to ask him." ”

When the four maids heard this, they exchanged glances with each other, and agreed that the master still couldn't rest assured that Jiang Wei would not be relieved, and decided to go out in person.

"Wu Niang, that person is stinky and hard, I'm afraid that if I pry hard with an iron pestle, I may not be able to make him speak." The autumn moon was very sad.

Yijing immediately understood that this girl had misunderstood her intentions, but she didn't explain much: "You just have to pass the word to him, I have my own plans." ”

Qiu Yue was full of doubts and went away, stiffened a small face, and brought the words in a rough voice, not even looking at the gray crossing, and turned around and returned to "Yufangwu".

In fact, Miss Qiuyue really blamed Gray Du, when she was "interrogated" in the "Canjing Pavilion" earlier, he really wanted to tell the girls of Jiang Wei's "attempt" to the princess of the country, and use it to "mention" the beautiful scenery - the prince has been remembered by Jiang Wei for many years, and the five ladies must not be taken lightly. A few times the words came to his mouth, and he swallowed his lower abdomen, without the instructions of the prince, Ash Du was still a little jealous in the end, seeing Qiu Yue's attitude towards him changed greatly, he only felt annoyed in his heart, and even more with the words of the beautiful scenery and let Qiu Yue tell him, Ash Du was even more uneasy.

He also thought that what Yijing wanted to ask was about Miss Jiang.

In desperation, he had no choice but to explain carefully to the prince, and complained with a sad face: "Because it is related to Mr. Jiang's 'old friendship' with the prince, his subordinates dare not talk much, but they don't want to offend the girl next to the fifth lady...... If the five ladies ask tomorrow, I don't know how to deal with it. ”

Yu Feng knew that Yijing must not be concerned about Jiang Wei, but for a while she couldn't think of what she wanted to ask Gray Du, frowned and thought for a while, and said, "It's okay, no matter what the fifth sister asks you tomorrow, you will answer truthfully." ”

Ash Du was relieved.

Yu Feng never thought that this "preconceived" influence was really important, so much so that it almost exposed the truth he was bent on hiding, and it was inevitable that it would be another afterthought.