A gentle breeze stirred the mahogany windows, making a slight creaking sound. There was no one up and down the Long family, except for the guards and servants outside the 'gate', they were all watched in the backyard and were not allowed to come out except for meals.

The things left by the old lady Long and the eldest young master seem to remain the same, and even on the Luohan 'bed' in the study, there is still an unfinished game of chess. And it's been more than 20 years, almost 30 years.

Standing in the study, this game of chess has been seen thousands and hundreds of times, and I often stare at this game in a daze when I was young, I want to know what my grandfather and father were thinking when they were playing this chess game in the face of the current evenly matched battle situation?

Even now, what were they thinking at that time?

The wind carries the fragrance of chrysanthemums outside, evoking a nostalgic sentimentality. If he still misses this place, it is the days when he lived with Long Yuze's parents before the age of sixteen. At least, in his memory, Long Yuze's parents really regarded him as a son, right?

Probably......

The hatred of the heart is hard to qualify.

Raising his eyes slightly, An Jue's face was cold, but there was nostalgia for the past in his eyes.

"Afan." A soft voice came, An Jue's figure suddenly froze, turned his head to look at the 'door' of the study, and his eyes flashed with surprise and quickly became cold. Also, how could the 'female' person who could follow the old lady to the south and the north to make a country back then be locked up so easily? What's more, this Long family has a lot of secret secrets, and she is the person who is most familiar with this family!

The old lady didn't explain how she came out, but it was obviously not easy, because her left hand was injured and dripping blood.

An Jue looked at her with extreme hatred in his expressionless eyes, and he didn't open his mouth or move, just staring at her coldly.

The emerald's eyes flashed with sadness, and the old lady walked in sadly. "When you were a kid, you loved to stand here and watch this game of chess. He also asked me why my grandfather and dad were over in the middle of the game. ”

still didn't speak, but the expression on his face became even more 'gloomy'. When he heard her talk about the past, he would feel disgusted, and his hatred would deepen.

"At that time, I always said that you have to find the answer to this matter yourself, maybe wait for you to ......" "Enough!" Full of suppressed roar, he didn't want to hear her catch up!

The unfinished words were swallowed in her mouth, and looking at An Jue's angry appearance, the old lady became even more sad. But she can't blame him, because she is the one who is in today's situation. The light in her eyes became more and more dim, and the old lady walked to the 'bed' of the Arhat by the window, and then turned and sat down. 'Touch' the chessboard above.

"You were only five and a half years old, so you probably don't remember." She suddenly spoke, afraid that if she didn't say anything, she might not have a chance. "When Chen and Ah Leng were halfway through the game, someone suddenly came in and said, you are missing!" Looking at this game of chess, which was never won or lost, the old lady said to herself: "Then we were very anxious, and immediately sent someone to look for you, but we couldn't find you." Then I got the news that you had been kidnapped!" Turning her gaze, the old lady looked at him.

continued to be expressionless, but An Jue's heart was stunned, churning slightly.

And she continued: "The other party is the remaining force of the Zhao family, when Chen killed the Zhao family by mistake, they tied up the little young master of the Long family with hatred; and specified that Chen and Ah Leng would only be released if they went. ”

An Jue continued to be silent, pursing her lips tightly, but the roots of her ears and her back were hot.

"Although many people objected, Chen and Ah Leng still went, and in order to prevent them from hurting you, they didn't bring anyone. It's just that two people went to the agreed place. There are a lot of people on the other side, and then ...... Chen didn't come back, and Ah Leng was seriously injured and left with sequelae on his right foot......"

The 'color' of the face began to turn pale, An Jue pursed her lips tightly and stared at her, and the brown 'colored' pupils reflected the slightly sad expression of the old lady, and her heart trembled violently. The kidnapping case when he was five years old, in fact, he remembers, dimly only remembering that he was kidnapped at that time, and when he woke up in a coma, he had been lying in the hospital for half a month.

"When Ah Leng brought you back, you and he were both injured, but I still hated it at the time. I even sometimes wonder, if it weren't for you, would Chen have lived a few more years, or even decades, and Ah Leng would not have had sequelae in his right foot, so he had a car accident and left with Fei'er. A trace of hatred flashed in the old lady's eyes, but it quickly disappeared and softened again: "But I understand that Chen and Ah Leng have both chosen you, so I can't think like this." Moreover, I am not qualified to hate you, because there are many of us who are sorry for you!

It's just that I overestimated myself too much, and when An Zhihua secretly reminded me that you had doubts about your identity, I was still shaken. I'm afraid you'll find out who you are and seek revenge on Aze! Aze is the only bloodline in this family; Perhaps, the hatred in my heart has not been let go at all, so at that time, I thought, if I want to protect Aze, what else can I do but kill you? ”

The blood all over his body seemed to be flowing backwards, and An Jue's face was pale, staring at the old lady's sad expression, his heart was beating wildly, and his temples were buzzing. Even the old lady's words became unreal.

And the old lady didn't blame him for his indifference, and continued faintly: "Afan, you blame me and hate me, it's okay." If you want to seek revenge on this family, I have no resentment. But I beg you to let Aze go, he doesn't know anything! I have already told you everything Uncle Murong, and he will tell Aze the truth in the future. So, even if you kill me here, Aze won't hate you, but I hope you can stop hating him, okay? ”

As he inhaled, there was a tingling pain in his lungs. An Jue stared at her and pursed her lips tightly, the emotions rolling in her throat made her unable to say anything.

The old lady thought that it was impossible for him to agree, and her eyes dimmed again. He said with a bitter heart: "Afan, even if I am an old woman, I beg you, our grievances have been too long, and I am willing to repay the debts owed to your family and you back then, so let's end them here!" Afan ...... "Enough!" First he let out a low roar, and then his tone weakened: "Don't say it anymore......" Without the indifference and hatred of being Anju, his eyes flashed with disbelief and complexity.

......Seeing his pale face, the old lady's eyes became concerned. wanted to get closer, but Long Yufan retreated step by step, and finally turned around and ran out of the study. "Afan...... Ah ...... "The old lady chased two steps, and finally looked at the unmanned 'door' and darkened her gaze. self-righteousness; In the end, he was unwilling to forgive them.

Ran out of the study, then out of the hall, and ran to the front yard, and even the city 'gate'.

It wasn't until the strong sunlight pierced him that he couldn't open his eyes, and then he looked blankly at the courtyard surrounded by the walled city.

Suppressed memories rolled in, from memoraries to memories of being in their twenties, all in this city.

For grandpa, he doesn't remember, he woke up in a coma, and he didn't know what happened, only that his grandfather was gone. Later, he heard that he was killed by assassination, and then he had a hatred for the bad guys in his heart.

He has a deep memory of his father and mother. Before the age of sixteen, they were always with him, whether it was his mother's tenderness or his father's warmth, he remembered. But he didn't know how his father's foot was injured, and he never mentioned it. If it weren't for the old lady saying this today, he would have almost forgotten what happened when he was five years old!

So?

Looking at the strong sunlight in the sky and the blue brick city wall, he felt a strong wave of vertigo. Lying on the turf, he lay down on the turf, looking at the blue sky, his mind constantly rolling through his childhood memories.

In fact, he was much happier than Long Yuze when he was a child, because he could live with his parents for sixteen years, and they never treated him as an outsider, especially his mother, who treated him better than his own son! So they never said anything to hurt him, but now he knows that they died because of him!

Whether it's grandpa or father. If they had given up on him, Grandpa would not have died, Father would not have been injured, and his right foot would have been left with sequelae. I wouldn't have been assassinated in the back, and I couldn't control my speed, and finally had a car accident and died with my mother!

My heart was beating fast, and I felt like I was about to explode!

Why have all these years of hatred, all these years of revenge, all these years of pain, become an irresolvable bitterness now?

The Long family killed his biological parents, but he killed his parents who were even better than his biological parents! Should he continue to hate, or should he cry bitterly?

His temples buzzed, and his mind went blank.

Gentle footsteps came from above him, and then a little face with a little baby 'fat' blinked and the peach 'flower' eyes reflected in his vision.

Looking down at his pale face and pained gaze, he frowned.