Returned to Oak Bay like a walking corpse, and when he opened the door, Shang Fangyan had not returned.

Thankfully he hasn't come back yet, if. He was there, how could she hide all the sadness and despair in her eyes when he looked at him.

Suddenly, the phone rang.

"Are you home?" Shang Fangyan's deep and mellow voice seemed to come from the other end of the phone with a temperature.

"Well, just got back." Chu Qiao tried his best to make his voice sound nothing unusual.

"It's a bit much, I'll be home later. You eat dinner first. Don't wait for me. ”

"Okay, got it."

After hanging up the phone, Chu Qiao walked to the floor-to-ceiling window of Shang Fangyan's study, leaned against the cool glass, and slowly slid down and curled up in the corner.

The night outside the window comes so quickly that it is always unexpected, but the gorgeous and bright lights can always light up the night and make the night longer.

It's just that the gorgeous dark night no longer has the warmth of the sun. People will always fail to see the path they want to take in the bright lights, and eventually lose themselves.

Her mind was blank, Chu Qiao didn't know how long she had been in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, if Shang Fangyan didn't come back, she would stay in front of the window all the time.

Shang Fangyan opened the door, and the stagnant silence in the room made his heart sink slightly, he knew that something must have happened.

Trying to search for Chu Qiao's figure within sight, Shang Fangyan soon saw Chu Qiao in the corner of the floor-to-ceiling window of the study. Chu Qiao's slender figure was like a frightened rabbit, curled up tightly together.

Suddenly, Jun's eyebrows frowned, and his slightly heavy heart seemed to be pressed by a boulder. It was difficult for Shang Fangyan to breathe for a while, and he stepped away with his long legs and strode towards Chu Qiao.

Chu Qiao raised her eyes, and the sparks that were instantly lit bloomed in her originally empty eyes, even if God was unfair, at least this moment still allowed her to see the person she loved.

Seeing Chu Qiao's flickering teary eyes and the tears on his face that did not dry up, Shang Fangyan frowned, leaned over, and picked Chu Qiao up horizontally, and instantly his thoughts were surging and he didn't know what it was like.

Shang Fangyan knew that Chu Qiao must have known the result of the bone marrow pairing, and the result would definitely not be successful, and there was no need to question this.

Chu Qiao lowered his head and buried his face deep into Shang Fangyan's chest, where there was a devilish aura that soothed all her upsets.

Looking at the person in his arms, Shang Fangyan's deep voice was intoxicating and charming, "Do you know the result?" ”

Chu Qiao looked at Shang Fangyan, there was the same pity and pampering in his deep eyebrows and eyes, but at this moment, he was like a blade squeezing her.

Shang Fangyan, why? Why are you being so nice to me unconditionally?

Nodding, tears rained down again and fell on the shirt on Shang Fangyan's chest.

Putting Chu Qiao on the chaise longue, Shang Fangyan sat down, and his warm fingertips fell on Chu Qiao's cheeks and gently wiped the tears from her face.

"Don't be sad, I'm thinking of a way, and I'm also asking people to develop medicines that will help the child's condition, give me some time, okay?"

Chu Qiao shook her head and shook her head desperately, it was not that she didn't believe Shang Fangyan, but for so many years, no one in the world had developed an effective treatment for blood cancer, but Jiang Yixuan only had eight months, she couldn't block it, she couldn't take the child's life to block it.

If she loses, not only will she blame herself for a lifetime, but even Shang Fangyan herself will blame herself for a lifetime.

Shang Fangyan has already done too much, too much for her, and she doesn't want to drag him down anymore, she doesn't want to be his heaviest burden anymore.

"No, Shang Fangyan, don't do anything for me, it's not worth it, it's really not worth it."

Shang Fangyan picked up Chu Qiao's face and let her look at herself, and said clearly and seriously word by word, "You said, I am your husband, I am your heaven, and I am your earth, so it is natural for me to do everything for you, whether it is worth it or not." ”

Chu Qiao closed her eyes and didn't dare to look at Shang Fangyan again, his gaze was too gentle, too restrictive, and too easy for her to indulge, so she didn't dare to continue looking.

"Shang Fangyan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I can't risk the child's life, I don't dare to fight this with God."

Shang Fangyan trembled, and already understood Chu Qiao's decision, "Do you plan to use the method of having another child with Jiang Beichen to save Jiang Yixuan?" ”

Chu Qiao closed his eyes and nodded, tears pouring out.

"Jiang Yixuan is my child, since I gave birth to him, I must be responsible for him, I can't leave him alone, I can't ......"

The corners of Shang Fangyan's mouth twitched bitterly, he understood Chu Qiao's thoughts too well.

"So, you're going to leave me and Xiaoxu, right?"

Chu Qiao nodded, except for nodding, she couldn't say a word anymore.

Shang Fangyan's hands holding Chu Qiao's face trembled slightly, his heart seemed to explode in an instant, and he said without thinking, "Jiang Yixuan is not at all"

But halfway through the words, he stopped abruptly, and Shang Fangyan really didn't dare to say the facts behind him, let alone at such a time.

He believed that at this time, once he told all the facts, then he and Chu Qiao would have no room for recovery, and he would probably lose Chu Qiao forever.

Thinking of Shang Haoyuan's revenge, thinking of Bai Yun's dislike for Chu Qiao, thinking of the uncontrollable dangers around Chu Qiao because of him, and thinking of the inhuman pain and torture that Chu Qiao suffered when he was implanted in the virus, Shang Fangyan's heart immediately gave birth to a plan.

Perhaps, it is not a bad thing to let Chu Qiao leave his side for a while to dissociate himself from him, it is better than putting Chu Qiao in danger again or even escaping death again, although they came back to life last time, but he really can't guarantee that they will be so lucky every time.

Hearing Shang Fangyan's halfway words but stopped, Chu Qiao didn't think much about it, and he didn't dare to open his eyes to look at Shang Fangyan, let alone imagine what Shang Fangyan looked like at this time.

She was afraid that he would be sad and sad, heart-rending and sad, and she was afraid that seeing Shang Fangyan's sadness would make her hard-won decision collapse in an instant, and all her wills would collapse.

The hands holding Chu Qiao's cheeks were reluctantly released, Shang Fangyan stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, turned his back to Chu Qiao, and looked at the lights of the city at night, his eyebrows were so deep and complicated that people would be shocked by self-blame and reluctance at a glance.

"Okay, now that you've made your decision, I respect you."

Suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Shang Fangyan, looking at his unruly and cold and slightly trembling back, Chu Qiao's heart instantly shattered, and blood splattered everywhere.

Stretching out her hand, Chu Qiao wanted to grab Shang Fangyan, wanting to tell him that she was really sad and sad to leave him.

However, what right does she have to be sad, she was never the one who was hurt.

Now that the decision has been made, since it has been hurt, don't drag mud and water to sprinkle salt on Shang Fangyan's wounds.

Standing up from the chaise longue, Chu Qiao withdrew her gaze and didn't look at the figure carved into her blood, every time she looked at it, it would be a blasphemy against that figure.

Leave, leave

Turning around, Chu Qiao strode out of the study, even though he was very affectionate, even though his heart hurt so much that he wanted to die, he no longer had a trace of hesitation.

Because, she really doesn't deserve Shang Fangyan, she doesn't deserve it.

When she returned to the bedroom to pack her things, Chu Qiao found that none of her things were bought by herself, all of them were prepared for her by Shang Fangyan, from clothes to shoes and bags, from jewelry to makeup and skin care products, all her food, clothing, housing and transportation, she had never been distracted.

Finally unable to control himself, Chu Qiao rushed into the bathroom, locked the door, and began to cry. Cloth-like handsome.

Looking at everything in the bathroom, thinking that every inch of this place was her and Shang Fang Yan's intertwined figures, the completely desperate sadness and sadness were mercilessly devoured like a flood of beasts, and she curled up in the corner of the bathroom and shivered in pain.

Shang Fangyan, who was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the study, heard the sound of the door closing from the bedroom, and knew that Chu Qiao must have locked himself in the bathroom and was sad.

He knew her too well, even more than himself, and he could understand what it meant when she looked back and stopped.

She couldn't go against her conscience and responsibility to watch Jiang Yixuan suffer and even die without saving her, but she didn't want to hurt him or hurt Shang Fangxu, so she could only hurt herself.

Kindness and beauty like Chu Qiao, why couldn't he find out earlier.

Maybe that time could let him see her clearly, Chu Qiao would not have suffered so much suffering and hardship, and he would not have the dilemma he is now.

In the end, he couldn't help himself, Shang Fangyan raised his leg and walked towards the bedroom, but when he came to the bathroom door and raised his hand to knock on the door, his hand stretched out in the air paused again.

Since it has been decided that he wants to play this one-man show, then act it thoroughly, otherwise, how can he deceive Shang Haoyuan's old fox.

Withdrawing his hand and turning around, Shang Fangyan strode away, just listening to the faint crying behind him, his heart seemed to be torn apart piece by piece, and he had to grit his teeth in pain.