Chapter 126: If you have the chance, can you start over?
In late October, the cold rain that had been brewing for a long time finally couldn't stand the urging of a rapid west wind, and finally fell down lingeringly, but because of this unexpected autumn rain, it caused many people's emotional ups and downs.
Anxious like Zhen Mo, seeing that everything was planned properly, I didn't expect that Tiangong would not be beautiful, talking about Lingshan to enjoy autumn, if the cold rain does not stop, the party has to be postponed, if this rain, it will be good for ten days and a half months, but the autumn rain lingers, and it is not allowed to fall until the end of the year, and the banquet has to be canceled, won't her plan fail? When it comes to next spring, it is difficult to guarantee that things will not change, and when the Weiguo Mansion officially goes to the Dong family to propose marriage, Dong Yin will be married behind closed doors, where is there still a chance to invite her out.
Also related to Erniang, for this Lingshan meeting, she made a special trip to make a new set of clothes with her mother, and deliberately asked the "Tiangongfang" to make a large-sleeved dress with gold embroidered peony, with eight long skirts of smoke and purple Lingbo, which must be gorgeous and bright, and some careful thinking is to let Zhen Sanlang see her dignified and gorgeous, counting the days and nights with her fingers, I don't want to come, but I am looking forward to a damn rain!
Dong Yin breathed a sigh of relief, she grew up in another county, no matter her temperament and preferences are a little different from the nobles of Kyoto, and she is not very suitable for these social interactions, originally Mrs. Dong was not very willing to let her granddaughter get too close to Zhen Mo, but she couldn't resist her daughter-in-law's persuasion: "Although the Zhen family intends to marry with the Guogong Mansion, but the eldest princess doesn't have that meaning, Zhen Siniang has repeatedly sent invitations, if we just ignore it, wouldn't it seem childish, and Ayin should always get used to these entertainments." "The old lady wants to come, not to mention that the eldest princess intends to be the eldest granddaughter-in-law, even if this marriage fails, Ah Mo will marry into the noble family and become the daughter-in-law of another family, and naturally she will have to socialize with the nobles in the future, so she should be familiar with the situation of the nobles in Kyoto as soon as possible, so as not to suffer losses in the future. Fang just agreed.
Although Dong Yin didn't know that the elders intended to marry with the Weiguo Mansion, let alone Zhen Mo's affection for Su Xun, she really couldn't resist her enthusiasm, and only hoped that the rain would not abate, and the trip to Lingshan would not be over.
There are also such as the fourth mother of the Guogong Mansion, seeing that her second sister was "full of ambition", her mother not only did not dissuade her, but fanned the flames, and was apprehensive about the Lingshan meeting, and she was eager to cancel the trip.
Yijing didn't pay attention to this rain, because in her memory, the Lingshan Society did not change because of the weather.
But as the weather gets colder and colder, she is only worried about Yu Feng's body, despite the lingering autumn rain, she still has to go to Yu Zhaoyuan every day to ask for warmth, of course, she has to meet Jiang Wei, between the two, although there is no more dispute, but the atmosphere is always a little stalemate, for this, Yi Jing can only be helpless, she can't be alienated from Yu Feng because of Jiang Wei, in this life, she did not hesitate to marry her, she thought that as long as Yu Feng was still willing to marry her, she would definitely continue to have a relationship with him, Assist him in eradicating those enemies of life and death one by one, keep him safe and happy, as long as he wants, she will give, such as bringing the head to grow old together, such as the chorus of the piano.
She and Jiang Wei are destined to have such an awkward relationship, and they can't be confidants.
Sometimes I think that if he comes back in this time, he may fall in love with someone other than her, such as Jiang Wei......
As soon as she thought of this, Yijing sadly found that if this was the case, she did not know where to go in the future, and the only thing she was sure of was that she would not hurt him, and everything he cared about.
She didn't care about the qualifications of love and sincerity, let alone ask him to stand as always.
Regarding affection, he had already paid too much to her in his previous life, so much that even if she gave her life, she would not be able to repay one-ten-thousandth.
This autumn rain, after all, only lingered for three days, in the early morning of October 23, there is no sound outside the window, although the sun is still lazily hiding behind the clouds, the water stains on the red leaves and black mud, but quietly and gradually drying up, after three days, the agreed meeting of the Lingshan, the mountain road is no longer muddy, only the mist in the forest in the early morning is still lingering for a long time, the danye flies frost, the cold wind gradually leaks, the thousand trees are brilliant and dyed by the autumn meaning of a layer of cool and thin vastness, such a scenery has a sparse smoke and cold maple, frost to the beauty of the lonely goose.
Unable to bear the fragrant car, Yijing jumped into the white horse, gradually deepening in the frosty and misty red leaves, when he saw Yu Feng very neatly turned over on the horse, riding with her, the clear eyes revealed some surprise.
Immediately, the young man spread the dark green brocade cloak with a sable collar on his shoulders, and seemed to feel the girl's bright and surprised gaze, slightly turned a side face, and the corners of his lips stretched a pleasant arc: "Don't be so surprised, I just know how to fight, and I'm not good at riding and shooting." ”
The early morning mist carried the coldness of the frost on the leaves, soaking into the deep ink eyes of the young man, but what came out was like a spring breeze.
Yi Jing blinked two rows of butterfly wing-like black eyelashes, and blurted out a joke: "It's enough to surprise people, I originally thought that Brother Feng and I used to be the same, and it was very difficult to get on the horse." ”
Yu Feng held the reins of the horse in one hand, and his back was like a green pine, at this time, he did not look half sick and weak, and smiled when he heard this: "I won't, but there is such a strict instructor as Gray Du, and I am not allowed to take advantage of my illness to be lazy." ”
I never thought that there would be a day, I could ride side by side with her, although it was not a battle, just stepping on the autumn to enjoy the scenery, it was also regarded as a surprise, this may be the ultimate goal of persuading Gray Du to teach riding skills when he was young and sick, Yu Feng looked at the girl's bright smile in the mist, and a budding white flower bloomed in his heart, and suddenly breathed, and the city and the country were overwhelmed.
The girl's crimson cloak, white plum turui; The young man is covered with dark green brocade, and the silver python is in the air; The white horse and purple hooves stepped slowly, and the deeper the misery, the two backs became more and more magnificent and bright, so that the backward attendants involuntarily distanced themselves, not wanting to disturb the beautiful picture in front of them.
Yijing heard the name of Gray Crossing, looked back, and saw that in the smoke and mist, the brocade guards were full of shadows, and they couldn't see their eyebrows clearly, and couldn't help but be curious: "Gray Ferry is your guard, and now between the mountains and wilderness, it is so far away, if something really happens......
"Fifth sister rest assured, but as long as I have a stumbling on horseback, Gray Ferry will definitely be able to arrive in an instant."
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"I'd love to see it." Yi Jing smiled: "I heard that Gray Du only entered the Chu Palace, six years ago?" ”
In his previous life, Yi Jing didn't know that there was such a black-faced servant by the side of the prince.
Yu Feng knew what she was curious about, and smiled slightly: "Gray Du and Master Tongji are old acquaintances, and his life experience is ...... is a little peculiar, and when he became a good friend with Master Tongji, he was introduced to his father. ”
It turned out that it was related to Master Tongji, and Yijing couldn't help but be more interested in the abbot monk of Foguo Temple.
Yu Feng looked at her silently, shook his head imperceptibly, withdrew his gaze, and looked at the wild path winding up in the mist.
She should also remember the assassination case that shocked Dalong in the sixth year of Yuanqing, so she should also know the identity of Master Tongji, but she is a boudoir woman, she should not know that Gray Du is the assassin who failed to succeed in the past!
When Yuanqing ten years of Lantern Festival night, Yu Feng drank the bowl of poison, thinking that everything was over, all regrets, resentment, would disappear with his death, but unexpectedly woke up, but found that back to the age of five, it was coughing up blood, and after the diagnosis and treatment of the imperial doctors, he would get rid of the soul hook pen of the Lord of Yama.
To be reborn, Yu Feng naturally did not want to repeat the mistakes of the past, he knew that Qinggu could detoxify the residual poison in the body, so under the pretext of the princess's dream, persuaded the king of Chu to send him to the Buddha Temple to seek refuge and recuperation, and when he lived in the Buddhist temple, he persuaded the master of Tongji - back then, Yu Feng was only seven years old, but he was just a weak and sick child, but he exposed the life experience of Master Tongji for Zuo Hanyun's widow in person, and bluntly said that he would help him destroy the Jinxiang family.
There is a condition, that is, through the mouth of Tongji, he can find Qinggu to remove poison for him.
Although Tongji has the hatred of extermination, and not all the six are empty in his bones, but because he has practiced for many years, although he feels that this matter is strange, he only thinks that in the underworld, he has his own divine will, and he has no doubt about Yu Feng's words.
Yu Feng was originally because he was weak, although he knew the future, but he couldn't say it to his elders, and after thinking about it, he planned to make an alliance with Tongji - Tongji is a Buddhist monk, if he used the calculation of yin and yang as an excuse, the king of Chu would not be suspicious, but because of this coincidence, he and Tongji became friends who forgot their years.
Ash Du and Jin Xiang originally had a mortal enmity, and they were hunted down and killed repeatedly, but Tongji helped him, hid him, and entrusted him to a secret faction in the rivers and lakes, as a companion to the dead, the picture is that the time is right in the future, and the assassination of Jin Xiang will be carried out.
Yu Feng, who knew what was going on, of course urged Tongji to give up such a doomed plan.
Tongji's words to the prince, if he believed in the will of the gods, naturally he would not refute it, so he terminated the original plan, let Ash Du get out, and took refuge in the palace of the king of Chu.
The reason for Yijing's doubts is that Yu Feng is also a reborn person, and when she woke up in the cardamom years, Yu Feng had already begun to plan.
At this time, the young man turned to the side, and his deep and clear eyes stopped at the fresh and beautiful half of the girl's face.
Did you know that when I woke up, my first decision was to get away from you and never set foot in your life again?
But for the malice around you, I have never been able to let it go, do you know, when I decided to go to Yizhou to study, one of the important reasons was to avoid you, I never could do it, close to the distance and indifference, so I want to escape far away, before leaving, when I saw you and Yu Zhou hand in hand frolicking, two little guesses, how did you feel like a knife?
You never belong to me.
However, you and Yu Zhou will not be able to walk through the full moon after all, and you should not have me or him in your life.
You know, I've never held a grudge against you.
What you don't know, in my previous life, when I lingered on the sickbed, the only thing I felt happy was to listen to Yu Zhou's chatter about you - the fifth sister's handwriting is really beautiful, the fifth sister's painting skills are breathtaking, the fifth sister learned an ancient song again, the fifth sister and the third sister quarreled again, this is the fifth sister's lyrics, the fifth sister gave me a folding fan today, the green bamboo on the top is painted by her own hands, the fifth sister has her own yard, there are a lot of green bamboos planted in it, the fifth sister and I are the best.
I have never met, I am familiar with you, your joys and sorrows, your hearty and straightforward, what you like, what you dislike - through the mouth of Yu Zhou.
Back then, I thought that Yu Zhou really regarded me as a sibling.
But I was jealous of him, since that year's Fang Lin banquet, the Queen Mother asked me to choose poems, and when I chose the leader, I learned that it was actually written by you.
The Queen Mother pointed out the window and smiled at me: "Feng'er, that's Jing Yatou, look at her naughty appearance, I can't see that she has such talent." ”
In March, the golden sun is brilliant, the plum is not grateful, and the cherry blossoms bloom early.
In the purple and red, it was that glance that made me unforgettable.
I wonder if you wouldn't be happier if you didn't have that look?
I had long been suspicious, the person who harmed me was originally the second uncle, but I thought that Yu Zhou was innocent.
But I'm so jealous of him, jealous of him and your childhood sweetheart, two little guesses, what makes me even more unacceptable is that watching you marry him Qin and Jin, if, when I seek justice for my mother and concubine, you will regard me as an enemy.
But what can I do? I am destined to die young, and I have no future with you.
Later, Kiyoya appeared and healed me, so I thought that maybe this was the will of God, after all, it didn't completely abandon me, and gave me hope.
Therefore, I begged the Queen Mother and my aunt and grandmother to let me marry you, and I told them that the real murderer who poisoned my mother and my concubine and me was my second uncle, and Yu Zhou was the son of the murderer, so I couldn't let you marry Yu Zhou, and I promised the elders that I would cherish you well, let you be safe and happy, make you happy, single-minded, and never lose each other.
Yijing, I don't hate you because I was wrong in the beginning, and it was my obsession that made you fall into pain.
If it weren't for my wishful thinking, if you hadn't married me, you wouldn't have been taken advantage of, if you and Yu Zhou didn't live under the same roof, one day, you would have forgotten him, and a person who regretted you, growing old hand in hand, children and grandchildren around the knee, you wouldn't have experienced such danger and killing, your life should be like this.
It was I who brought you into danger, it was I who didn't have the ability to protect you, but I just wanted you to be by my side.
So, in the time of restarting, I decided to stand in a distant place and no longer disturb your life.
I really decided so, but when I returned from Yizhou and met you again, I couldn't help but gradually waver, especially when I found out that I don't know when, you also returned.
Therefore, even if I treat each other indifferently, I am powerless to stop you from approaching again and again, when I face your strange tenderness, all persistence will fall apart, beautiful scene, in fact, I don't want to be like this, I don't want to look at you guilty, burdened with resentment and hard to let go, I can't do it, stand by and watch your pain.
Is there another possibility? Yijing, if you let go of your guilt, can we start over?