197. Guilt
I said with red eyes, "I'll stay here obediently, and I'll listen to Master Xuankong." ”
Mu Jingchi snorted, and then touched my head twice.
At this time, the driver outside came in again and urged again, Mu Jing did not continue to stay, just took my hand and walked outside, I followed him, after arriving outside, Wang Zhizhi and they were waiting there, Mu Jingchi looked at me again, touched my face again, and whispered two words: "Wait for me." He let go of me and bent over into the car.
I stood outside and watched, didn't get closer, just stood and watched, and then Wang Zhizhi also bent into the car, Mu Jingchi sat in the car and looked at me, I didn't cry anymore, just waved at him.
Mu Jingchi smiled at me in the car.
After that, the car started and slowly drove away from Nanshan Temple, Ruping and Chun'er followed me, their eyes were red, and we stood there for a long time without speaking.
After the car left, Chun'er whispered beside me, "Miss, let's go into the house." ”
As soon as they left, it seemed that the place was instantly deserted, I stood there for a long time without moving, or Ruping and Chun'er pulled me into the room, and then when I arrived in the house, I had been lying on the bed and did not talk much.
When Chun'er and Ruping saw me like this, they comforted me no, and they didn't comfort me, so they could only accompany me in the room.
After arriving in the afternoon, the two of them did not have their usual mood, they each sat at the gate and sighed looking at the hot weather outside, and the rest of the maids chose a piece of land to doze there.
I'm the only one here, and I really don't have anything to serve, and I don't have anything to do, so everyone is lazy.
But Rifle came to my room, and stood by my bed for a while, and when he saw that I was lying there and did not mean to get up, he ran out again with the hooves of the little pony, and then went out to walk around the maids outside, and the maids were energetic when they saw it, and each of them surrounded it and stroked its hair.
Rifle is an extremely clingy pony, not afraid of people at all, and lets the maids around him.
It wasn't until the evening that I finally got up from bed, usually at this time, Mu Jingchi must be waiting for me outside the hall to eat, but tonight it was cold, except for the sound of cicadas chirping outside, it was still the sound of cicadas, and even the voice of talking was very good.
Chun'er and Ruping were there to dress for me, and while putting them on, they smiled and said, "Today the kitchen cooked your favorite glutinous rice balls, and there are many flavors. ”
I sat there completely unmotivated, I didn't want to listen or not, and I didn't have any rejuvenation.
Ruping said again: "Mr. should have arrived home at this time, wait a few days, wait for the phone line to be connected, you can talk to Mr. on the phone every day, you should take dinner and medicine first." ”
Chun'er also smiled and said, "Yes, yes, Miss, let's hurry up and have dinner first." ”
I stretched out my arms and let Chun'er and Ruping dress me, and when I was about right, I followed them outside, and Laifu was not sent to the stable, but was tied to the hall, and when he saw me coming, he sneezed and shook his head.
When I thought of this, I was the only one left with Laifu, and my sorrow came from my heart, so I walked towards Laifu, touched his little head and said, "We are all abandoned." ”
When Chun'er heard me say this, she immediately emphasized: "Miss, you are recuperating here, how can you be abandoned." ”
I didn't pay attention to Chun'er's words, just touching Laifu's little hair back and forth.
When Chun'er and Ruping saw me like this, they each glanced at each other, shook their heads helplessly, and let me continue to sigh at Laifu there.
Not long after, I got up and ate there, but I didn't have much appetite, so I ate some, drank the medicine, and took Laifu into the room.
Chun'er and Ruping followed in, I sat on the edge of the bed and talked to Laifu for a while, I felt still a little bored, so I lay down on the bed early and began to rest, Laifu hovered there and watched.
The next morning, I got up early in the morning, bored in the house to feed the goldfish, Master Xuankong came to a visit, asked me some needs, I was waiting in this pile of maids, naturally there was no need, Master Xuankong greeted me a few words, and left from my room.
Not long after, the person who led the telephone line came, and he was busy in the house, I was there knocking melon seeds, looking at the workers holding there, Chun'er and Ruping were watching there, for a long time, the two ran towards me again, came to me and said, "Miss, the worker said that the phone can be answered at night." ”
I let out an expressionless sigh, and then continued to knock on the melon seeds, Chun'er saw that I didn't react at all, and said, "Aren't you happy?" The phone is almost ready, and you can hear the gentleman's voice. ”
I said, "What's good, isn't it still the same boring." ”
Chun'er saw that I had been sitting here all morning, so she didn't dare to speak again, Ruping came up again at this time and asked, "Why don't you go out for a walk?" ”
I continued to ask, "Where are you going?" ”
Ruping said: "The backyard, the back mountain, and the creek, the side of the Wanfeng Pavilion, don't you like to go there?" ”
Chun'er seemed to remember something, and said, "By the way, Mr. also sent someone to set up a swing for you outside, do you want to try it?" ”
I said, "Really? ”
Chun'er saw that I was interested, and immediately said, "Go and take a look, it's by the river outside, it's beautiful." ”
Ruping said again: "There are also waterwheels!" The waterwheel is full of peach blossoms, and Mr. tried his best to make you not so bored. ”
Seeing that Chun'er and Ruping were talking so hard, I stopped eating melon seeds, got up from the chair and said, "Okay, I'll take a look." ”
Chun'er saw that I was finally interested, so she immediately said, "I'll accompany you to the backyard." ”
I looked at her and said, "No, you guys are watching here, don't break my things." ”
Chun'er still wanted to say something, I had already walked outside, Ruping could only pull her and say, "Just let Miss go, you see she's bored these days." ”
Chun'er could only stand there and nodded.
After I came out of the yard, I went around the place that Chun'er said, and found that a swing was built, not far from the swing, and the waterwheel began to be built, but the waterwheel was only half built, I shook it on the swing, and when it was shaking for a while, Laifu didn't know where to run out of nowhere, and ran to me, I stopped from the swing, and then touched its head again, looked at it for a while, and then subconsciously picked up the talisman hanging around my neck, I stared at the talisman for a few seconds, and then looked at the backyard of Nanshan Temple.
He got up slowly and walked in the direction of the backyard, with Rifles following me with small steps.
The backyard of Nanshan Temple is a firewood room and kitchen, and my food is brought from here, but at this time of time, there is no one in it who is very quiet.
I stood there for a few seconds, and then continued to walk into the house, and when I reached the door of the kitchen, I suddenly heard a slight sound of footsteps behind me, and my first reaction was to turn my head suddenly, and when I looked back, there was a woman standing behind me, who was holding a pile of firewood in her hand, and her face was covered with ashes from her face to her clothes, and her face was not clear.
I was staring at her in a daze, when the woman suddenly called out to me, "Second Miss." ”
The familiar voice came, which made my body stiffen suddenly, but I was still a little unsure, just staring at that face, she saw me staring at her in a daze, she suddenly held the firewood and smiled at me weirdly and said, "Don't you know me." ”
She stretched out her hand, removed the cloth pocket on her head, and scattered a long silver hair, she wiped the dust on her face vigorously, and her wrinkled face was exposed in front of me, I called: "Aunt Cheng......" and subconsciously took a few steps back.
But who knew that when I stepped back, my body hit the water tank behind me, but Aunt Cheng approached me step by step, and just as I was staring at her with astonishment, another female voice suddenly came from behind me, she said, "You are finally here." ”
When I heard the voice, I quickly turned back, and this time, I saw a woman also wearing coarse cloth clothes standing behind me, dressed as a peasant woman, but I recognized that face at a glance, she was Luo Huihui.
She saw me standing there staring at her in astonishment, she stood at the door of the kitchen, sneered at me, didn't say anything, first turned around and went back to the house, Aunt Cheng saw me standing there for a long time without reacting, and said behind me: "Second Miss, don't be stunned, let's go into the house." ”
Aunt Cheng bent down to pick up the firewood that fell from the ground and walked towards the house as well.
I didn't expect to meet them here, since I left them in the hospital and escaped, I haven't heard from them again, and I haven't had any contact with them, I didn't expect them to appear in Nanshan Temple after so long.
I stood and didn't think much of it, and went into the room as well.
After arriving inside, Luo Huihui was folding vegetables there, compared with before, she has lost a lot of weight now, if we weren't very familiar with each other, if we had only had a one-sided relationship, presumably at this time, I wouldn't be able to recognize her. Aunt Cheng stuffed the firewood into the stove and began to prepare the Chinese food for everyone in the temple.
Just as I was standing there and watching in silence, Luo Huihui, who was sitting at the table folding vegetables, said: "You don't have to look, Aunt Cheng and I have already returned from abroad, and without you knowing, we have been hiding in this country for a whole year." Then, with a slight mockery, she asked, "Do you think we're all dead?" ”
Hearing her ask, I stood there and said, "I know that you and Aunt Cheng will be fine, I thought that you took Chun'er to live elsewhere, after all, now we have even become a problem to live here safely, let alone revenge at the beginning." ”
Luo Huihui folded the dishes and said: "We didn't come back for revenge, my grandfather has been killed by Mu Jingchi, and all his connections are broken when he dies, and avenging your Lu family has long been an unattainable thing, and the reason why we are still here is for Song Alcohol." ”
Luo Huihui's eyes fell on me with incomparably coldness, like a poisonous snake spitting red letters, and the coolness invaded the bone marrow with venom.
Luo Huihui looked at my current appearance, she smiled and said: "You are doing well, after my grandfather fell, sure enough, the Mu family did not treat you badly, you are still living in silk and satin, brocade clothes and jade food, and you are Mu Jingchi's aunt." She saw the pet ponies following me and asked, "Is this pony yours?" It seems that Mu Jingchi is very good to you, this kind of novelty has been collected for you, you must have forgotten the existence of Song Alcohol for a long time, right? ”
Luo Huihui's words were full of sarcasm, I knew that she was angry about me throwing them abroad, and I never thought that when we met again, she would still talk to me with a pleasant face.
I didn't respond to her ridicule, I just endured it silently.
No one spoke for a while, I turned around and was about to walk outside, Luo Huihui suddenly stood up and asked, "Where are you going!" Do you still want to walk away like you did last time? Grandpa is dead, the current life and death of Song Yu are uncertain, Lu Qingye, where did you get such a big heart, and you actually lived a rich life as a wealthy aunt and wife in the Mu family? ! Don't you ever feel guilty, never guilty, never guilty?! ”
Hearing Luo Huihui's words, I turned my head to look at her and asked, "Guilt? Why should I feel guilty, why should I feel guilty? Why should I be ashamed? Who am I, Lu Qingye, sorry for? Am I going to have this emotion? ”
Luo Huihui saw that I was at this time, and dared to refute her so shamelessly, she got up from the chair, and then pointed at me with her finger and said, "If it weren't for your Lu family, would all of us be like this?!" Lu Qingye, why did everyone work hard for your family and pay a tragic price, but you, you still continued to eat and drink spicy food as if nothing had happened, and your conscience was eaten by dogs? ”
Regarding her accusation, I smiled and said, "Yes, you just let my conscience Lu Qingye be eaten by dogs, and now everyone is defeated, is it my fault?" How did I remind you in the first place, how did I tell my grandfather in the first place? Is it because you don't listen, and now it's the way things have become to blame me? I sneered at Luo Huihui and said: "I have never forced you to do anything for our Lu family, it was before, it is now, if you want to put all the responsibility on me now, I have no choice, but I have to remind you that you can't save Song Yu at all now, I advise you not to act rashly, so as not to put yourself in it and add those unnecessary troubles." ”
I turned around and wanted to leave, but I only took two steps, I stopped again, looked at Luo Huihui again and said: "Also, this Nanshan Temple is now Mu Jingchi's people, I advise you, it's better to go down the mountain early, if one is accidentally discovered by Mu Jingchi's people, I can't save you when the time comes." ”
I didn't look at Luo Huihui and Aunt Cheng's faces again, anyway, now in their eyes, I am just a culprit, since this is the case, then what else is there to say.
I left straight from the backyard of Nanshan Temple, Luo Huihui did not chase out, I took Laifu back to the small courtyard where I lived, the workers were still busy there, Chun'er and Ruping saw that I was back, so they all greeted me, smiled and asked me if I went to see the swing.
I laughed twice at Chun'er and Ruping, and then said, "I'm a little tired." And he went into the house.
Chun'er and Ruping wanted to come along, but when I reached the door, I stopped and said to them, "You guys are guarding outside." Then I glanced down at Laifu who had just wanted to come in, and I slammed the door shut, and directly closed Laifu outside.
After I returned to the room, I sat in the mirror of the dresser and looked at myself for a long time, I picked up the talisman in my clothes again, and thought in my heart, how could Luo Huihui know that old Taoist, how could Wang Zhizhi be so coincidental, but at that time I mentioned Nanshan Temple to Mu Jingchi, the arrival of the old Taoist priest obviously completely guided me up the mountain, Wang Zhizhi definitely didn't look like he was unconscious, but more like helping Luo Huihui from it, but Luo Huihui and Wang Zhizhi didn't know each other, how could the two join forces to create such a thing?
I can't figure it all out, but it's not difficult to see that the reason why I went to Nanshan Temple was definitely not just accidental. My illness is strange, and it is strange, things are by no means as simple as they seem, if it weren't for the note in this talisman, even I almost thought that my illness and going to Nanshan Temple was just an accident.