Extra: The monologue of a fat man
I never thought that my life would be so legendary, and even a small probability event like a ghost collision happened to me.
At this moment, my heart has been pierced, and Brother Hang and Brother Ye are also unconscious. The man driving the truck had already gotten out of the car. I could see his face clearly, this man, I knew.
Others often say. Before people die, their minds will be very clear, and everything that happens in this life will be repeated in their minds in an instant. Yes, it seems that what people say is true, at this very second that I am completely dead. I didn't have time to remember my life, maybe it's because my life was too short. I'm only 20 years old.
I believe that in everyone's school career, whether it is kindergarten, primary and secondary school, or even university, there is a person with a particularly big head and a person who is particularly fat. In the former, everyone will call him (she) big head, and in the latter, everyone will call him (her) fat, and sometimes add a dead word in front of the title. And I'm the (dead) fat man in everyone's mouth.
I have been very fat since I was a child, and I heard my parents say that I was born with six pounds heavier than ordinary children. Mom and Dad have children in old age, and they dote on Yujia for me, every day. Dad worked hard in the fields, and then exchanged all the money from the crops for all kinds of food, and stuffed it all into my mouth. Probably because of this, I was always one size bigger than everyone else, and I was never surpassed. It's also because of me. So I didn't have any savings at home, so I ate them all.
But luckily, we have a piece of farmland and an old house, which was left by my grandfather. There are a few chickens at home, and vegetables are grown next to the chicken coop, so that every meal can be satisfied.
When I was seven years old, I started school. Dad took me to the primary school in the village to report, saying that it was a primary school, but in fact it was a small house, the principal, the class teacher, the Chinese teacher, and the math teacher were all the same person, and there were only a dozen students in the class. Usually, the teacher taught us to read and write, but it wasn't until the third grade of elementary school that I learned to write a few words.
After I got to the fourth grade, everyone grew a lot taller, and I gained a lot of weight. One day, I secretly put the small note that I had written in advance "Do you want to play together" into Xiao Tao's schoolbag, and I looked at Xiao Tao apprehensively after the whole class. I don't know if the teacher's uncle came that day, and found that I was not serious in class, so he scolded me and asked me to go out to the punishment station. After class, I saw Xiao Tao running out happily, I smirked at her, and Brother Cai said to take him to see the bicycle she had just bought, and then, and then she went to play with Brother Cai...... That's when I remembered that I forgot to write my name on that note. Later, when I thought about it, I realized that the world at that time was dominated by Gao Fu Shuai. This is the first time I have fallen out of love.
In the sixth grade, everyone is facing the prospect of graduating from elementary school. People in the village generally do not let their children go to secondary school, first, they have to go to the city to go to middle school, and the poor cannot afford it, and second, everyone hopes that their children can help them take care of the farmland as soon as possible. My father took my hand and said to me earnestly, I must go to this school, and I don't want to stay in the village and suffer for the rest of my life like him in the future. I haven't been to the city, so I don't know how good the life of the people in the city is, and I don't feel how hard my life is. But since my dad asked me to go to school, then I did. Thinking about it later, Dad was still very far-sighted, of course, if I hadn't died.
On the day of graduation, the teacher was very angry. Brother Cai told us that this teacher is a middle school teacher in a certain city, and because he wants to evaluate a special teacher, he came to teach in our place where birds don't. But it didn't work out as expected, he spent six years with me in this place, and he didn't get a rating, and on the day my father sent me to school in the city, he just happened to shoot and leave.
The first time I came to the city, I realized how boring the place I lived in was, and the candle flame was always not as good as the neon lights in the city. It took a long time for my dad and me to get to middle school. Dad babbled and instructed the head teacher for a long time, until the head teacher got impatient and entrusted me to the head teacher. Dad didn't spend the night in the city because he had heard that staying one night would cost us two weeks' food. Dad gave me two hundred dollars, told me to save some flowers, and went back.
During the class meeting, I noticed that everyone looked at me differently, and some were still snickering. The dormitory was for twelve people, but they never spoke to me, and when I called them, they ignored me. Until one day, when I was going to eat in the cafeteria, I knocked over a person, and the person beat me wildly, and said something from the township, dead fat, ugly, I knew that everyone disliked me for being poor and fat. When my father heard that I had been beaten, he rushed from home, and the person who beat me was also called a parent. The man's parents, wearing gold chains and smoking cigarettes, asked how much we wanted when they saw their father. Dad flipped the table in the office and said he didn't want a penny. Dad took me home and rubbed me on the medicine, and I cried and said, Dad, I don't want to go to school anymore. Dad listened and slapped me in the face. I cried even harder.
Two days later, my dad was going to take me to school. I stayed at home and didn't leave, and my dad asked me how I could go. I said I was going to buy a new school bag, buy new clothes, and I didn't want to be laughed at by my classmates anymore. Dad sighed, took out the money hidden under the bed, and went to the city to fill in some new clothes for me and buy a new school bag. I later learned that for weeks after that, Mom and Dad only ate one meal a day. When I put on my new clothes and came to school, I thought everyone would ignore me, but when I called my roommate, they still ignored me and scolded me for being fat.
I went to school for two years in a daze, and one day the head teacher called me into the office and said that I was too withdrawn and asked me to lose weight. I saw the disgust in the teacher's eyes, and it turned out that everyone disliked me. So I ran as hard as I could, and after a month, I didn't lose any flesh on my body. I gave up on losing weight, and I decided to study hard because I read in the book that people in big cities are very high-quality, so I want to go there.
Over the course of a year, I read while others were sleeping, I was reading while others were playing, and the day I got my admission letter, I knew that I had been admitted to a senior high school, and my heart blossomed. I shouted at my dad in the field, Dad, I've been admitted. Dad put down his hoe, ran over and picked me up, and rushed home. Dad was so happy that he was out of breath when he put me down, because of course I was too heavy. After the joy, Dad immediately frowned. High school is no longer compulsory, tuition fees are high, and the cost of living in big cities is also high. At that time, I was already sensible and knew that my family had no money. I looked at the admission letter on the table and said, Dad, let's not go. Dad slapped me again, the second time in my memory that my dad hit me, because I said I wouldn't go to school.
Dad sold the farmland and switched to carpentry at home. On the day I was sent to middle school in a big city, I looked at my father's rickety body and felt sour. I said, Dad, I must make a lot of money in the future and take you to live in a big house.
After settling me in, my dad took the train home. When I first entered the dormitory, I didn't dare to talk to them, because I was afraid that they would dislike me and hate me like my classmates in junior high school. But I was wrong, they greeted me very warmly, and I thought to myself, the book is really good, people in big cities are so qualified.
After coming to high school, no one bullied me anymore and no one scolded me anymore. They all call me fat, but I know that they are calling me that because they are good to me. In the second year of high school, I chose liberal arts. My grades weren't very good, and my head was a bit stupid, so I thought I'd spend more time memorizing.
In the liberal arts class, I met a lot of new classmates, including hibiscus. It's not as wooden as it used to be, and every time I see hibiscus, my heart beats fast, and I know that I'm in love with her. She is the flower of our class, with good grades and very popular. I always thought that people like me would not have anything to do with her, until one day, when she almost fell down the stairs, I just happened to hold her. She smiled at me and said thank you. I feel like I'm going to melt, and my heart is warm. Since then, I have often greeted her and talked to her, and she would smile at me as well.
During a game of truth or dare in my dorm room, I was asked who I liked. I slurred for a long time and said the word hibiscus. The dormitory exploded all at once. I said, don't be happy, people like me don't have a chance. Who said that fat people don't have the right to pursue love, and who said that others can't like fat people? My roommate, you encouraged me to confess my words. I was egged on, Hibiscus smiled at me like that, maybe I really had a chance.
On the weekend of that week, I spent a few days of living expenses to buy a small bouquet of roses and make an appointment with the hibiscus, and my roommate hided behind a tree not far away and gave me a thumbs up. I trembled and gave the flower to Hibiscus, and I hesitated for a long time before I said that Hibiscus I like you. Hibiscus smiled again, winked at me, and said that I would be admitted to the best university in the country, and promised me. As far as the beans are dying.
Since then, I have been studying hard day and night, with only one goal: to be admitted to Hosei University and have Hibiscus be my girlfriend.
While I was waiting for my acceptance letter at home, I often helped my dad with carpentry. There was a phone installed at home, and I would occasionally call Hibiscus, but Hibiscus was always busy and hung up without saying a word.
The moment the postal car drove up to my house, my heart was about to jump out. When you open the admission letter, it is the admission letter of Hosei University. After my father saw the notice, he cried directly, and I was also very excited. Mom travels all over the village to show off that her son has been admitted to the best university in the country. The leaders of the township also came to my house to congratulate me, and this is the first time that the family has been so lively since I was a child.
I called Hibiscus and asked her which university she had been admitted to. Mu Jinle said that she went to Huaqing University. Huaqing University is also a well-known university. I said that I was admitted to Hosei University, so you should be my girlfriend. Unexpectedly, the phone was stunned for a while, and hung up directly. I called Hibiscus several times, and finally Hibiscus got impatient and said that I am a fat man, who would know that I could really be admitted to Hosei University, and she would be my girlfriend even if she was a pig and would not be my girlfriend.
After three years, I heard the words dead fat again, and my heart was uncomfortably tight. I never thought that the girl who was like an angel in my heart would do this to me in the blink of an eye. I got seriously ill, got better, and went to college.
Hosei University is actually not far from my house, just a few hours by car. The leader of the township said that it is difficult for our township to produce a college student from a famous university, and my living expenses and tuition fees will be reimbursed by the township. It's a great joy for our family.
Dad sent me to the dormitory, where Thin Man and Brother Hang were already there. Dad told me a few words to go home early for the New Year, and left. I looked at my father's back as he went downstairs, my heart was sour, I didn't expect that this would be the last time I would see my father.
Brother Hang is two levels older than me and the thin man, and his family seems to be very rich and has his own sports car. Thin people are also very good and like to play games. Brother Hang saw that I didn't have a computer, so he secretly bought a computer and gave it to me. I don't dare to ask for it, it's too expensive. But Brother Hang said that if I didn't want to, I would look down on him. Since then, the thin man and I have been determined to be his big brother. The thin man loves to play computer games, and I slowly play Dota with him. Actually, I'm not addicted to games, I'm just passing the time. I don't like dealing with other people, and I know I won't be so lucky to meet someone like Brother Hang and Skinny who are really good to me again.
Later, Brother Ye also moved into our dormitory. Brother Ye is also a good person, I don't know why some people are so afraid of him. Brother Ye is very good to us, and I have another good friend. The fastest update address of this book:【】
But the thin man died, and we even saw the ghost of the thin man, and when the thin man's father came to the bedroom to pack the thin man's luggage, I learned that the thin man was dead. Strange things kept happening, and when I got to college, I realized that there were really ghosts in this world.
Now that I'm dying, I seem to be able to see everything around me. Brother Ye and Brother Hang are both unconscious, and I am about to close my eyes. The heart hurts.
I could see the man driving the truck, and I knew him, he was the father of the skinny man. I don't know why he killed us. There was another person standing next to the truck, no, that person was floating, dressed in black, I could see his face clearly, he looked exactly the same as Brother Ye......
The man floated over, a knife in his hand. It's a pity that I'm going to die, and I can't wake up Brother Ye and Brother Hang who are in a coma.
Life is too short, and if I had a choice, I would definitely live in the village for the rest of my life.
Mom and Dad, I hope you live well.
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