012 Thunder Dream Break
Is it the thunder rolling through? Why did she feel the ground trembling?
She struggled to raise her eyes to look at the row of flowers that were gradually covering the ashes, her consciousness as if it had been drawn from her body, and smoke floated around her.
Ridiculous, when did she become so vulnerable?
...... "When a bird has wings, it can be free. Man has no wings, only a heart, and the heart can fly high and far without wings......"
It was only now that she understood the deep meaning of that sentence, and instantly understood everything she had said and done.
...... "Jin'er, from today on, I will teach you to dance every day, you must learn seriously!" ”
"If you don't want to be confined here for the rest of your life, start now!"
"Jin'er, I know you can speak, and the reason why you don't open your mouth is because you haven't met the time to speak. The noble man is late, you are destined to be unspeakably expensive! ”
"People must learn to grasp the opportunity, and only by grasping the opportunity will they change their fate!"
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Teach her to dance and sing, is it to change her fate? It's her Su Jinling's ...... Or is she Mo Kite's?
But it turned out that everything was doomed nine years ago. She taught herself to sing and dance in order to please a man, a man on top of her. She has sunk in her dreams, and she wants her daughter to sink deeper.
It was her dearest person who betrayed her, not only betrayed her, but also tied herself to this boat, both glory and loss. Could it be that I have been tired of fifteen years of loneliness and loneliness, and I want to break the boat? Is she sure she has no choice but to take this path?
Why don't you tell her, why don't you discuss it with her, is it because you are afraid that she will break this dream?
Before leaving, she looked at herself, her expression was slightly confused because of the darkening sky: "Go, my mother is waiting for you here!" ”
Su Jinling smiled bitterly...... Now, can she go back?
Keep your eyes straight ahead...... That prince, her father in this life, why didn't he speak? Do you really want to send her to the palace? Could it be that his daughter only has one Su Linglong?
Yes, only Su Linglong...... It's hard to believe that she was happy to get the surname Su as Mo Kite just now, it turned out that they were just to send themselves into the palace, so that Mo Kir'er's wish may come true, and the Liewang Mansion can also get rid of a burden......
In an instant, the happy and carefree fifteen years were shattered, and an inexplicable call suddenly rose from the bottom of my heart, who am I? Who the hell am I?
Thunder rolled, smashing to the ground one after the other. Outside the door, the wind blew the roof of the house with a rumbling sound, and the wicker swept across, and the branches and leaves flew.
In contrast, the room was very quiet, and everyone was silent, like dolls covered in dust.
"The Son, the Son......"
Suddenly there were several urgent calls outside the door, and then the horse's hooves came in a hurry.
A flaming red horse came into view, and a young man flipped off his horse and leaped through the door with a single step.
Slim and broad-shouldered, with long legs and a thin waist, like a beautiful poplar.
The room was dark, and for some reason no one had lit a lamp or candle, so I couldn't see his face clearly, but I could feel that the gaze was burning at me.
Su Jinling couldn't help but burn her eyes and bit her lip.
"Father, Jin'er can't enter the palace!"
At this moment, Su Jinling saw a sudden snow light outside the dim house, and then, as if a fireball fell from the sky, it exploded in the courtyard.
The sound was so loud, the ground trembled, and the human voice was so terrible that she didn't know if she really heard such a sentence.
Everything was instantly darkened.
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"Tom!"
The sound was loud, the ground trembled, and someone exclaimed......
No, not an exclamation, it seems to be ...... Dispute, man ...... Woman...... The voice was inexplicably familiar, and the noise was intense.
She snapped open her eyes......
Open your eyes......
No, can't open it! Even if she used all her strength, she couldn't open it!
She could hear her heart pounding, she could hear the blood running through her body, but she couldn't...... Open your eyes......
Not only the eyes, but her arms...... Leg...... Even the slightest breath seems to be pressed at this moment. Is it a nightmare, or is it a ...... She's ALS again?
...... "I said a long time ago that she can't be cured of this disease, just take money to fill a bottomless pit!" It was an agitated and angry male voice.
"She's not just my daughter, she's yours too, are you just watching her die?" This is a poignant and crazy female voice...... Even so, it's still wonderful, like a flower cavity in vocal music.
Every time he heard these two voices staggered, Shu Jin wanted to die.
"There are so many men outside you, who knows whose kind she is? I've been the boss for a year...... It is clear that it can be raised at home, but it is necessary to be hospitalized. The ward should be single, and the medicine should be the best...... Who do you think you are? Who do you think she is? Do you know how much it cost me? Didn't Lao Tzu print money? Who's going to go now, don't pester me......"
"Shu Deqiang, you bastard! Jinjin is your child, your biological daughter, and you don't even recognize her? Let's go for a paternity test now! ”
"I don't have time to play with you. Let me tell you, you volunteered to follow me back then, and Lao Tzu was soft-hearted to let you go all these years, and Lao Tzu admitted it. Now I'm gone! ”
"This is the hospital, the patients need to be quiet, can you be quiet? Quarrel and quarrel! "Someone is dissatisfied.
"Yes, it's been a two-day ......" more people were dissatisfied.
Be quiet for a moment.
"It's a check for 100,000 dollars. Tell you, that's all, let's clear, don't come to me again! ”
"Shu Deqiang, if you dare to leave half a step today, I will let you be ruined!"
THERE WAS A SCUFFLE, SOMETHING PING-PONG FELL TO THE GROUND, AND GUCCI'S FOOTSTEPS HITTING THE MARBLE FLOOR WERE STILL FAR AWAY.
Someone fell against the door, and low sobs were heard.
Although he couldn't open his eyes, Shu Jin's nerves completely woke up.
She's not dead, she's just a dream, a ...... Nightmare, and now she woke up, and fell into another nightmare, a nightmare she thought she had already gotten rid of. And how long will she have this dream?
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Everything in the dream was so clear that it seemed to have been deeply engraved in her memory, as if it had become a part of her life. If she could, she would have told the story, but it was as if it had just begun, and she remembered that at the end of the dream was a handsome face...... The sword eyebrows and starry eyes were full of tension and concern. He hugged her falling body tightly, his thin lips trembled slightly, and he called in a trembling voice: "Jin'er......"
How could it be a dream if it was so real?
For the past month, she sat on the hospital bed, looking through the materials she could find, looking for traces of the dynasty in her dreams.
She remembered all the details, but she couldn't match the information exactly.
She closed the "Study of Ancient Chinese Costumes", sighed, and stared at the willow tree outside the window in a daze.
It's also late spring, what a coincidence.
"Jinjin, aren't you going to get out of bed and take a walk?" Fang Wen walked into the hospital room.
After receiving the injection, you can move freely and move around, effectively avoiding muscle atrophy. But does she need to avoid it? Three times in a month, she nearly went into shock due to respiratory failure in her sleep. She knew that even if she was rescued this time, she would not be far from death. Where will she go? Will you go back to that unwarranted plane?
Did she want to go back, to see what would happen next?
She's trying to dream, but it's just a few weirdness. That dream seemed to be over, but why, why did she think it was close by? It seems that as soon as you reach out your hand, it will penetrate it like the sun shining on the head of the bed......
"Jinjin ......"
Fang Wen couldn't help but be a little worried as he watched his daughter staring at her palms in the sun.
She knew that day would come sooner or later, and she was mentally prepared. At first, I was afraid that my daughter would not accept it, but she seemed calmer than herself.
Recently, her daughter's situation has become more and more dangerous, and she has watched her daughter sit on the bed in half the sun, as if it is gradually becoming transparent, as if she only needs to push open the window, and her daughter can fly away in the wind.
It is said that people like to look at their hands repeatedly before they die......
"Jinjin ......," she exclaimed.
Shu Jin turned his head, his eyes full of confusion and confusion.
Fang Wen hurriedly smiled: "The weather is so good today, let's go out for a walk." Haven't you always wanted to visit the Forbidden City? ”
Lately, my mother has always been anxious to fulfill her wishes, does she know that she doesn't have much time?
In the mirror is a face that is almost transparent, extremely thin, so that the eyes appear very large and black, with a frightened expression.
She struggled to match it with the face in the dream.
In her dreams, she never looked in the mirror, and the surface of the pond was her natural bronze mirror, and she remembered that the face in the dream was extremely moving.
The corners of his lips are slightly upturned, and there is an imperceptible flush in his paleness.
Fang Wen was sad for a while, and was busy gathering his daughter's long hair.
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In late spring, the sun is not very hot, but Shu Jin is not shining, fragile as a newborn baby, and Fang Wen holds a lilac flower umbrella to shade her.
It must be said that this trip was not a good plan.
It seems that as long as it is a tourist attraction, it will be crowded with many people at any time.
The Forbidden City, a magnificent building that originally belonged only to the emperor, is now being worshipped by countless ordinary people. It is full of people everywhere, and it is simply a place for cultural exchanges between Chinese and foreign local languages; Rubbing shoulders everywhere, every few steps I bumped into a photo shooter, it was simply difficult, and I could only be pushed and moved by the crowd. There was a tour guide holding a small bullhorn shouting, as if a tourist was crowded.
That's it, in addition to looking at people or people, I can't help but admire that the ancient working people are affordable, if the Forbidden City makes a tofu scum project, they will rush into 2012 in advance.