I don't know if the road to Qingxiao Garden is very bumpy, Shu Jin only feels that although the thin embrace firmly protects him, it is extremely bumpy.

The sun is warm and soft, and the wind brings a sweet scent, which is a unique taste of late spring and early summer.

There was only the sound of footsteps in his ears, and Mo Yuan'er's heartbeat, which made people think steadily.

She began to wonder what had happened since she opened her eyes.

She didn't care about the chaos in that golden room just now, and the fools could see that the prince was a green hat by this Mo Kite.

But she couldn't believe that a woman with such clear eyes would go out of the wall?!

She lifted her eyelids slightly, just as they met those lowered eyes. There are no tears, but it is still clear, like a cold pool of autumn water.

Of course, it is not difficult to see anger, jealousy, and infinite exhalation and schadenfreude from the faces of those excited women, she is also a person who has been baptized by many works of art, so she can't help but think that this is a typical frame-up, otherwise how can the triumphant and passionate prince see such a crimson scene at the right time? This is undoubtedly a basin of cold water, no wonder he is so angry.

But if it was framed, why did Mo Yuaner admit it? Is it because of her?

She looked at the young face, as youthful and fresh as she had been in her previous life. And she, an eighteen-year-old female college student, turned out to be the child of a woman of a similar age, and she still had such an embarrassing identity......

The road was so bumpy that she felt a little dizzy, so her stomach twitched, and a warm heat surged into her mouth, and then smoothly slid to her cheeks.

Mo Yuan'er gently wiped her face with her sleeve, picked her up and patted her again.

She hiccuped in embarrassment.

To be honest, she also wants to know her true identity now, whether her father is the prince or the coachman in their mouths, he should be called Wang Zhu. In her heart, her emotions are still inclined to that prince's. Of course, she doesn't deny that it is because he has a great advantage in appearance, sword eyebrows and starry eyes, straight nose and thin lips, to that station, heroic, handsome and clear, idol stars are nothing more than that, as for the coachman...... It should not be as good-looking as him, and the identity of the prince is noble enough, unless Mo Yuan'er lets the door squeeze his head, how can he give up his fat bear's paws to eat small salted fish?

And the most important thing is...... The prince must like her very much!

Because men love face the most, and they are especially afraid of being cuckolded, it is even more uncomfortable than killing him. Of course, men prefer to wear a small scarf or something for women, and look at it...... One, two, three...... If she wasn't wrong, he should have six wives, not counting Mo Yuan'er. It is said that he witnessed the "adultery" but treated Mo Yuan'er so leniently...... Could it be that he also thinks there is fraud in it? Will you investigate it later to clear her innocence? But at that time, the anger and pain in his eyes were clearly and vividly gushing out, and it was simply ...... And everyone is golden, those warblers and swallows are by no means good! People still dare to reverse black and white in front of people, let alone behind it? In case of......

Wait, what is she wondering what she's doing with this? What she should be anxious about now is how she ended up here?

Dreams, they must be dreams, and sometimes dreams are incredibly real. But dreams always wake up, now do you want to wait quietly for the dream to wake up?

But what about waking up? She will still be the "ALS person" who is as silent as air in bed as long as she doesn't have an injection, and even lifting her eyelids is a luxury. Her mind is working, her mind is acting, but her body is ......

She still has countless wishes...... It's time for the lilacs in the yard to bloom this year, which she planted with her own hands, just waiting for the lilac flowers to spread their elegant fragrance; Puppy Pippi is about to become a mother, this is the first time she has been a mother, she has promised that she will be by her side to cheer him up; That drama has long ended, but she is missing the heroine, it is the opportunity to perform on stage that she easily escaped her mother's surveillance, will there be such an opportunity in the future? Will she have a future? Moreover, she has not yet fallen in love, which is also not allowed by her mother, but even if she allows it, she will ......

Because she is a "ALS", she needs to rely on medication to maintain her movement at first. The power of the medicine wears off, and eventually, the muscles atrophy, not only in the limbs, but all over the body. She was now close to the point where she had to cut open her esophagus and be given a nutrient solution to survive, until one day, the muscles in her lungs atrophied, and her mind was clear enough for the final loss of her body's strength. Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis occurs in 4 per 100,000 and is currently untreatable.

No, not a dream, I don't want to die like that, that powerlessness is terrible, it makes people palpitate. But if it's not a dream...... Is she dead? Is this reincarnation? Why is it not a trip to the future, but a return to the past? What dynasty is this? Of course, these are not important, as long as you live, as long as you can be healthy......

She happily stretched out her little hand and grabbed a strand of green silk hanging on Mo Yuan'er's chest, feeling the reality of the moment.

But if it's not a dream...... Only mothers are left in that world.

Fingers stuttered.

Mother must be very sad, although her mother is very strict with her, and sometimes it is almost unreasonable, but after all, it is the mother who has been dependent on her for eighteen years. For her sake, the mother rejected all suitors...... No, maybe it can't just be said for her, but also for that person...... Although the mother hated him, she loved him more, and it was because of this that the mother hated her contradictory but unable to withdraw from her emotions that she was extremely harsh to her daughter.

Mother and the man...... Maybe she should have called him father, but after so many years, when she thought of it, she hated and loved her mother the same, and she would never call him father, and he didn't mind, because he didn't treat her as a daughter at all. She is not even as good as chicken ribs to him.

Back then, my mother was a pillar in the Peking Opera Troupe, young and beautiful, with a graceful body. That man was a high-ranking local official, dashing and talented.

Langcai always has to look for women, and women must match Langcai.

It's just that after the pearl fetus was secretly knotted, his mother suddenly heard that he already had a wife, and his son had also gone to elementary school.

The shock and anger are indescribable, and his mother's love for him is so great that she doesn't care if he has a wife and children, and she doesn't care about the certificate, she just needs him to think about her silently in her heart, she just needs to see him once a month.

But even then, that person can't do it. The bigger he became, the more his wife learned of his mother's existence and made a big fuss in the troupe......

After that, my mother changed.

She stubbornly believed that her acquaintance with that person was due to her work, because many people were crazy about her appearance and figure, and even almost killed her, and as a result, that person's wife used these things to create public opinion to slander her.

Shu Jin has liked literature and art since he was a child, and always fantasized that one day he could stand on the stage like his mother, with the melodious sound of Jinghu in Qingyue, he flicked his sleeves lightly and chanted tactfully.

But her mother cut off her like a fire, and if she dared to touch the costume, even if she only glanced at it, she would be scolded.

And she is talented in this area, when she was just in junior high school, her music teacher arranged for her to participate in a solo singing competition.

She kept it a secret, but she didn't know how her mother found out. She had just finished singing halfway on stage that day, when she saw a person in the aisle of the theater full of audiences, it was her mother, and her words were suddenly stuck in her throat.

The mother directly turned onto the stage and gave her a slap without saying anything, and the music teacher stepped forward to stop her, and was also slapped and scolded.

Since then, she no longer dares to have extravagant expectations, and even strives to speak in the same tone and rhythm.

Until I went to college...... She deliberately went to a school far from home.

She cautiously signed up for the drama actor election at the welcome party and unexpectedly became the heroine.

God knows how happy she was at that moment.

She memorized the script seriously, followed the rehearsals seriously, even if there was no play for her, she watched other people's performances to learn.

I've been preparing for a month, and I'm about to take the stage.

She will never forget that day...... After dressing up, she carefully recited the lines again in front of her mother's face in the mirror.

"Shu Jin, it's about to start!"

"Here we go......"

Get up and take a step......

Suddenly, the man fell to his knees.

The crowd hurriedly pulled her up, but she fell down again and again......

A substitute actor replaced her, and she returned to her original city, lived in a snow-white ward, and then met the ...... who had disappeared for ten years That person.

It was their argument that made her know what disease she had.

It's a novel disease.

What's even more novel is that the person began to appear frequently, of course, all of them were threatened by his mother, because it costs a lot of money to treat this disease, and it also costs money to be hospitalized.

The man was very impatient, and said that the cure for this disease was to take money to make money, and people would also suffer, wishing that she would die early and take care of her life early, and even hinted at euthanasia. His mother quarreled with him, ignoring that it was in the hospital and by her side.

Sometimes she really can't die quickly, so as to save everyone's trouble, but the injections are injected into her body again and again.

Sometimes she even suspects that her mother's survival is a means for her mother to spend time with that person, even if it is an argument. So even if she could act, she closed her eyes and didn't look at the hideousness of those two people.

Now, the one who wants to survive but has to die and occasionally longs for death is really dead, presumably those two people are also free. Will my mother be sad or lost?

If everything really ends here, she hopes that her mother can let go of the knot that has been entangled for half her life. That person is just a dream of her youth, and she has already changed color, so why cling to it?