Chapter 367: A Selfish Desire Ignites

"Don't, Fourth Uncle! Hurt! Meng Xuan only felt a wave of severe pain all over his body, so he began to struggle again, and pleaded in his mouth, "My heart is like burned ashes, and there is no thought of it, fourth uncle, let me go." Xiaoyi is still waiting for me below, I'm afraid that she will be taken away by others again if she goes late! ”

"Shhhhhhh You should have been painless for a long time, but you have not been able to restrain your mind, and the pain will be doubled. ”

Meng Xuan's face was dead, and she said sullenly: "What is the pain in my body, the sharp pain in my chest that I can't bear the most, thinking that I was so close to her in my previous life, but I let her go, I became her first man, but I evaded responsibility and threw her aside and didn't ask, when I think of this, I regret it." Fourth uncle, you said, why does the will of heaven make people so good, in the previous life, I sighed that there was no fate, but in this life, it is obviously fate, but I still let me lose her, fourth uncle, you help me calculate, when will the two of us be together? ”

Because he was bent on death, he didn't shy away from speaking, and he put the words "past life" and "this life" on his lips, although Meng Ying didn't understand it at all, he only felt that the seventh brother was injured and sick, and his brain was confused, so he said these strange words. And Meng Xi can understand what he said about "the things of the previous life", but he doesn't know the specific things, with Ying'er present, it is inconvenient for him to ask more, only vaguely comforting: "The world is like this, good things will not be obtained at one time, things that are too easy to get, you will not treat them as treasures, once the two sides are disgusted, resentment becomes a death, that is the most painful thing." Now that the fire between you and the woman is just right, I will help you, but now you must be obedient and take what I have given you. ”

Meng Xuan opened his eyes in disbelief, turned around and asked, "Fourth Uncle, what do you mean?" Could it be that Xiaoyi is still alive, can I still renew my relationship with her? Xiaoyi, where is she...... Yes! Fourth uncle, don't be like this, it hurts! ”

Meng Xi said a little helplessly: "What a big thing it is, you don't want to put it on it without any distraction, you deserve the pain, if you move around, it will hurt even more!" ”

"Ahh Yikes! Meng Xuan burst into tears, twisted her head pitifully and asked, "What about Xiaoyi, is she still alive?" Fourth uncle, give me a letter, my life is not with me, the whole thing is left with her, I will go wherever she goes, the two of them are tied together. ”

"I don't speak, I don't know what the woman's situation is." Meng Xi told him, "Since you are thinking of her, then you can change your peace of mind to recuperate from your injuries, take the things I gave you, and then go to look for her after your injuries are healed, and you will see people and corpses when you die, right?" ”

"Then," Meng Xuan begged, "Fourth Uncle, you take it lightly, this kind of taste is too uncomfortable, can't you come to another place?" ”

"Dead boy, don't be cheap and behave," Meng Xi pressed him harder and gasped, "Now that you and I are one, I will hurt as much as you want, and it's not that you don't blame you for not being attentive." ”

“……”

The two overlapping figures on the bed gradually blurred in front of her eyes, Meng Ying's eyes were out of focus, and a huge doubt arose in her heart, why? Why is the fourth uncle very good to Brother Xuan, too good, so good that it even exceeds the innate selfish desires and the most basic ethical norms of ordinary people? The best and most precious things, why don't anyone give them, but only Brother Xuan? From "Qiyang Demon Lord" to "Immortal", from Changfeng Jue to Kunlun Tang, from teaching martial arts to teaching by word and deed, the fourth uncle is really good to Brother Xuan, so good that it is dozens of times better than his own son.

Meng Ying couldn't deny that the thoughts and sour feelings circling in her heart were clearly jealous of Brother Xuan. He really didn't want to think like this, he didn't like this kind of jealousy that burned his heart like fire, not to mention that the person he was jealous of was his own brother, but he couldn't control himself from thinking so.

Leave aside the past things, only this "immortal and immortal" was when he and Brother Xuan were only four or five years old, and they pestered the fourth uncle together to ask for it. Later, I heard that only one person could be passed on, so they both broke off this idea, because the fourth uncle gave it away, and he himself was gone, how could the fourth uncle, who they worshiped as a god, become mortals? And there is only one precious thing, of course, it has to be passed on to his own son, the emperor Lao Tzu of thousands of generations, each of whom passed the throne to his son, which one made his nephew the prince?

However, only one part of the "Qi Yang Demon Lord" was given to Brother Xuan, and only one part of the mystery of "immortality and immortality" and the law of "two lives as a human being" were still given to Brother Xuan, and everything was only given to Brother Xuan. The eldest son of the fourth uncle, Meng Jing, is twenty-two years old, and the second son Meng Tian is twenty-one years old, both of whom are the best among people, he has to choose one according to common sense, and he may not be so jealous......

And Changfeng Jue and Kunlun Tang, these two things are the most proud of the life of the fourth uncle, the former is the most powerful mental method, the latter is the most powerful method, not only one thing, the fourth uncle is still only passed on to Brother Xuan......

Back then, a group of their Meng disciples, who did not aspire to worship the fourth uncle as a teacher, followed him to listen to the teachings, but the fourth uncle said that he was used to idle clouds and wild cranes, and he had to wait until one day to accept disciples and settle down, so everyone knew that the demon lord of Qiyang had no heirs, and even his two sons could not get a glimpse of the essence under the mysterious veil of Changfeng Jue.

When the fourth uncle said that he would not accept apprentices, he and Brother Xuan were only six or seven years old, but after only half a year, one day he saw Brother Xuan use the Changfeng technique to save people, and he used it in a similar way, and the fourth uncle made the same number, which shows that it is not a year or two to practice. He asked Brother Xuan what was going on, and the other party was difficult to answer, but he knew it in his heart, it turned out that the fourth uncle was secretly teaching Brother Xuan martial arts! Brother Xuan has become the only successor of Changfeng Jue! It's not that the fourth uncle doesn't want to accept apprentices, but he doesn't look down on their group of Meng family children except for Brother Xuan!

At that time, there was a strong sour feeling in my heart like this - since the fourth uncle secretly accepted apprentices, why couldn't he add one more of himself? Is his qualification much worse than Xiaoqi? Isn't he as likable as Xiaoqi? Isn't the fourth uncle's attitude towards himself also very close? It turns out that "intimacy" is also hierarchical? Brother Xuan is "extremely close" to the fourth uncle, and he is "very close" to the fourth uncle, and there is a level difference between the two?

And Brother Xuan, since he secretly worshipped a good master with great skills, why didn't he bring one of himself? From childhood to adulthood, he has been pushing food and food to him, undressing and undressing, as long as he has it, he has never been short of him, every time he gets into trouble, he can't help but stand up for him to carry the bag, his father's whip himself is not less, at least half of it is for him to eat.

But Xiao Qi, who has always been well-behaved and obedient and smart and sensible, why did he hide such a big thing from himself this time, why did he hide his own brother, why didn't he mention a few words to the fourth uncle, in fact, with the third brother's martial arts talent, he can also learn this kind of superior martial arts, isn't it better for the two of them to learn together, isn't it better to have a brother with strong martial arts to protect him, is he afraid that he will surpass him, is he secretly seeing himself as a competitor, is he also yearning for the position of the prince of Baoding Bofu......

Since then, although he doesn't say it, he still has a little dislike in his heart, and his heart for Brother Xuan is not as enthusiastic as before. Then, still with a little expectation, Ba hoped that Brother Xuan could find clues from his words and deeds, guess that he was angry with him, and then make amends, so that the fourth uncle could accept one more closed disciple. But after waiting for three or four years, such a good thing didn't happen to me, so unconsciously, I was even more angry with him, and at the same time, I was also angry at why I kept sulking, and why I didn't go to him to ask him for clarification. But after a few years of sulking, the years are getting bigger and bigger, and the words in my heart have been stuffy in my heart for a long time.

In this way, among the eleven brothers, the best brother who was the best with him gradually became a lot. Things wouldn't have turned out like this, as long as Brother Xuan was more honest or more open-minded, but neither of them did this at the same time, and the brothers didn't kiss before. It's not that he doesn't want to make changes, but the older Brother Xuan grows, the more mysterious he becomes, and it's difficult for him to get too close to him. Even if he didn't say anything, he knew that he was not an ordinary child, he hid too many things, and often had some amazing actions of unknown prophets, and if he was caught up in the moment, he begged himself to help him hide it. I always smile and say, okay, brother help you. But I became more and more jealous of him in my heart.

It's not that I haven't warned myself that I can't think about the evil path, as an elder brother, I should be more tolerant and friendly to the younger brother below, but the poisonous weeds of jealousy have taken root and sprouted, and they are multiplying day by day, no matter how you stop it, the wildfire can't be stopped, and the spring breeze blows and grows. Every day in the academy holding a book and reading "My day and three provinces are my body", I also reflect on myself all the time, but all this can't be stopped, I have been secretly jealous of that incredibly good brother.

Why is everything he does in his chest, and why can't he even do half of it? Is he God's favorite? Why did God give the best talent and luck to a person at the same time? How unfair!

Therefore, in the Meng family, the people who are jealous of him are not only the boss Meng Xian, but also his own brother Meng Ying, but the former's jealousy is manifested in his words and deeds, while he is buried deep in his heart and has never shown it, and he has never done anything bad to Brother Xuan openly and secretly, so Brother Xuan has never deliberately beware of himself. Probably in his eyes, he is still that amiable good brother, just like when he rode a bamboo horse to fight when he was a child.

Probably because people with superior talents have thicker nerves and don't think much about these things. Probably, such dark thoughts and negative emotions only belong to those who are not favored by God and are not shrouded by the halo, they are quite good, they have a good-looking skin, and they are born with the identity of the son of the world, and they are superior everywhere. And the eldest brother Meng Xian is a concubine, at home and outside, he often has a lot of cold encounters, he must have accumulated a lot of resentment since he was a child, and he will become so radical when he grows up, targeting the most top-notch brother of the brothers everywhere.

Once, Brother Xuan rescued a child from under a carriage on the street, and the astonishing way he used was so amazing that he was surprised and delighted in the eyes of his father, who thought that he was a genius and that his future was limitless in time, so he was promoted to the rank of vanguard general. For a while, everyone watched, envied, admired and talked about Brother Xuan, a young Shenwu general who fought an amazing battle at the age of ten and killed Hu Lu bandits.

I smiled bitterly at the time, Brother Xuan was a blockbuster again, and his first light in the academy was covered by Brother Xuan, there is a good brother who is exceptionally good and single-minded with himself, is it fortunate or unfortunate? Is the idea of "both Yu and Liang" that comes up occasionally is too small? That person is his own brother, he is excellent, doesn't he have a light on his face, in the future, he will take his father's title and become the marshal of Wubian, isn't he also a loyal and capable helper.

Later, Brother Xuan stayed in Yangzhou for a period of time, and after returning to the army, he became rebellious and disobedient, and he also spoke against his father, as if it was a string of artillery battles. But coincidentally, the father was also in a short irritable mood in the past few days, and the father and son were exactly the same, so the two of them stopped showing signs of it. At that time, the boss Meng Xian and himself were there, and Meng Xian took the opportunity to slander him, instigating his father to scold his younger brother with a cane, and let him buy a lesson to learn to be obedient. I persuaded two sentences from it, but I didn't do my best, and the ghost made the gods stumble. After some pushing and coaxing, Brother Xuan did not have the slightest intention of giving in, and completely angered his father, who represented absolute authority, and in the end, he suffered a lot of heavy boards.

Looking at Brother Xuan, who was bloody-soaked and dying, a little happiness rose in his heart, and that little evil joy and smug feeling almost immediately frightened him.