I once loved someone and she never said she loved me. And I'll never tell her. She deserves to live a carefree life, without worrying about food and clothing, and enjoying the pampering of the most noble man in the world.

Instead of being like me, I can only lie weakly among these dead comrades, feeling the blood flow from my body little by little, and my life may disappear at any time.

To this day, I am grateful to the woman who smiled and let people give me a fortune to live on that sunny spring afternoon.

Perhaps, she didn't remember the down-and-out man whose face was swollen and deformed from the cold.

……

At the last moment of my life, I couldn't be happier to be able to think of her warm smile. Hopefully, she can be happy.

Jing Xuan...... Jingxuan ...... Wen Jingxuan, wake up! ”

I opened my eyes suddenly, and looked at the girl standing beside my bed in front of me in a bit of confusion. The other party stretched out his hand and shook it in front of me, "Hey, are you awake?" ”

"You ......" I opened my mouth, only to feel that my throat was dry and thirsty, and the girl next to the bed shook her head helplessly, turned around and walked to the table on the side, poured a cup of herbal tea and handed it over. Drink it, my mother said that you are not lightly ill, you should rest well. ”

I sat up slightly, took the teacup and took a sip, this time tentatively: "Are you ...... Big cousin Moshan? ”

The girl in front of me laughed, sat on the edge of my bed and said, "Cousin Wen, my mother said don't let me wake you up, but I was really curious, so I ran over." You are not allowed to tell your mother. ”

Li Moshan, is it really cousin Li Moshan?

I can hardly believe it, didn't I die on the battlefield? Even, isn't Mo Shan already in the palace, or even died in the harem?

Moreover, the girl with a bright smile in front of her is also different from Li Moshan in her memory.

Li Moshan has always been shy and shy, and if she says a few more words to her, she will blush.

"Are you hungry? I'll ask the maid to bring you something to eat, and I'll make an appointment with Su'er to visit her house in the afternoon......"

"Su'er!" I subconsciously had a sensitive reaction to the name, "Who's that?" "It can't be her, right? How could it be her, it's Lin Su? Before the two of them entered the palace, they didn't know each other at all......

"The girl of the Lin family, although she is two years younger than me, is very generous, she is very ......" Li Moshan said and walked to the door, beckoned a maid to come over and ordered: "Go and prepare something that is easy to restrain and bring the boiled decoction to my cousin by the way." ”

She turned around and smiled, "My mother said, when you are well, you will take us to the temple to make a vow!" I'm going to tell my mother that you're awake and have someone come and take care of you. ”

She said and left, and I didn't react to it, and I was all gone.

What the hell is going on? I obviously died on the battlefield, but it was like I had slept and woke up, it was still when I had just surrendered to my family, and now Lin Su is only about eleven or twelve years old, right?

Could it really be a dream? A real, frightening dream?

Thinking of this, I immediately ripped off my clothes, looked down at my chest, and then the whole person was stunned.

If it was a dream, then I shouldn't have this scar on my chest at this time. And now, the birthmark on my chest, which looks like a fatal wound, reminds me that something really happened, not something I imagined.

It's just that I seem to have started all over again.

Thank God for this opportunity!

My illness is not serious, after all, I have been recuperating for a long time, but by the time I am completely cured, it will be some days. The capital is prosperous, if it weren't for the memories of my previous life, I'm afraid I would still stumble and look forward to getting out of that bloody road as before. But if I have some advantages, why don't I try to do it?

Perhaps, it is possible for me to change my fate and give me the opportunity to marry her. The woman I love so much - Lin Su.

I carried out all this silently, contacted King Shin, who had not yet become an emperor, saved him when he was most dangerous, and became his confidant.

All this was done silently, and my aunt wanted me to participate in the scientific examination, saying that when I got the fame, she would tell me about my relatives. I subconsciously wanted to avoid this topic, so I went to the temple where my aunt had taken me back in the afternoon.

At the beginning of March, it was the season of peach blossoms and cherry blossoms, and there was a large peach forest in the mountain behind the White Deer Temple. Until—

The kite landed crookedly on my shoulder, and I heard some heavy footsteps behind me, and I took off the kite and was about to put it down, but I turned around and looked at it like a ghost.

"Ah, I'm really sorry for this boy, I drew the kite that landed on your shoulder."

I looked at the girl who came over stupidly, there was a slight deviation from the person in my memory, but the smile on my face was just as warm.

"This kite ......" I moved my hand slightly, then I came back to my senses, smiled and looked back at Lin Su in front of me again, "This kite belongs to Miss?" ”

However, Lin Su in front of him burst into tears in an instant.

I was a little stunned, a little puzzled. Subconsciously took two steps forward, "Girl, why are you ......?"

I looked at Lin Su, who was crying a little silently in front of me, and really wanted to take another step forward and hold her in my arms and comfort her. "Why are you crying, girl?"

Maybe it was my attitude that scared Lin Su in front of him, the other party took a step back, looked at him in a panic, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm fine." Then he turned and ran.

I wanted to catch up, but looking at Lin Su's panicked appearance, I was afraid that if she heard the sound of me chasing after me again, she would be really frightened. If I fall, is it not my sin?

Just watching that figure quickly disappear into the peach forest, I still noticed the slightest strangeness.

I couldn't sleep at night, so I rolled over and went out through the wall. In my first life, the most surprising thing for me was that the skills I had worked hard at the beginning were not left behind, and after a little recovery, my skills were not much worse than back then.

The curfew in the capital is strict, but with the token of King Xin, and I deliberately dodged all the way, it didn't take long to reach the backyard wall of the Lin Mansion. Although I know that this should not be done, but since I have already come here under impulse, how can I be willing if I go back and not sneak in to have a look?

To my surprise, Lin Su didn't rest. The lights in her room were a little dim, and there was a faint sound of talking, and I leaned over and hid under the eaves of the porch to listen to her.

“…… Daddy wants me to enter the palace...... Mama Lin, what do you say? ”

"When your father asked me to be your parenting grandmother, I knew it when I saw you acting. If it weren't for this seemingly prosperous future, wouldn't you really be worried that you can't find a good family with your character? ”

……

A simple conversation, but my excitement was extinguished.

If her parents are hell-bent on letting her in, what can I do?

Marriage has always been the order of parents......

Wait, what the matchmaker said?