There is such a group of people, they live forever in the dark, and if one day, they have to come out to face the world, then, perhaps, it is their time of death.

The so-called raising troops for a thousand days and using soldiers for a while is exactly like this.

And I am the most humble and ordinary of these people. My name is Nalan Xue.

It was a man who gave me this name. His name is Zhang Dingbian, and he is the captain of the Han army.

He is a native of Huxiankou, Yangzhou, Beichu, and was born in a fisherman's family. Many years after we all died, the history books say that he was burly, with five locks of beautiful hair, chic and handsome. Knowing astronomy and geography, practicing the art of war, practicing martial arts, fine boxing skills, and being good at Qi Huang. is anxious for justice and righteousness, and when the road is uneven, he draws a knife to help.

I was only ten years old when he met me. Huddled in the town of Huangpeng, with hay on his head, begging the good families to take me in as a slave.

That's when he walked past me. At that time, he was just a cloth shirt, unknown and penniless, full of ambitions.

He walked up to me and looked down at me. I was not afraid of him, and stared at him with dark eyes. He burst out laughing, stretched out his hand and said, "Come with my uncle." ”

I blinked, nodded vigorously, and without hesitation covered my palm over his. His hands were warm and strong, and I suddenly felt that there was a light in the heavens and the earth.

He bowed to Chen Youliang and Zhang Bixian in Huangpeng Town. Zhang Bixian had a hot temper, glared at me and said, "You are a big man, what are you doing with such a little girl?" It's better to throw her away and teach her to fend for herself. ”

Zhang Dingbian looked at me, shook his head, and said one word firmly: "No." ”

Chen Youliang and Zhang Bixian are helpless, and I have a place to stay.

Later, when the three brothers Chen Youliang, Zhang Dingbian and Zhang Bixian followed Xu Shouhui in the uprising, Zhang Dingbian sent me to a peasant family.

There I lived unfettered for three years. In the past three years, I have been thinking about the person who saved me in the past, but he never came.

The flowers fell and bloomed again. Before you know it, three years have passed. On that day, I heard the peasants in the village running to each other that Xu Shouhui had died and Chen Youliang had become the king of Han. Zhang Dingbian cried and refused, so that he divided his troops to Anqing to no avail, and finally returned to the village in frustration.

In the past three years, the person who raised me has been Zhang Dingbian's stepfather and mother. They were overjoyed to see him, and I suddenly felt as if there was a fire burning in my chest.

Unfortunately, I know, he won't be here for long. He is a hero, he belongs to the world, and no one can take him for himself. No one else can, and neither can I.

Sure enough, within a few days, Chen Youliang sent someone to invite him out of the mountain. The person who came was Zhang Bixian. They are sworn brothers, and Zhang Bixian persuaded Zhang Dingbian in a few words, and he agreed to go back out of the mountain.

"But I have one request," he said, "that I want to take someone with me." Nalan Snow. As he spoke, he turned to me and pointed at me.

I sat under the tree, my face as cold as water. What should come, will come. No matter how you avoid it, you can't avoid it. I should have thought of this day a long time ago, Zhang Dingbian, he is not a good person, but a hero. Being a hero sometimes comes at a cost.

For example, I like ---------- things I like, or even women I like.

Zhang Bixian was very unimpressed, but he didn't stop Zhang Dingbian from taking me away.

Back in Hanyang, Jang Ding-bian dropped me off at his mansion. The carved fence in the house is made of jade, and the eaves of the corridor are like pecking, which is very different from the countryside. Unfortunately, that's not what I wanted.

What I want, maybe he really doesn't know, maybe he knows and doesn't say it, deliberately pretending not to know. In my selfish heart, I hope he really doesn't know. Sometimes, there is hope that he will know. People are so contradictory, there is no way.

His mansion is not just the mansion of the Taiwei, but also a special institution------- a special agent training institution.

And I, from now on, will be the most ordinary and ordinary one of the more than thirty spies in his mansion.

Well, I accept. If it weren't for this person, perhaps, I would have starved to death on the streets of Huangpeng Town three years ago, if it weren't for this person, where would I have lived a good life for three years? Actually, I tried my best to make myself think like this: in fact, he was reluctant to let me be a spy in his heart, but he was in the rivers and lakes, and he couldn't help himself.

Three years, three years, three years, how many three years can there be in life? Another three years have passed, and I am sixteen years old, and I am slim and beautiful, and I can be called a generation of stunning beauties.

Zhang Dingbian also valued me more and more. He personally taught me martial arts, personally taught me some principles of how to behave in the world, I often feel in my heart, in fact, he doesn't dislike me, otherwise why would he be much better to me than others?

Unlike Mrs. Zhuang, Dr. Mo, Scholar Niu and others who want to carry out the task, I hope that I can always stay by Zhang Dingbian's side, and let the days pass like water. As long as I can see him, my heart is enough.

But the day of the mission still came. And, it was an earth-shattering task.

Although the task is big, it is actually very simple, that is, to kill an ordinary woman. The woman's name was Xu Biyi.

Xu Biyi was originally a very ordinary and ordinary woman, but because her brother was the world-famous Xu Da, and her husband was Zhu Yuanzhang, who was in the sky, she became extraordinary.

This extraordinary did not bring her the slightest luck, only brought her endless killings. The reason for killing Xu Biyi is obvious, it is to separate Xu Da and Zhu Yuanzhang, the two big shots.

I often think that Xu Biyi is really a pathetic woman, she may never have dreamed that this would become the reason for her to be killed. And from the very beginning of the story, it was already doomed, she was going to die at the hands of the person she loved the most.

To be a killer, you can't have feelings. Once you have feelings, you will have bonds, and if you have bonds, you won't be able to complete the task well. He who instructs us, teaches us to speak.

I know this truth, but I still can't contain my feelings for Zhang Dingbian. I couldn't let anyone know, so I had to bury it quietly in my heart. Since you love him, let's solve this worry for him. Since you love him, then do things for him, I said to myself.

After that, I was placed in Li Shanchang's house. I don't know if Li Shanchang knows my true identity. I don't think he knows, and if he had, he wouldn't risk his future and his head.

It's just that it doesn't matter. Li Shanchang and I are using each other. He wants to use my beauty to please Zhu Yuanzhang and re-respect Zhu Yuanzhang, while I have an ulterior secret: that is, waiting for an opportunity to kill Xu Biyi. caused mutual suspicion between Zhu Yuanzhang and Xu Da, so that Taiwei could take the opportunity to turn against Xu Da.

So, I became Li Shanchang's righteous daughter, and her name was Li Ningluo. And under the arrangement of Li Shanchang, he met Zhu Yuanzhang. When Zhu Yuanzhang saw my peerless appearance, he really fell for me. Soon, I was connected to the Guogong Mansion and was favored by Zhu Yuanzhang.

Zhu Yuanzhang wants to give me a name. Ma Xiuying was noncommittal. It can be seen that she is a smart woman, and in her eyes, she has no love for Zhu Yuanzhang, only family affection and dependence. She handles things very sensibly. Maybe it's because you don't love it, so you can stay out of it. She was respected by Zhu Yuanzhang.

At that time, Xu Biyi had just become pregnant, and she came to Zhu Yuanzhang to report the good news. After learning about me as his wife, she became very depressed, and it could be seen that she had a strong love for Zhu Yuanzhang. Love and love, if you can stay out of it, you can be unharmed, and once you let yourself fall into it, you will never recover.

Xu Biyi is such a person. And I, Nalan Xue, why not? It's just that the two of us are different from each other.

Zhu Yuanzhang's heart to favor me has been determined, and my heart is also strong, no matter how Xu Biyi asks, he will not let go. I breathed a long sigh of relief in the dark, maybe I have some sympathy for Xu Biyi, but sympathy for this matter cannot be confused with the task. Who made her happen to be Xu Biyi, Xu Da's sister, and Zhu Yuanzhang's wife?

I thought it was all a foregone conclusion when the woman came. Her name is Chu Liuyan, and she is Wu's military advisor. I thought that such a woman, who has been suffering in the wind and frost for a long time, should be such a heroic and reckless person. What's more, she is also a red-clothed demon who moves the world, and she is the person who can subvert the court of the Yuan Dynasty in legends.

However, when I saw it, I was slightly stunned. It was a woman who was too weak and pale, with a face the color of a serious illness, soft eyebrows, and indifferent eyes. Could it be that this is the Chu army division that made the three armies fearful? Could it be that this is the female military division who commands Ruoding in the midst of thousands of soldiers and horses?

My consternation was still lingering between the corners of my eyes and eyebrows, and I heard Chu Liuyan pleading with Zhu Yuanzhang in the dark. However, she came to intercede, and there was no humility in her words. She just taught Zhu Yuanzhang to treat Xu Biyi well and not to live up to the hopes of her and others. She also mentioned Xu Da and talked about the current situation of the war. I know that Zhu Yuanzhang has been jealous of Xu Da for a long, long time, and I thought that Zhu Yuanzhang would be angry, but I didn't expect him to nod his head in response.

Zhu Yuanzhang talked to her, and he was different from others. I suddenly understood one thing, the person Zhu Yuanzhang really loved turned out to be the woman in red in front of him. After getting along for such a long time, I can see that Zhu Yuanzhang only has respect for Ma Xiuying and no love, and only pity and love for Xu Biyi. And for me, it's because of my beauty---- men are naturally. Everyone has a love for beauty.

Only when he is smoking, he will reveal his deep affection.

A legend suddenly came to mind. Legend has it that Chen Youliang, the king of Han, is also the woman in front of him. She went to the Han army, and Chen Youliang did not hesitate to anger the three armies for her sake and let her live. And Liu Bowen also has a love for this woman. People say that Liu Bowen's fiancée committed suicide by falling off a cliff because of Liu Bowen's empathy and not falling in love with Chu Liuyan.

From the conversation between Chu Liuyan and Zhu Yuanzhang, I got a glimpse of Zhu Yuanzhang's strong affection for Chu Liuyan. What kind of legendary woman is this, attracting several of the best men in the world, all of whom have feelings for her and never give up? Thinking of Zhang Dingbian, I can't help but envy her. At the very least, she can love what she loves without regrets, and I don't even have the opportunity to let my sweetheart know that I love him, and I can't have it.

After talking to Chu Liuyan, Zhu Yuanzhang really gave up the idea of making me the third lady. Actually, if it's not to deal with Xu Biyi, how can I be rare? No matter how good Zhu Yuanzhang is in the eyes of other women, in my eyes, he is nothing.

I came up with a second plan. It was to pre-arrange Niu Shusheng, incarnate as an actor Ye Wenqing, and designed to be rescued by Xu Biyi. Xu Biyi took him in.

After that, I deliberately caused Zhu Yuanzhang to suspect that Xu Biyi had an affair with this drama, and the flesh and blood she was pregnant with were not her own. Zhu Yuanzhang really fell for the plan, and secretly went to Xu Biyi's courtyard to eavesdrop. At that time, I had already asked Niu Shusheng to lure Xu Biyi out, and replaced Zhuang Laoyu, who knew ventriloquism, to stay in the room, pretending to be Xu Biyi and flirting with Niu Shusheng.

Zhu Yuanzhang really hit the plan. Xuan Niu Shusheng came to ask for a confession, and Niu Shusheng naturally put the blame on Xu Biyi according to what we had discussed before, and admitted that Xu Biyi's flesh and blood were his own. Zhu Yuanzhang was furious and killed Niu Shusheng with a rod.

I smiled slightly, as a killer, I was ready to die for the mission at any time. As long as you die well, you should have no regrets and no complaints. Niu Shusheng is no exception.

Zhu Yuanzhang cruelly took the life of his unborn child. Xu Biyi cried to death a few times in the past, thinking that Zhu Yuanzhang would not let Xu Biyi go again---- after all, he was a dignified Wu Guogong, if he let go of a woman who cuckolded herself, wouldn't it make the world laugh?

However, when Chu Liuyan appeared again, he actually followed her advice again and let Xu Biyi go.

My plan, except for seriously injuring Xu Biyi once, ended in failure. I hate, I hate Chu Liuyan. Originally, after I finished my plan, I could leave here and come back to me. Zhang Dingbian, who thought about it day and night, was beside him, but because of her appearance, I failed.

I also thought about taking revenge on her, but I was surprised to find that there was no way to take revenge on this woman. There are still such people in the world.

I carried out my third plan. I pretended to be pregnant, and finally became Zhu Yuanzhang's third lady. After a few months, my plan was about to be implemented.

I poisoned Ma Xiuying first, and Ma Xiuying is also a smart woman. She usually chooses to stay out of the way, but if she manages it, it's always a difficult place.

It just so happened that news came from the border pass that Xu Da was injured, and Chu Liuyan knew that Zhu Yuanzhang wanted to return to the border pass. At that moment, I felt like I had discovered another secret: I found the anxiety in Chu Liuyan's eyes and the slight jealousy on Zhu Yuanzhang's face. It turned out that Zhu Yuanzhang had always been jealous of Xu Da, and there was such a reason: Chu Liuyan had unusual feelings for Xu Da.

I think about it again, Xu Da and Chu Liuyan fought side by side, with countless ups and downs along the way, thorns and bumps, and they all worked together. It turned out that these two people had feelings for each other more or less.

Chu Liuyan left, I no longer have any scruples. I first bought Xu Biyi's maid Ripples, and then used her to send poisonous pastries to create the false impression that Xu Biyi had harmed my fetus. This incident made Zhu Yuanzhang already angry.

Then, in the sacrifice, I asked our people to put in the wild cats that had been trained thousands of times, and the wild cats really pounced on Xu Biyi. Xu Biyi subconsciously stepped back, and I held my stomach to meet it.

There was so much confusion that no one could see clearly. But the consequences were obvious----- that is, I was pregnant. Zhu Yuanzhang's "son" is gone.

The doctor who treated me and the old woman Zhuang who accompanied me were all my own people. Mrs. Zhuang took out the dead baby that had been prepared in advance and put it next to me, while the doctor covered my bed with blood. When Zhu Yuanzhang came in, he saw such a picture: I was covered in blood, holding the baby boy who died early, crying sadly.

After seeing the baby boy, I think Zhu Yuanzhang has made up his mind to kill Xu Biyi. Perhaps, he can't allow his son to die so tragically, and perhaps, he can't face the simple Xu Biyi in the past becoming a woman full of lies now. But it doesn't matter anymore, does it? I will soon be able to complete my task and return to Zhang Dingbian.

As long as I can see him every day, I will be enough.

Ma Xiuying, who was poisoned, went to persuade Zhu Yuanzhang in a hurry. Zhu Yuanzhang did not listen to her persuasion. Ma Xiuying sent people to the front line to ask Xu Da and Chu Liuyan to come back. But it was still too late.

Zhu Yuanzhang executed Xu Biyi! He executed the innocent woman mercilessly!

And me, Mrs. Zhuang, and Dr. Mo, we are ready to retire after success, leave Yingtian City, and return to the place where we belong.

At this moment, Xu Da and Chu Liuyan rushed back. Xu Da sent soldiers to guard all the gates of the Guogong Mansion, and it was impossible to escape.

Well, since fate has destined me Nalan Xue to face Xu Da and Chu Liuyan one day, then, let me face it.

When I saw Xu Da, I understood a truth, that is, those who go into battle to kill the enemy are not necessarily strong men and reckless men, but also have such a calm and gentle marshal.

And his affection for Chu Liuyan was also undoubtedly revealed in his gestures. Chu Liuyan is really an enviable woman, she has actually received the love of so many heroes. And she can also choose to be with the person she loves.

Xu Biyi's death made Xu Da almost dead to Zhu Yuanzhang. Still, he didn't take it lightly. Compared with Zhu Yuanzhang, I think Xu Da is smarter because he has a cool head.

Xu Da and Chu Liuyan interrogated me, as well as the people around me. Although we all thought that our confession was seamless, we were still suspicious by Chu Liuyan, who was as careful as a hair.

After repeated interrogations, they have become closer and closer to the truth of the matter.

I felt a little sad in my heart: because suddenly I understood that the general trend had gone, and I was afraid that I would never see Zhang Dingbian again in my life.

I died by suicide. When I died, I seemed to hear a long breath in a trance. It was Chu Liuyan's breathing voice, could it be that such a woman was still unhappy in her heart? Or, only death can reside in a person's heart for a long time?

Perhaps, my death in that person's heart, just like the death of the most ordinary killer, can't give birth to half a ripple.

Zhang Dingbian, if we can, we will never see each other. I don't want to make an appointment with you in the afterlife. Because if I hadn't met you, I would still be happy in ignorance.

Notes: Nalan Xue is a very tragic character, she has lost almost everything she has, but she has gained nothing, I love her very much, I love her very much.