Chapter 1: Eighteen-Year-Old Sky
The inn in the small town of Provence is quiet except for the ancient bell in the corridor, click, click.
In the room on the second floor of the hotel, the morning light spilled in through the curtains, and on the white double bed in the room, the woman slept very unsteadily, and the discomfort from her body made her wake up faintly.
The white silk covering the body slipped off, revealing a slightly green upper body, and the bruised kiss marks on the body looked particularly ambiguous on such a morning, and anyone could see how intense last night was.
The memory is only last night, when the young man in the white shirt smiled drunkenly, held a bouquet of bright lavender in his hand, kissed her blushing cheek, and said to her, "I hope my Momo will always be eighteen years old!" ”
At that moment, the whole café cheered for them.
Later, she was so happy that she clamored to drink, but Lin Jinyao couldn't resist her, so she gave her a little drink, and then, she seemed to be drunk.
Under a good parenting, Su Mo never drank alcohol, this was the first time she experienced a hangover, this feeling was really uncomfortable, she raised her hand and wanted to beat her head to make herself sober, but she unexpectedly found that her body was unwell.
She hurriedly looked down to see that her body under the quilt was full of unfamiliar marks, and the stinging pain between her legs was still there.
Her first time bloomed on the sheets, and the harsh colors made the fear unspeakable.
"Nishiki, brother."
At the birthday dinner, she drank wine and was sent back by Brother Jin.
When she woke up in the morning, she found that she had changed from a girl to a woman, and now the only thing she could think of was Lin Jinyao.
In the room, clothes and shoes were messily thrown on the ground, and the white floral dress given to her by Brother Jin seemed to be torn off, which showed how crazy it was at that time.
She was a little scared, but when she thought that Lin Jinyao did it, she felt a little ashamed.
If it's Brother Jin, why isn't he there? Was it because she was afraid that she would be angry and ran away?
Su Mo was very sad, after all, it was the first time she had encountered this kind of thing, the clothes on the ground could no longer be worn, and she didn't want to move, so she wrapped the quilt around her body and burst into tears.
Of course, she knew that Brother Jin would not bully her, the two of them grew up together since childhood, and the relationship between the couple had long been recognized by the parents of both sides.
If it weren't for her young age, I'm afraid she would have been engaged a long time ago.
Thinking of what she did with her beloved boy last night, Su Mo's face turned unnaturally red.
If her parents were still alive, they would definitely kill her, but not necessarily her aunt, who would definitely raise her hands to support them, and would definitely get them engaged right away.
The brain began to think uncontrollably, and when the door opened, the body reacted instinctively, and the little head turned busily around, with anticipation in his eyes.
After the door was pushed open, Lin Jinyao's handsome smiling face appeared at the door, "Momo, are you awake?" ”
Lin Jinyao is handsome and has a very good voice, Su Mo has always liked to hear him call her name.
The word 'Momo' came out of his mouth, like a bubble in the sun, a dreamlike feeling.
At this moment, hearing Lin Jinyao's voice, Su Mo was relieved, but suddenly felt very aggrieved, a pear blossom with a rainy face looked pitiful, and looked at him with teary eyes, "Brother Jin, where have you been?" ”
"What's going on? Why are you crying? Lin Jinyao hurriedly walked over, put the things in his hand on the bedside table, and reached out to touch her head, "Are you not feeling well?" ”
Why did Brother Jin ask this, didn't he know that girls would hurt for the first time?
Su Mo blushed and looked at him, "Brother Jin, will you be good to me in the future?" ”
Lin Jinyao smiled and nodded her nose, "Momo seems to be a lot of sentimentality today?" You're my princess, who else can I be nice to you if I'm not good to you? ”
"I like Brother Jin the most." Su Mo reached out to hug Lin Jinyao, buried his face in his chest, and deliberately winked at him mischievously, causing his heart to beat faster, and he hurriedly reached out to hold the person down.
He only found out that Su Mo was not wearing clothes under the quilt, Lin Jinyao's body stiffened in an instant, and this bad girl came to challenge his determination as a man again.
Lin Jinyao hurriedly took off the two arms around his neck, and said in a doting tone: "Momo, you are naughty again, hurry up and put on your clothes, I bought your favorite fruit porridge, come over and drink some water first." ”
Lin Jinyao turned around and poured a glass of water, and when he turned around, he saw the marks on Su Mo's body, all on his neck, shoulders, and collarbones, and maybe there were more under the quilt.
Touch!
When his arm touched the box full of clear porridge, the aroma of porridge wafted away, as if to satirize his stupidity, he had always cherished her beauty, and she bloomed under other men.
"You, you ......"
Su Mo obviously hadn't noticed Lin Jinyao's abnormality, and lowered his head shyly and whispered, "Brother Jin, we were like that last night, are we like real husband and wife?" ”
The cup in his hand made a muffled sound, the traces of fragmentation spread, and the blood stained the palm red, but Lin Jinyao didn't feel pain, he threw the cup out hard, and yelled at her, "It's not me-"
In his memory, Lin Jinyao had never spoken so loudly to her.
Su Mo looked at him in surprise, and when he saw the disappointed expression on his face, his heart slowly cooled, "You said it wasn't you, what did you mean?" ”
Lin Jinyao closed his eyes fiercely, he held his girl in the palm of his hand like a princess, and kept silently guarding her.
And on the day she became an adult, another man had a relationship.
It feels like a treasure that I have cherished for a long time, but at the last moment, someone else took the lead, such a gap is really unacceptable.
"I was next door last night, how could you? Is this how you repay my affection for you? ”
It wasn't Lin Jinyao who had a relationship with her last night?
Su Mo felt like she was about to collapse, she didn't know what was wrong?
One second ago, she was still trapped in ignorant shyness and happiness, but at this moment, she seemed to be pushed into a bottomless abyss.
Fortunately, she still thought of defending herself, she grabbed Lin Jinyao's arm and explained to him: "I thought it was you, I don't know what's going on, Brother Jin, you believe me." ”
She wanted to explain, but she didn't know what was going on.
And Lin Jinyao is in a very bad mood now, he doesn't want to hear her explain at all, he takes her hand away, and there is indifference in his eyes that he has never had.
Lin Jinyao was very conflicted in his heart, looking at Su Mo's grievance and crying, he felt that his chest was stuffy and painful.
His princess was crying, and he wanted to hold her in his arms and comfort her, but he couldn't.
He was a man after all, and he didn't think any man would be able to keep his cool after seeing this scene.
It was precisely because of his silence that Su Mo's heart was slightly cold, it turned out that it felt so bad to be rejected.
Su Mo looked at his hand that was pushed away, choked up and said, "Brother Jin, are you angry with me?" I didn't mean to, you believe me, I don't know what's going on, it's been like this since I woke up, don't you get angry, okay? ”
Of course Lin Jinyao believed her words, but after all, he was only nineteen years old, and he couldn't face her in this situation.
So he chose to get out of here first, and there were some things he needed to think through.
"I think we should all calm down." After saying this, Lin Jinyao didn't dare to look at her.
When he passed by, he felt her hand gently pull the sleeve of her shirt and prayed humbly to him, "Brother Jin, I was wrong, can you forgive me this time?" Don't leave me alone, Momo is afraid. ”
When had his princess ever whispered like this?
Lin Jinyao closed his eyes in pain, "Momo, you have to give me a little time, I am a human being, and it will hurt." ”
His hand hung down weakly, watching Lin Jinyao leave, Su Mo couldn't help crying loudly anymore.
Outside the door, Lin Jinyao leaned against the wall, listening to the crying inside, his fists clenched little by little, and the palm that was scratched by the glass, blood gushed down, but it couldn't withstand the pain in his heart at the moment.
The proprietress of the hotel is an authentic Frenchman, she heard the sound and was startled when she saw Lin Jinyao's hands covered with blood, and kindly came to ask, but was completely ignored by others.
Hearing Su Mo's cry, the proprietress guessed that the little couple had quarreled, so she knocked on the door and went in to take a look.
At first, he comforted her in English, and when he saw the traces on her body, he thought that she was being bullied, so he couldn't help but start scolding, sometimes in French, sometimes in English, and it seemed that there were other languages.
It's a pity that Su Mo has been crying intently, ignoring her at all, the proprietress is bored with herself, and she left by herself after a few words of comfort.
Su Mo kept crying and crying, and when she was tired of crying, she locked herself in the bathroom, and such a closed space gave her a strange sense of security.
The shower above her head was poured with cold water, soaking her whole body in the cold, and tears mixed with cold water could not wash away the filth and humiliation of this body.
The day before her birthday, Lin Jinyao asked her where she wanted to go to celebrate her birthday, and she chose here without hesitation, not knowing at that time that this trip would be a nightmare for her life.
She didn't understand what was going on with all this, just yesterday, everything was fine, but on her eighteenth birthday, she lost the most precious thing in her life, her innocence and her love.
"Brother Jin, it's so beautiful here, what should I do? I don't want to leave at all. ”
"If you like, we'll come once a month from now on."
"Now, that's what you said! It's the puppy that deceives people, Wangwang. ”
"I will never cheat on my princess."
There is still that green and ignorant love in my ears, just like the lavender fields I saw yesterday.
However, before this love could bloom, it had been completely wiped out by herself.
It's been ten years, and from the first time she saw Lin Jinyao at her aunt's house, she fell in love with this clean big boy.
From childhood to adulthood, Brother Jin loved her the most, he tolerated all her shortcomings and bad temper, spoiled her as a proud princess, and even came to study in France, just because he was afraid that his little princess would be bullied outside.
She clearly remembered their acquaintance, the first time he took her hand, the first time he confessed to her, the first time he fought with other boys for her, the first time, kissed her face.
God took away her favorite parents, but gave her a gentle and considerate prince, she once thought that Lin Jinyao was God's compensation for her.
Her love for him has long been unforgettable, and it has become an indispensable part of her life, and she thought that he would hold her hand until the end of her life.
But now, fate has played such a big joke on her, the castle built by Lin Jinyao for her collapsed at this moment, and all her dreams were shattered on this day!