Chapter 105 Love breeds and spreads invisibly
"Young Master Lingzheng, your hand is bleeding, I'll go get the medicine box immediately." Steward Mo trotted to the living storage room in distress.
Li Xiaowan saw Feng Lingzheng punch on the panoramic glass door, and the blood stains flowed down the cracks on the glass door, and after a while, almost all the cracks were dyed red.
How much pain in his heart would make such a big effort.
The person on the phone must have been very important to him, otherwise he wouldn't be in such pain as he is now.
If you are a cold-hearted person, you will never show such a pitiful appearance.
He usually pretends to be cold and arrogant, but his attitude towards himself is like a manifestation of his true colors.
With this heavy blow, he should have almost exhausted all his strength, otherwise the glass door, which couldn't even be pierced by bullets, would be shaken open by his heavy punch to open countless cracks.
A similar situation is like the plot of a movie I have seen before.
Only when they are angry to the extreme, will they burst out of their most terrifying power, and they will not feel the pain in their bodies.
And the power from himself is also revealed at this moment.
Why is it that he is so sad to see him, but he is not happy at all, it seems to go against his own heart.
There is a mysterious power in the world, which cannot be penetrated by thunder or broken by electric shock, and it can transform a weak force into a powerful force.
It can overcome everything, including loved ones, friends, oneself, and life.
You must not underestimate it, it can be the continuation of life, or it can be the end of life; It can make a person's life brilliant or a person's life vulnerable.
What it is, it is love.
Love needs to be felt with the heart in order to appreciate its true beauty.
In ancient and modern times, at home and abroad, how many people have been buried in love and reborn in love.
When love comes, we must know how to grasp the balance; When love leaves, don't be too persistent.
Seeing that Feng Lingkite's hands are constantly dripping blood, and his heart is also dripping with 'whooshing' blood, why do you feel sympathy, why is it so uncomfortable that you are about to shed tears.
"Finally give you a chance to see my weak and helpless side, Li Xiaowan, will your heart fly with excitement?" Feng Lingzheng looked at Li Xiaowan, who had been lowering her head and not speaking behind her, thinking that she was secretly happy in her heart, so she didn't dare to look up at him.
"What do you think?" He had unclear feelings for his sudden self-abuse, but he wronged himself.
Anyway, Heng and Zhu won't believe themselves, so admit it according to his will, and it will be regarded as his will.
However, the next second immediately regretted it.
The lip flap, which had not yet healed completely, was once again gnawed like a beast by the wind kite.
The heart-rending pain, the heart-piercing pain, Feng Lingzheng seemed to want to vent all his anger on Li Xiaowan alone.
Li Xiaowan was pressed against the glass door by him, and her back just rubbed against the bloodstained place, and the blood stains were all printed on her white down jacket, which was shocking.
Li Xiaowan couldn't remember how long it lasted like this, she had no ability to be distracted, and the moment Feng Lingkite's lips covered herself, the whole world seemed to become dark, and her head was groggy and blank.
All the servants who passed by the living room stopped, their eyes were full of jealousy and ridicule, and Steward Mo, who rushed over to give medicine to Feng Lingzheng, was also stunned on the spot, but Li Xiaowan, who was the person concerned, didn't know it.
Li Xiaowan had her eyes closed, she didn't have the strength to push the wind kite, and she didn't dare to open her eyes to meet the wind kite, she was afraid of seeing the burning anger in the eyes of the wind kite, she was afraid that she couldn't control her heartbeat, and she was afraid that the wind would see the flaws in her eyes.
That's right, I actually fell in love with him, and I fell in love with him who had proud capital and domineering power.
Does he really have a tendency to be masochistic, he regards himself again and again as air, as a mustard, and he still can't control his love for him.
Just now, seeing his heartache, I was uncomfortable, and the reason for the discomfort was to see him lose control of his emotions because of other people.
When he was angry with himself, he didn't blame him in his heart, and even had illusions that he would feel better in his heart because of this.
Perhaps Feng Lingzheng noticed Li Xiaowan's abnormality, and he gradually reduced his strength and slowed down.
Until the wind kite can feel the softness of Li Xiaowan's lip flap, until Li Xiaowan can feel the temperature of the wind kite covering her lip flap.
How could this be, Feng Lingzheng pushed Li Xiaowan away, and Li Xiaowan fell to the ground due to unstable center of gravity.
Feng Lingzheng looked at Li Xiaowan, who was lying on the ground, pitiful and helpless, and settled his heart.
That's right, this is what she wants to see, and this will not go against her original intention of bringing her into the Feng Family Manor.
"Steward Mo, take the medicine box to the second floor." When Feng Lingzheng left, one foot stepped on Li Xiaowan's left hand, intentionally or unintentionally.
Li Xiaowan couldn't feel the pain anymore, as if her whole body was numb and unable to move, and Feng Lingzheng hurt not only Li Xiaowan's body, but also her heart.
Of the seven or eight servants standing next to him, none of them were willing to step forward to help Li Xiaowan.
"Well deserved! I still want to seduce our second young master, and I don't want to see how many catties and taels you have, phew! ”
"Look, she seems to be enjoying herself in the video, I must post her ugly face to the group, so that everyone can understand what kind of person she is."
"No, you're tired of it! Be careful of being kicked out of the Feng family, and see how you will get close to the second young master in the future. ”
"Yes, the second young master doesn't like this kind of practice, so let her go for the time being."
"Everyone disperse, wait for the second young master to come down."
One by one, the servants dispersed.
Li Xiaowan struggled for a few seconds, as if she was falling apart and unconscious, and she couldn't stand up.
No, you must stand up before Feng Lingzheng appears, and you can't let him see that he looks pitiful to the extreme.
Li Xiaowan was about to tell what her purpose was.
She struggled again, shuffling like a thousand pounds, into the bathroom at the corner of the stairs, and locked the bathroom door.
I turned on the faucet, couldn't control myself anymore, and cried bitterly.
The sound of rushing water drowned out her grieving cries.
Naturally, she wouldn't have imagined that someone would stand outside the bathroom door and linger for a long time.
Is it my own fault? Hurt her again.
In the process of hurting her again and again, she seems to be gradually falling, whether she is an enemy, a stranger, or someone she has unconsciously and liked.
Although she was furious just now, her consciousness was clear, and she could still feel the throbbing when she covered her lips, and she couldn't wait to go deeper, and she didn't even want to leave.
She has a fresh and elegant aroma on her body, not the smell of perfume.
Maybe it's because of the fact that it is not stained by the mud, which is why it exudes such a good aroma.
has always looked down on herself, and she will praise her.
Feng Lingkite hid the last trace of laughter and disappeared into the Feng Family Manor.
It wasn't until the tears dried up that Li Xiaowan stopped crying and gradually regained her composure.
The phone rang, and Li Xiaowan looked at Xue Zhen's call on the phone screen.
She shuddered and pressed the answer button.
"Xiaowan, haven't you gotten up yet? I heard from the coach who came to pick you up that I didn't see you. ”
"Coach Xue, I'm sorry, I overslept this morning, please tell the coach who came to pick me up, and say that I will get up immediately, clean up and go over."
"Okay! Don't worry, it's okay to be late. ”
"Thank you, Coach Xue."
Looking at the large stack of masks in front of him, he really fulfilled his idea, Feng Lingkite was specially prepared for himself and bought for his own backup.
No matter how reluctant you are to go out to meet people, you can't help but go out, a month is imminent.
I heard other students say that subject 3 is much more difficult than subject 2, and when taking the exam on the road, you must know how to improvise, listen to all directions, and see all directions.
I have to spend more time training, and I can't waste a day.
"Downshift, upshift, downshift, upshift, upshift! Forget it, pull over to the side of the road! Xue Zhen sighed, Li Xiaowan practiced absentmindedly throughout the morning.
No matter how well Li Xiaowan disguised it, she couldn't escape Xue Zhen's keen observation.
Xue Zhen decided to have a good talk with Li Xiaowan and guided her to focus on practicing the car.
"I'm sorry, Coach Xue, I failed you again." Li Xiaowan warned herself over and over again, don't think about it, don't think about it, but the more she does this, the more she thinks about it, which leads to 'increasing and decreasing gears' when practicing the car, which is messy.
"Xiaowan, you have lived up to me, compared to other students, you are very good, in less than half a month, you successfully passed the exams of subject 1 and subject 2."
"As your direct coach, I am really happy for you, you can successfully pass the exam, and indirectly put gold on my face as a gold medal coach."
"But you must also understand that there are only ten days left before a month, and you must pass it all at once, otherwise you know best what the consequences are."
"To be honest, I didn't expect Zheng to ask you such a difficult question, it is really not easy to successfully pass the exams of all subjects within a month, especially after the new regulations come out."
"So no matter what grievances you've suffered, try to break your teeth and swallow them in your stomach, you know? The ups and downs of life are only perfect after tasting them one by one. ”
"You should be glad that your life is perfect, you are a kind girl, you will have a good future, I have always been very accurate, you believe me."
"Coach Xue, in my eyes, you are like a confidant sister, I know what happened to me recently, and nothing escaped your eyes."
"Aside from the relationship between you and Mr. Yu, your unique insight, in addition to hearing relevant cases from other students, I have also experienced it myself."
"Coach Xue, do you know? My heart really hurts, I..."Li Xiaowan didn't know whether to tell Xue Zhen the feelings she had hidden in the deepest part of her heart.
Forget it, let's not tell it, Coach Xue also liked Feng Lingzheng, why should he do this in front of her, forcing her to recall her past.
Xue Zhen didn't ask any more, Li Xiaowan's truest thoughts in her heart no longer need to be expressed in words.
Xue Zhen is a person from the past, and she knows better than anyone that when she fell in love with the zheng, she was in front of her friends, and she was in this state of mind.
"It's okay, everything will pass, you just need to do one thing well now, and that is to concentrate on training." Xue Zhen stretched out her palm and made a gesture of high-five with Li Xiaowan.
Li Xiaowan understood and slowly stretched out her palm.
"Give me five, come on!" The image of Xue Zhen's domineering female president was deeply imprinted in Li Xiaowan's mind.
She hopes that one day, she can be as confident and sunny as Coach Xue.
Driven by positive energy, Li Xiaowan regained her desire for victory.
In the next few days of training, she remembered every precaution and every technical essentials that Xue Zhen taught her, word by word, and understood it thoroughly.
Since that day, Feng Lingzheng also seemed to be deliberately avoiding her, surprisingly not embarrassing her.
The group that had thought they would smash the pot also became extremely quiet, and when the servants of the Feng family saw her, there was no verbal attack except for the hostility and contempt in their eyes.
Li Xiaowan felt quite strange in her eyes, as if they had been ordered by someone.
However, Li Xiaowan didn't think about it, and the exam for subject three was set for the 25th.
While reminding herself that 'only success is allowed, not failure', Li Xiaowan is also trying to find something to do that can relieve her pressure, such as appreciating flowers, growing vegetables, and eating delicious food.
On the morning of the subject 3 exam, when Li Xiaowan woke up, she heard a sound of 'come on' from the bed, and when she listened carefully, she could only hear the sound of Feng Lingkite's steady breathing.
He had auditory hallucinations again, how could he possibly cheer for himself.
Looking at the motionless wind kite on the bed, Li Xiaowan wondered in her heart, did the sun come out in the west today? He also sleeps in.
And I didn't go back early, I didn't go back late, but I came back the night before my exam, and I learned from Steward Mo a few days ago that he was busy with work and had been sleeping in the company.
Is it time to force yourself to send him again? Or deliberately find an excuse to delay the time and make himself unable to take the exam in order to achieve his goal.
No, let's wake him up first and ask him clearly, I don't want to be caught by him, if he passes the exam today, but he says that he didn't send him according to the agreed conditions, it will be more than worth the loss.
"Feng Dong, are you awake? I'll send you out first, and then I'll go out. Li Xiaowan moved closer to the bed and asked in a low voice.
"I'll go out later today, so I don't need you to send it." Feng Lingkite turned over and pulled the quilt over his head, the meaning was obvious, he didn't want to get up yet.
"Thank you, Feng Dong, then I'll go out first." Li Xiaowan continued to stand for more than ten seconds, and only after making sure that Feng Lingzheng had fallen asleep did she gently close the door.
Thankfully, he didn't embarrass himself.
Li Xiaowan sat at the dining table and happily ate the breakfast that Steward Mo had just prepared.
You can't go hungry and get distracted during the exam.
"Miss Xiaowan, you seem to be in a good mood today, have you encountered anything happy?" Steward Mo looked at Li Xiaowan in a very good mood, she smiled knowingly, presumably because Young Master Ling Zheng didn't embarrass her anymore.
"Sister Fen, I figured it out, being happy is a day, and being unhappy is also a day, so why bother to worry about your face and abuse yourself day by day." Li Xiaowan swallowed the last bite of the omelette and walked lightly towards the door.
"Miss Xiaowan, no matter how long you can maintain this state, at least you have been happy, then it is already gradually changing." Steward Mo sighed in his heart.
After Li Xiaowan left the room, he slowly opened his eyes.
In fact, he had already woken up, and the 'come on' just now was not something he made in his sleep, let alone Li Xiaowan's auditory hallucinations, it was a real existence, and it also came from his heart.
It's a pity that Li Xiaowan didn't feel that it was the attitude that Feng Lingzheng had always treated her, which made her dare not believe that Feng Lingzheng would be so kind to her.
You really think of me as a man-eating tiger, no matter what, I still hope that you can pass the exam successfully, and I am not so despicable as to curse you for failing the test.
If I want to keep you by my side, not for two years, not for four years, but for a lifetime.
After putting on the kite, Feng Lingzheng strode out of the gate of the villa.
There are still some major decisions in the company that he needs to decide personally, and there are still some important instructions in the team that need to be authorized by him, and he is always doing the role of being needed by others.
The blue sky is as clear as if it had just been washed, and when the first rays of sunlight in the morning shine through the treetops, projecting on people's bodies and shining into their beautiful hearts, people will involuntarily forget the troubles of yesterday, and then feel the beautiful present and look forward to the dream future.
A new starting point, flying new dreams; New pursuits, new hopes.
The clouds on the horizon are endless, ever-changing, intertwined with gorgeous and colorful life.
"Little junior sister, come on! You're going to win today. A kind uncle standing next to Li Xiaowan was cheering for Li Xiaowan.
"Thank you, uncle, and so are you." Li Xiaowan reluctantly relaxed.
When she was a student, she dreamed of how good it would be if she had a driver's license, but now she is only one step away from getting a driver's license, Li Xiaowan is uneasy and excited.
Unexpectedly, he was the last to enter the examination room, watching the other students in front of him enter the examination room one by one with complicated expressions, and come back one by one with their heads hung down or excited, Li Xiaowan's heart also went up and down.
After officially entering the exam, at the traffic light intersection, I don't know why, a big truck came speeding over.
At that moment, Li Xiaowan suddenly thought of her parents in heaven, and the hand holding the steering wheel began to tremble, just when she thought that she would follow in the footsteps of her parents, the last thing that came to her mind was the handsome and temperamental face of Feng Lingkite.
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