Chapter 123 Tender Offensive
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In exchange for a life of not seeking progress and doing nothing, the childhood dream has long been gone, time is the best proof, when can I regain that heart full of self-confidence, the red sun rises, the sun sets, time is lost day by day, is it really so difficult to realize the dream?
Looking forward to waking up.
Finally, in continuous reflection, I gradually understood what I should strive for the most. Blindly dreaming and complaining, will only push themselves to the edge of deeper darkness, once some unrealistic ideas, so that the mind becomes more and more confused, think about the work for nearly three years, not only do not return the slightest to the family, sometimes ignore their feelings, but also make them worry about whether their life is happy, whether the money is enough!
Fortunately, along the way, I have received a lot of valuable advice and selfless help, and no amount of words can express my gratitude to them, I only hope that everyone can be safe and happy!
The smoke-like dream of yesterday is gone; The key to tomorrow's brilliant brilliance and success or failure is to rely on today's efforts and foreshadowing! Hopefully, after waking up, it's not too late!
As we grow older, we all have different dreams in life. Whenever this happens, there are different pursuits.
People walk on different paths, and who can guarantee that they are all the same pursuit.
Some people pursue high-ranking officials and are prosperous and wealthy for a lifetime; Some people pursue ordinary posts and silently dedicate their lives; Some people pursue one day to travel around the world; And some people pursue to live a life of three meals a day and full of food and drink in a small space. No matter what we think, we all come up with it through our own thinking nerves, and we will pay a certain price, perhaps, this price is only light, but in my opinion, it is all exchanged for every profound language and every drop of hard blood and sweat. Therefore, it should be cherished.
Facing the blue sky, facing the wide sea, and facing the colorful clouds, we should all have a goal in life, that is, to depict it with dreams. Students, dreaming of being admitted to the ideal school; Staff, dream of having an outstanding work performance; Farmers, dream of a good harvest in a year. This is all yearning, pursuing, unrealized, in order for the dream to come true, many people give everything, they are working hard, competing, in order to achieve their goals, they do whatever it takes.
The world of life is colorful and surrounded by beautiful dreams, and the only thing I can do is to use a strong will to realize the navigation mark in my mind. Try not to leave too many regrets in life.
Light is not a pink and young color, nor is it the general vitality of the lips and body in the journey of life, it is a state in the mind, a consciousness of the mind, a creative potential in rational thinking, a vigorous vitality in emotional activities, and a ray of freshness in the spring of life.
Being young means voluntarily giving up warm and romantic love to break into life, and obliging to have the courage and temperament to transcend shyness, cowardice and desire, and a sixty-year-old man may have more courage and temperament than a twenty-year-old hungry young man. No one becomes old just because of the passage of time, and it is only with the destruction of ideals that old people appear in life.
Time can leave wrinkles on the skin, but it cannot carve a trace on the soul, and worries, fears, and lack of self-confidence make people slump into the dust of time.
Whether you are sixty or sixteen years old, everyone will be attracted to the future, will have an endless childlike desire for the joy of life's competition, and there is also a radio station in the depths of your heart, as long as he keeps receiving messages of beauty, hope, joy, courage and strength from the crowd, from the infinite time and space, you and I will always be young.
As soon as the radio station collapses, your heart will be covered with the cold snow of cynicism and pessimism and despair, and you will grow old—even if you are only twenty years old; But if the wireless inner tube always stands in your hungry heart. Capture every optimistic wave, and you can hope to die at the age of eighty.
There are no wonders in the world.
"Second brother, are you in there? Open the door. Fengyan took Lisa and Qi'er and knocked on the door of the chairman's office.
After the door opened, Feng Lingzheng appeared at the door with a tired face: "Yan'er, why are you here?" ”
"Dad, I was clamoring for my aunt to accompany me to find you, I miss you so much." Qi'er hugged the thighs of the wind and swayed from side to side.
"Qi'er, you see that Dad's face is not very good, let's go back and boil some nutritious soup for Dad, so that Dad can drink it, okay?" Can you miss the opportunity to be delivered to your door?
"Daddy, are you uncomfortable somewhere? I'll go back with my mother to make soup for you. "Qi'er's sensible appearance, no one can resist it.
However, Feng Lingzheng is an exception, he is no different from the first time he saw Qi'er, his politeness is mixed with coldness, whether it is for Qi'er or Lisa.
Lisa quietly hid her frustration.
"I'm fine, thank you, don't make me soup, Yan'er, you can take it around, I still have something to do." Now there are more important things waiting for me to deal with, I have stayed up for two nights in a row, plus I think of someone from time to time, and I am physically and mentally exhausted.
"Oh well! Second brother, don't be so tired, I, Sister Lisa, and Qi'er will all feel distressed. Fengyan deliberately brought Lisa and Qi'er to make Feng Lingzheng understand at all times that Lisa and Qi'er were his most important people.
She must get Wind Kite and Lisa back together and form a perfect family of three.
"Okay, I know, do you want to go and see your brother Lan, he is even more tired than me." Just take her off the hook, Blue, I'm sorry for you! Don't blame me.
Sure enough, as soon as he heard about Yu Feilan's situation, Fengyan couldn't wait to flash in front of Yu Feilan.
Feng Lingkite closed the office door, leaned his back against the door, and sighed deeply.
I never seemed to feel tired before, and even in the years when Lisa left, it was just a little more hatred.
Today alone, I couldn't help but sigh twice.
After she left the Feng family, how was she doing? Is it still in the same rented place?
Forget it, let's get down to business!
"Ahh Li Xiaowan sneezed three or four times in succession.
"Xiaowan, who is thinking about you!" Qi Xin'er seized the opportunity to joke with Li Xiaowan.
"Who would miss me and scold me almost." Maybe it's really those people from the Feng family who are scolding themselves in their hearts.
Think? It's something you can't dream of.
"That's not for sure, like Mr. Yu, Ye, and Xiaotong, I think they have a good impression of you." Qi Xin'er took the initiative to mention those people in the past today, and the knot in her heart was no longer tied so tightly like a dead button.
"Xin'er, you are too naïve, I am not the same kind of person as them, in their lives, I am dispensable." The mind of a rich person is difficult to fathom, and managing oneself is the most important thing.
"Then we won't mention them in the future, Xiaowan, when are you going to go to the grave of your uncle and aunt?" This is the real purpose of coming back, Qi Xin'er has not forgotten.
"I'm going to tell my uncle and aunt." I'll talk to my uncle and aunt about my plan when I'm done.
"It's okay, then let's buy some fragrant wax money paper first!" Since Xiaowan's parents left, every year after that, she and her parents and sister accompanied her to the grave, and every time she saw her lose her soul and was unwilling to leave for a long time, she and her parents were like knives.
After returning home, Qi Guofu and Ying Yueying heard that Xiaowan was going to go to the grave of her parents, and their eyes felt like sand.
But I didn't say much, and the family silently accompanied Li Xiaowan up the mountain together.
Looking at the neat tombstones and the graves of Nu Skin, Li Xiaowan knew that Qi Guofu and Ying Yueying must have gone up the mountain to see their parents from time to time.
This friendship Li Xiaowan has always kept in her heart.
After dinner, the family sat around the fire in the courtyard and chatted.
"Uncle and aunt, I want to discuss something with you." Li Xiaowan is determined to show her decision to the second elder tonight.
"Xiaowan, you say ha!" Ying Yueying saw Xiao Wan's serious expression with the help of the blazing firelight, thinking that something big had happened, and her heart was full of emotions.
"Uncle and aunt, I want to divide the money left by my parents into three parts, one for myself and the other two for my brother and sister." Don't think about it, uncles and aunts will be frightened by what they say.
"Xiaowan, have you encountered any difficulties, just tell us, your aunt and I will definitely do our best to help you." Qi Guofu meditated in his heart: Xiaowan has never taken the initiative to mention that money, what's wrong tonight?
"Yes, don't scare me and your uncle, Xin'er, did you help Xiaowan hide something from us together?" Ying Yueying was so anxious that she didn't know where to put it.
"Uncle and aunt, I'm fine, what's the matter, don't worry, I just want to take out that money and do something else." Let's finish talking to them in one breath, lest they be scared all the time.
"Last night, Xin'er and I calculated the money from the sale of the factory and the county house; the money from the fields and ancestral homes of my parents' hometowns; the money that grandpa left for his parents when he left; All the savings of my parents plus the compensation when my parents left, added up to 45 million and 200,000 yuan. ”
"Erase the fraction, it's forty-five million, our three brothers and sisters are just fifteen million each, I won't touch my brother and sister's share, I plan to take some money out of my own to do two things."
"One thing is to buy a seven-seater car first, and then buy a four-bedroom and two-living room house in City A, one room for me and Xin'er, one room for my uncle and aunt, one room for my sister, and one room for spare."
"I can't do it! I can't help it! Qi Guofu waved his hand again and again.