Chapter 32: A Kiss on the Death Side
Add more to Pinocchio's group taunt
I didn't pay attention to the maintenance of my vocal cords during the voice change period, so my voice was broken and my voice was very low.
When I sing, it's naturally not good.
But I sang very seriously, and it was very strange that I was not very musically good on weekdays, but at this time, every word I sang could be in tune.
And not a single word is wrong.
This song is from the title song of the same name in the campus folk album Youth Without Regrets released three years ago.
In terms of the popularity of the song, it's not the best.
But for me, the words in the song are really good enough to make people cry, and they are more able to express my emotions at the moment.
When words can't express the emotions in my heart, I seriously sing the words in it in a hoarse voice, which is a more accurate way to vent my emotions.
"The face without sorrow is the unhurried eyes of my youth, and when the years change, the street that is most familiar with you and me is already a person who goes to the sunset. People and people are on the side of the street, goodbye! You say that you have no regrets about your youth, including your love for me, and you say that the years will change the vows that you promise for life. You say goodbye dear and turn your young face ......"
My emotions, at this time, were completely engaged, and before I knew it, tears flowed down my face.
This time, Qin Liluo under the quilt didn't go manic anymore, nor did he urge me to go.
She seemed to be immersed in the song.
She didn't speak, she didn't move.
Time seemed to stand still at this moment, and if it weren't for the body under the quilt shaking from time to time, I wouldn't even think there was anything here.
When I stopped singing the whole song of youth without regrets, the room fell silent.
After a long time, Qin Liluo's low voice came from the quilt: "You, are you sympathizing with me, pity me?" ”
I said no.
Qin Liluo said: "If you just want to come over and say thank you, then I heard it, and you can also go." ”
I took a deep breath, and I don't know why, the stench I smelled before was not so smoky now.
I looked at the woman under the quilt, thinking about her peerless beauty, and then asked, "I came over, in addition to thanks, there is another question, can you answer it for me?" ”
Qin Liluo said What do you want to know?
I said that between you and me, Pingshui met, even if there were some grievances before, but in your words, they are already two clear, it stands to reason that you can ignore me, why do you have to rush to the secret realm of Zhangsu?
Qin Liluo was a little surprised, and said, ah, there, is the secret realm of Zhang Su?
I nodded, yes.
Qin Liluo said that if it is the secret realm of Zhang Su, there may be a candle yin in it that can let you pass the five-fold level, have you got it?
I stared under the covers and asked seriously, "Please answer my question." ”
There was silence for a while, and I don't know how long it took before Qin Liluo replied: "You were introduced into this industry by me, becoming a nightcrawler, I am your guide, and I, a person, do things, I have a bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I don't like to give up halfway, so I ......"
She tried hard to find excuses and stammered, completely lacking her usual neatness and aura.
I didn't wait for her to finish, and directly interrupted her later excuses.
I went straight in and said, "Do you like me?" ”
"Huh?"
Qin Liluo, who was under the quilt, was very surprised, because she didn't expect me to say such a sentence at all.
Again, I said seriously, "I want to ask, do you like me?" Even if it's just a little bit. ”
"A little?" Qin Liluo pondered for a moment and said, "It's indeed a little bit." ”
"I like you too."
Hearing my quick answer, Qin Liluo was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect that I would confess to her under such circumstances.
There's something really wrong with this situation.
When has this been, what the hell is running out to talk about love?
It is estimated that Qin Liluo was also stunned for a moment, and then stammered: "What do you mean by this?" ”
I said you don't understand what I mean?
"I—We're not suitable!"
"I know we're not suitable, in terms of academic qualifications, you are a turtle studying abroad, you are a famous French school, I am just a secondary school student, I have not even received higher education in China, you are one of the several heirs of the Huo family on Hong Kong Island, the master and adoptive father are all powerful figures, and I, my parents are farmers in the countryside to talk about wealth, not to mention......"
"No, I'm not talking about this, but, it's ......"
"And what do you say?"
"I'm like this now, does it make sense for you to say this?"
"It's only now that I dare to say the words in my heart before you are high, shining like a bright moon, making people ashamed of themselves, I don't dare to say anything that may offend you, for fear of annoying you......"
"Then you dare to say it now? Don't you think I'm ...... like this anyway?"
"No, no, no, it's not like that, I'm just afraid that if I don't say it again, I will spend the rest of my life in endless pain and remorse. If a man can't even say what he likes, what's the use? Miss Qin, oh, no, Qin Liluo, Liluo, in fact, my heart has been beating again since the first time I saw you, although when I saw you again, I was so afraid of you, but every time I dreamed back at midnight and tossed and turned, I would think, if you and I ...... between me"
I took a deep breath to calm my "pop" heart.
After a while, I said cautiously: "If, I mean if, you also like me a little bit, and there can be a love between us, then even if I die now, I will have no regrets." ”
Under the quilt, there was a long silence.
Qin Liluo didn't respond to me.
I was a little discouraged and a little regretful, and I felt that I had run into her.
Perhaps my flustered and illogical words just now made her feel that my confession at this moment was just taking advantage of the danger of others.
However, I don't know how long it took, Qin Liluo suddenly said, "I've never been in love. ”
Yes?
I was stunned for a moment, wondering why she would say such a sentence, and after a while, I cautiously said, "Well, then what?" ”
She suddenly said in a flat tone: "When I was very young, I was an orphan, and my memory before entering the Huo family was already very weak, and later, I have been training in a secret camp of the Huo family on Lantau Island. I am the child with the best performance and the highest understanding among the same batch of people, and the bloodline is very special, called the colorful brocade chicken, born with a charming shape and beauty, so I was adopted as an adopted daughter by my father-in-law Qin Sanqian......"
She told me about her past, including being adopted by Qin Sanqian, and then being adopted as an apprentice to the number two person of the Qin family.
After she awakened, she cultivated quickly.
In addition to her cultivation, she has been nurtured by famous teachers from all walks of life since she was a child, whether it is basic courses, or piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, Chinese and Western music, and even research in her own field, she has been instilled with a lot of ideas like cramming, and even went to Paris for four years to study.
And all of this is to train a successor for the Huo family on Hong Kong Island.
Among the descendants of the Huo family, she is one of the best, and for this goal, she is like a robot, busy every day, and she doesn't know how many things she has done.
She seems to be omnipotent, and she knows a lot of things.
After saying this, she said seriously: "I will have a lot, but I will not fall in love." ”
I listened patiently to her words.
When I heard her talk about her past, I felt an indescribable warmth in my heart.
Although I did not participate in the first 20 years of this lovely woman's life, at this moment, I felt as if I had experienced it together.
An inexplicable emotion came to my mind.
It wasn't until she said "I'm not in love" again that my heart started to beat a little.
I took a deep breath and said, "And then?" ”
Qin Liluo said if, I mean if, I didn't die, I survived, and you don't dislike my appearance, I should, I will be willing to give it a try with you.
I opened my eyes, reached out excitedly to grab her, and said, "Really? ”
Qin Liluo, who was in the bed, did not struggle, but said: "But that's just if, now that my genes have collapsed and the oil has run out, if I don't hold on, I will actually die." I have been in this world for nineteen years, and I am very happy to be able to have a boy who said such things to me when I died, thank you Hou Mo, I ...... Thank you for the like. ”
Hearing her words, my heart was filled with sadness and hatred.
Sadness, naturally, is for Qin Liluo, what a proud and kind person she is, but at this moment, she seems to be so low-profile and cautious.
Hate is for the mind eater who came out of nowhere.
If it weren't for it, Qin Liluo wouldn't have become like this.
Humble, and decadent.
And if that's the case, maybe I and the girl in front of me will have a future.
It's a pity......
I was full of sadness, and at this time, Qin Liluo suddenly said, "Hou Mo, can you fulfill my last wish?" ”
I hurriedly said, "You speak." ”
Qin Liluo took a deep breath, and then said, "I have been in this world for nineteen years, and I have never kissed. I've read books and movies, and I've heard people say that it's very beautiful, can you ...... it?"
I didn't wait for her to finish, and hurriedly said, "Yes, I can." ”
Qin Liluo almost sobbed and said, "However, my whole body has begun to suppurate now, except for my face, everything else is ulcerated and stinky. I ......"
I said firmly, "Yes." ”
Qin Liluo hesitated for a while before he said, "Then ...... You, close your eyes, okay? ”
I nodded, closed my eyes, and said, "Okay, I've closed my eyes." ”
In the darkness, I felt a movement in front of me, and after a while, Qin Liluo cautiously approached me.
She held her breath, then slowly, slowly, leaned over.
When I felt the two soft lips touch my lips, I couldn't hold back the emotions like a tide, reached over, and hugged the woman in front of me.
I hugged her tightly in my arms, then stuck out my tongue, opened her teeth, and sucked on the tender tongue.
A salty smell came to the tip of my tongue, and at this moment, suddenly, I felt a scorching heat in my pocket.
The heat passed from my body to the beautiful woman in my arms.
Qin Liluo felt it, and suddenly bit my tongue.
Just when I felt that my tongue was about to be broken, Qin Liluo opened her teeth and shouted, "Ah, what is this? ”
Little Buddha found the master: "Master, I have been very distressed recently, a reader said that I am too watery, what should I do?" The master took a bowl and scooped a spoonful of porridge into the bowl. The little Buddha suddenly realized: "Master, you mean to let me have a little more dry goods, so that it won't be too watery, right?" The master said, "Dry goods, uncle, I mean, yours is a soup!" ”
Joked, these two chapters of emotional drama are for the introduction of the conflict in the later drama, if you don't like the reader, please bear with me for two days, thank you.