I said, "Isn't it?" Could it be that your dedication to me in the past ten years is responsibility and love? ”

I sneered and said, "Mu Jingchi, I, Lu Qingye, am at best a chess piece in your eyes, isn't the reason why you keep me because I am a little similar to my sister?" If you kill me, where else in the world can you find someone so similar to my sister? You keep me to remember my sister every day, but are you really remembering my sister? You should be remembering your dead conscience, these decades, you have slept day and night, and you wake up from nightmares, you keep me, do you want to wash away the blood on your hands?! ”

Yu Ze saw that Mu Jingchi's voices were getting louder and louder, and his tone was getting more and more excited, so he immediately interjected and said, "Miss, Mr. is just a little better now, you bear with me-"

Before Assistant Yu's words were finished, I directly interrupted him and said, "Why should I bear it?" Doesn't he deserve it? If he wants to die, he will die early, why drag me to Jiangze with him and let me send him to the end? Didn't he have a son? Find me what to do! ”

As soon as I said this, Mu Jingchi didn't know if he was angry with my words or what, his hand holding the armrest of the chair was bruised, and his face was even paler than before, he didn't continue to quarrel with me, but his breathing was a little short.

When Assistant Yu saw that I was going to say such an excessive thing, he immediately walked up to me and said in a calm voice, "Miss Lu, please pay attention to your tone and your impolite words. ”

I looked at Yu Ze.

There was a warning in his eyes, and when I looked at Yu Ze, Mu Jingchi, who was sitting there, lowered his voice and said to Yu Ze: "Let her say, these words should be the words from the bottom of her heart, let her say everything while I'm still alive, and when I die, she won't have this chance!" ”

When Mu Jingchi said this, he suddenly pressed his chest with his hand again, and he leaned there and coughed lowly.

As soon as Yu Ze saw his appearance, where could he still take care of me, he immediately rushed towards him, and called anxiously: "Mr. Mu." ”

Mu Jingchi leaned back in the chair to calm his breathing, and calmed down for a long time, and finally he raised his head and looked at me and said: "Say, if you have anything else to say, say it all, it has been difficult for you for more than ten years, and you have said things against your will by my side for so many years." ”

He seemed to be holding on, his lips were a little blue, and his whole body seemed to be shaking, looking at his situation, how could Yu Ze let it go!

When he looked up and said to me, "Miss Lu! If you want Mr. Mu to die, why don't you give him a knife to end it! Why torture him in such a way, the grievances between your Mulu family are not only unilateral faults, you also hate fairness! ”

Yu Ze saw that Mu Jingchi's breathing was getting more and more rapid, and he probably sensed that the request was wrong, so he immediately picked up the phone on the desk on the table, and quickly dialed the doctor and asked him to come over immediately.

Mu Jingchi didn't have the energy to come to see me at this time, he leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes and calmed there.

After Yu Ze finished the call, he saw me standing there without moving, and he said: "The reason why Mr. didn't see you a few days ago was because he even had a problem getting out of bed at that time, and he didn't want you to see his sick face, but now his body is a little better these days, I didn't expect you to say such vicious words again, if you want his life, give him a knife, why use words to hurt people, and he is a person who raised you!" ”

This Yu Ze thought of something, so he immediately looked for something in the drawer of Mu Jingchi's desk, and when he found out all the medicines, he quickly poured them out, picked up the water on the table and handed it to Mu Jingchi, and Mu Jingchi drank it.

After drinking, the sound of his rapid breathing gradually subsided, and at this time, the doctor also hurried in from outside, and when the doctor saw that Mu Jingchi was like this again, his brows immediately furrowed, and he hurriedly put down the medicine box in his hand, rushed over, and quickly held the pulse of his wrist.

But before the doctor could hold it for two seconds, he was pushed away by Mu Jingchi with his hand, and then he leaned back in the chair and looked at me standing there, he looked at me for a long time, and finally didn't say anything, but struggled to get up from the chair and said to Yu Ze: "Help me in." ”

As soon as Yu Ze heard Mu Jingchi say this, he didn't say anything more, and helped Mu Jingchi with the doctor, and then helped him to walk towards the bedroom.

Xiao Xiu'er didn't know when she was standing beside me, she looked at me, and then whispered beside me, "Miss, go back to your room." ”

I moved my stiff hand twice, and it took a long time to look down at Xiao Xiu'er, and naturally I didn't say a word, and left outside.

After arriving outside the study, Sister-in-law Gui was waiting there, probably hearing the quarrel between me and Mu Jingchi, at this time, where did she dare to say anything, so she had to follow me with a sad face.

After that, Mu Jingchi didn't move, there was no movement in the study.

When I got back to my room, I sat there with a blank face, and Sister-in-law Gui poured a cup of tea from the side and put it in my hand, and then she took a few steps back and stood there.

The room was quiet, only the sound of cicadas outside was heard, I don't know how long I sat there in a daze, in this quiet environment, I asked Gui Sister-in-law a word, I asked Gui Sister-in-law if I was really wrong.

When Sister-in-law Gui saw me asking like this, she asked in a low voice; "Miss is asking which side is wrong."

I looked at Sister-in-law Gui with tears on my face and asked, "Shouldn't I hate him so much?" ”

Sister-in-law Gui didn't answer me immediately, I thought she would say yes, after all, she really wanted me to be good with Mu Jingchi, but when I asked this question, she shook her head.

Her answer surprised me and I burst into tears.

Sister-in-law Gui walked to my side, with a distressed face and hugged me in her arms, she said: "Sister-in-law Gui also has relatives, everyone's joys and sorrows are not the same, just like you, you can't understand the pain of Mr. in the face of the Mu family, at that time he was actually only six years old, when the family is broken, it may not be much better than yours, isn't he in pain?" Of course he hurts, doesn't he hate? Of course he hated it, because he also hated it, and it would lead to everything that followed, and Mr. was originally a man of great talent, but because he was ...... at the time"

Sister-in-law Gui sighed when she said this, she said: "Miss, Sister-in-law Gui thinks that you are not wrong, because you are now experiencing everything that Mr. has experienced before, and even such a smart person as Mr. has not thought through things, how can you think through it, and let go so easily, but Sister-in-law Gui still wants to ask you today, what kind of result do you want in this Enyuan, a result that satisfies you?" ”

Sister-in-law Gui asked, "Do you want your husband to die?" ”

I hugged Sister-in-law Gui, as if drowning in the sea, holding a piece of driftwood, I shook my head vigorously at Sister-in-law Gui and cried: "Sister-in-law Gui, I don't know, I really don't know, sometimes I want him to die, but sometimes, I don't want to, do you know my feelings?" I threw my head back and cried and asked, "Do you understand?" ”

Sister-in-law Gui hurriedly said: "I understand, I understand, I should understand, do you want your husband to die, don't you want it?" ”

I cried a little hoarsely, I covered my face with tears on my face, shook my head at Sister-in-law Gui, and said in a low voice: "I don't know what I should do at all, I really don't know what I think, Sister-in-law Gui." ”

I'm still as confused as before, Sister-in-law Gui at this time is like a life-saving grass for me, I haven't cried like this for many years, it's really been many years.

I don't know why I suddenly cried like a child, I don't know why I was like this all of a sudden, but I couldn't help myself.

Sister-in-law Gui kept holding me, letting me cry, and when I cried to the point that I was almost out of breath, Sister-in-law Gui suddenly pushed me back a little bit that was tightly wrapping her, and then slowly squatted in front of me, she held my face full of tears and said, "Miss, then Sister-in-law Gui asks you a question." ”

I looked at Sister-in-law Gui with a sob.

Sister-in-law Gui said: "You are not wrong, now it can even be said that there is a tie with each other, but Sister-in-law Gui wants to ask, is this the result?" If you have a son today, and you kill your husband with your own hands to avenge your family, will Feng'er let you go? No, Feng'er will defend his father just like you, but if you die and your child lives in this world, will he let Feng'er go? ”

Sister-in-law Gui said: "This method of revenge will never be a good method, you and your husband's children and grandchildren will never be able to live well, so that the grievances between your two families will be dissipated?" ”

Sister-in-law Gui wiped the tears on my face for me and said: "No, it has not dissipated, the hatred between you will only be endless, trapped in the dead circle here, you will never be able to get out, the grievances of the previous generation have already harmed you so badly, do you still want your descendants to be unable to be at peace?" ”

I cried and said, "Is that all about it?" Sister-in-law Gui? ”

Sister-in-law Gui said: "There must always be a person who is willing to give up, either you or Mr., not for yourself, in order to stop this endless destruction of the descendants of the two families." ”

Sister-in-law Gui wiped the tears on my face and said: "You are already so painful, why do you have to leave all this to your descendants, hatred has never been stopped with a killing word, to this point, what we can really do is to let go." ”

"Relieved?" I looked at Sister-in-law Gui.

She said: "Yes, let go, this hatred will be let go one day, why doesn't Miss let go of her own step?" ”

I said, "Why should I be relieved?" Sister-in-law Gui, he also hates me, it's not that I just hate him. ”

Sister-in-law Gui heard me say this: "No, he doesn't hate you anymore, maybe he used to, but now my husband doesn't hate you anymore." ”

I looked at Sister-in-law Gui.

She took my hand and said, "If my husband hated you, he would not have kept you until now, and you and I know what kind of person he is." ”

I said, "He's only staying until now because of my sister." ”

Sister-in-law Gui didn't expect me to think like this, she was slightly surprised and asked, "How can you think that?" ”

When I saw her so surprised, I asked, "Isn't it?" ”

Sister-in-law Gui said: "How can it be, you are you, your sister is your sister, how can Mr. be reluctant to involve you?" ”

I said, "Because I am like my sister, my sister poisoned her without knowing it, and he didn't hate her, but when my sister died, I became a substitute for my sister." ”

Sister-in-law Gui asked in disbelief: "Miss, how did you think of this, you are you, your sister is your sister, how could Mr. treat you as a substitute because you are like your sister?" ”

Sister-in-law Gui actually wanted to laugh a little, she said: "Although I don't know why you think so, but Sister-in-law Gui feels that Mr. has a clear understanding of this aspect, he has never regarded you as a substitute for your sister because you are like your sister, you are you, and you are just you." When your sister came to the Mu family, I saw it a few times, I didn't see the affection for your sister from the eyes of Mr., if there was, when she jumped from the attic, Mr. said that he would fight to catch her, but you are the substitute, who has been by Mr. for so many years, and has made trouble to die or live, and I have not seen Mr. really let you go once, if he really loves your sister, how can he not keep your sister, but put you as a substitute in his hand and cherish it like a jewel? ”

I said, "He only knew to cherish it after he lost it, but unfortunately, everything can't be returned." ”

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