027 Let's talk
There were so many cars, Shi Xiaorui saw at a glance that they belonged to Qin Xin.
She suddenly remembered the time when she hadn't moved yet.
Also like now, he was in the rain, standing at the window by himself.
The only difference may be that this time he is no longer in the rain, but sitting in the car.
The fingers clenching the curtains tightly, Shi Xiaorui warned herself to withdraw her gaze and stop looking.
Before he could turn around, his trouser leg was grabbed.
"Linlin?" Shi Xiaorui was surprised and picked him up, "Why did you get out of bed?" Do you want to go to the bathroom? ”
Linlin shook his head, and glanced out the window quickly while he was picked up: "Mommy......" His soft little hand touched the face of Master Xiaorui, "Mommy is still unhappy?" After coming back today, Mommy has been unhappy. ”
Shi Xiaorui's throat moved slightly, she thought she was hiding it well, but she never escaped her son's eyes.
"Linlin, Mommy, Mommy......" her lips moved, and she didn't know what to say for a while.
Linlin sighed like a little adult and pouted: "Mommy, Linlin likes Mommy to be happy." ”
"I'm sorry." Shi Xiaorui kissed him on the face, smiling with relief and guilt, "Not in the future, really, Mommy will always be happy as long as she has you and Xuanxuan." ”
Lin Lin grabbed her hand: "Then, Mommy, shall we go to sleep?" ”
"Good ......" Shi Xiaorui naturally would not refuse.
Linlin lay on her shoulder, and whispered in her ear before being put on the bed: "Mommy, it doesn't matter if you don't have a father, Linlin just needs Mommy to be happy." ”
Shi Xiaorui's body was stunned, and she had mixed feelings in her heart.
This night, she didn't sleep well, she was dreaming all the time, and in her dreams, it was all Qin Xin's figure......
Following.
As soon as it was dawn, Shi Xiaorui woke up.
There were no ingredients for breakfast at home last night, so today she had to get up early to buy them.
Gently covering the two children with quilts, changing clothes, and holding their wallets, she opened the door and was about to go out.
But the moment I opened the door, I saw ...... leaning against the wall Qin Xin.
And in his hand, he was carrying a bunch of breakfast, and when he swept it over, Shi Xiaorui found that what he was holding was actually the two little guys and his favorite food recently.
"Xiaorui!" As soon as Qin Xin saw her go out, he immediately stood up straight.
In the empty hallway, his deep voice was a little hoarse.
Shi Xiaorui didn't know what was going on with her, so she subconsciously looked over.
There were heavy dark circles under his eyelids, and he didn't seem to have rested well, and the clothes on his body were still from yesterday.
Did he stay in the car all night?
"Xiaorui......" Qin Xin couldn't help but panic a little when he saw that she hadn't spoken, and stretched out his hands forward, "Breakfast, take it in, it's all your favorite food." It's still early, you go back and sleep a little longer. ”
With his movements, the fragrance of xiaolongbao inside overflowed more intensely, and it instantly filled the entire space.
Shi Xiaorui didn't answer.
Qin Xin was anxious and panicked: "I don't mean anything else, really!" I just wanted to bring you breakfast, I ......."
Since he knew about the existence of the two children, he found that when he faced Shi Xiaorui again, he was always incoherent and incoherent.
He knew that Shi Xiaorui would not accept it, but he still went to buy breakfast, and even felt that it was a very happy thing to be able to buy breakfast for his beloved woman and baby child.
He was ready to be rejected, but he didn't expect Shi Xiaorui to accept it silently!
"Xiaorui! You ......" The smile re-crawled on Qin Xin's face, and he was overwhelmed with excitement.
Shi Xiaorui lowered her head, and she just wanted to run away from her with his burning eyes.
At that moment, she herself was surprised, and by the time she reacted, she had already brought all the breakfast, leaving the person in front of her excited.
For a moment, neither of them spoke again.
After a while, it was Qin Xin who broke the silence with excitement: "Come in, I, I'll go down." I'll wait for you downstairs and I'll take you to work later. ”
After speaking, without waiting for Shi Xiaorui to react, he turned around and left.
Shi Xiaorui stood in place for a full minute before returning home.
At eight o'clock, Aunt Cui came over on time.
After Shi Xiaorui explained some things, he went out to work and walked downstairs, Qin Xin's car was still parked there, and it was impossible to pretend that he couldn't see it.
Qin Xin opened the car door for her, full of expectations: "Xiaorui ......"
Shi Xiaorui didn't refuse, it's okay, there are some things, just take this opportunity to make it clear.
Qin Xin felt that today was definitely the happiest day in his days, Shi Xiaorui did not reject him, this was a good start.
The car started and soon drove on the main road of City A.
Since getting into the car, Shi Xiaorui has always maintained a posture of looking ahead.
"Let's talk." She spoke, her voice cold.
Qin Xin subconsciously asked, "What?" ”
For no reason, he felt a strange feeling in his heart.
Intuition told him that Shi Xiaorui's so-called talk may not be what he likes to hear.
Really.
"I don't care how you know about the child, and I don't want to know what you think in your heart, in short, the child is mine alone, and they have nothing to do with you. I have promised Mrs. Qin to meet yesterday, so from now on, I hope you can give me a peaceful life and don't bother us again. ”
"Whew!"
The shrill sound of brakes sounded over the road!
The hand holding the steering wheel tightened violently, the corners of Qin Xin's mouth twitched stiffly, and it became a line, and the air pressure in the car also dropped in an instant.
Shi Xiaorui lowered her eyelids, swept away the inexplicable emotions that she shouldn't have, and when she looked up again, she returned to the indifferent look that only she had in the face of Qin Xin: "It's been three years, no matter how much unwillingness you have, you can dilute it, right?" Why don't you let me go? You ......"
"Shi Xiaorui!" Qin Xin gritted his teeth and interrupted her words, his face was so heavy that ink could drip out.
Shi Xiaorui grabbed the bag on her knees, and her heart stagnated for no reason.
Qin Xin turned his head, and what caught his eyes was her lowered head and a snow-white neck exposed.
In the past, whenever she was like this, his heart could always be extremely soft, but now, in the same scene, he was only angry, but only angry.
The right hand pinched her chin and forced her to look at herself, Qin Xin sneered: "Shi Xiaorui, in your heart, I am just unwilling to treat you?" From the time you came back to the present, what I have done to you is only because of the unwillingness of the past three years?! ”
Shi Xiaorui was forced to raise her head and crashed into his angry eyes.
asked one after another, making her panic.
She suddenly didn't dare to look him in the eye, it would make her feel like she was saying something wrong.
But even so, a disobedient voice came out in his heart: "Shi Xiaorui, you misunderstood him." ”
Don't start with embarrassment, Shi Xiaorui warned herself not to listen, not to think about it again.
The two of them maintained such a strange posture, and neither of them spoke again.
The atmosphere was silent and eerie.
After a long time, Qin Xin took a deep breath and let go of her, restarted the car, and did not squint with a gloomy face.
Speechless all the way.
When she arrived at the door of the magazine, Shi Xiaorui put her hand on the doorknob, and finally swallowed what she wanted to say.
Outside the car window, there was a desperate figure of her who didn't look back.
In the car, Qin Xin punched the steering wheel, then raised his head, leaned on the seat helplessly, and was silent for a long time.
All morning, Shi Xiaorui couldn't fully concentrate, and Qin Xin's eyes kept appearing in his mind.
Disappointment, sadness, anger, anger......
"Huh" let out a long sigh of relief, there was no way to continue working, Shi Xiaorui simply stood up and went to the pantry to pour herself a cup ......of coffee.
When I opened the fridge, I was greeted by a large row of yogurt.
Aloe vera-flavored and blueberry-flavored are all my favorite foods.
It's all ...... Qin Xin prepared.
Shi Xiaorui felt that her heart suddenly became troubled again, and she closed the refrigerator door, which could block those yogurts, but it couldn't prevent Qin Xin from occupying her mind.
I took a sip of coffee, and it was unusually bitter.
I returned to the office with a heavy heart, but saw Xiao Gu waiting for me.
"Xiaorui, come on!"
Shaking off the cluttered thoughts in her mind, Shi Xiaorui forced herself to quickly enter the work state: "What's wrong? ”
Xiao Gu shook the phone in his hand and said, "Some time ago, I have been fighting for an interview with Tianhe Cinema, and when the news just came, Tianhe Cinema agreed, but you were appointed to complete this interview." ”
"Me?" Shi Xiaorui was stunned.
"Yes." Xiao Gu nodded, "To be exact, it was Miss An from Tianhe Cinema who appointed you to complete it, saying that you have experience studying abroad and are the deputy editor-in-chief of the magazine, and she doesn't believe the others." ”
Miss Ann?
Shi Xiaorui searched in her mind, but she didn't know this person.
However, since the request was made by Tianhe Cinema, she naturally did not have any objections, and everyone knew how difficult it was to get an interview with Tianhe Cinema.
Thinking of this, Shi Xiaorui said, "Okay, no problem, did the other party say when?" I'm ready to go. ”
This is where Xiao Gu is in a dilemma.
She sighed: "The other party asked for this afternoon." ”
"So fast?" Shi Xiaorui was surprised.
"Yes." Xiao Gu bowed his head.
Shi Xiaorui didn't think much about it: "Okay, give me the information, I'll prepare, and I'll go over in the afternoon." ”
"Okay, thank you for your hard work."
"It's fine."
After explaining some precautions, Shi Xiaorui prepared the materials.
At two o'clock in the afternoon, Shi Xiaorui arrived at Tianhe Cinema 20 minutes early, but was told that Miss An had something to do and had not returned.
No, she sat downstairs in the hall and waited.
The wait was more than an hour.
During this period, Shi Xiaorui also asked Miss An when she would come back, but the answers she got were always unsatisfactory.
Finally, when she checked the time for the tenth time, the front desk informed Miss Ann that she had returned to the office and that she could go up.
Politely thanked, Shi Xiaorui got on the elevator as instructed.
"Ding!"
The elevator reaches the twenty-fifth floor.
As soon as she went out, someone who looked like an assistant was waiting for her: "Miss Shi, right?" This side please. ”
I walked all the way to the door of the office of the manager of the public relations department.
"Manager An, Miss Shi is here."
The assistant took her in and went out.
In the spacious office, the back of the original face of the floor-to-ceiling window turned elegantly, but on his face, he sneered: "Are you here?" ”