The things that puzzled me finally had an answer at this moment, no wonder I always thought Wang Zhizhi's reaction was very strange before, if Feng'er was not Mu Jingchi's child, how could she not be weak at all, and she was so reasonable?

Qing'er explained it like this, and it made sense.

For these things that Qing'er told me, I didn't speak again for a long time, just sat there in silence.

Qing'er was afraid that I wouldn't believe it, so she raised her hand and swore: "Every word the slave just said is true, and she is never lying, if there is a lie, I will definitely thunder in the sky——"

Before she finished speaking, I interrupted and said: "Okay, in fact, I have long known that Feng'er is not the bloodline of the Mu family, but I have never dared to confirm it, as for the rest, it doesn't make any sense for you to say it again, things have come to this point, it is not just a child's problem, between me and him, there is also the death of my grandfather Song Alcohol Luo Huimu Village, of course, as you said, when I was pregnant with my first child, Mu Jingchi also hated me, and he would kill the child, also out of his own intention, It's just that he happens to have physical reasons, and there is an excuse for him to take it, he can't let Wang Zhizhi's child, and he won't let me conceive his child, have you forgotten? The enmity between our Lu family and Tamu is not shared. ”

I finished and laughed mockingly.

Qing'er wanted to say something, but I directly interrupted her and said, "Okay, you go out, Chun'er wants to rest." ”

I didn't pay attention to her anymore, but turned my head and pulled the blanket for Chun'er, who was sleeping soundly on the bed, and at this time, the little fish man who was taken to the shower by Juxiang and them just now didn't know when he came back, and he was standing at the door at this time. Look at me and Qing'er.

Obviously, this was not the time to talk, Qing'er could only swallow what she was going to say, and then she got up from the ground and said to me, "Yes." After hesitating for a few seconds, he finally stepped back from me.

When she arrived outside, Qing'er glanced at Xiao Yu'er, and did not pull him away, but closed the door and left.

As soon as Qing'er left, the little fish that had been left in the house walked towards me, and when he walked in front of me, he called, "Mother." ”

Hearing his mother's voice, I looked at him, for a long time, I reached out and took the initiative to hold his hand hanging by his side, probably because of the last time, Xiao Yuer was a little resistant, subconsciously wanted to hide, but in the end his hand still did not move much, so it was easily held by me.

I held his hand and asked Xiao Yu'er, "Are you still blaming your mother?" ”

When he heard me ask, he just lowered his head and didn't answer.

I smiled and said, "I'm not angry anymore, what about you, can you tell me?" ”

At this time, he slowly looked up at me, and after his eyes fell on my face, he shook his head at me.

Hearing his words, I stretched out my hand and hugged him into my arms, Xiao Yu'er did not struggle, let me hold him, for a while, I didn't know what I was going to say, just hugged him and was silent.

Instead, Xiao Yu'er, who was held in her arms, asked, "Mother, are we really leaving?" ”

Hearing him ask, I didn't deny it, I didn't let go of him, I still held him in my arms and said, "Yes, we're going to get out of here." ”

Xiao Yu'er was silent for a while, and then he asked again, "Then can I not leave?" ”

Hearing him say this, I let go of him and my eyes fell on him.

He seemed to be afraid that I would be angry, so he didn't dare to say anything more, but lowered his head to face me.

Seeing him like this, I lifted his head so that his face was facing me, and I asked, "Why don't you want to go?" ”

Xiao Yu'er said: "I don't like foreign countries, I like it here. ”

Xiao Yuer has always had an inexplicable resistance to foreign countries.

I know why he won't leave, and he's not dead set on that.

I said, "You know, who told us to leave, and he told you we were leaving." ”

Although I didn't directly name Mu Jingchi, I think Xiao Yu'er should know who I am referring to.

Xiao Yu'er lowered her head and said, "Mr. Mu said, let me go with you." ”

I said, "So, why don't you go?" ”

Xiao Yu'er raised her eyes to look at me, hesitated for a moment and asked, "Why do we all have to leave all of a sudden?" Is Mr. Mu in danger? ”

He is no longer a child, so he understands enough, and I don't want to hide it from him, but tell him truthfully: "Yes, we can't predict what will happen, for your safety, we must go." ”

Xiao Yu'er said, "Will Mr. Mu join us?" ”

When he asked me about it, I didn't know what to do with it, and after a while, I said, "He's not leaving." ”

Xiao Yu'er was puzzled and asked, "Why?" ”

I sighed at his words, shook my head at him and said, "No why, he has a reason to stay here, it's an adult's business, and you're still a child, so you have to follow our arrangement, do you understand?" ”

The little fish looked at me without words.

I was afraid of disturbing Chun'er, so I got up and pulled him from the bed to the window.

This time I didn't squat down again, at eye level with him, but stood in front of him, bowed my head to him standing in front of me and said: "I'll give you a choice, if you really don't want to go, I will let people send you back again, of course, Chun'er and I will not go back, you are the only one who goes back, my mother will take Chun'er to leave here, and everything about you in the future will have nothing to do with me." ”

I put my hand on his head: "Think it for yourself, this time, whatever you choose, your mother will agree, and she will not force you to follow my wishes again." ”

With tears in his eyes, he asked, "Do you have to make such a choice?" ”

I said, "Yes, that's why you have to think it through." ”

Xiao Yu'er didn't even hesitate this time, he took my hand and said, "I choose to follow my mother and Chun'er." ”

I said, "Have you thought about it?" ”

He nodded and said, "Yes, I thought about it." ”

He seemed so frightened that he threw himself into my arms and cried.

I was shocked by his body, because the little fish had never shown such a vulnerable side in front of me except when he was a child, and when he grew up.

After all, he is maturing, and he is only a half-grown child who can be scared.

He said: "After Chun'er was lost that time, I thought Chun'er would never come back, but I didn't expect Chun'er to be found by Mr. Mu after so long, I know that the time he lost it was not an accident, someone must have taken Chun'er away, Mr. Mu let us go, it must be very unsafe here, so for the sake of my mother and Chun'er, no matter what, I will go with my mother, because over there, there is no Mr. Mu by my mother's side, I naturally have to take on the responsibility of taking care of my mother and Chun'er." ”

He grabbed my clothes and cried, "However, I heard that Mr. Mu's body can't last next year, if we leave now, doesn't it mean?" ”

Xiao Yu'er asked with red eyes: "Mother, you say, will those people's words be deceitful?" ”

He seemed to expect my answer to him would be a denial, but no, I didn't deny it, but said to him cruelly: "Their words are not deceiving. ”

Xiao Yu'er's hand loosened my clothes, and he subconsciously took a few steps back, a little reluctant to believe my words.

I stood in front of him and sighed lightly and said: "Just like you said, you said that you have grown up and have to take care of me and Chun'er, but Chun'er, when we grow up, the first thing we have to learn is to accept, accept reality, accept shortcomings, and even accept regrets, I know that in this year, it is he who has been teaching you and guiding you throughout the whole process, you take him as an example, he should be regarded as half a father in your mind, in this matter, I don't want to deceive you, because it is the truth." ”

Although there were already many tears on his face, he was still holding back his tears and not letting himself cry, but after a while, he sobbed excitedly.

He still couldn't accept this fact.

He said: "Mother, if you don't like anyone who will die, my biological parents, Mr. Mu." ”

He wiped his eyes vigorously, still trying to restrain his emotions.

I stood in front of him and watched him cry for a long time, and I reached out again and pulled him into my arms and hugged him tightly, without answering him.

Because I understand his mood very well at the moment, because the people I like, as he said, disappear one by one and leave.

I went from being difficult to accept at the beginning, to being numb and accepting now.

I think that when he is older, he will one day accept death and loss.

Xiao Yu'er cried in my arms for a long time, and finally cried tired, still a little tired of not being able to support the fatigue of the past few days, and finally lay side by side with the sleeping Chun'er, and soon fell asleep, but after falling asleep, he seemed to be very insecure, and his hand was always grabbing my sleeve, as if he was afraid that I would not see.

I sat on the edge of the bed, guarding the two poor children, and after a while, I raised my hand and touched my face, and when I looked down, I saw that my fingers were full of tears.

I sat on the edge of the bed for a moment, then I slid off the bed and fell on the bed tiredly, I covered my lower abdomen with my hands, and lowered my voice and whimpered.

After many years, Qing'er mentioned that child again, I will still be sad, yes, I am not a qualified mother at all, I was not before, and I am not now, what I have lost is not only my grandfather Song Yu's sister Daddy and Auntie, I have lost too many things, and those things can't be calculated at all.

I felt that my heart was aching, sullen, as if it was being pinched by someone, squeezing and tearing hard, what it was hurting for, I don't know, but the imaginary pleasure did not come as expected.

What's wrong with me? I don't know.

In the next two days, no one mentioned leaving, they all tacitly chose to be silent, and they did their own things, and I didn't mention it again.

When Chun'a woke up, I asked him about his loss.

He said that he was deceived by an uncle, and he said that the uncle said that he could take him to his mother and his father, Chun'er didn't think much about it, the man said so, and he followed the man out of the door of Jiangnan Pavilion and followed him.

But when he had gone, the man carried him far away, and he was locked up, and he could not escape, and he was terrified in the dark room.

Later, he didn't know how long time had passed, the door that closed him was suddenly broken open, and a strange person walked in outside, he directly said that his name was Xie Dong, and he could take him back to Jiangnan Pavilion, although Chun'er didn't know him, he was also very scared, but compared to being locked in that house all day.

He wanted to get out of there, so he didn't hesitate and followed the man.

Soon, he was really sent back to Jiangnan Pavilion by him.

I asked Chun'er if she remembered that he had seen anyone else besides the person who took him, and Chun'er shook her head at me and said, "No, Chun'er has only seen him, and the rest of the people have never seen him again." ”

When asked about this, there seems to be no need to ask any further, Wang Zhizhi and Shi Xinlan, they may not come forward to do such a thing in person, take away a child, just one of their subordinates can do it, they naturally will not take the risk of coming forward.

They took Chun'er away in order to transfer Mu Jingchi, and then make it easier for them to attack me, and they wanted to kill me, just because they were afraid that I would inform the second elder of the Wang family about Wang Heqing. ()

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