014. I've grown up
I was momentarily at a loss.
He didn't seem to notice my panic, he just hugged me, and in the dark, his lips kissed me on the top of my head, my forehead, the tip of my nose, and my cheeks, and finally his lips stopped abruptly at the corners of my lips.
I don't know why this happened all of a sudden, I was trembling in his arms, but I didn't dare to move, I just gasped and listened carefully to his movements.
After finding that his lips were resting on the corners of my mouth, there was no more movement.
I didn't understand what was wrong with him, so I tried to call out: "Mu, Mu, Mu Jingchi." ”
He mumbled in his ear, his voice muffled, and his burning breath sprayed on my face.
I became more and more nervous, and cautiously asked, "Y-What's wrong with you?" ”
His fingertips rubbed gently against my sideburns, but he didn't answer me.
I wanted to ask again, but his fingertips suddenly pressed lightly to my lips, and I couldn't say a word as if I had been silenced.
I could smell the faint scent of medicine in his fingertips, and the sound of my heavy breathing.
This strange atmosphere made me at a loss, and when I was about to start struggling, Mu Jingchi whispered in my ear: "I spent a lot of money to send you abroad not because I don't want you, but I want to give you the best education, the best quality of life, so that you can see things that others in this world can't see." He seemed to sigh and said, "Ono, how can you understand my painstaking efforts. ”
At the mention of this topic, my tense body went limp like a deflated ball, and I cried and said, "But you never asked me if I wanted to, two years ago, and even more so now, if this is what you want to give me, then I'd rather not." I touched my tears and said, "You don't have to say it so high-soundingly, I know, you just want to leave me and live with Wang Shuyi, you want her to sit in my sister's place." ”
As soon as I said this, the lights in the room suddenly turned on without warning.
Mu Jingchi's face shone straight into my eyes, and he asked with a smile on his face, "Who said these words to me?" ”
I cried and asked, "Do you want someone else to tell me?" You let Wang Shuyi climb into your bed. ”
When Mu Jingchi heard me say this, he asked with some tears and laughter: "Who told you this?" ”
I stopped talking, just looked at him crying.
When Mu Jingchi saw me crying like this, he raised my face, wiped the tears on my face and said, "You are still a child, and you are not allowed to listen to the words of people chewing the root of your tongue in the future." ”
Unconvinced, I emphasized: "I have grown up. ”
He ignored me, just stared at me with a gentle gaze and said, "In my eyes, you have always been a child. ”
After wiping away the tears from my face, he said, "I can't be with you forever, people always need to learn to move forward on their own, Ono, do you understand?" ”
I didn't understand, looked at him confusedly, and shook my head.
He smiled bitterly and said, "You are my only one, I have no children, and the Mu family will be yours in the future." ”
I suddenly pushed him away, and said in a sharp voice, "I don't want your Mu family!" I don't want it! ”
I was most afraid that he would explain these things to me, as if he wanted to explain his last words to me, I opened the door and left, Mu Jingchi didn't stop me, just stood behind me and looked at me with a slightly sad expression.
Mother Zhou and Steward Zhou, who were standing at the door, were so frightened by me that I cried and went back to my room.
Zhou's mother followed me in and asked me what happened, I didn't answer her, just threw myself on the bed and cried, Zhou's mother thought that I must have quarreled with Mu Jingchi again, she saw me crying so excitedly, looking at my eyes inevitably with some distress, she stroked my back with her hand and said: "You, Mr. is like water meets fire, once they meet, they can't be compatible, and they must hurt each other all over their bodies before they stop." ”
Hearing Zhou's mother say this, I got up from the bed, looked at her and asked, "Is he not in good health now?" ”
As soon as I asked this question, Zhou's mother frowned, and she asked, "What did Mr. say to you?" ”
I said, "He said he was going to hand over the Mu family to me." ”
Mother Zhou didn't have any surprise on her face, in their eyes, it was only a matter of time before the Mu family handed it over to me.
When I saw that Zhou's mother didn't speak, I shook her hand and said, "You speak, is he dying?" ”
Zhou's mother said with some tears and laughter: "Who said that Mr. is not good? ”
I said in a hoarse voice, "Then why did he do this?" ”
Zhou's mother sighed and said: "Sir's health has not been very good in the past few years, you have been abroad for two years, and it has only stabilized a little this year, as for the danger of life, it is impossible for the time being, Mr. said this because he has no children, and everything in the future of the Mu family naturally belongs to you." ”
Zhou's mother said with a slight knot between her eyebrows: "Even so......"
Zhou's mother didn't continue, but I already guessed what her words would be.