Chapter 118 The past is unbearable

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The tragic situation of the year, I can't bear to recall, Xin'er never knew that at that time, her parents ran the traffic police team every day, just to get a last photo of Xiaowan's parents taken by the traffic police on the spot.

It was when I was ten years old that I accidentally saw it in my mother's drawer.

Later, in the dead of night, I often heard sobs coming from my parents' house.

You don't have to think about it, they must be staring at that picture again.

In the photo, the faces of Xiaowan's parents have been crushed to a completely inhuman, the flesh and blood are blurred, and the bodies are separated.

That miserable photo, I hope Xiaowan will never see it for the rest of her life.

"Xin'er, you don't have to persuade me, I've already made my decision, since I have the conditions to let myself, you and your uncle and aunt not have such a hard time, why turn a deaf ear and be indifferent."

If it weren't for Xin'er's parents selflessly giving themselves fatherly and maternal love, she might have lived in that shadow forever and would never see the light of day again.

I remember that some good people in the village often like to play with their rights and wrongs, saying that they took themselves into their homes in order to get the money that their parents left for them.

They have been under tremendous pressure until now, others do not believe in them, and they believe in them.

If you really want to get your own money, while you are still young, you can think of any way, you can keep it for yourself, and now that it has been returned to its original owner, those who look down on Xin'er's parents have all shut up.

As early as when they were eighteen years old, they wanted to return the bank card to themselves, but they insisted on not accepting it at that time, so they temporarily took it back.

Just last year, the day before they left for work in the city, they handed over their bank cards to themselves in front of the whole village.

And be careful with yourself, there are too many people and flowers in big cities, unlike simple villagers in remote mountainous areas, if you know that you have such a large sum of money, you must not find ways to persecute yourself, and Xin'er always keeps an eye on herself.

"Xiaowan, we all know your intentions, but you can't do this, it's best not to let him know about this money even your future partner, just treat it as your pension money in the future." Qi Xin'er and Li Xiaowan both had the same idea, and they couldn't bear to watch Li Xiaowan immersed in the grief of the past.

"This is my choice, and if you keep it, you can keep it, why don't you take it out and do something meaningful, Xin'er, accompany me back to my hometown, I want to go to my parents' grave to see." My parents' graves should be overgrown with weeds, but when I think about it, it's absolutely impossible, as long as Xin'er's parents are there, there will be no overgrown weeds.

"Alright! Xiaowan, I respect your decision, and I just took this opportunity to go back to see my parents and them, and said that I would go back for the New Year" sadness welled up in Qi Xin'er's heart.

"If you go back this time, you should make up for it!" Li Xiaowan didn't let Qi Xin'er think about it any further.

The two walked around, and by the way, they chose some worthless but very warm and practical gifts for Qi Xin'er's parents, as well as her sister and brother-in-law.

"Xiaowan, we accidentally bought it, and we can't get it!" Qi Xin'er was strangled by the bag and one hand hurt.

"Oh, but I haven't bought much! If you give me some mention, my hand is still hurting. Li Xiaowan freed up one hand, wanting to evenly point the things in Qi Xin'er's hand and lift it herself.

"It's okay, my hand doesn't hurt, and besides, you see your hands are full, let's take a taxi back!" Don't Xiaowan buy so many things, she wants to buy so much, and said that she is filial to her parents, maybe she will be scolded by her father when she goes back.

People in my hometown know how to save the most, even if a grain of rice falls on the table, they will pick it up and eat it.

It is completely to carry forward the traditional virtues of the Chinese nation to the fullest.

And they also feel the most sorry for the children at home, often saying on the phone: "It's not easy for you to make money, don't think about sending the money you earn to your family or anything, just keep it for yourself to eat and dress well, you can't suffer yourself outside, and there is nothing missing at home." ”

is still the simplicity of the people in his hometown, unlike the people in the outside world, who are all flowery, insidious and cunning.

Didn't I meet a scumbag, but why can't I let it go?

"Xin'er, why are you stunned?" It can't be that you are thinking about Bai Tingyu's kid!

"I'm just afraid that after I go back, my parents will say that you will be beaten, and they feel more sorry for you than for me, my daughter." It's better not to show Xiaowan her thoughts, lest she worry about herself again, and besides, she herself is also entangled in emotional threads, and she hasn't sorted it out yet!

"I'll explain it to them!" It's not for Bai Tingyu.

"Brother Lingzheng, look, is that sister Xiaowan on the side of the road?" When the child inadvertently looked out of the car window, he found Li Xiaowan waiting for the car with a large bag and a small bag.

I knew that after Sister Lisa came back, Sister Xiaowan would be kicked out of the Feng family, but I didn't expect it to be so soon, Brother Lingzheng didn't know what to think in his heart, he was not such a ruthless person, could it be that Sister Xiaowan took the initiative to leave.

After this period of getting along, everyone has a good impression of Sister Xiaowan, she is not hypocritical, not pretentious, very sincere, very frank, which is an advantage that many urban girls have never had.

In the minds of those who are familiar with her, Sister Xiaowan is no different from the big sister next door, like her brother who is almost incompatible with women, and will look at Sister Xiaowan differently.

"You're dazzled." Seeing that she was like no one, there were still big bags of things beside her, obviously she had just bought them, and she felt like she had drunk mixed drinks and mixed flavors.

"Brother Lingzheng, what kind of eyes do you have, isn't one of the two beauties downstairs in the Chuanglian Building Sister Xiaowan, and the other seems to be Sister Xin'er." Xiao Tong pointed to the place where Li Xiaowan was standing again, not believing that Brother Ling Zheng couldn't see it this time.

Unfortunately, the green light is already on.

"Brother Lingzheng, you saw it and deliberately said you didn't see it, I really don't understand what you adults think, it's obviously a very simple thing, it has to be so complicated." In Xiao Tong's subconscious, he has always regarded himself as an underage child, and he doesn't want to grow up so quickly.

"You're already twenty years old, are you still young?" Xiao Tong just doesn't want to face the reality, he is flexible and talented, but sometimes his thinking is too simple, and now he is the most worried person in the family.

"The baby is still young, huh! Don't think I can't see it, Brother Lingzheng, you're deliberately changing the subject for me. "Little boy hates people to tell him his age, as long as you say that he is only eighteen years old at most, he will grin at you very happily.

Oh, yes! In addition to changing the topic, I am also diverting my attention, and I don't want to put my mind on a woman who makes me have inexplicable emotions for a moment.

As she said, from now on, each will go his own way and go his own way.

"Xiaowan, I seem to have seen Feng Dong's car." Xin'er thought in her mind not to say it, but her mouth came faster than her brain.

"Oh! It has nothing to do with me. Xin'er is not a pot that can't be opened, she has been working hard, trying to erase the wind from her mind, she is good, for fear that she will forget.

"Xiaowan, it's all my fault, look at my pig brain, what are you talking about! Thinking that we will be able to go back to our hometown tomorrow, I am so happy! After Qi Xin'er finished speaking, she swept at Li Xiaowan's face again, as if her mood fluctuations were not very big, Amitabha!

"Yes, every mountain, every river, every grass and tree in my hometown is worth remembering, and those good times in my childhood can never be forgotten for a lifetime." Li Xiaowan thought about the beautiful mountains and rivers and fragrant grass and jungle in her hometown, and her mood eased a lot.

When Feng Lingzheng returned home in the evening, he passed by the gate of the manor, and felt a little lost in his heart, and he could no longer see the familiar and thin figure waiting there.

When I returned to the room, the strange feeling was even worse, the floor had been removed, and everything related to Li Xiaowan no longer existed.

Her people really disappeared completely into their own world.

But her figure remained in this room for a long time.

That smile, anger and sorrow, word by word, breath and breath, are all deeply engraved in my mind.

Is he using her to take revenge on others, or is he playing with fire**?

A woman who is a hundred times better than her, she has never looked at it herself, but she often cares about her.

There will be pros and cons to everything, and when she is not happy, how can she be happy.

The toes seemed to touch something soft, Feng Lingzheng lifted the sheet, picked it up and looked, it turned out to be a rag doll, the surface was intact, in fact, it looked very old, so old that there were traces of whitishness, maybe it was protected, so it was not damaged.

It can't be her own thing, in this room, except for Sister Fen and Fengyan, there is only her left, don't think about it, it must be hers.

The carefully protected doll should have some special meaning to her!

Why did she end up in the room, should you call her and tell her to roll over and get back the rags that belonged to her?

Feng Lingzheng took the rag doll in his hand and looked at it carefully for a while, forget it! If she wants to come and take it, she will take it, and if she doesn't want to take it, she will take it

Listening Kites opened the safe in the cubicle, moved some important documents to the side, and placed the ragdoll in a delicate box.

You must know that he locked not only a simple rag doll, but also the heart that is ready to move Li Xiaowan.

"Xiaowan, you've been rummaging through boxes and cabinets since you came back, is something missing?" Qi Xin'er had been busy cooking before, and she couldn't spare her hands.

"When I was five years old, the birthday present my parents bought for me was gone!" Li Xiaowan was so anxious that she was about to cry.

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