205. Adventure
Wang Zhizhi is a person with strong emotional management, at least in the process of getting along, she behaved restrained and rational, and never lost her words, at least in front of Mu Jingchi, this is the first time she said something like this in front of me.
She also realized that her emotions were a little out of control, so she immediately restrained herself and sat there for a long time and said: "These words are something I never want to say, the reason why I say these today is because all my patience has reached the extreme, you are right, I have endured it for a year or two, why can't I bear it now, I can't help but ask myself like this, but when I ask this, I still can't help but ask myself, what about a year or two?" What about four or five years from now? What about more than a decade later? Are you going to endure it like this? I'm a living person, I have my own emotions and desires, and I can't bear this step. ”
After Wang Zhizhi said these words in one breath, he sat there wiping the tears on his face, took a deep breath, and soon returned to his usual dignified appearance.
With a smile on the corner of her mouth, she said, "Okay, since you're okay, then I'll be relieved." She looked at me lying on the bed and couldn't move, and said, "Please also ask my sister to take care of her body." ”
At this time, Wang Zhizhi's maid was calling his wife outside, and Wang Zhizhi got up from the chair and said to me: "I still have to go to Nanshan Temple to burn incense in front of the Bodhisattva, so I won't talk to my sister more." ”
She smiled at me, got up from front of me, and walked outside, where the maids heard footsteps and pushed the door open.
Wang Zhizhi continued to walk outside with a straight posture, she now looked the same as usual, with the posture that Mrs. Mu should have, but before she left, I said behind her: "Wait." ”
Wang Zhizhi's movements paused, she turned to look at me, and I said, "I still have a few words I want to say to my sister." ”
Wang Zhizhi looked at me with a slight frown.
I said, "If my sister believes me, stay and listen to me a few more words." ”
I looked at the maid standing at the door and said, "Go down, all of you, for you don't need to wait here." ”
The maids glanced at each other, then retreated from the house, and as soon as they left, Wang Zhizhi stood at the door and said, "What else do we have to say?" ”
I said, "Presumably, my sister still has feelings for the Yuan family." ”
This sentence made Wang Zhizhi's hand holding the handkerchief suddenly tighten, and she pulled the corners of her mouth twice and said, "If you want to ask me this question, then forget it." ”
She continued to walk outward, and I said again behind her, "I want to talk to my sister about Yuan Xu." ”
At this time, she stopped completely, and then turned to look at me lying on the bed, and I was lying on the bed and staring at her very calmly.
I knew what she was worried about, so I hurriedly identified myself and said: "I don't care if my sister still has dealings with the Yuan family, the only thing I care about is that Yuan Xu, he is Yuan Lin's son, but your own nephew, the only bloodline of the Yuan family, no matter which aspect, Yuan Xu and his sister are also blood thicker than water, and looking at the way my sister treats Yuan Xu equally, you can see that my sister also attaches great importance to Yuan Xu." ”
Wang Zhizhi's face didn't fluctuate much, she looked at me and asked, "So, what do you want to say?" ”
I said: "Now that the Yuan family is on the rise again, it is obviously no longer appropriate for Yuan Xu to stay in the Mu family, I think my sister should have this idea in her heart." ”
Wang Zhizhi heard the meaning of my words, she squinted her eyes slightly and looked at me and said, "What do you mean?" ”
She was a little unsure.
I smiled and asked, "What did my sister say?" ”
Wang Zhizhi glanced at the door, and saw that there were no maids and outsiders, so she finally walked towards me, she sat down in front of me and said, "What do you want to say, you can say it." ”
I said, "Is that why my sister wants me to make it clear?" ”
She stared at me with a smile and said, "Of course, Akito doesn't say dark words. ”
I said: "Okay, since my sister said so, then I will say it clearly, but the words are said first, I do this, there is no purpose, not for anyone, I just want to repay Yuan Lin's love for me, when he died, he wrote me a letter of resignation, I am very grateful that he let me go in the end, so now I just want to send Yuan Xu back to Yuan's house safe and sound, which is also a matter of Yuan Lin's heart." ”
When Wang Zhizhi saw me like this, she asked, "So, what do you mean by that?" ”
I said, "Doesn't my sister think the same way I do?" You should know better than anyone what is happening right now. ”
Wang Zhizhi asked rhetorically: "What else do you think I can do now?" Send Yuan Lin to Yuan's house? She sneered and said: "Now that I have been beaten into the Yuan family's faction by Jing Chi, I have long been unable to do this, what can I do if I understand this situation?" ”
I said, "I don't need my sister to come forward to do anything, I will come forward to do this, and I will never have anything to do with my sister when the thing is completed." ”
When Wang Zhizhi saw that I was swearing by what I said, she squinted at me slightly.
I said: "I said, I won't stay here for a long time, sending Yuan Xu away is the last thing I have done here, everything is done, the entire Mu family is my sister's, and my sister doesn't need to endure it anymore." ”
Wang Zhizhi squinted at me and said, "What do you want me to do." ”
I said, "Get me out of here." ”
Her eyes narrowed suddenly, she probably didn't expect me to tell her the truth, she never believed that I would go to this matter.
I said, "I think it's impossible for me to get out of here on my own, but I know that as long as my sister helps, this matter will be absolutely foolproof, and my sister will definitely have a way to send me out of Jinling." ”
Wang Zhizhi was puzzled and asked, "Why?" Why you want to go, I don't really understand. ”
I smiled and said, "What is between us, my sister must know better than me, as for why, there are not too many whys, it's just that I want to be free, I'm tired of going around in this circle every day, and I don't want to torture each other with him anymore." ”
Wang Zhizhi was silent, and she didn't ask me anything again.
I looked at her and asked, "Sister, do you think I should stay here?" Our family killed Mu Jingchi's family, and he killed my family, such a sea of blood and hatred, do you think I can really stay here safe and sound as his aunt's wife? ”
Wang Zhizhi said to my words: "I can't help you." She got up and walked away, with a hint of haste, and when she reached the door, she stopped again, looked back at me, and said, "You know what this means to me, I don't have the guts to take such a risk." ”