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"Sister Qinglan, blue sky...... Have you been here? Shi Xiaorui tugged at her clothes tightly, her eyes full of anticipation.
Lu Qinglan was obviously stunned.
Xiaorui, she knows?
She glanced at Shi Xiaorui, hesitated and didn't know how to speak, and the words in her throat became heavier and heavier.
"Sister Qinglan, you don't have to hide it from me, I know he has been here." Shi Xiaorui's low voice came again, and the words were full of unresolvable sorrow, she sniffed lightly, she kept telling herself not to cry anymore, to be strong, but when the words floated out, her heart was still sour and astringent, and it was uncomfortably tight, "He has been wandering outside for a long time, hasn't he?" I can hear his footsteps, I can't be wrong, Sister Qinglan, tell me......"
"Xiaorui......" Lu Qinglan's throat tightened for a while, how much does Shi Xiaorui like the blue sky? If she really said those words, would she be able to bear it? However, hiding it from her is not an option.
Hearing her embarrassment, Shi Xiaorui forced a smile on the corner of her mouth, held her hand, pretended to be indifferent and said, "Sister Qinglan, you say, does he have something for you to tell me?" It's okay, I can bear it, I just want to know if it's what I think in my heart. He and I have been able to get to where we are now, maybe God gave it to me extra. Whether or not he really made the decision to separate, I will not regret meeting him. ”
After a pause, she suddenly laughed at herself, and there seemed to be a kind of desolation in her leisurely voice: "Sister Qinglan, do you know? I've had a hard time all this time, I don't know whether to go to him or not, I'm afraid he won't see me, after all, it's ...... In fact, I know that when something like that happens, how can he still be with me without any guilt? I'm not qualified to be with him anymore, I'm sorry for him, I blame myself......"
In the end, she couldn't say any more, lowered her head, and tears fell on the back of Lu Qinglan's hand.
Lu Qinglan gently wiped away her tears in distress.
What Lan Tian said is really right, Shi Xiaorui feels guilty about him now, maybe separation is really the best choice, otherwise it will be a disguised torture for both of them.
"Sister Qinglan, tell me, long pain is better than short pain, I have the right to know, I don't want to be hidden, okay?" Shi Xiaorui begged bitterly again.
Lu Qinglan finally relented, but she still thought about it in her heart for a while before telling Shi Xiaorui what Lan Tian wanted her to convey.
She was as tactful as she could, trying to minimize the damage.
The moment she finished speaking, Lu Qinglan stared at Shi Xiaorui without blinking, afraid that she would not be able to think about it.
Shi Xiaorui's reaction to her was silence, and after listening to it, the whole person was dumbfounded, and her eyes seemed to be very empty.
"Xiaorui? If it's uncomfortable, it's better to cry. Lu Qinglan shook her hand worriedly.
A few seconds later, Shi Xiaorui cried out with a "wow".
Crying to the end, she was out of breath, her nose and eyes were red and red, which made people feel distressed.
"Sister Qinglan ......"
"I'm ......" Lu Qinglan sighed slightly in her heart, letting her lie on her shoulder, "It's okay, everything will pass." ”
At this time, what she could do was comfort, but in the end, she had to rely on Shi Xiaorui to come out by herself.
A few minutes later, Shi Xiaorui raised her head with a sob, with a smile on the corner of her mouth: "Sister Qinglan, thank you, I'm fine, really, I'm fine." I am mentally prepared, I know the blue sky, he asked you to tell me, he doesn't want me to be embarrassed, he doesn't want me to feel guilty, I understand, I understand. How could I not know that we could never go back......"
Maybe she said it incoherently, but if she didn't say it, she was afraid that she wouldn't know what to do.
Despite what she said, Lu Qinglan knew that it was still difficult for her to accept it for a while, she just didn't want to worry about herself.
Touching Master Xiaorui's head, Lu Qinglan comforted her: "Lan Tian has always hoped that you will be well. ”
"Well, I know......" Shi Xiaorui sniffed and pleaded, "Sister Qinglan, can you stay here with me for a while?" I don't want to be alone just yet, give me a few days and I'll adjust well. ”
Lu Qinglan smiled lightly, with encouragement in his eyes: "Of course you can, I came to accompany you today, and I know that you will do what you say." ”
After a long silence, Lu Qinglan accompanied Shi Xiaorui in this way, and she knew that this was what she hoped for now.
Half an hour later, she got up and went to change Shi Xiaorui's cup of boiled water.
"Sister Qinglan ......"
She heard the low voice of Shi Xiaorui, who was lying down.
"Huh? What's wrong? ”
Shi Xiaorui didn't get up, she was still lying on her side, her palm-sized face was buried on the pillow, and her voice was very cold: "When the doctor was doing the ward rounds in the morning, he said that Qin Xin didn't close his eyes all night and had been sitting on the edge of the bed to take care of me, is it true?" ”
"......" Lu Qinglan didn't expect that she would actually take the initiative to mention Qin Xin, and it took a while to react, and after thinking about it, she decided to tell the truth, "En."
。 ”
"Humph!" What answered her was Shi Xiaorui's undisguised sneer, "I don't need him to be pretending to be kind!" Doesn't he just want to see me separated from the blue sky? Now that he's succeeded, he's going to come and see my jokes? ”
A coldness burst out of her words, and Lu Qinglan didn't know how to speak for a while.
To be honest, since the day of the magazine, she herself has some resentment towards Qin Xin, especially the car accident, but Ye Tingshen is right, after all, this is a matter between Shi Xiaorui and Qin Xin, she is not qualified to judge, and she has no position to do anything, so she can only be solved by the two of them.
And what she can do is to support and comfort Shi Xiaorui when she needs her friend.
Still in a daze, Shi Xiaorui's hateful voice sounded again: "I hate him!" I won't be with him for the rest of my life! ”
At this moment, the sound of visibly heavy and rapid breathing came from outside the door.
Lu Qinglan knew that Qin Xin heard it.
Shi Xiaorui also knew that she said that on purpose!
The ward fell silent again, and soon, Shi Xiaorui fell asleep tired because her body had not recovered.
Lu Qinglan glanced at her frowning brows in her sleep, couldn't help sighing, and after covering her with the quilt, she opened the door and went out.
Outside the door, Qin Xin leaned against the wall and did not move.
Once upon a time, Qin Xin had always been high-spirited in Lu Qinglan's eyes, but now she looked a little helpless with this lonely and regretful appearance.
If you knew this was the case, why bother in the first place?
"She slept?" His voice was dry and hoarse, and Qin Xin didn't dare to push the door and go in to see it by himself.
"Yes." Lu Qinglan nodded, although he was angry with Shi Xiaorui like that, but in the end he was still a friend, how could there really be an overnight feud?
Breathing a sigh of relief, she spoke, "Go back and rest, do you really think you're a robot if you don't sleep?" To say something that hurts your heart, no matter how bad you make yourself, Xiaorui won't look at you. ”
"I know......" Hearing her words, Qin Xin's heart thumped, it hurt, but he couldn't deny it, what she said was indeed the truth, his throat hurt more and more, and it seemed to take a lot of effort to spit out a word, "I'll go back later, and I'll come back to see her later." I can't, look at her and don't care, even if she hates me now. ”
After a pause, he said again: "Lan Lan, you should blame me, but in fact, why don't I blame myself?" From the time I saw the birthmark on her arm at home, and then investigated her information, I told myself, this time, I can't miss her again, even if I knew that she liked the blue sky in my heart at that time, I tied her to my side, I thought that this would break her thoughts, but I forgot, in the end, it was not only her who hurt, but also myself, and I myself pushed her away. But Lanlan, in the next time, I will prove it to you and show her, I really love her, I will wait for her to fall in love with me willingly, I have waited for so many years, I will continue to wait! ”
Lu Qinglan turned his head to look at him and crashed straight into his sight, where there was not only seriousness, but also full of affection for the person he loved.
She suddenly remembered the involvement between the two people that Ye Tingshen had mentioned to her.
"You don't have to prove it to me, after all, what you want is Xiaorui's forgiveness, not mine. I won't get involved in anything between you, but I want to tell you, if you make her sad again, I won't let you go easily, she's my friend, you know? Word by word, Lu Qinglan said very slowly, every word, she hoped that Qin Xin could hear it in her heart.
Qin Xin nodded solemnly: "I understand!" ”
"Okay, then you can go back and clean up yourself." Lu Qinglan urged him.
After he left, Lu Qinglan went to the doctor's office and asked Shi Xiaorui about her condition.
The doctor said that everything was normal after the operation, and there was no problem with the examination, as long as she had a good rest, Lu Qinglan was relieved, and thanked the doctor, she walked out of the office, and her mobile phone rang at this time.
It's Zhong Nian.
"Hey, Niannian."
"Lan Lan, do you have time later? Have a meal together? ”
"Lunch?" Lu Qinglan subconsciously glanced in the direction of Shi Xiaorui's ward, calculated the time when the nurse came over in his heart, and finally agreed, "Okay, where is it?" ”
Zhong Nian seemed to breathe a sigh of relief: "You are now in the magazine?" I'll pick you up. ”
"No, I'll take a taxi myself, I'm not in the magazine." Lu Qinglan refused with a smile.
hung up the phone, went to the ward to accompany Shi Xiaorui for a while, and did not leave until the newly hired nurse came.
It was noon meal time, and the taxi was not easy to get, and when Lu Qinglan arrived at the restaurant, Zhong Nian had been waiting for a while.
"Nian Nian!" Lu Qinglan walked over with a smile, but when he saw the person opposite Zhong Nian, he was stunned for a moment.
"Miss Lu." Xia Yan, who was dressed in a suit, stood up, with an impeccable smile on the corner of his mouth, and didn't seem to see the obvious surprise on Lu Qinglan's face at all, or rather, he saw it, but he just chose to turn a blind eye.
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