002 Because you are not the emperor's wife
Lin Su rubbed his eyes, which were still a little sleepy, pinched his little face to make his face rosy, and then straightened his back to adjust the demeanor of the whole person. When all the preparations were completed, she just walked from her yard to the gate of Mama Lin's yard.
"Mama's morning." With a sweet smile, Lin Su walked in and saluted Mama Lin standing in the courtyard in a regular manner, although she was still small, with a little baby fat and round, but her movements were really meticulous.
Mama Lin is very satisfied that Lin Su, who has just turned eight, can do this, although there are some shortcomings in the details. However, this child is really a manufacturable material.
From entering the palace as a maidservant girl at the age of thirteen to the present, she has seen countless people with her eyes for more than ten years, but she still didn't see that Lin Su was hiding clumsy and deliberately tensed her body when she made movements.
Mama Lin nodded, and Lin Su straightened up and leaned over, handing over the homework she had done all night before.
"Mama, this is the homework you assigned during the Chinese New Year." She blinked her eyes, and while she despised herself for pretending to be cute, she was still self-examining in her mouth, "I only remember to play during the New Year, so I didn't do very well......"
The voice became lower and lower, and then suddenly raised her voice when Mama Lin's eyebrows furrowed slightly.
"However, I really have to do the homework that Mama has to do seriously......" handed over the homework, and put his hands on his sides generously, his body was slightly relaxed but did not appear to be hunched over and unenergetic.
Maybe, just because she's young?
Lin Su smirked hypocritically at herself in her heart, Mama Lin was once the person she trusted the most, and even kept in touch for a period of time after entering the palace, until the other party found her nephew and was taken away from the capital.
However, after more than ten years in the palace, her original innocence and ignorance have long since disappeared.
What's more, she is in such a situation now, if she says it, I'm afraid that her biological parents will be afraid.
Will she be tied to a rack and burned to death like a demon? It was too painful to be burned alive, and thinking back to the feeling of being burned by fire at the end of his life, Lin Su couldn't help but tremble slightly.
Mama Lin, who had sharp eyes, naturally noticed her small movements, and on her face with a faint smile, an eyebrow that had been carefully drawn was raised.
"Sister Su, what's wrong?" Her voice is not slow, although it is not a very moving sound, but it is also comfortable to listen to because of its gentleness. That kind of low voice with a faint concern, as well as decent facial expressions, even if Lin Su had seen all kinds of people in the harem, even the intoxicating concubines had never had it.
Why was such an outstanding woman as Mama Lin not favored by the first emperor?
Lin Su looked at Mama Lin's facial features suspiciously, maybe Mama Lin is not the most beautiful kind of person, there are too many beautiful women after the harem, but there are very few who are as delicate as Mama Lin.
What Lin Su sighed about was not Mama Lin's exquisite appearance, but her way of doing things, and the elegance and calmness that was inadvertently revealed from her demeanor.
Maybe it's really because she is well-behaved, cooperative, and studious enough in this life, Lin Su didn't always have trouble with Mama Lin in the first year like in her previous life - of course, most of the time she caused trouble, resisted, and was punished by Mama Lin with a smile......
Therefore, now she has more thoughts to observe Mama Lin.
"Mama," when she was resting in Mama Lin's courtyard after lunch, she supported her head with her hands, showing the ignorance and curiosity of ordinary children, "The palace, what does it look like?" Daddy once showed me outside the palace, and the walls were so high......"
Not only did she feel this way when she was a child, but even many years later, when she was a slim adult, standing inside the palace wall, she would feel that the walls were so high...... You can't escape from it for the rest of your life.
Actually, the women inside don't want to escape, right?
Glory and wealth, fine clothes and food, supreme glory...... Lin Su sighed silently, listening to Mama Lin's description of the palace.
may really treat Lin Su as an eight-year-old girl to coax, or it may be entrusted by Lin Cunyan to be loyal. Mama Lin's description of the palace is mostly about the flowers and trees in full bloom, and the beautiful women in it who are more blooming than the flowers and plants.
There is not a word about how they withered and died.
"But," Lin Su tilted his head and continued to pretend to be cute, "The palace is so good, why are you willing to leave?" "As an ignorant and sensible child, there are still benefits, such as pretending to be a fool and asking questions about the doubts in your heart.
Mama Lin was stunned for a moment when she heard Lin Su's words, it was not very obvious, but her eyes were slightly dilated. However, Lin Su, who was familiar with her various small movements, still realized this and asked more persistently.
"Mama, why don't you stay in the palace all the time?"
"The palace is not Mama's home." After a long silence, Mama Lin seemed to have really been touched by Lin Su's softest place in her heart, and for the first time, she reached out and gently stroked Lin Su's hair that had fallen, "Sister Su, no matter how prosperous that place is, it is not home." Only home is a place that can be left for a lifetime. ”
Lin Su suddenly understood Mama Lin's choice.
Indeed, that place can be the most splendid court, the most deceptive paradise, and even the tomb where countless women are buried, but it will never be home.
She felt that she was cruel, but she still couldn't help but use the most childish words to spy on Mama Lin.
"Is it because Mama is not the emperor's wife?"
Since blurting out that almost taboo sentence that day, Lin Su felt that Mama Lin's mood had been very low. She didn't get a definite answer at that time, but Mama Lin's hand stroking her head stiffened suddenly, and then said lightly.
"Sister Su, you are still young, and you don't understand many things."
She understands better than anyone!
With Mama Lin's delicate and clear mind, gentle and atmospheric behavior, and her appearance, although she is not beautiful, it is not bad. If she wants, she should have a place in the emperor's harem.
The current emperor is still Emperor Jeongin, the emperor who only lived to be forty-five years old is said to be an amorous man...... Of course, as one of the daughters-in-law, she shouldn't comment on the other party like this, after all, such remarks are also disrespectful. But thinking about the concubines in the harem, the concubines who guarded the emperor's mausoleum, lovers or something, Lin Su felt that in fact, the emperor he married was not bad.
But it's just good, treating the emperor as her husband is a woman's most tragic mistake.
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