Chapter 204: But the rest is long and sorrowful

"I don't know." Ning Yi said, "Anyway, that's what my grandfather said." ”

Hearing this, Zhuo Zhaojie frowned tightly, and said after a while: "I think your grandfather may not mean not to tell me, I'm afraid he still doesn't want to tell your father, right?" ”

Ning Yikuang said: "But grandfather said that he is not allowed to say it now." ”

"Then let me guess......" Zhuo Zhaojie groaned for a moment and said, "Is it ...... Something to do with your grandmother? ”

Although Ning Yikuang hesitated and did not answer, his face was already explained. Zhuo Zhaojie sighed: "The affairs of your grandfather and grandmother are very complicated, we are juniors, firstly, we are not qualified to say, and secondly, we don't dare to say that we fully understand." After all, time has passed, not to mention many things, not to mention the person, how to know everything? Because of your grandmother's affairs, your father and your grandfather have quite a disagreement, and I guess you know this over the years? It's just that in the end, father and son are naturally 'sex', you were still young, I don't remember, that time your grandfather was seriously injured in the Western Regions, your father was worried and couldn't sleep all night, and when he came back, it was the first time I saw him so angry with Su Shi! ”

After a pause, Zhuo Zhaojie said, "Your grandfather's personality, I have seen it a little clearly in the past few years, in fact, it is quite similar to your other two deceased elders, one is Weiniang's grandfather, and the other is Weiniang's maternal grandfather...... They all hide things in their hearts and refuse to say them.

"When my mother was as old as you, the first time I went back to my own home, my grandfather was silent, and he didn't explain it for the sake of his children and grandchildren everywhere, but let the younger generations misunderstand. If your father hadn't woken up, I'm afraid I'd have hated him here. At that time, my mother's grandfather also had a dangerous situation and almost went...... If not, what is the use of regret when the mother later finds out the reason? Your grandfather said that he couldn't say it when he was alive, so you can't bear to see that this mustard will never be solved? ”

Although Ning Yikuang had a good relationship with his grandfather and listened to his grandfather's words, he was young in the end, and was persuaded by Zhuo Zhaojie to do so, and suddenly wavered, and said: "Grandfather said that he wanted to be buried with his grandmother in the future, but he was afraid that his father would not do it, so he told me something. ”

Zhuo Zhaojie was stunned when he heard this - Shen Lige's ashes were sent back to the Yue clan for burial, that is, Yongguo Gong or Yongcheng Hou Nahui, although he was ambushed on the way to the Yue clan, but later the head of the Yue clan went to Dongyi Mountain to ask for guilt and visit, and by the way, the ashes were brought back to the clan for burial.

According to Ning Shaobi's resentment towards her father, I am afraid that she will really use excuses such as her mother being buried in the Hui clan, her father thinking about the Central Plains, or not being able to bear to leave the eldest princess of Jiyang, so that the two will not be buried together...... However, in the eyes of outsiders, he will not think that Ning Shaobi is unfilial, because everyone knows that Yongguo Gong does not like his alien Yuan wife.

Can ...... now

She steadied herself and asked, "What did your grandfather tell you?" ”

"Grandfather told me where my grandmother's name came from." Ning Yi groaned and said, "Grandmother's Han name and surname Shen are actually because my grandfather was ...... Well, when he was captured, he didn't want to 'reveal' his identity, so he said his surname Shen indiscriminately, so his grandmother later gave her Han name and followed this surname. As for the grandmother's name, there was a time when my grandmother was talking to my grandfather on the sand dune, and my grandmother sang a song of the Yue clan to my grandfather, and asked my grandfather to sing it again, but my grandfather was helpless, so he ...... sang a "Liju". Later, my grandmother asked my grandfather what he sang, and my grandfather said that it was a song, and then my grandmother asked me what it meant, and my grandfather said that "Li" means juxtaposition and duality. Later, my grandmother used Shen Lige as a Chinese name. ”

He said, "My grandfather said that after he died, if my father refused to send him to the Yue clan to be buried with his grandmother, he would tell my father about it." ”

Zhuo Zhaojie frowned, and was speechless for a long time - the Li Ju is at the 'door', and the servant is preserved; the Li Ju is on the road, and the servant is driving - this "Li Ju" was originally a song composed by the guests when they were leaving, and the farewell song is also called the Li Song after that. But the single character does have the meaning of juxtaposition, the so-called Li four and six...... At that time, Shen Lige didn't understand the Middle-earth language at all, where would he have thought that Ning Huan only explained the word "Li" in a cunning way, but the word "Lige" was exactly the opposite of the meaning of the pairs in her yearning?

Zhuo Zhaojie liked to read idle books when he was a teenager, and knew that Hu Da was probably good at singing and dancing, and young men and women would express their affection through mutual songs.

Later, Shen Li sang Hu Ge in Yue's language to express his heart, and pestered Ning Hu to respond - how could Ning Huan, who was a prisoner at that time, be in the mood to respond to her? Relying on Shen Lige's incomprehensible speech, he sang "Li Ju" perfunctorily, and this "Li Ju" is also his heart's voice - as a prisoner, of course he looks forward to saying goodbye to this captive Hu 'girl' as soon as possible, and it is better to say goodbye forever - what a shameful experience?

And Shen Lige must ask what is going on......

But Ning Jian now told the eldest grandson about this thing that no outsiders knew, and asked the eldest grandson to tell his only son after he went, so that he could be buried with the wife of the Hu clan, and even would rather give up the glory of burying the emperor's tomb and bury his bones in the distant Western Regions - so he has affection for Shen Lige?

But why did Shen Lige stay behind when he was there, and his wife was indifferent, causing him to die early? If outsiders slander, Ning Shaobi, who had already remembered it at that time, also had a deep grudge against Ning Huan......

She pursed her lips for a long time, and suddenly remembered that her grandfather Min Pinghou, who died a few years ago, had written those two sentences: "Even if you know that you are old, you will be too sad to rest and be sad."

…… Maybe Ning Jian didn't love Shen Lige, the once frivolous high-level 'door' child in Chang'an City, the eldest princess's beloved young son, grew up in the prosperous and splendid Chang'an, and read all over the 'fat' and thin 'colors' of beauties, but before and after Shen Lige, I didn't see Ning Huan fall in love with any lady.

Those 'servant' concubines are just 'serving' him......

But the beginning of Ning Hu and Shen Lige was too dramatic, if it was the other way around, it was Ning Hu who captured Shen Lige, maybe this relationship would not end in tragedy...... In the end, Ning Huan is a man, the eldest princess's beloved son, and in Chang'an, where the nobles are like clouds, his nephew is also of extraordinary status.

…… But in the opportunity that the eldest princess won for him to go to the battlefield to make military achievements, he was captured the first time he went into battle, and he was still captured by a 'girl'.

I have always remembered the shame of this time, and when I was young, I expected to be proud and rebellious like Ning Shaobi back then, and tried to use indifference and alienation from Shen Lige, ignoring and letting go.' swing' to prove their dignity.

But Shen Lige couldn't wait for the day when he understood his mind......

The only son, Ning Shaobi's undisguised resentment, made Ning Jian unable to lower his body and tell the truth.

For many years, Ning Jian acquiesced to Chang'an's discussions, and acquiesced to the rumors that he used his wife to seal the marquis, but in the end he watched his wife's death coldly...... also acquiesced in his ruthlessness and cruelty in Ning Shaobi's mind.

Maybe Shen Lige went, and he didn't care about others, even if it was the only son's grievances. It's just that now that he is sick and thinks about what happened after his death, in order to be able to be buried with his wife, Ning Jian has to spit out a 'dew' or two - this seemingly silent Guogong is actually not much worse than Ning Shaobi's pride in his heart, he would rather 'settle' this matter with his spoiled grandson than open his heart to his only son.

Zhuo Zhaojie groaned for a long time before he said: "This matter is my mother's own measure, you just don't mention it in front of your grandfather." After a pause, he said, "Your grandfather is actually not very sick, and you still persuade him to think better." ”

"That's what the boy said, but the grandfather said he was just admonishing." After hesitating, Ning Yikuang said again, "Grandfather said that he often dreamed of his grandmother recently, and said that he gave a coral hairpin to his grandmother back then, and his grandmother liked it very much, and later passed it on to his mother......"

Zhuo Zhaojie frowned and said, "The coral hairpin, just put it in the box over there, it's good." Your grandfather is worried about it, and it's okay to go back, but I'm afraid that he will see things and think about people, and he won't want to use 'medicine' more and more. ”

Ning Yi hurriedly said: "Then don't take it." ”

"Alas!" Zhuo Zhaojie sighed and said, "That's it, I'll discuss with your father when I go back, and I must let your grandfather relax his heart." ”

The next day, Zhuo Zhaojie Xunkong and Ning Shaobi said euphemistically, and Ning Shaobi was also silent for a long time before he said abruptly: "What's the use of talking about this now?" Mother is gone a long time ago. ”

"It's not easy for my father over the years, just this little wish......" Zhuo Zhaojie was a little unbearable.

Ning Shaobi said lightly: "It's just a trip to Yueshi, it's nothing, I just don't think it's worth it for my mother." Back then, her mother didn't let the head of the clan go, traveled thousands of miles, couldn't understand her words, and took someone to marry Chang'an, didn't she have any concerns? But for the sake of her father, she is not afraid of anything...... However, if her father had half the courage of her, he would not have to lie on the couch now and tell his grandson about the past. ”

He added, "My mother is also confused, and I didn't even dare to report my real surname after my father was captured, how can such a cowardly person be trusted?" ”

Zhuo Zhaojie felt that this evaluation was a bit harsh on Ning Huan, but knowing that Ning Shaobi had been grieving for her mother for many years, he diverted the topic and said: "When it comes to being arrested, I don't dare to say my real name, and Lin Hewang was the same back then. Two days ago, Banniang wrote a letter from Jiangnan, saying that after the death of Mrs. Zhang, Lin Guiniang was not afraid of the coercion and coercion of the elders in the clan in the mourning hall, and forced many relatives who wanted to take advantage of Mrs. Zhang's visit to get some cheapness, and now it is spread all over Jiangnan, saying that the Lin family lady is very tight, and the Lin family has to have such a sister to be able to concentrate on studying......"

Ning Shaobi was not interested in what Lin He wanted Lin Guiniang, but when she heard the meaning of his wife's comfort and change the topic, she didn't say that Ning Huan was wrong, and said: "I only got married to Kuang Lang in April, and now my father is not good, I'm afraid the Ruan family is a little uneasy." Ming'er sent someone over to talk about the situation, don't let them think nonsense, they are relatives in the end. ”

- Ning Yi Kuangding is the eldest 'daughter' of the Ruan family, Ruan Suiniang, Zhuo Zhaojie's aunt Zhuo Fanghua taught the lady, father Ruan Yunshu is notoriously gentle and elegant, and mother Xie Yingmai Although her background is not high, she is also a cool person. Ruan Suiniang herself is of course very 'colorful', in Zhuo Fanghua's own words, it is: "There is nothing that can't be done!" ”

Xie Yingmai and Zhuo Zhaojie have been 'friends' for many years, and the two families often come and go, and the children grow up watching each other. Ruan Suiniang is dignified and capable of knowing the general situation, and Ning Shaobi, who treats her son as a treasure and does not even allow her 'daughter' to marry the crown prince, is also very satisfied with her, so before the summer vacation in April, the two families finalized the marriage and made an appointment to get married again the year after tomorrow.

As a result, Yongguo Gong began to get sick during the summer, although he knew that Ning Shaobi and Zhuo Zhaojie would not blame Ruan Suiniang for his bad life because of this, but Yongguo Gong was Ning Yikuang's grandfather, and Ning Yikuang was a great-bearing grandson, if Ning's family suffered a funeral because of this, it would take three years to keep it...... The Ruan family will not regret their marriage because of this, but they always have to tell it in advance to show respect.

Zhuo Zhaojie said: "This is natural, but what are you going to do with Hui Niang?" The Queen Mother has already mentioned it clearly, and the prince also runs to our house from time to time...... At the beginning of the year, Kyauniang was out of the cabinet, and Kyauniang was only a few months older than her, but her marriage was not yet visible! ”