Chapter 132: I can't control myself

"Something will happen to you?" Lin Xiaowan barely burst into tears.

"No, didn't she say yesterday that she wouldn't think about it? Don't worry, maybe she's just going out for a walk and seeing if she didn't leave a note. Rong Shaochen got up quickly.

"Okay." Lin Xiaowan ran out.

Rong Shaochen touched his coat and quickly followed up.

"There's no note!" Lin Xiaowan was very nervous, "She won't go to the top of the building again, right?" ”

Rong Shaochen looked around and quickly said affirmatively: "She's fine." ”

"How do you know?"

"The phone is still charging." Rong Shaochen pointed to the bedside table.

"Eh, if you really can't turn it on, the phone won't charge. Then I'll go down and find out. The surprised Lin Xiaowan's voice had not yet fallen, and the person had already run out of the door in a hurry.

Rong Shaochen smiled and shook his head, and went back to the room to wash.

After brushing his teeth and about to wash his face, the mobile phone rang, and seeing that it was Lin Xiaowan's unique ringtone, he threw away the towel and walked out quickly to get the mobile phone.

"Shaochen, are you up?"

Hearing her voice was quite relaxed, Rong Shaochen's heart was also a little relieved, and he responded: "I'm washing." Found Silky? ”

"She's making us breakfast downstairs, hurry up, it's so hearty."

"Get down right now."

Hanging up the phone, Rong Shaochen packed up and went downstairs.

Restaurant.

Leo wore a small apron around his neck, and cut the steak with a knife and fork, and he had bread, sausages, omelettes, milk and cereal, and a few colors of fruit in front of him. From a distance, he looked like a proud little prince.

"Steak in the morning?" Rong Shaochen frowned slightly, knowing that Leo's weight was a full ten catties heavier than when he first came.

Leo put down his knife and fork, slowly looked up, and smiled politely and sweetly, "Dad, goodmorning." ”

English-speaking?

Rong Shaochen was about to speak, Lin Xiaowan pulled the chair away, bent over, and made a gesture of invitation to him: "Sitdown, please." ”

Rong Shaochen was extremely surprised: "What are you doing here?" ”

"What to play?" Lin Xiaowan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed insolently at Leo.

"Daddy, isn't it fun?" Leo giggled and jumped out of the chair, pulled Rong Shaochen to sit down, and wanted to tie a napkin for him with a flattering face, while continuing to mutter, "Do you feel like eating breakfast abroad?" These are all prepared for us by the princess's sister, which is great. ”

Rong Shaochen thought of Su Xuanxuan, and when he looked sideways, Su Xuanwan, who was wearing a white apron, came out of the kitchen with a plate, and smiled at him: "Brother Shaochen, please use it slowly." ”

Su Xuanwan's eyes were red and swollen, and her face was pale, but there was a smile on her face that didn't match her expression. This strong smile makes people look inexplicably painful.

"You fried it?" Rong Shaochen looked at the steaming steak in front of him in surprise.

Su Wanwan nodded: "I don't know how to make preserved egg and lean porridge, and I don't know what to prepare for other breakfasts, so I prepared a little bit of each." If you don't have good cooking, you will eat it. ”

"It's already good! In response to the Western proverb 'Eat like a king for breakfast'. Thank you for your hard work. Lin Xiaowan comforted her, and then stuffed the knife and fork into Rong Shaochen's hand, "Taste it, Leo said it's good." ”

"It's really great." Leo echoed Lin Xiaowan's words, and turned his eyes to Su Xuanwan, "Sister Princess, give you a hundred likes." ”

"Thank you, little Leo." Seeing that she was affirmed, Su Feiwan sat down and ate cereal with a smile.

Lin Xiaowan noticed that only three steaks had been fried, and he was about to push the steak in front of him, when Su Xuanwan found out and held his hand: "My stomach is not very good, I can't eat meat and greasy food in the morning." ”

"Oh, then we're welcome."

"By the way, your hand ......" Su Feiwan was stunned before she finished speaking, because Rong Shaochen handed the plate that he had cut the beef into small pieces to Lin Xiaowan and moved her plate back.

Seeing the envy in Su Xuanwan's eyes, Lin Xiaowan secretly kicked Rong Shaochen's feet under the table, reminding him not to show affection and stimulate others, while pretending to be casual, forking beef cubes to eat.

Su Wanwan was slightly stunned for two seconds, then immediately retracted her gaze, lowered her head and chewed slowly.

Lin Xiaowan looked for words to adjust the atmosphere: "Wanwan, let's go shopping in a while, shall we?" ”

"There's nothing to buy." Su Xuanwan was not interested at all.

"What about going to the movies? I've heard that there have been a lot of new movies released recently. ”

"It's all bad movies."

"Or are we going to go to Rongsheng Resort to have fun? I heard that the peach blossoms are blooming over there. ”

Afraid that Lin Xiaowan would make another suggestion, Su Xuanwan simply said to death: "I'm very tired, I don't want to go out." ”

"Then let's stay at home." Lin Xiaowan said and glanced at Rong Shaochen helplessly.

Rong Shaochen didn't answer, put the cut fried egg in front of her, and then wiped his mouth and got up: "I'm going to work." ”

Lin Xiaowan hurriedly stood up as well: "I'll go get you a briefcase." ”

"I'll go get it," Rong Shaochen sat down with her, "and eat the egg." ”

Lin Xiaowan didn't insist, sat down, and saw that Su Xuanwan had only drunk half a bowl of cereal for a long time, and immediately handed the sausage to her and persuaded: "How can you eat so little?" will be malnourished. ”

"I'm really full." Su Wanwan smiled.

"Sister Princess, you have such a small belly." Leo finished the steak and reached for the bread again.

Lin Xiaowan immediately stopped: "Nutrition should be balanced, you have already eaten a lot of high-calorie food." ”

"Okay, that's all for now." Leo obediently retracted his hand, and continued reluctantly, "But you promised me that my snacks would count." ”

"I'll make you emerald bean paste puff pastry sandwich muffins in a moment."

"Yes, yes." Not knowing what it was, Leo was still looking forward to it.

"I'll wait until your wound heals." Rong Shaochen, who went downstairs with a briefcase, happened to hear this and immediately objected.

"It's okay, I'll teach Wanwan, and she'll help me do it." After speaking, Lin Xiaowan turned to look at Su Xuanxuan and asked, "Is it okay?" ”

Su Wanwan hesitated, but still nodded.

Lin Xiaowan knew that Su Wanwan was not in the mood, but she pretended to be confused, gave Rong Shaochen a look, and then sent him out of the house.

After breakfast, Lin Xiaowan took Su Xuanwan and Leo around the yard for a while, and only went in at about nine o'clock, took some mung beans, and let Su Xuanwan wash them and soak them in the basin.

Leo stood aside with interest and asked, "Mommy, what did you just say to make me something delicious?" It's a long name, I don't remember it. ”

"Emerald bean pastry sandwich muffins."

"It's so tall, it must be delicious, what does it taste like?"

"Confidentiality." Lin Xiaowan deliberately sold Guanzi, looked at the watch, took out the glutinous rice flour from the cabinet, taught Su Xuanwan to fry, and after frying, spread it out to cool, and then taught her to stir the white sugar into powder and sieve it into a dish.

Su Feiwan has been pampered since she was a child, and she has never done housework at all, these jobs are very simple in Lin Xiaowan's opinion, and she is very difficult to do.

"Sister Princess, come on!" In order for the food to reach his mouth as soon as possible, Leo has been cheering Su Wanwan on the side.

"For the sake of little Leo, I have to work hard." Su Wanwan smiled, humbly and patiently learned, and after some hard work, she finally did it according to Lin Xiaowan's requirements.

"Awesome, make mung bean paste below."

"No problem." Su Wanwan found some confidence, and according to Lin Xiaowan's teaching, she made the mung bean paste, and then added powdered sugar and cooked glutinous rice to knead it into a dough to make a medicine.

"Leo, give." Lin Xiaowan handed the mold to Leo.

Leo immediately happily put the agent into the mold, expertly inverted, compacted, and then demolded. Looking at the finished product, his eyes widened: "Mommy! Isn't this mung bean cake?! ”

Lin Xiaowan responded with a smile: "Its small name is mung bean cake, and its big name is jade bean paste puff pastry sandwich muffin." ”

"Wow, it has a big name too?! What a foreign name, I'm going to talk to Aunt Jin and Aunt Fu. Leo put a few freshly made mung bean cakes on a plate and ran to the living room in a hurry.

Su Wanwan praised with admiration: "Little bowl, you really can make the child happy." ”

Lin Xiaowan said with a smile: "Children, most of the pictures are fresh. ”

"It's so easy to satisfy a child."

"yes, but Leo really likes to eat mung bean cakes, it tastes good, you can try it."

Lin Xiaowan picked up a piece and presented it to Su Xuanwan's mouth, Su Xuanwan took a small bite, and sure enough, she felt soft and delicious, and praised it again. Lin Xiaowan took another plate, put a plate in the fresh-keeping bag, and called Xiaofei to send it to Su's house.

"Tell them that this is what she did."

Su Xuanwan knew that Lin Xiaowan did this to ease her parents' hearts, sighed lightly, didn't say anything, just smiled, washed her hands, and turned upstairs to go back to the study.

Lin Xiaowan also knew that she understood her thoughts, bared her teeth, and followed up with the study. When she saw Su Wanwan turning on the TV, but sitting in front of the TV in a daze, she immediately sat down beside her and said with a smile: "Wanwan, you really look good when you smile, you have to laugh more in the future." ”

Su Xuanwan let out a long sigh, leaned back on the sofa softly, and said like a dream: "I know why you want me to help you do this and there." You don't want me to be idle, I'm afraid that if I'm idle, I'll think about it, and I won't be able to think about it. ”

"Silky ......"

"Listen to me," Su Xuanfei interrupted her, "For as long as I can remember, I have been a little public act in the palm of my parents, and I have not suffered any blows or setbacks. Yesterday's incident was the hardest blow I ever had when I was 21 years old, and the first time I saw what was written on the Internet, I almost fainted, and my emotional world collapsed in an instant. I love him so much, but he treats me like that, at that moment, I really want to die, I don't dare to face all this, I want to choose to escape, forever. Because I can't face him, and I can't imagine how I can live without him. ”

"He knows it's wrong, and he won't do it again in the future, so try to forgive him once."

Su Feiwan shook her head: "Have you ever heard of 'emotional cleanliness'?" ”

"I've seen it in novels." Lin Xiaowan was taken aback, "Could it be ......"

"I'm a serious emotional cleanliness patient." Su Wanwan smiled bitterly.

Lin Xiaowan was so shocked that she couldn't speak, and instantly understood why she reacted so violently to Ji Zeyan's derailment, and suddenly felt sorry for this relationship that could not be renewed, and at the same time quietly mourned.

"I know that Zeyan is not a nonsense person, there must be something hidden in the incident of the night before, I persuaded myself last night, and tried to forgive him, but I found that as long as I thought that he had been contaminated with the breath of other women, I scratched my heart with a hundred claws, and I felt that he was very dirty and hateful, and I really couldn't control my thoughts. I'm afraid that if I reluctantly stay with him in the future, I will hurt him without limit, and hurting him will be the same as hurting myself. Rather than that, breaking up is our best option. ”

Speaking of this, Su Xuanwan had already burst into tears, but she clenched her teeth and didn't let her cry out, so that she couldn't stop wheezing.

"Cry if you want to." Lin Xiaowan pulled her over in distress and let her lean on his shoulder.

Su Xuanwan took Lin Xiaowan's hand and put it on her chest, and cried out suddenly: "Xiaowan, I really hurt here, it seems that there are many knives cutting on it." Actually, I don't want to lose Zeyan, but I can't convince my heart, I don't want to hurt him, and I don't want to hurt myself. ”

"I understand, I understand." Lin Xiaowan wanted to say, "Then the long pain is better than the short pain", but she couldn't say it, from the bottom of her heart, she hoped that the two of them could reconcile and live a life sincerely.

It's just that now it seems that it has become an unattainable dream.

Infinite sighs.

Long.

Seeing that Su Xuanwan's crying turned into sobbing, Lin Xiaowan slowly pushed her away and said pitifully: "I can't cry anymore, my eyes are swollen like this, it's ugly." ”

Seeing that Su Xuanwan wanted to wipe it with a tissue, she immediately stopped it, "Don't wipe it indiscriminately, you take water to wash it first, there is a Chinese medicine eye mask in my room, which has the effect of reducing swelling, I'll get it for you." ”

Su Feiwan nodded and went to the bathroom first.

Lin Xiaowan hurriedly went back to the room, and only then did he get the Chinese medicine eye patch, when he heard Su Wanwan's scream from the study opposite......