【1】

"What are you thinking?" I say.

Li Zhen and Gu Luo were both frightened.

"Speak! Fast! Li Zhen picked up the pocket watch at an invisible speed, "Now I count three times, and you can wake up." ”

“3，”

“2，”

“1。”

I opened my eyes abruptly and inhaled into my lungs with my mouth.

Li Zhen squatted in front of my eyes, and it took me a long time to see her clearly.

"Can you hear me?" Li Zhen looked me in the eye.

I relented, but didn't answer her.

Because...... Everything in my consciousness I remember clearly.

"Could it be?" Gu Luo called me, but I felt that her voice was so unfamiliar, as if I had just met her.

I looked up at her, my eyes were full of mist that I couldn't see, I couldn't see anyone else, and no one else could see through me.

"Let's let him take it easy." Li Zhen stood up.

People who come back from their own consciousness usually have a reflex arc in their brain that is elongated and will be in a state of consciousness for more than ten minutes or more.

"Go home." I stood up and took Gu Luo's hand.

"Wait, you need to rest." Li Zhen grabbed me, and I rudely shook off her hand.

"Don't touch me." I looked her in the eye and said fiercely.

【2】

I held the steering wheel and buried my head in my arms.

"Are you alright?" Gu Luo touched me gently, like a frightened cat, dodged away, and only after glancing at her did he retract his nervousness.

Her hand that stopped in the air continued to touch me.

"I've never seen that kind of look, you just looked at Li Zhen's eyes." Gu Luo said, "Like an enraged lion...... What happened? ”

I put my hand in my bangs, I didn't know where to start, I wanted to say something, but when it came to my mouth, I couldn't say anything.

Gu Luo was also silent, and the air was so quiet.

It reminds me of the bad things I did many years ago, Mo Zhiyuan stopped working, did nothing, sat in his leather soft chair, stared at me, I sat opposite him, head down. If he doesn't say anything, I won't say anything. For businessmen, "Boss Mo" is worth tens of millions of dollars in a minute, and for me, he is not a businessman, so in my eyes, he is not a minute of fart.

Sometimes he sat all afternoon, and in the evening, he would silently say, "Don't you admit your mistake?" ”

I'll blink a few times and hum, "I...... Hungry. ”

He understood, I threw in the towel, but I was too embarrassed to say it, so he would laugh and ask someone to bring simple food to us for dinner, and the next day, never mention yesterday's incident, which was the rule when my mother was alive.

【3】

"I have a younger sister named Mo Yun." I suddenly said, "But I forgot about it before. ”

"What?" Gu Luo couldn't believe his ears, how could he forget that he had a sister, but Gu Luo didn't care, he forgot that he had his own reasons, Gu Luo didn't want to ask too much.

"Would you like to talk about it?" Gu Luo asked.

I was silent for a moment and started the car, "I'll talk about it later." ”

【4】

Li Zhen stood at the door, watching the car gradually move away.

She looked at the pocket watch in her hand, "You think that's the end of it?" ”

【5】

I called Mo Zhiyuan, and a few seconds later, his voice rang in the earpiece.

"Can you tell me about it?" I asked.

"Say what?" Mo Zhiyuan paused.

"Tell me about the aquarium that day."

After a few noises on the other end of the phone, there was no movement, and I drove the car with a blank face.

Thirty seconds later, Mo Zhiyuan cleared his throat, "Why do you suddenly ask this?" ”

"Don't you want to say it?" I say.

"That day, the equipment was out of order." Mo Zhiyuan said.

"Can you lie to people, can you make a draft and then cheat? I thought you were plotting how you lied just so long! you've been lying to me for so many years? It's like you're still saying to me, a man in his twenties, 'You're young, you don't understand'! It's okay to lie to me until I'm sixteen, I'm already twenty-two! I slapped the steering wheel vigorously, my eyes were bloodshot, Gu Luo sat next to me, and there was no sound at all.

Another thirty seconds of silence, "You still speak like this." ”

As I calmed down, I suddenly felt uncomfortable, a feeling of fatigue spread from the inside out to my neck, and I collapsed in my chair, not wanting to continue to ask about it.

"Take care of yourself." I hung up the phone and drove mechanically.

【6】

"I dreamed a lot, and in my dreams, my mother didn't die."

"That's just your consciousness, not a dream, you can control them, you know?" Gu Luo explained.

"yes, I wish my mom was still alive." I smiled helplessly.

Gu Luo stopped talking, I suddenly thought that I had always been self-centered, and never cared about Gu Luo's thoughts, she also had a mother, she also had a family, I hung my mother on my lips from time to time, and he didn't feel good in his heart, but she was not good at expressing it.

"I'm sorry."

"No need to apologize, you're not wrong." Gu Luo still has a normal tone, and it has always been like this.

"You have feelings, don't you?"

"Me?" Gu Luo looked into my eyes, her eyes that rarely showed flickering, even gentle, "I didn't have it a long time ago." ”

"What about me?" I smiled and put my arms around her waist, "Don't you have feelings for me either?" ”

【8】

Gu Luo and I hugged each other on the bed, as if time suddenly stood still, she looked at the things in the depths of my eyes, and said nothing.

【9】

Moment.

The brown color in the pupil is the small dot that is less than a decimeter.

It's something I saw in Li Zhen's pupils when I shook her hand.

Like a rewind memory, everything returns to the scene when I got out of the car.

We don't see that the so-called "farms" and villas are not traditional American rural houses, open doors...... It's not Li Zhen! And the person who introduced himself to me was also not Li Zhen!

At the moment when he was about to kiss Gu Luo, "Who are you?" ”

"What did you say?" Gu Luo was very skeptical.

I stood up, "No...... You are not Gu Luo. ”

Gu Luo sat on the bed, a little surprised, she tidied up her clothes, "Could it be that you are still entangled in your consciousness?" ”

"No, no, no, no, it's all wrong." I sat in the soft chair, supported my forehead with my hand, looked at Gu Luo, and I smiled at her politely, "You, I don't know you." ”

Gu Luo frowned, not knowing what to say.

"You'd better get me out of here." I pointed at Gu Luo and threatened.

"What?" Gu Luo showed a bewildered expression.

I grabbed the keys and ran out, and in a moment the sound of the sports car roared, waking up half a block of people.

Gu Luo stood in front of the garage door blankly.

【10】

"Let's sort it out." I sat in the soft chair that had slumped in it a few hours ago, my hands crossed between my fingers, "I went to see a psychiatrist, and then the psychiatrist told me to come to you, and I came, and then you hypnotized me and made me sink into my own mind, layer by layer, layer upon layer, layer upon layer of worlds that I could not count, and on each floor, I could not remember the memory of the previous layer, and I fell deeper and deeper. However, here I am, your treatment is of no avail! ”

"So you suspect that the world is not a reality now? Isn't it enough to remember that you were hypnotized enough to prove it? Li Zhen smiled, she didn't look as nervous as I was.

I looked at her, her gaze drowned out in the darkness, the light shining from behind her to my eyes.

I moved closer to her.

【11】

"Then how do I know...... "My voice was hoarse," "from the psychiatrist, it's your hypnosis?" ”