"I need you to find out the person you have hidden in your heart now." Li Zhen's voice was light, ethereal, and gentle.

I closed my eyes and nodded unconsciously.

Then everything in front of you starts to change as quickly as a movie projector.

Finally, I stopped on a bridge, and it was so real that I could feel the breeze on the river.

If I'm not mistaken, this is the Yangtze River Bridge in Wuhan that my mother took me to many years ago.

I looked along the line of the sky, the golden clouds, the sun was not dazzling at all, the river was sparkling, and the fishing boats were moving slowly.

Reaching out and touching the railing of the bridge, it turned out to be tactile! Based on my memory, I searched for the location where my mother had brought me here to watch the sunset. I was a little excited, because here I have all the senses and touches, even the vibration of the train under my feet, the sound of the train passing by, so as long as I find my mother, I can hug her, take her into my arms fiercely, smell her hair, listen to her gentle voice.

As I ran, I looked left and right, and now I was standing in the direction of the vehicle to Wuchang District, so I ran back and forth in the opposite direction, so that I could collide with the mother and son who were watching the sunset at that time.

"Where are you going?" Li Zhen's voice seemed to come from the sky.

"I'm going to find my mom." I replied to the sky.

"You're not looking for your mother, you should know why your memories brought you here."

"Me? How do I know......" I stopped, and the entire sidewalk was completely empty, only the constant wind from the vehicles next to me toyed with my bangs.

I sat on the floor with my hands on my knees.

I think back to that afternoon, when my mother held my hand.

【2】

At that time, I was in the sixth grade, and because I got the first place in my grade, my mother rewarded me with a trip.

At that time, Mo Zhiyuan was not so rich that he was oily, and he lived in a not very big suite, but because of the small space, everyone was happy, and sometimes I was afraid to sleep alone at night, so I would quietly get into their bed.

"When you grow up, you can watch Haruki Murakami's works." Her mother's hair was dyed brown by the setting sun, and the sun shone on her face, warm, and she was wearing a purple tunic skirt, which could show her figure very well.

"Can't I read it now?" I asked.

"You're still young, and you can't read his books yet."

"I've already taught all the calculus I learned in high school, so why can't I understand it?" I was complacent.

"His book is not about learning knowledge, but about love and life." My mother looked at me with a smile and pinched my face, "You don't understand. ”

"Hey, I'm sure I can read it!" I assured my mother, who had stopped answering me.

"For people who love each other, the other person's heart is the best house." The mother said to herself, "That's a good point. ”

【3】

But I broke my promise, and when I went back that day, I forgot my promise.

Until the year my mother died, I was lying in bed, and Steward Li bought me all the books of Haruki Murakami, and I didn't finish reading a single book for a month in the hospital bed.

I was very heartbroken, there was the pain of tens of thousands of tons of hammers smashed on my heart, I fell asleep with Haruki Murakami's "And Listen to the Wind", got up and continued to read, until one day after reading the whole book, Steward Li came to see me, smiled and asked me, "What story does this book tell?" ”

I was stunned for a long time, and after a while, Douda's tears welled up, and Steward Li patted me on the back very innocently, and I didn't know what was wrong with me.

I didn't think much, I just missed my mom so much.

【4】

I looked up, and what was in front of me was a mirror-like piece of paper, and I could see myself sitting on the ground as decadently.

The wind lifted the boy's bangs, and the sun shone on half of his face, embedded in the well-defined eyebrow bone, and the shadow of the eyelashes stretched long on the face. When I was in high school.

At that time, many girls at school handed me love letters.

And now only Gu Luo is by my side.

I inadvertently glanced across the bridge, but I couldn't take my eyes off it.

The purple tunic fluttered gently in the wind, that back.

The woman was pulling a child, but there were cars passing by, and I couldn't see it clearly, I just felt that the child was not me......

I stood up and rubbed my eyes, and the kid suddenly turned his head! It was the face of a girl who looked at me with a blank face.

I felt like she was smiling at me......

"It's you!" I suddenly screamed out of control, and Li Zhen was startled, "It's you!" How did you end up here! You! ”

The woman in purple didn't seem to notice that the child next to her turned her head, and she couldn't hear someone screaming on the other side of the bridge.

"Go back!"

【5】

"Moham!"

"Huh?" When I opened my eyes, Gu Luo frowned and kept repeating my name.

The lights weren't on, and I was lying down.

"You're finally awake."

"You turned off the lights?" I blurted out in a daze.

"What? I haven't even turned on the lights. Gu Luo said, "You just keep shouting, 'Who is she, who is she?', and struggle in bed." ”

"Nightmares again?" Gu Luo found me medicine in the drawer, and then returned to me.

"Hmm." I replied.

"What did you dream about?"

I couldn't answer, my dry lips opened and closed, "I...... I forgot, I'm so thirsty, can you pour me a glass of water? ”

Gu Luo looked at me in surprise, and I also looked at her in confusion, not knowing what she was surprised about.

"The water is in your hands! Just given to you with the medicine! ”

【6】

"What are you doing? Could it be? Li Zhen frowned.

"I ...... While drinking the medicine, Gu Luo handed me the medicine, and I had a nightmare. ”

"You're not on the Yangtze River Bridge? Who did you just see? Li Zhen was also surprised.

"I had a nightmare, now get up and take my medicine."

"Nope! You're not sleeping, you're being treated with me, remember? My name is Li Zhen! ”

【7】

I suddenly opened my eyes, and my vision was exceptionally clear.

But this place I don't recognize, not a single person.

The black clouds in the sky were so low that they seemed to be crushing their heads, probably because it was going to rain.

A figure was far away, and I could feel her life, and even as she stood still, I knew she was looking at me with a gentle look in her eyes.

I looked away from her and looked around, this was indeed the place where I was born, and I had never seen it before. Buildings are all one color, the ground, walls, sky and even clouds are dark gray, in this world, everything is colorless.

"Where is this?" I said to myself.

"This is your house!" The girl suddenly held my hand, and I subconsciously pushed her away, but found that no one was around me, and the figure in the distance did not move, still looking at me quietly.

I swallowed, "My family? ”

"You forgot?"

The first drop of rain hit my hand, and as I looked up, the second drop fell right into my eyes.

It was red, I rubbed my eyes, and my hands were covered in blood.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and I looked at the girl in the distance, and at some point she had already held up her umbrella, and the wind was blowing, but she was still standing.

I was mixed together by the sticky rain, to be precise, it wasn't rain, it was blood!

【8】

The young man wrapped his head in his coat and ran to the eaves of the house, looking left and right.

At that time, the man still had handsome long hair, but after being wet, he was a little more heroic, and he wiped his shirt hastily with his coat, and put on a less embarrassed look.

A car stopped next to the eaves, and a bewitching woman got down and put her arms around the man's neck.

"My mother loves you so much...... I watched intently as men and women made love, women were certainly not my mothers, but men could still be recognized no matter how young they were.

"You killed her for the sake of this kind of woman......" I gritted my teeth, my knuckles popping.

By this time, the blood rain had already wet my whole body, and my whole body was sticky, and I felt that I couldn't move.

"Dog man and woman, huh?" The girl covered me from the rain, and I looked at her, she had such a perfect face, like skin made of water, her long eyelashes cast a beautiful arc on her face, and her lips glowed red, as if virtual, so real when approaching me.

"What do you see me doing?" The girl and I looked at each other and smiled slightly.

"Who are you?" My spirits began to slip away.

I don't know who is playing in such a colorful world, a very familiar English song, some like "Every body hates me" by the smoker group, and "sorry" by Justin Bieber.

I was surprised to look around, and the girl immediately tugged at my neckline slightly, so that my face, eyes and eyes were close to hers, and I could feel the distance of her breathing.

【9】

"Isn't that you?"

【10】

The girl's lips approached gently, and when she touched it, the ice felt and my adrenal glands rise, and at the same time, it was even more blurred, and she bit my lower lip lightly with her teeth, breathing steadily, and there was a fragrance that was difficult to say.

The sound of the music was getting clearer and clearer, so clear that I could hear every track of it, and it was being amplified infinitely.

Until these audio tracks start to get distorted, unpleasant. Gradually, it was as if I could hear someone's call.

As soon as the girl's hand was released, the umbrella fell to the ground, she put her arms around my neck, my breath was directly taken away by her, and her soft and moist tongue had entered my mouth.

I suddenly couldn't think of anything, only surrounded by this mysterious aura, cleansing my memory, so I hugged the girl harder and made her body closer to me.

[11] (with a short paragraph of third person, welfare)

Ten minutes ago, Li Zhen had already started calling Mo Fei's name, but he didn't respond, just collapsed on the sofa, no matter how Li Zhen asked, there was no movement.

Gu Luo was standing next to her, in fact, she was already anxious to jump, but she was reluctant to show it.

Li Zhen was sweating profusely and sighed, "Okay, now I'll count down to three times, and when I hear the snap of my fingers, you'll be awake." ”

“3，”

“2，”

“1。”

After a particularly loud snap of his fingers, Mo Fei did not react.

Li Zhen froze as she snapped her fingers, and Gu Luo hurriedly asked what was going on.

Li Zhen looked at Gu Luo in despair, "He lost ......"

Unfinished ......