(Some hatred, deep in the bone marrow)
"I know, brother, come here! Come here!" He almost roared, and suddenly put down his hand to look at Long Yufan, Long Yufan was still standing in front with a smile, but in the 'yin' shadow behind him, someone was pointing a gun at him!
His heart was beating like thunder, Long Yuze wanted to step forward but he couldn't move his feet, he shouted anxiously: "Brother, come here, come here!" Brother!"" Aze, when you grow up, my brother will give you everything here, and then I can relax......"
"I know, I know! Brother, come here! Come here!" He roared desperately, staring at the figure with the gun, and the figure gradually came out of the 'shadow'. Dazzling double guns, pure face, but under the eyes is a cold Xiao killing.
"What is at stake...... Don't ......" He stared at her, but Mi You's gun was pointed at Long Yufan. "Don't ...... Brother, brother, come here! Come here!" He almost cried and shouted, but Long Yufan just couldn't come, and he couldn't go over, and then "Bang!" Dull and clear, the gunshots he had heard countless times rang out. "Bang! Bang!" One after another, it hit Long Yufan, and it also hit Long Yuze's heart.
"Don't, don't...... Elder brother! No!! No!! Miyu !!" Roaring, waking up, he almost jumped out of his bed. He was sweating profusely, there were even tears in the corners of his eyes, and his eyes were even red. But in the room, there was a dead silence.
The pain in his chest was still not gone, and he gasped for breath, finally calming down from his dream.
"Daddy, are you okay?" The soft and weak voice sounded, Long Yuze was shocked physically and mentally, and when he turned his head, he immediately saw Cong Cong looking at him with slightly frightened eyes.
"Cong Cong ......" panicked and 'chaotic' flashed in his 'chest', and Long Yuze opened his 'lips' and was speechless.
Cong Cong also stared at him for a while, before he re-revealed his usual sweet smile: "Did Daddy have a nightmare?" ”
"Hmm...... I ......" Even if Cong Cong was only a flash, he still caught the fear in his eyes. frowned in annoyance, he regretted letting Cong Cong see what he had just seen. "Cong Cong, I ......" stretched out his hand to Cong Cong, but Cong Cong unconsciously took a step back.
His actions undoubtedly made Long Yuze slash his heart again. It made him feel uncomfortable.
Cong Cong was still holding the photo in his arms, and his smile fell. He didn't know why he was backing down, but his heart was 'chaotic' right now. He just learned about Jiao Jiao, and now that he sees Long Yuze like this, he knows that Daddy still has a hatred for Mommy in his heart.
After a moment of silence, he said, "Daddy, you...... Hate Mommy? ”
"......" Long Yuze's 'chest' pain became intense.
Hate? He said before that he didn't hate, but in the dream just now, when he saw Mi You pointing a gun at Long Yufan, he was angry, and even hated her, hating that he couldn't kill her to avenge Long Yufan!
So he still hates it...... Even if I want to love her, there are still some things in my heart that I can't let go.
Cong Cong knows it in his heart, even if he doesn't say it, Cong Cong understands. "Daddy, Mommy didn't mean it......" After thinking about it, Cong Cong knew that it was very powerless to say anything now, but he still hoped that Daddy wouldn't hate Mommy. Mommy couldn't help herself......" he gradually lowered his head.
Taking a deep breath, the cold air rushed into the lungs, diluting the stuffy pain in the 'chest'.
"Congcong, Daddy knows what is most important. Perhaps, I wouldn't have forgiven you mommy easily, but now it's different. He reached out again and took Cong Cong's hand.
"Is it because of me?" If he wasn't his son, wouldn't he have forgiven Mommy?
After being silent, he asked himself if Long Yuze did not deny that there was such a consideration now.
"Daddy, I understand you, so I don't hate you, even if you hate Mommy. But please don't hurt Mommy, even if it's annoying......" "Enough! "Interrupt him, the sore spot that had just subsided came up again." Cong Cong ......" Long Yuze looked at him with a painful heart. "I won't hurt your mommy, even if it...... She killed my eldest brother, and I won't worry you about that. ”
Cong Cong also looked at him, and the pain and struggle in his eyes also made Cong Cong very uncomfortable.
"I know Daddy, you will always be my Daddy." stepped forward, Cong Cong leaned on him, took a light breath, and calmed the complexity in his heart.
The 'waves' in his heart were difficult to calm down for a long time, Long Yuze loved Cong, but the dream just now had broken the hatred he wanted to suppress. Cong Cong is a smart child, so he can't hide it anymore, so he can only reach out and hug him.
"Daddy, here's for you." After hugging, Cong Cong put the photo in his arms in front of him.
Seeing the photo, Long Yuze was slightly shocked, "This ......" didn't kk say that it was burned? Long Yuze looked at the photo and was very suspicious.
"kk godmother forgot before!" Cong Cong smiled and prevaricated, "This is a very important thing for Daddy, so Daddy put it away!" ”
“…… Thank...... Thank you. "Put the photo, Long Yuze was very moved, but also guilty, he must have left a psychological 'yin' shadow on Cong Cong, which made him uneasy.
Let go of him, Cong Cong has recovered, and continues to say with a sweet smile: "Daddy continue to rest, I'll go cook!" ”
"Well, it's a good ......" Seeing him out with guilt, the tangled feeling made Long Yuze even more lonely and lowered his eyes. Some hatred, it's not that he wants to let go of it, it's already deep in the bone marrow, even if the love is very strong, he can't let go easily.
If Mi You hadn't killed his eldest brother, he wouldn't have been so entangled, and he wouldn't have hurt Cong Cong a little. But...... Things do not turn out the way you want.
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When the lanterns were on again, Mi You waited alone for Yao Yao to get the 'medicine' back.
Now every night, her burns have to be treated with 'medicine'. Fortunately, she has such a filial son, and she can enjoy a good retirement in advance. It's just that little heart, why does it always seem that there is always a little uneasy conscience?
"Alas~" Thinking of that little conscience, she couldn't help but sigh.
"Click." The 'door' was locked, the 'door' of the room was pushed, and under Mi You's gaze, An Jue strode in.
Eyebrows raised slightly, for his appearance of not knowing what politeness is, Mi You obviously didn't want to complain about anything. Seeing him walk in front of him, Miyu didn't speak.
The cold and merciless gaze stopped on her, and An Jue suddenly uncovered her quilt and was about to pick her up.
"You...... What are you doing? Finally exclaimed, Mi Yu hurriedly grabbed his hand, but he broke it and clamped him behind his back. What do you do? Mi Yu stared at him, but one hand was clamped, and the other hand was injured, and she had no power to resist him.
"I'm going to talk to you!" Glancing at her, An Jue hugged her and left.
"Just talk about it, where are you going to take me?" Miyu asked loudly. An Jue turned a deaf ear and carried her out of the room directly, walking towards another room.
Looking at his tense face, Mi Yu frowned apprehensively and puzzled.
carried her into his room, and An Jue threw her directly on the 'bed'.
"What do you want to do?" Shrinking inside, Mi Yu swept the room in all black tones, and his back tensed.
"Don't worry, I don't like you." Sitting down on the chair in front of her, An Jue continued to say with a tense face.
Glaring at him, Mi Yu said, "Then what are you bringing me here for?" "I don't want my son to hear what we're talking about." This time he didn't beat around the bush with her, and An Jue always answered with a calm face.
"Mr. An, please make it clear, Jiao Jiao is my son!" Relaxing unnecessary worries, Mi Yu gave him a blank look.
An never ignored this question, and said directly: "I'll make a pen 'transaction' with you!"
It's 'trade' again!
Rolling his eyes at him again, Mi You also had a cold face: "Mr. An, I remember that I made it very clear that I would not make any 'trade' with my son!" If you want her to give up Jiao Jiao, if it is Jiao Jiao's biological parents, then forget it, but it is a dream to stop this kind of person!
"Hmph," as if knowing that she would say this, An Jue cocked Erlang's 'legs', leaned back and raised his eyebrows: "What if it is to take Long Yuze's life?" ”
A layer of solemnity appeared on his face, and Mi You's gaze became even colder: "What do you mean?" ”
"Don't you know that Long Yuze was poisoned? And coincidentally, I have the antidote!" Continuing to knock on Erlang's 'leg' while the old god was there, An was bound to stare at Mi You's changing expression.