Chapter 187: My Buddha is compassionate
"Ahhh Mirror, you tap! In the dormitory, Yin Shengyi yelled at Jing Yuanying, who was giving him medicine.
"Your Majesty......" Jing Yuanying frowned, not knowing if he deliberately did it or how, "In the future, Your Majesty must not leave the palace alone." ”
"I, I know," Yin Sheng hurriedly withdrew his arm covered with white spicy ointment, and said to Jing Yuanying, "Jing, what I just told you about the Huilong Sect, I have to immediately notify Feng Lingchen and Fu Wan, and let him strengthen his defense...... And that Jiang Sect Master, we need to capture him alive before he meets with his sect members! ”
"Yes, my subordinates will go and inform Lord Feng." Jing Yuanying stuffed the remaining ointment into Yin Sheng's hand, "But Your Majesty should not act without authorization, now is the critical juncture......"
"I know, I know!" Yin Sheng patted Yuan Ying's arm generously, "I won't run around, don't worry, I'm measured!" ”
Although Jing Yuanying was very suspicious, she still withdrew.
Then now, the matter of the Huilong Sect can be completely entrusted to Feng Ling, and he can rest assured that he can go to find the fox who recovered him.
He habitually reached out and touched the sword fairy next to his pillow, but he felt empty, and then he remembered that the sword fairy should be in Yin Jixuan's hand now.
The lover and the knife are with him.
Yin Sheng sighed and said to himself, "Uncle Huang, Uncle Huang, you are really my lifelong enemy......
……
When Yin Jixuan found that the key on his body was missing, he immediately went to the dungeon to see Yin Sheng, and sure enough, it ...... Yin Sheng is also gone.
He checked the lock at the lower end of the chain, the lock spring on the top was broken, it seemed that Yin Sheng had opened it himself, and the lock spring below was intact, and it was clear that someone had opened it with a key.
Whoever saved Yin Sheng, who has the ability to get close to him, make him defenseless, take the key, and think about it with his toes.
He felt a little heartache, remembering Yin Sheng's words that he had emphasized a lot.
No matter how strange the trajectory of time is, no matter how many times their story starts anew, and no matter who meets Feidian first, he will still fall in love with him after all, no accident.
He hurriedly returned to the restaurant, and Feidian stood under the tree as if he had never left, looking at him with a smile, and said, "You're back." ”
If it was a fox in the past, he wouldn't pretend anything, his likes and dislikes were written on his face.
Yin Jixuan calmed down for a while, walked over and asked him, "Have you seen it...... I have the keys with me? ”
As soon as he finished asking, a beautiful smile appeared on Feidian's face, which almost suffocated Yin Jixuan.
"I took it."
What kind of emotion is in this smile? Test? Ignorant? Demonstrate?
"Why ......" Yin Jixuan leaned on the tree beside him, and barely stood firm.
"Because I'm going to save him." Feidian has nothing to hide.
But Yin Jixuan hopes that he can deceive him, you know, he will believe whatever he says.
"Why did you save him?" Yin Jixuan held Feidian's shoulder, pain and despair poured out, "Sure enough, no matter what, no matter how many times you start over, will you still fall in love with him......"
"'Or will it'?" Feidian repeated these three words, "So, before I lost my memory, the person I loved was indeed him?" ”
The fox in front of him was calm and terrifying, a nameless fire came out of his heart, Yin Jixuan hugged him tightly into his arms, and murmured, "No, you love me whenever you want, you have no intersection with him at all, you are not his, no!" ”
Feidian's chest hurt when he restrained him too hard, and he tried to break free from Yin Jixuan's embrace, but unfortunately it was useless.
"Yuanyang ......" he called his name, and obviously felt his body stiffen a little.
"Wrong, I'm not Li Yuanyang," Yin Jixuan said, "Call me Jixuan, I am Yin Jixuan, Yin Jixuan, who was firmly entangled with your destiny ten years ago." ”
"Yin ...... Traces? These three words are a little familiar at first glance, but if you think about it carefully, you still can't remember them.
"Yes, I have been asleep for ten years, just for you to ......" Yin Jixuan finally let go of him, "I can't let you see Yin Sheng again, he is a liar with gorgeous rhetoric, he is a thief who steals his heart, he will make you indulge in his lies and cannot extricate yourself, I must prevent you from meeting him!" ”
"Get out of here?" Feidian shook his head and said, "But I don't want to leave now, I find that I don't seem to believe you, I want to use my own hands and eyes to discover the secrets of Heduo and retrieve my memories." ”
"It's not to leave here...... Yin Jixuan shook his head desperately, "You can't believe me, you have to go with me!" Ten years ago, I was the one who indulged you so much that I lost you, and now ...... Not anymore! ”
"I ......" Feidian was about to say something, and suddenly found that everything around him was collapsing, and the sky that was clear and cloudless just now suddenly rolled up with blood-colored clouds, and the space began to distort, turning into strands of colored strips, only Yin Jixuan and him, or a complete life form separated from the body.
"What are you doing...... Feidian looked at all this in surprise, as well as the distinctly visible band of light behind Yin Jixuan.
"Now, you're in my ring," Yin Jixuan walked over, lowered his head and kissed Feidian's forehead, "I will first wronged you to stay here for a few days, and when I rescue my mother from that painting, and when I regain my freedom, I will take you away!" ”
"You ......" Feidian pushed him away in disgust, "Before the amnesia, the person I love can't be you!" I don't like to be forced to do anything, you are gentle on the surface, but extremely possessive on the inside, you don't love me at all, you just want to possess me! ”
"You don't know how much I love you......" Yin Jixuan said sadly.
"But you're trying to hide me from knowing what happened in the past......" Edden retreated a few steps away from him as if hiding from the plague god, "whether the old memories are good or ugly, that's what I want to know, but you only plan everything for me in your own way!" And he wouldn't be like that...... He won't force me to do anything! ”
"Don't ...... like this" Yin Jixuan stretched out his hand, but found that he was hiding farther, he withdrew his hand curtly, shook his head and said, "In any case, you can't have a chance to meet Yin Sheng again, you can't get out of this piece of jade, wait for me to ...... When I'm done, we'll get out of here. ”
Yin Jixuan's voice became smaller and smaller, and his figure gradually disappeared into nothingness, and finally the whole person completely disappeared into this distorted world.
"No......" Fei Dian's eyebrows frowned slightly, and he shook his head slightly, "No one can force me to do things I don't want to do, whether it's before or now, you really ...... There are so many mistakes. ”
……
When Yin Jixuan slipped into the palace, he was discovered by a person.
He knew about this person, all the news about this person, the little goblin who saved him had told him, and when he first returned to Xuchang, he had also secretly visited this person many times.
It was his son, Yin Huaiqing.
Yin Jihui thought about it, and his spiritual power surged and turned into Yin Sheng's appearance.
The man was standing on the top of the stone staircase, holding a copy of the Prajnaparamita Heart Sutra, and when he noticed a dark shadow flashing in front of him, he looked up and saw that it was dressed in civilian clothes.
He closed the book, gently placed it on the clothes he had taken off and laid on the stone, and said to Yin Sheng, "Father, where are you going?" ”
Yin Jixuan looked at him and suddenly thought, how would his son feel if he knew that his father was not Yin Sheng, but him?
He knew that this child was no more than ten years old, quiet and composed, and compassionate, unlike any one in their Yin family.
Yin Jixuan glanced at the book in Yin Huaiqing's hand, and asked rhetorically, "Huaiqing, why do you want to read such a book?" Can you read it? ”
Yin Huaiqing blinked his eyes and asked puzzledly, "But Father, I have already read all the five books of Chinese studies that you asked me to read, "Analects" and "The Art of War", and now I can't read Buddhism?" ”
"I didn't say no......" Yin Xixuan squatted down and looked directly at Yin Huaiqing, and through his clear, thoughtless eyes, he suddenly trembled a little.
What kind of child is this, at such a young age, he can see through the world and escape into the empty door.
"But you are a child, you should spend your teenage years happily, you can hate studying, you can be lazy, you can resist my orders, but you can't help but enjoy your carefree time, in such a season, you should be boating in the lotus pond, laughing and playing with your playmates."
Yin Jixuan patiently explained to Yin Huaiqing, as if he was talking to himself many years ago.
"Father, my son-in-law just thinks that Buddhism is subtle."
"What's subtle?" Yin Jixuan felt funny, and humbly asked his son for advice, "You are not allowed to drink wine and eat meat?" ”
"No," Yin Huaiqing shook his head and explained with a serious face, "Buddhism pays attention to karma, karma flows, life is endless, there is no beginning, there is no end, all beings are suffering, because of the causes and conditions of the previous life, they cannot be liberated, they are confused in all kinds of illusions, helpless, but no one can escape." ”
Helpless, but no one can escape.
Yin Jixuan repeated this sentence many times in his heart, touched the jade ring on his finger, seemed to understand something, and seemed to be more and more confused.
"And Erchen has read a lot of books, and if I think about it carefully, I found that all the books seem to be the same truth," Yin Huaiqing continued, "For example, there is a saying in the Tao Te Ching, taking the world often has nothing to do, and it is not enough to take the world." Erchen feels that he is selfless and distracting, not subjective, his heart is as calm as water, his soul is still and smart, and his soul enters the realm of the unity of heaven and man, because the world belongs to all spirits. Whether it is Buddhism or Taoism, it is all about us to 'do nothing', not to force, not to persecute, to be calm, and to be at peace with what happens. There is retribution for all things, and we cannot ask for it. ”
"It shouldn't be ...... Is it forced? Yin Jixuan was a little dazed.
"Why do you want it?" Yin Huaiqing tilted his head and asked.
"Because I care too much, I should always fight for it." Yin Jixuan replied.
Yin Huaiqing looked at Yin Jixuan in a daze for a long time, then suddenly shook his head and said, "You are not your father, who are you?" ”
"How do you know I'm not Yin Sheng?" Yin Jixuan thought about it, and his spiritual power was withdrawn and changed back to his original appearance.
"Because after that person came back, my father had a sun in his heart, which was warm at all times, and he no longer had the sad eyes like you, and the unwillingness to get it."
"Is that so......" Yin Jixuan smiled, "I'm a poor person who can't get what I want, don't tell others, I've been like this, okay?" ”
Yin Huaiqing thought about it, nodded, and said, "Okay." ”
Yin Jixuan gently hugged Yin Huaiqing, then turned to leave, and heard his son say a word before leaving.
"Forget it."
Why forget instead of giving up.
He didn't stop, but his eyes were a little sore.