Chapter 121: Long pain is better than short pain
The eldest princess desperately tightened the rope in her hand, Dan Ze instinctively struggled, pulled the rope with her hand, breathed hard, and squeezed out a few words from her throat: "I dare not ...... my humble position"
"Don't you dare?!" The eldest princess was furious, put a circle around her neck again, and made a ruthless hand, "Don't think that this princess doesn't know your dirty thoughts!" I want to borrow the hand of the queen mother to dump this princess! Dream! ”
Dan Ze was strangled and his face turned red, his temples burst into bruises, and he jumped and jumped, trying to get the eldest princess's forgiveness: "Princess...... There really is no ...... in lowly office."
"Nothing!" The eldest princess interrupted abruptly, gritted her teeth and said, "There is only one way to die if you betray this princess!" Do you think that this princess will be in pain without you? You're not the first, nor will you be the last! ”
Of course, Danzer knew that he was not the first, and he did not want to be the last.
He just wants to make a living, to eat decently, to get rid of the life of being discriminated against, and hopes that one day he can say thank you to the little girl who protected him in the first place.
So he doesn't want to die, he can't die.
Then he struggled for a while, and then he stopped all his movements and said, "Princess, I can only be sorry for you......"
Before the words fell, Dan Ze slapped me with a backhand that was not as good as my ears, and caught the eldest princess off guard.
"You, you dare to hit this princess?" The eldest princess's eyes widened in surprise, covered her face, and took a few steps back.
Dan Ze ripped off the rope, held it in his hand, touched the strangled neck, took a step forward, and his voice was unfamiliar: "Accompany the princess for half a year, there is no merit and hard work, why doesn't the princess let go of the humble?" ”
A polite remark sounded like a change of flavor at this moment.
It seems that if the eldest princess doesn't let him go today, he will take her life.
The eldest princess had never seen Dan Ze, who had a strong hatred and murderous intent rolling under her eyes, and she was afraid, and said stiffly: "This princess just wants to teach you a lesson, see if you dare to disobey in the future!" ”
"When will the lowly office not obey the princess?" He cornered her and lifted the rope in his hand. stared at each other condescendingly, and said indifferently, "The princess just wanted to kill the lowly position, right?" ”
The corners of the eldest princess's mouth twitched slightly, and she pushed him in a loud voice: "What about killing you?!" You're just a dog attached to this princess! A wild dog! ”
Dan Ze took two steps back and forced it again: "Humble duty is a dog, humble position admitted, the eldest princess is pestered with humble duty every day, what is it?" ”
As he spoke, he hung the rope in his hand around the eldest princess's neck, circled and circled, and came closer: "?" ”
When the eldest princess was insulted, her fear turned into anger, and she raised her hand to slap him, but she did not fall. Wrists are clamped.
"You're so bold!" She shouted angrily.
No matter how much he struggled, Danzer still pinched his wrist tightly.
For just a moment, the four eyes met, one angry, the other cold as ice.
Dan Ze didn't know what to think, and after a while, he let go, took two steps back without saying a word, and turned away without turning his head.
The eldest princess was stunned for a long time, then reacted and ran outside and screamed: "Someone! Capture Danzawa for this princess! ”
Needless to say, Dan Ze was quickly arrested.
When the eldest princess saw him, she picked up her whip and rushed through a burst of beatings.
Guang couldn't understand his anger, so he tied him outside and called several eunuchs to beat him in turn.
Dan Ze didn't say a word, and fell on his body with punches and kicks.
I don't know how long he was beaten, but he snorted and vomited a mouthful of blood.
Several eunuchs were afraid of losing their lives, so they looked at each other and stopped one after another.
The eldest princess stood under the corridor of the palace and said sharply: "Fight! Did I want you to stop?! ”
A slightly younger eunuch couldn't look at it, and was embarrassed: "Lord Dan, don't blame the minions. ”
As soon as the words fell, several people added punches and kicks to Danze.
Until he vomited blood for the second time, the eldest princess called someone to stop.
She walked over, grabbed his honey-colored hair, and sneered: "Beg this princess, beg this princess to spare you, and let you go back." ”
Danze's face turned pale. There was no place in his body that didn't hurt, he rolled his eyes, glanced coldly at the people around him, and turned his gaze back leisurely, without saying a word.
"Okay, don't bark dog, this princess will fulfill you!" The eldest princess laughed angrily, let go of her hand, and said to the eunuch next to her, "Keep fighting, why does he open his mouth to beg for mercy, when will he stop." ”
After speaking, she turned and entered the temple, not asking.
How long has Dan Ze been beaten. Even he couldn't remember clearly, but he remembered that at the end of the fight, his consciousness gradually blurred, blood foam kept flowing out of the corners of his mouth, and his body was light and fluttering, and he didn't feel any pain.
He thought, he is really going to die this time, so he will fall into a slumber? Surreptitiously......
Perhaps the eldest princess thought he was dead.
When Danze woke up, it was getting late, and light snow began to fall in the air again, and he was nested in the corner outside the palace gate, and the slightly better clothes on his body were stripped away, leaving him with cotton skin shoulders and a thin jacket.
He moved his arm slightly, frowning in pain.
The eldest princess scolded him for wild dogs, and he laughed at himself.
Countless brushes with death, countless lucky escapes.
Tenacious vitality is not what a wild dog is.
Dan Ze wiped the dried blood stains from the corners of his mouth, leaned against the wall, stood up tremblingly, staggered step by step, listened to his heavy breathing, and exhaled one mouthful of white air after another from his mouth, his eyes were blank, and he didn't know where to go.
He was supposed to go back to the small courtyard.
But he didn't want to, he never felt like he belonged.
Where does he belong?
When I reacted, I saw two red lanterns swinging in the wind under the plaque of Qinfu hot stamping plaque not far away.
He didn't know why he was here, and a fishy sweetness surged through his throat, and another mouthful of blood spurted out.
Dan Ze only felt that the world was spinning, gritted his teeth, exhausted the last trace of strength, and fell headlong on the steps of the gate of the Qin Mansion.
Probably the doorkeeper heard the sound outside, thought that someone was coming to visit, opened the vermilion lacquer door left and right, and found the people lying on the steps, quickly came out to take a look, and recognized that it was a visitor who came to find Holly some time ago, and saw that Danze only had air out and no air in, so he hurriedly ran in and called the little girl at the Hanging Flower Gate to inform Holly.
Holly saw that his second master was eating with his wife, so he didn't dare to alarm, and asked the little girl to lead the way and go out to see what was going on.
She had never seen such a cruel injury, and she didn't pay attention to Dan Ze for a while, so she had to ask someone to carry her into the carriage first, send her home, and tell her to ask for a doctor quickly.
When she went back, Qin Yang had already finished eating and went to the old lady's side, and Wen Wanrong was the only one left in the house.
Holly thought for a moment, then knocked on the door and entered.
Wen Wanrong was immersed in reading.
"Ma'am." Holly curtsy blessing.
When Wen Wanrong saw that it was her, she closed the book, laughed, and asked her to sit: "Why did you come here, the second master just went to grandmother's side, did you meet?" ”
Holly smiled. Said he hadn't met.
Instead, her expression changed slightly, and she lowered her voice and said, "Madam, Dan Shaoqing just came to you." ”
Wen Wanrong didn't know what was going on, she thought it was an ordinary visit, and said with a smile: "Last time, we drove people away, but this time we have to let people drink hot tea, otherwise people will say that we have no rules." ”
After a pause, she felt strange and glanced at the missing inscription on the desk: "It's so late, why did he come here?" ”
Holly hesitated for a moment, and reported the truth: "Madam, the slave said, don't worry. ”
Listen to the tone. Something bad seems to be happening.
Wen Wanrong frowned slightly, knowingly: "What's wrong?" He was bullied by the eldest princess again? ”
Holly shook his head and said he didn't know: "Dan Shaoqing was beaten badly, he only had half a life left, and he fainted at the gate of Qinfu, if he hadn't found out in time, he would have frozen to death in this weather." ”
Wen Wanrong couldn't help but feel a little worried: "Where are the others now?" ”
Holly told her not to worry: "The slave has already asked someone to send her home, and she has also hired a doctor." ”
Wen Wanrong nodded, and when she thought of Qin Yang at home, she didn't say much: "Ming'er, you go to see him for me, how is the injury, if there is any need, we can help." ”
Holly confessed, and was about to quit when she was stopped again.
Wen Wanrong reminded: "Don't let the second master know about this, you know his temper." ”
Holly nodded and turned to leave.
The next day, Qin Yang left the house early in the morning, and Wen Wanrong urged Holly to hurry up to see Danze.
Holly brought two servants with her, and it was the butler who answered the door.
The butler recognized her and bowed his head and saluted: "Hello Holly girl." ”
Holly returned the salute and asked, "How is your Dan-sama?" ”
The housekeeper shook his head and said while leading the way: "When the doctor came over last night, Lord Dan vomited blood again, and the doctor said that he estimated that he had injured his organs, prescribed medicine, and asked us to take care of it, as for the rest, it was left to fate." ”
Holly understood the meaning of the words, and maybe she couldn't save it.
"How is he doing now?"
The housekeeper pushed open the door and opened the curtain for her: "I've been asleep, and I've been fed medicine once in the morning." ”
Holly prepares for the worst: "Can you feed it?" ”
The housekeeper sighed: "I can only drink one bite after feeding three mouthfuls, and the doctor explained that the adults will wake up within three days, and there will be rescue, and I can't wake up for three days, I'm afraid of ......."
Don't say anything, each understands.
Holly sighed, "I'll go see him first." ”
With that, she went into the house.
The charcoal basin in the house was burning brightly and it was very warm.
Holly took off her cloak, handed it to the servant on the side, and walked to the back room, where the housekeeper followed up and hurriedly poured her tea.
"I'm not thirsty." She shook her hand and went to see the person lying on the bed first.
Tanzawa's face was like white paper, his lips were not bloody, he was motionless, his breathing was weak, and he seemed to stop at any moment.
Holly frowned and asked the butler in a low voice, "Is there anything you need help with?" ”
The housekeeper hurriedly shook his head: "Miss Holly has helped enough, and the adults always say that they want to thank the young lady and the girl for their kindness in person, but they have been delayed." ”
Holly asked him not to care: "My wife said that he and Dan Shaoqing are old acquaintances, gentlemen's friends, and they can't talk about kindness, so you don't have to go to your heart." ”
said. She said goodbye: "Madame is still waiting for me to reply, and I will come back tomorrow." ”
Holly thought, according to Dan Shaoqing's situation, he will have to run errands tomorrow.
Sure enough, after going back and reporting Danze's situation to 1510, Wen Wanrong was a little anxious.
She was very dissatisfied with the eldest princess: "If you don't look at the face of the monk and look at the face of the Buddha, you have served for more than half a year, even if you have a cat and a dog, you have feelings, let alone people!" Grass Kan human life! ”
Holly told her not to be angry and to be careful of getting pregnant.
Wen Wanrong touched her stomach, and then thought of the eldest princess running to the door to tease Qin Yang, and she was angry: "Without Queen Du, what does she think is the difference between herself and Princess Jinghe, and what about the eldest princess, she can beat the court officials without shame and without a king?!" ”
Speaking of which, she asked Holly to bring pen and paper.
Holly asked her what she was doing?
Wen Wanrong said: "Can you do it? Continue to write anonymous letters to the Queen Mother, so that her old man knows what kind of virtue her granddaughter is! ”
Holly hurriedly persuaded: "Madam, I can't help it, if the Queen Mother knows about your past with Dan Shaoqing, I don't know what to think of you and the second master." What's more, the slave maid heard the ancestor say that there was a lot of criticism of Dan Shaoqing in the palace, and he volunteered to serve the eldest princess, which alone attracted a lot of cynicism. ”
Wen Wanrong doesn't understand, just like Zhou Yu fighting? Cover, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer.
Question, I am willing to suffer, and I can't fight to the death!
Denzer is dumb to eat? Lotus, there are words of suffering.
Wen Wanrong sighed, what kind of complaint letter can only be written.
She doesn't have many friends. I don't want to die and scatter with everyone in this life.
Wen Wanrong was afraid that Qin Yang would misunderstand, and her concern for Dan Ze was over.
She turned out the books that Dan Ze wanted to buy last time, and finally gave them to herself, plus a small bag of cash, and handed them all to Holly: "You Ming'er will hand these over to the housekeeper, it's really not good, find a literate little guy to sit on the edge of the bed and read to him, maybe you can wake up." ”
Holly responds.
Wen Wanrong thought about it, went to the desk, grinded ink, picked up a pen, and wrote down the blessing of "Wangjun will be healthy as soon as possible", and sandwiched it in the book.
She thought, when Danze woke up and saw it, it would give him some encouragement to live.
The next day, Holly handed over the things to the housekeeper according to Wen Wanrong's instructions, went to look at the sleeping Danze, shook his head and left.
On the third day, she still went to visit Wen Wanrong as requested, but Danze still didn't wake up.
Holly asks the housekeeper, do you study?
The housekeeper said respectfully, and did everything according to the young lady's request.
On the fourth day, Danze still didn't wake up.
When Holly went to visit, the housekeeper had a very bad face. said that the doctor was invited, and the doctor asked them to prepare for the future, just in case.
When she went back this time, Holly didn't dare to tell Wen Wanrong the truth.
Wen Wanrong didn't ask anything else, just asked if Dan Ze was awake.
Holly hesitated for a moment in reply.
Wen Wanrong immediately understood, sighed, and asked her not to say anything.
After a while, she touched her stomach and said quietly: "If, I mean if, Dan Shaoqing is really not good, the trees in their house are scattered, and no one may care about him, then you call the housekeeper to inform us and find the best coffin shop to prepare for the future." ”
After a pause, she looked at Holly and was extremely sad: "Danze has no relatives, he left his original life and has no relatives in the palace, probably the only one he knows and can speak, only me." ”
Speaking of this, she looked down at the bulging pregnant belly again: "As for the second master, I will explain it to him clearly, I think he will not deal with the dead." ”
The corners of Holly's mouth twitched slightly, and she didn't say what she wanted to say.
The next day, she still asked Holly to go to the Tanze Mansion and asked her to explain her words to the housekeeper as they were.
The housekeeper is an honest man. Nodding yes again and again.
On the sixth day, Wen Wanrong asked Holly not to go, just wait for news in the house.
However, as the day passed, no one came to visit the house.
Wen Wanrong breathed a sigh of relief slightly.
On the seventh day, Wen Wanrong was reading in the house in the morning, Holly asked the small kitchen to send bird's nest, she hadn't eaten it yet, and the girl from the Weeping Flower Gate came to report, saying that the people from Danfu were coming, and begged Sister Holly to come over.
Wen Wanrong's hand shook, and the golden bone china soup spoon was not held steadily, and it was shattered.
Holly asked her not to worry: "Madam, the slave maid will go and see what is going on first, and I will call you back immediately." ”
Wen Wanrong asked her to go and come back quickly.
Outside the hanging flower door. The little guy in Danfu ran sweaty, and he didn't care about wiping it, but when he saw Holly, he hurriedly pulled people away.
Holly asked him to let go, and asked anxiously, "Is your family Dan bad?" ”
The little guy hurriedly shook his head: "No, no, Lord Dan woke up and said that he wanted to see you, and the housekeeper asked the little one to come and invite him." ”
Hearing that Danze woke up, Holly breathed a sigh of relief and hurriedly asked someone to call Wen Wanrong first, and she left with the little girl.
Unlike the last few visits, there was a strong smell of decoction in the Tanzawa house.
Holly frowned and walked into the back room.
"How does Dan-sama feel?" She glanced at the book on the bedside and the blessing note, and her tone softened, "Madame said that she hopes that Lord Dan will see this note and no longer be negative." ”
Dan Ze tugged at the corners of his mouth, his voice was hoarse, and he tried his best to speak: "Holly girl, there is something to ask for ...... below"
He was short of breath, and his sentence was divided into two parts: "I am afraid of my life soon...... I want to see my wife for the last time......"
"Okay?"
After speaking, he turned his head and looked at Holly with pleading eyes.
Holly was a little embarrassed: "Madame is a month old and has difficulty moving. ”
Dan Ze nodded slightly, and said with difficulty: "I understand...... Even if you are willful, ask for ......"
Your words are still on your lips. He closed his eyes again.
Holly called twice, but there was no response, and she felt that something was wrong, so she quickly called the housekeeper to ask the doctor to come.
The doctor came to see and called Holly and the butler out separately to speak: "This lord is bent on death, and he is incompetent. ”
The group knew that the housekeeper was anxious and asked the doctor, "Is there any other way?" ”
The doctor shook his head and left without even confiscating the consultation fee.
Holly didn't say a word and left, she knew how to save Danze, but did she really want her wife to come with a big belly?
She struggled all the way.
When she went back, Wen Wanrong couldn't wait to ask about Danze's situation.
Holly talked for a long time, but she never dared to say the doctor's words.
Wen Wanrong guessed the unspeakable. Straight to the point: "What did Danze tell you?" ”
Holly was stunned for a moment, but quickly reacted, and said something insincerely, without saying anything special.
Wen Wanrong knew in her heart that Dan Ze woke up, called someone to report to Holly, and asked her to go, not because she had something to say to her, but because she wanted to see herself.
She pondered for a moment, took the cloak, and her tone revealed a little firmness: "I understand what you mean, aren't you afraid that the second master will know the blame?" I'll go to my grandmother's side now and make it clear that if my grandmother nods and let me out. Hurry up and prepare the car for me. ”
"No, ma'am." Holly didn't have time to stop it, and Wen Wanrong went out.
When she arrived at the old lady's side, Wen Wanrong explained Danze's matter in detail, and asked if she could go out to visit the injury?
The old lady didn't say yes or no, and called Holly to the back room to ask what was going on.
came out again and said to Wen Wanrong: "Holly is well-intentioned, I'm afraid that you will be physically affected, but grandmother asked you, do you really want to go?" ”
Wen Wanrong nodded: "Grandmother, you know the temperament of the eldest princess, Dan Shaoqing is not in every way, but he is a means of making a living, not to mention that he is separated from the eldest princess." had to return to the queen, but was beaten half to death, Ah Rong just wanted to see this old friend, and had nothing else to think about. ”
The old lady knew the ins and outs in her heart, and sighed: "Saving people's lives is better than building a seventh-level floating slaughter, if your body allows, it is not impossible, just send a few more people to follow, don't go wrong." ”
Wen Wanrong knew that the old lady agreed, so she quickly got up and thanked her, said goodbye and prepared to go out.
But the old lady's words, she listened to them, and left with a dozen or so good maids.
The housekeeper didn't expect Wen Wanrong to really come, so he brought a group of people and hurried to greet the door.
Wen Wanrong didn't talk about false etiquette, and asked as she walked: "I heard that Dan Shaoqing woke up, how is the situation now?" ”
The housekeeper sighed, and said, "Lord Dan's condition is not very good, except for taking medicine, he doesn't even drink saliva." ”
Wen Wanrong said that she knew, and asked the others to wait outside, and Holly followed into the house.
The room smelled of medicine, Wen Wanrong frowned, and asked Holly in a low voice, did you drink the daily decoction on time?
Holly nodded in response.
Wen Wanrong asked her to move a chair next to the bed, she sat down with her waist up, and called softly: "Dan Shaoqing? ”
Dan Ze didn't seem to be asleep, and when he heard her voice, he woke up, opened his eyes, and smiled silently at her.
Wen Wanrong understood and asked Holly to go to the outhouse and wait, and she talked to Dan Ze alone.
Holly hesitated for a moment, then turned to leave.
There were two people left in the house, Wen Wanrong also smiled at him, but her eyes couldn't hide her worry, and comforted: "It's a good thing to wake up, you can rest assured that you will be raised for a while, and it will be fine." ”
Dan Ze probably wanted to get up, but he moved, but he really didn't have the strength, so he could only give up, turned his head to look at her stomach, and said weakly: "Madam, I was willful once, and I made Madame suffer." ”
Wen Wanrong touched her stomach, her eyes revealed maternal love, and her voice was soft: "If you can get better, it doesn't matter if I'm a little tired." ”
Dan Ze turned his gaze, stared at the top of the bed, and smiled a little helplessly: "I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint Madame this time." ”
"How so?" Wen Wanrong didn't hear what he meant, and still comforted her, "Danze, you have chosen a livelihood path that is more difficult than others, if you give up, all your efforts and efforts will be in vain." ”
After a pause, she asked him, "Are you willing?" ”
Dan Ze was silent.
Wen Wanrong looked at his face, which was worse than when Qin Yang was seriously injured last time, and couldn't help but feel a little distressed, like touching a child, she reached out and patted the top of his head, sighing: "Since you have come to this point, how can you give up, even if you grit your teeth, you have to persevere!" ”
I don't know if it was her touch, or her sympathetic tone, the floodgates of Danze's heart suddenly opened.
"I can't take it anymore!"
He hoarsely cried out a cry from his throat.
Wen Wanrong knew his feelings, and she once had the urge to die because she couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to die.
Later, she still survived, "Danze, since we have come to this world for a while, we must be prepared to suffer. ”
Dan Ze cried: "It's all ready, but madam, why can't you wait for me!" ”
Wen Wanrong didn't know his intentions, and sighed leisurely: "Danze, I can't wait for you, I have a marriage contract, and I can only marry into Qinfu and be Mrs. Qin in this life." ”
Even though she knows that refusal is cruel, her long-term pain is better than short-term pain: "All I can do is try to help you when you need it, but we can only be friends." ”
When all the fantasies came to naught, and all the persistent thoughts completely collapsed, Dan Ze tightly pulled Wen Wanrong's sleeve and cried like a collapse: "I just want to raise my eyebrows in front of Mrs., say thank you back then, say I like it, is it too late?!" ”
Wen Wanrong listened to him crying, and her heart was not happy, so she could only stop him thinking: "Impossible, there is no morning or night." ”
She broke his hand, pulled back her sleeve, and said sadly: "Danze, if you are bent on death, I can't force it, but I told Holly and your housekeeper that I will take care of the aftermath and order you the best coffin for a beautiful funeral." ”
After a pause, she got up, turned her back to him, wept, and continued, "That's all I can do. ”
After speaking, she left without looking back.
In the carriage, Wen Wanrong couldn't help crying, she was also bullied, beaten and scolded, and treated like a gas bag, Dan Ze served the eldest princess, and she would only be more bitter than her.
She didn't know whether to cry Danze or herself.
Some things are impossible from the start, so don't keep getting wrong.
No matter what Qin Yang does, they have children, so they have to stay together.
Wen Wanrong thought, hoping that Dan Ze would understand......
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