052. Miscarriage

After he hugged me down, I pushed him away and stood far away in an instant.

Biyu immediately walked up to me and supported me, and asked nervously, "Miss, are you okay?" ”

I pulled the skirt on my body a little unnaturally, and replied a little uncomfortably: "It's okay, how big can it be." ”

Yuan Chengjun glanced back and forth between me and Mu Jingchi, and then walked up, smiled at me and said, "Qingye, don't do such a dangerous thing in the future, look at your brother-in-law's scare, if you fall down just now, it will be terrible." ”

Then Yuan Chengjun looked at Mu Jingchi again and said: "It's just a joke between children, fortunately, people are safe, it's okay, don't worry so much." ”

Mu Jingchi glanced at me before he said to Yuan Chengjun: "Ninth Master doesn't know, she didn't have a rule since she was a child, and now she thinks that she will be more restrained if she marries a wife, but I didn't think that today is so unusual." ”

The latter sentence of his life was addressed to me, and his face was full of rebuke.

I stood there ignoring him, looking like a dead duck who was not afraid of boiling water.

Yuan Chengjun saw that Mu Jingchi's tone was still angry, so he comforted her and said: "You see how happy they were playing just now, people of our age shouldn't use the rules of our age to restrain them as young people, okay, don't train her, it's rare to come today." ”

Yuan Chengjun raised his head and said to Biyu: "Biyu, help your young lady into the house, it's freezing this day, don't freeze." ”

Jasper reacted, saluted them, then took me by the hand and whispered in my ear, "Miss, let's go quickly." ”

Mu Jingchi looked at me and didn't speak again, but obviously his face was still not very good.

Biyu was afraid that Mu Jingchi would reprimand me, so even if he pulled me and said some words of farewell, he pulled me and quickly left this peach forest.

Da Lao Yuan also heard Yuan Chengjun say with a smile: "Jingchi, Qingye is really as good as his name." It's very wild......"

Mu Jingchi also smiled and said, "Let the Ninth Master see it." ”

Yuan Chengjun said: "Don't say it, I like her temperament." ”

After that, the two were still chatting about something, and gradually, we couldn't hear it, only that Mu Jingchi and Yuan Chengjun continued to walk in the depths of the peach forest, walking.

Back in the house, Biyu looked scared to death, she had just poured a glass of water for me, I looked at her and asked, "Did you and Qing'er already know that Mu Jingchi was going to come here today?" So you deliberately instigated me to go to Dongyuan? ”

Jasper's hand clenched tightly in her grip on the cup, and she lowered her head and didn't dare to look at me.

I sneered and said, "Jasper, you are so bold. ”

Biyu was frightened by my words, and the hand holding the cup trembled, she immediately put the cup on the table, and then knelt in front of me and cried: "Miss, we didn't mean to hide it from you, but you haven't had any contact with Mr. since you quarreled with Mr., and we are afraid that you and Mr. will be estranged, so we will lead you to Dongyuan today." ”

I sneered and said, "But none of you expected that it would be self-defeating, not only did it not reconcile us, but it also made him scold me." ”

Biyu said, "Sir, that's worried about you. ”

I said, "Worried about me? Do I need to worry him? Only you are making a fuss here, I tell you, if you hadn't led me over, in fact, I wouldn't have wanted to see him to this day, and now I was sent over by you to scold him. ”

Biyu was a little aggrieved, and after the grievance, she couldn't help muttering, "You want to climb the tree yourself." ”

I immediately glared at Qing Biyu, and she was a little afraid to speak for a moment, and lowered her head again.

While the two of us were talking, a maid came running in from outside, and the maid was not the maid in my yard, but when she arrived at the house, she smiled at me and said, "Young grandmother, the second girl, please go to the front hall." ”

Hearing the second girl, I was a little surprised and asked, "She is here too?" ”

The maid smiled and said, "Yes, I came with Mr. Mu." ”

When I heard this, I did not speak, and the maid did not stop when she conveyed the news, but turned and trotted away quickly.

I don't know why Wang Zhizhi invited me to the front hall, I didn't move for a long time, then Biyu, who was kneeling on the ground, asked, "Miss, are you going over?" ”

I was silent for a long time, then picked up the teacup she had put down earlier, lifted the lid and took a sip of tea and said, "I'll go back later." Jasper sighed, I thought about it, and said, "Get up." ”

After that, I drank the cup of tea in the house, did not stay any longer, and took Jasper to the front hall, but I walked to the side door of the front hall, and was about to enter, when I saw Wang Zhizhi and Wang Heqing chatting.

Wang Heqing held the teacup on the table, sat on the throne and asked, "After you marry into the Mu family, how do the people of the Mu family treat you?" ”

When Wang Zhizhi heard her sister Wang Heqing ask like this, her face turned crimson, but after a while, she smiled and said: "Naturally, everything is good, there is no one else in the Mu family, except for the maid and the housekeeper, they are all friendly to me." ”

Wang Heqing listened, and asked again: "I naturally know that those subordinates dare not do anything to you, what I ask is what Mu Jingchi does to you?" ”

Asked here. She smiled a little shyly and said, "Of course Jing Chi has nothing to say, you know that he has always been a gentle person, has no temper, and is also very ...... Take care of my ......."

Speaking of this, Wang Zhizhi was so shy that he didn't dare to look at Wang Heqing, and when Wang Heqing heard her like this, he was also a little relieved: "Since he treats you well, I can be relieved, and your long-cherished wish for many years can be regarded as fulfilled." ”

Wang Heqing said this, thought about it and said: "Also, don't think that marrying is over, you are not young now, in a few years, you will miss the best age for a woman to have a child, you have to work hard, with a child, your position in the Mu family is stable, and don't blame me for not reminding you, Mu Jingchi is famous for favoring Qingyeru, don't be as important as a sister-in-law at that time." ”

Wang Zhizhi didn't expect Wang Heqing to say this, she said with a little dissatisfaction: "Sister." Why do you still have such an opinion about Kiyono? Qingye is equivalent to growing up next to Jing Chi, and Jing Chi treats her as his own child, so he naturally loves her and deserves it. ”

"Kid?" Wang Heqing sneered, she put down the teacup in her hand and said: "No matter how she is a child, she will be eighteen this year, and nineteen next year, even if she is a child, but after all, she is a person with a foreign surname, why do you want Mu Jingchi to love her so much?" Now that you have just married, I don't know how rare it is for a husband's favor to me, that Lu Qingye is not a member of the Mu family, and second, she is just the sister of Mu Jing's late wife, how can she be more important than you? You are the most important person around him now, so naturally you have to give birth to a child to share some of her favor, but when Mu Jingchi has his own family, there will be no more Lu Qingye. ”

Wang Zhizhi was a little anxious and said: "Sister, why do you say such things, why do I want to compete with Qingye for favor, Jing Chi spoils her and loves her, I, who is an aunt, can naturally love her and spoil her with Jing Chi." ”

When Wang Heqing saw Wang Zhizhi say this, he pointed hard at her head with some hatred: "You pig head." ”

Wang Heqing sneered and said, "Hurt her together? Spoil her? You also think of that little goblin as your own child? Let me tell you, Wang Zhizhi, if you don't guard against her, you will regret it in the future. Okay, even if you don't like me talking about her like this, I have to remind you that you should get the child done as soon as possible, this is the first step for you to stabilize in the Mu family, don't think that you will settle down if you marry her. ”

Wang Zhizhi was silent for a while, didn't speak, and didn't know what she was thinking, after a while, she suddenly asked slowly: "Sister, when you were pregnant with a child, I heard the old mother say that you were conceived after eating an old monk's recipe, and that recipe is still there now?" ”

Seeing Wang Zhizhi ask like this, Wang Heqing asked with a smile: "Why did you suddenly want to ask me for this prescription?" But the mirror is late...... Ineffective? ”

These ambiguous words made Wang Zhizhi blush like a boiled duck in an instant, and she slapped her sister Wang Heqing and said, "What nonsense are you talking about here!" ”

Wang Heqing saw that his sister was ashamed like this, and laughed more and more: "I forgot that his body is so weak, and he really needs to rely on some external forces in this regard." ”

Wang Zhizhi anxiously emphasized: "Don't talk nonsense, how can you talk about that aspect!" ”

Wang Heqing asked, "Otherwise, you ask me what I want to do." ”

Wang Zhizhi said: "Didn't you say that I should conceive a child sooner? After all, my age is there, and I always have to do something from time to time, maybe it will be difficult to conceive in a year or two? ”

When Wang Heqing heard her say this, he no longer teased her, but smiled: "This recipe is usually asked for by others, and I usually don't give it, but you are my sister, and it doesn't hurt to take it, but I have to remind you that there is an aphrodisiac in that recipe, and you have to use it carefully." ”

Wang Zhizhi didn't understand the meaning of the aphrodisiac medicine, Wang Heqing suddenly approached his sister Wang Zhizhi and said: "It is to make men and women think more about that aspect of medicine, and the process will be more hardworking, so naturally it will be a miss, a second miss, a third miss, and there will always be a hit." ”

Wang Zhizhi seemed to hear her heart pounding, she covered her chest with her hands, and the two sisters continued to mumble something, when a maid suddenly appeared behind me and called: "Young grandma, why don't you go in." ”

When the two heard the servant's voice, they immediately bounced away, Wang Zhizhi quickly turned her head to look at me, she saw me standing there, and seemed to remember that the maid had called me over at first, she hid the shyness on her face, so she straightened her clothes in a little panic, and quickly walked towards me and said, "Qingye, you are here." ”

She smiled so affectionately and happily that I smiled at her twice and asked, "Why did my aunt call me here?" ”

Wang Zhizhi grabbed my hand and said, "Come, come over and talk to us for a while." ”

At this time, Wang Heqing stopped talking, just took the tea in his hand, brushed it, and didn't look at me.

Wang Zhizhi called me as if she wanted to ease the relationship between me and Wang Heqing, and after she pulled me to sit down, she said to Wang Heqing, "Sister." Kiyono is here. ”

Wang Heqing put down the cup in his hand as if he didn't see me, and said: "What if she comes, what if she doesn't come, I am no longer the wife of Yuanfu, she naturally doesn't have to come to me every day to ask for peace, of course, even if I used to be, she may not come to ask for peace every day, you don't have to pull her over to be close to me, presumably she doesn't want to, I don't want to, why bother." ”

When Wang Zhizhi heard her sister say this, she held her hand and said, "Sister, don't say that, there is no overnight feud between husband and wife, including mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, you and Qingye are people who will live together in the future." ”

Wang Heqing snorted and said: "I don't dare to be this, where does she treat me as her mother-in-law, she hasn't even taken Lin'er in her eyes, let alone me, and now Lin'er is lying on the bed with half a leg lame, and she has no overnight revenge?" ”

Wang Zhizhi didn't expect Wang Heqing to be so unappreciative of this affection, as well as her worries, she called: "Sister." It seemed to tell her not to say these things.

Wang Heqing stopped talking, nor did he look at Wang Zhizhi, but just teased the two birds on the table, the two birds were chirping, but they were flattering, Wang Zhizhi's face was embarrassed, she looked at me again and said with a smile: "Qingye, don't be surprised, I don't mean anything else today, I just hope you can reconcile the relationship with my sister, and I tooβ€”β€”"

Before she finished speaking, I spoke before she spoke: "Miss Wang, as Mrs. Wang said, she is reluctant, I don't want to, don't be sentimental about this kind of thing in the future." "I used the title Miss Wang, and I didn't look at any of them again, and I got up and wanted to leave.

At this time, Wang Heqing said leisurely behind him: "You don't want to see me so much, don't you still want to see me?" Do you think this Lu family can get rid of me? She put down the teasing stick in her hand and said: "Lu Qingye, don't think I'm fabricating that matter, I just didn't get the evidence, everything between you and your good cousin, one day I will pick it out with my own hands, you'd better not let me catch it." ”

I also turned to look at her, smiled and said, "Mrs. Wang, then I will wait for you to arrest you, as long as you can catch it." I'm afraid that I didn't catch anything when I was down, and I finally went back to Yuan's house, and I was kicked out on my knees, so it didn't look good. ”

The day when Song Alcohol and I were sunk in the river, it was an eternal pain in Wang Heqing's heart, the dignified Mrs. Wang had never been so embarrassed, and she was kneeling in front of everyone, crying tears and snot, my last three sentences, like a knife in Wang Heqing's heart, she was so angry that she rushed up from the chair, trembling and pointed at me and said: "You, you, you,"

She said several words to you, but she didn't say a word, and she grabbed the hand of the cup, so hard that her blue and white fingertips were almost embedded in the mouth of the cup.

But I still didn't think it was enough, so I smiled and approached her and said, "What are you? Could it be that Mrs. Wang forgot? By the river, how did you kneel on the ground and beg for mercy, how did you cry and shout that you were wrong and shouldn't be like this, and who was brought to the hall of the Mu family like a prisoner, kneeling there with a handful of snot and tears and kowtowing to me and begging for mercy? Don't Mrs. Wang remember any of this? ”

I'm really scared, the cup that is as thin as a cicada's wings, Wang Heqing crushed it, she was so angry that my whole body trembled, I could still say a word you before, but now I can't say a word of you, she used all the strength of her body to support the cup in the palm of her hand, she seemed to be unable to hold it anymore, and the whole person sat heavily on the chair.

The cup swiped from her palm and shattered directly on the ground, Wang Zhizhi immediately rushed over and grabbed her and said, "Sister! Are you okay? ”

Wang Heqing ignored her, just raised his hand and pointed at me, his lips trembling as if he wanted to say something.

At this time, Wang Zhizhi couldn't care about her previous friendship with me, and she shouted to me in a hurry: "Qingye! How can you say such things to my sister! You-"

When she was about to say something, her eyes suddenly fell behind me, and her face suddenly called out in horror: "Brother-in-law! ”

When I heard her brother-in-law, I immediately looked back and saw Yuan Chengjun standing behind me, and beside him stood Mu Jingchi, who had a blue face.

Before I could react, Wang Heqing, who was sitting on the chair at this time, suddenly stood up and threw himself towards Yuan Chengjun, and this time he threw himself on the ground and cried and said, "Master! I didn't say anything this time! You're going to call the shots for me! ”

Wang Heqing cried heartbreakingly, the hairpin on her head was scattered, she said: "Although I have been divorced, but I am still Yuan Lin's mother, and now she humiliates me so much, what is the meaning of my life, why didn't you just shoot me and get ......"

Yuan Chengjun stood there expressionless at Wang Heqing's cry and did not speak, but looked at Mu Jingchi beside him.

Mu Jing didn't speak for a long time, but after a long time, he walked over to me and said two words with an expressionless face: "Kneel." ”

When Biyu saw that it was not good, she immediately knelt down for me and begged for mercy and said, "Sir, Miss didn't mean to say those things, she never usually said these things to Mrs. Wang. ”

Mu Jingchi didn't look at her. Instead, the butler standing next to the Yuan family asked, "I don't know if there is a rattan for a discipline here." ”

The housekeeper hesitated for a moment, glanced at Yuan Chengjun, and saw that Yuan Chengjun didn't speak, so he quickly sent a small servant to get it, and soon took the rattan over, Mu Jingchi took the rattan, he didn't do anything to me, but walked into the hall from the door and sat down on the sofa.

I said to those standing in front of him, "Do I make you kneel, or do you kneel yourself?" ”

I stood there with a cold face, and Jasper quickly pulled me, she was a little anxious, and finally I was pulled down by Jasper and knelt there.

Mu Jingchi didn't do it himself, but said to Steward Zhou on the side, "Smoke it for me." Let her understand what is gentle and frugal, and what is virtuous and virtuous. ”

Wang Zhizhi said: "Jingchi, Qingye and his sister were just joking around just now, not seriously, you must not be like this-"

Mu Jingchi didn't even look at Wang Zhizhi, and said to Steward Zhou again: "Draw until she knows her mistake." ”

Steward Zhou took the rattan, and Biyu saw that the situation was developing like this. He crawled towards Mu Jingchi, crying and said, "Sir, Miss really didn't mean to, you just spare her this time, next time she will never say such a thing again." ”

Mu Jingchi asked, "Is there a next time?" ”

He chuckled, slowly picked up the teacup on the side, and didn't look at Jasper again, just looked down at the bowl of green water in the palm of his hand and said, "Come on, drag this bad young lady's maid down and beat fifty boards." ”

What does the fifty board mean, a normal person being beaten by fifty and a half may lead to the cripple of the lower body, if the body is almost there, it may also make her die Huangquan, and Jasper is obviously not the kind of person who is in good health, she didn't expect that her words would bring such a killing disaster to herself, she was a little sluggish, and even forgot to beg for mercy.

When the next person was about to drag her down, I knelt on the ground and said to Mu Jingchi: "I was wrong just now, you want to beat me." If you want to punish me, come at me, why do you do it to my maid? ”

I shouted angrily to the subordinate who was about to drag Jasper out of the house: "You put her down for me!" ”

The two subordinates didn't dare to move, and they didn't dare not move, so they looked at Mu Jingchi, I also glanced at him, and when I saw that he didn't speak, I got up and was about to rush over and drag back to Biyu, but before I could rush to Biyu's side, Mu Jingchi whispered when I got up: "If you take one more step, I will let people kill her with a cane." ”

I immediately pushed my steps, turned my head to look at him, Mu Jingchi also looked at me, his face was still so calm, there was a trace of iron green before, but now there is no trace on his face, he said to me: "A young lady loses her morality, often because the people around her instigate right and wrong, turning the clouds and making rain." He put down the cup of tea in his hand that he had not touched, looked up at me and said, "If you really want to save her, you should have thought about what kind of consequences your actions will bring to the people around you, you are safe and sound, they will naturally follow you to become rich and rich, if you cause trouble, then they will be punished for not taking care of their masters, since she begged for mercy for you, then I will let Jasper suffer for you." Then he turned his face sideways and said to the subordinate who was holding the jasper: "When a person dies, the board will stop." ”

So ruthless under the command, without hesitation.

The next person did not stay any longer, and then Jasper was dragged down, dragged to the main gate to accept the punishment, the first board down, Jasper can still bear it, the second board down Jasper can still be silent, the third board down, Jasper lying on the ground directly screamed.

The scream stopped in people's ears and only felt creepy, and then the two subordinates fought faster and faster, and their hands became heavier and heavier, and Jasper rolled all over the ground, crying and shouting, begging for mercy: "Miss save me, Miss save me, Miss save me!" ”

I said three words in a row, and then there was a scream that pierced my eardrums.

I knelt there and didn't move, just closed my eyes, I don't know how long it took, when Jasper's screams became smaller and smaller, when the flesh on her body was gradually blurred by the beating, I got up from the ground and got up, and then walked over step by step, and walked in front of Wang Heqing, I knelt down in front of her, I lay on the ground and said: "Mrs. Wang, just now I was immoral in my words, please ignore the villain, spare my maid, don't worry about me, I beg you, please forgive me this time." ”

I don't know how I felt at that moment, but I only know that dignity is worthless in my eyes, and my dignity is compared to Jasper's life. There was no value at all, I kowtowed numbly in front of Wang Heqing, knocking harder than the next, something warm flowed down my forehead, I didn't feel it anymore, just numb, mechanically repeating the action.

Wang Heqing stood there, frightened by my behavior for a long time and couldn't speak, she looked at me a little sluggishly, looking at me who kept kowtowing and begging under her, it seemed that I never thought that I would be like this, how proud Lu Qingye was at the beginning, so proud that he was so proud, but now he was prostrate on the ground like a dog in front of her, kowtowing pitifully.

She even wondered if it wasn't me or that I was already crazy. She couldn't guess what the situation was in front of her, so she could only look helplessly at Yuan Chengjun who was standing behind her.

Yuan Chengjun didn't speak for a long time, but muttered for a long time, and after a while, he walked up to Mu Jingchi and said, "Jingchi, or." Forget it, Kiyono didn't mean to say those words, it was just a momentary anger. ”

Wang Zhizhi saw that Yuan Chengjun was also on the side, so he dared to come up and say: "Yes, Jingchi, in fact, this is not a big deal, Qingye, Qingye is still young, don't scare her." ”

Mu Jingchi didn't speak, but seemed to be listening to something carefully, and when I knocked one hundred and eight times, his hand holding the teacup loosened, and said to Steward Zhou, "Help her up." ”

The butler answered, and walked up to me, whispering beside me, "Miss, get up." "I didn't get up, I just kept knocking down, and I saw that the bluestone floor under the ground was bloodied by me.

Steward Zhou summoned two maids to help me up, but before their hands touched me, I suddenly heard the last scream outside, and then the executioner's board stopped, and my body subconsciously softened, and then, someone quickly ran in from outside to report: "Sir, there is no breath." ”

I curled up in the ground, clutching my lower abdomen and laughing.

Mu Jingchi sat there for a long time and didn't speak, but after a long time, he ordered his subordinates again: "Help her up." ”

Steward Zhou didn't dare to move, he pulled my arm and was about to pick me up from the ground, but he suddenly paused, and even the maid on the side paused.

Wang Zhizhi saw that there was something strange over there, and immediately rushed over and asked, "What's wrong?" Why didn't it move. She tried to lift me up, but when she saw the blood-soaked dress beneath me, her hand immediately stepped back a long way, and then she looked back in astonishment.

Mu Jingchi asked, "What's wrong?" Then he got up from his chair and walked over to me, and when he saw the blood under me, he suddenly rushed to me and picked me up as I was lying on the ground, and his eyes fell on my hand that was protecting my lower abdomen.

Wang Zhizhi said incoherently on the side: "How, how can this be......"

Before she finished speaking, Mu Jingchi, who was hugging me, had already rushed out.

I don't know what's going on, but I know it's definitely not my menstrual experience. But when I saw Mu Jingchi's lips tightly closed, his face was snow-white, and he had never been panicked, I thought it was definitely something big that made him, who had always been calm, panic like this.

I felt like the blood was still pouring out, little by little, and it never stopped.

He kicked the door open, and a maid greeted him, and Mu Jingchi only said two words: "Doctor." ”

Qing'er seemed to have just woken up, and she didn't understand what was going on at all, and looked at Mu Jingchi with such a terrible face in a little stunned, Mu Jingchi saw her standing there and said again: "Doctor." ”

Qing'er saw the blood on my dress, her face suddenly turned white, and she didn't dare to say anything, not even a word to Mu Jingchi, so she immediately rushed out.

He uncovered the futon on the bed and put me down, he stroked my face, looked at the wound on my forehead, he didn't speak, for a moment I didn't even know what he was thinking, I only knew that he was at this time, his face was very complicated.

I lay on the bed and smiled at him as if I had nothing to do: "Brother-in-law, I'm just having a menstrual affair, what are you doing in such a panic." ”

He ignored me, just held my hand tighter and tighter, tighter and tighter, I felt a little pain, struggling, I struggled to get up, he suddenly pulled me down hard, and said in a deep voice: "Don't move!"

I didn't dare to move, I just looked at him, looked at him with some fear, and asked timidly, "What's wrong with you?" ”

He also realized that his tone was a little out of control and scared me, so he stroked my face and said, "It's okay, let's lie down and wait for the doctor to come." ”

I was puzzled and asked, "Why do you want to find a doctor?" Like last time? Menstrual affairs came and called the doctor. ”

Mu Jing didn't speak, and he didn't explain to me.

He didn't speak, and I didn't speak either, but he turned his face to the side a little bored, stretched out his hand and pulled the tassel on the tent for a while and said, "Jasper is also dead now, it's good, everyone is dead, and you killed it, it's good." ”

I hugged the quilt and turned over, buried my face comfortably in the quilt, sighed and said, "Brother-in-law, you say, why hasn't the doctor come yet, can you change my clothes and pants for me, it's sticky, it's so uncomfortable." ”

At this time, I heard a lot of footsteps outside, I don't know whose it was, dense, it seemed a little flustered in my room, and soon someone arrived at Mu Jingchi's side, and someone was going to touch me.

I screamed like crazy, and said in those strange hands, "You go away for me!" ”

The doctor was just trying to go through my bloody hakama. I held him hard and hit him with a pillow, and I said, "Old pervert! Don't touch me! Get the hell out of here! ”

The doctor was a little helpless when he saw that I was resisting so violently.

At this time, Mu Jingchi suddenly sat on my bed, grabbed it and shrank in the corner of the bed, looked around me fearfully and vigilantly, and said, "Qingye, I'm my brother-in-law, come, come to me." ”

He said softly.

I hugged the quilt and shook my head desperately, and I said, "You are not my brother-in-law anymore, I have nothing to do with you." ”

He ignored me, grabbed me in my arms, and when I was about to struggle, he stopped all my upcoming movements in advance, he covered my eyes with his hands, and it was dark in front of my eyes, I just looked around helplessly, and did not struggle again.

I said, "Brother-in-law, it seems to be dark." ”

He whispered in my ear, "Well, it's getting dark. ”

I said, "Daddy, Auntie." Where have they gone, and where have they been? ”

He didn't speak, but after a while, he added, "They're at home." ”

I said, "Then why don't you come and see me." ”

Mu Jing didn't speak, or he couldn't answer, and then he covered my lips with his hand, I couldn't speak, I heard someone leave next to the bed, many people left, it seemed to be footsteps, and then I felt that someone tore my skirt and checked it for me, and after checking it for a long time, there was warm water washing it for me, I couldn't see it, and it was dark in front of my eyes.

I was a little confused and said, "Brother-in-law, it seems that someone is touching me." ”

I felt so uncomfortable that he held me tightly in his arms, his lips kissed in my ear and said, "It's me, don't be afraid." ”

I grabbed his hand that covered my eyes, I wanted to see who was touching me, but I didn't succeed, and then, I was inexplicably tired, so I crooked in his arms, and said tiredly: "Daddy and Auntie don't come to pick me up again, then I don't want to see them for the rest of my life, they don't love me, put me here, put me in such a strange environment, and bully me." ”

Mu Jing didn't answer me for a long time, I felt his body tremble slightly, and then someone seemed to change my clothes and pants for me.

I felt someone standing next to my bed, and then checked my pulse, and then I put down my hand and whispered to Mu Jingchi, "I have a miscarriage......

He seemed to have expected something, and there was no imaginary shock at all, just hugged me, and sat there a little numbly, the room was quiet, no one made a sound, I don't know how long it had been. Mu Jingchi asked in a hoarse voice, "A few months." ”

The doctor replied, "Exactly two months." ”

Mu Jingchi was silent for two or three seconds, and then he said, "I know, go down." ”

Then another person walked out, and the door was closed again.

I listened carefully to the movement in the house and asked him, "Brother-in-law, is he gone?" ”

He said, "Gone." ”

I said, "What is a miscarriage?" ”

He held my hand and trembled, for a long time, he let go of my eyes, and then held my cheeks with both hands and looked at me, I also looked, Mu Jingchi's fingertips caressed my face, I didn't understand why he looked at me like this.

I grabbed him by the placket and said, "Brother-in-law, I will be good, you don't kill Jasper." ”

He seemed to be defeated under my eyes, he didn't dare to look at me anymore, but just hugged me in his arms, his hand gently stroked my head, and his lips pressed to the top of my hair for a long time and said, "Okay, I know you're good." Never naughty, never me off, will we sleep first? Sleep for a while, and Jasper will be by your bedside. ”

I said, "Really? Don't lie to me. ”

He said in a hoarse voice: "It's true, I promised you something, when did I lie to you." ”

Then someone pushed the door and walked in, it was a maid, she was holding a bowl of sugar water in her hand, Mu Jingchi took it, stirred it with a spoon, and then scooped a spoonful and handed it to my lips and said, "Drink it obediently." ”

I refused to drink it, so I immediately threw myself into his arms, and buried my face in his arms.

He didn't force me, but I don't know how long it took, he gently lifted my chin, and suddenly kissed me on the lips, I just wanted to struggle, he picked my teeth, as if he had crossed something, sweet, like the smell of sugar cane water.

I swallowed it quickly. There was still some hunger and thirst sticking out my tongue to find it in his lips, but after finding it for a long time, the sugar water was gone, and I was a little disappointed and dragged him and asked, "Is it gone?" ”

As soon as I finished saying this, I felt my head dizzy, and in an instant, my hand grabbed his sleeve and slowly slipped down.

In the last bit of consciousness, I felt Mu Jingchi's hand gently caressing my face, and he said something in my ear, but I couldn't hear it very clearly, and finally fell asleep in a daze.

I don't know how long I've been asleep, and in my dreams everything has become ups and downs, and for a while, someone is crying, and for a while, it seems that someone is laughing.

The person who laughed seemed to be my sister, she was holding me, running in the bustling city, surrounded by acrobatics, dragon dancers, singing operas, babbling.

At that time, my sister was so young, wearing pink clothes, shuttling through the lively crowd, and I heard her silver bell-like laughter ringing in my ears.

My mother and father chased after me, and they told my sister: "Slow down, be careful to hold your sister and fall." ”

My sister turned her head, she looked up in the sun and smiled and said, "Then let my sister go by herself." ”

Then, she put me down, then gave me a bunch of sugar gourds, pinched my round face and said, "Qingye, sister go ahead, are you coming to chase my sister?" ”

I saw the string of sugar gourds in her hand, swallowed my saliva, and said a good thing.

She smiled and stuffed the sugar gourd into my hand, and then my mother and father came up and asked reproachfully, "Why did you put your sister in the ground, be careful of getting lost." ”

I thought that someone would bend over and hug me, so I was relieved to gnaw on the sugar gourd, but after gnawing for a while, no one hugged me, Daddy didn't, Auntie didn't, they seemed to forget me, and walked ahead with my sister to watch the lion dance.

I looked at their backs in a daze, my sister looked back at me not far away and smiled at something, and then Daddy and Auntie saw something new, so they pulled my sister into the crowd, and suddenly, they were overwhelmed by the roaring crowd.

In the vast sea of people, I stood there, looking at the sugar gourd in my hand for a while, and then at my father and sister who had long disappeared.

The string of sugar gourds in my hand fell to the ground, I cried and rushed into the crowd, and I opened the layers of people to find them, everyone was wearing masks, and I couldn't tell which one was my sister, which one was my father, and which one was my mother.

When I stopped in front of a tall brother, I looked up at him, and he looked down at me with his hands in his hands.

Suddenly, he crouched down. Squatting in front of me, I looked at him with my fingers in my mouth and thought for a while, and when I saw that he was looking at me and not speaking, I simply took my fingers out of my mouth, pinched the corner of his mask, and slowly lifted it.

It was a face like a crown of jade.

As I looked at his face and was stunned, his soft lips gently hooked into a nonchalant smile, and then he imprinted a kiss on the corner of my lips.

The temperature of the kiss was extremely cold, not like the temperature of a living person, but like a dead person, just when I was still stunned, I seemed to hear Daddy and Auntie calling behind me: "Qingye!" ”

I looked back suddenly, and a white light pierced my eyes, and then, I opened them forcefully, and Jasper's face appeared in front of me.

She smiled and said, "Miss, are you awake?" ”

For a while, I couldn't tell the truth from the fake, staring at Jasper's face, I felt very familiar and unfamiliar.

She smiled again and said, "You're finally awake, it's time for you to get up, it's dawn." ”

I asked hesitantly, "...... Be...... Who? ”

She replied without hesitation: "I'm Jasper." ”