Chapter 164: A Turning Point in Fate
Life needs to be spent in tangible meaning! In the content of Mu Yuchen's learning from childhood to adulthood, countless articles of all kinds are constantly like this, quietly reflecting such an impression into his heart! Even a clear and sanctimonious way gave such a standard answer that might be able to be summarized.
In Ostrovsky's 'How Steel is Made', the one condensed with all the glory of the author's fighting life is called 'Paul. It is true that Kochagin's fiction has inspired countless great revolutionaries who have sacrificed their lives and deaths with such a sentence.
"The most precious thing for a person is life, and life is only once for a person. A person's life should be spent in such a way that when he looks back, he does not regret that he wasted his time, nor is he ashamed of his inaction. Thus, at the time of his coming, it can be said that my whole life and all my energies have been devoted to the most magnificent cause in the worldβthe struggle for the liberation of mankind! β
Paul. The era in which Kochagin was born was the era of the collapse of the old order and the establishment of the new order, the era of the people who yearned for a happy life, the era of confrontation with all kinds of oppression in the past, the people who longed for a new future, who simply forgot their lives and forgot about death, and devoted themselves to the revolution made by the people vigorously in their limited intellectual understanding.
The people full of fanaticism and desire have created countless great miracles, but the order of such an era is not so sound after all, so there was the Soviet Union, which alone fought against most of the world, with the Ukrainian independence referendum, and then in the terrible decay of extreme corruption. It collapsed in an uproar from the outside world.
It is difficult to sustain things that rely on passion as the order, and although the power of the spirit can create a great miracle that is jaw-dropping, the flesh and blood rooted and growing in the spirit can not maintain its physiological metabolic needs only by virtue of ideals and passions, and eventually everything that is high above will fall to the ground in most wills.
To forget history is to betray it! We must not forget the great martyrs! After all, the life we live now is what they bought with blood and sacrifice! But the propaganda of the main theme is just vague, what are the things that are really implemented! Ideals will eventually cool down before the coldness of reality! You'll end up with a colder reality!
Human life is incomparably precious! Because maybe only once! But how to live your life. There is no standard answer! You may be able to get through the years of ignorance. All kinds of deficiencies and then educational influence, but it is impossible to manipulate! We are alive! Maybe great, or humble! Even so, we are all unique! Instead of products produced on an assembly line! It's such unpredictability! Mankind has such a colorful future!
Don't regret spending your years in vain? Damn it! What young person doesn't have a ridiculous wasted life. Don't go through how to grow! Truth is always truth! You listen to the teacher in the high classroom. A hundred years of painstaking explanations. It's not as good as experiencing it even once! The only difference between stupidity and wisdom is that! The latter will learn a lesson! And the former die unrepentant!
Don't be ashamed of doing nothing!? Made! A few sentient beings will not do nothing! After all, people are running for survival! If you can survive! A few more will risk losing their heads! Go fight for a future with blood and life! It's not an ideal! It's just a biological instinct to survive! There are a few people on the pyramid of society who dare to stand at the top!
The whole life and all the energy have been dedicated to the most magnificent cause in the world - the struggle for the liberation of mankind! Anyone in their right mind will know the great thing of liberating all mankind. It's just that the second secondary school has not yet fully graduated! In the Celestial Empire, many people will be able to represent you! But obviously! You are represented! Can't speak for others!
Seemingly beautiful ideal! Eventually, it will all come to sanity! Reality can freeze all the coldness, and it will quickly freeze the part of any person with normal thinking, body and soul, and the irrationality that surpasses the upper limit of reality! And those who can't freeze and can't face the reality, the only result is that in the context of the times, they will be completely eliminated by the torrent of history!
After stripping away those colorful glamour, all that remains in life is to chase and adapt. At the same time, you must learn to adapt to the cold reality, but you must also warm yourself with ideals in the cold, and prevent yourself from being numbed by the cold world!
What exactly do you really care about!? Rights, responsibilities, obligations? Before finally being assimilated by the invisible strata of society, and finally losing warmth in the cold! Anyone who can find the answer is happy! But this kind of wisdom is like no other! At least Mu Yuchen didn't see even a trace of shadow on himself before the turn of fate!
Ideal, passionate, impulsive, hot-blooded and even cold, these words are like independent labels in Mu Yuchen's eyes, which are clearly marked in his memory, and in the constantly growing and changing character, most of the knowledge taught in the school has been abandoned little by little in reality, and even the personality shaped by education has been completely baptized.
The present and the past are constantly intertwined in Mu Yuchen's spirit, like light and shadow, its orthodox value may seem deviant, but it all comes from his own life perception, life is not the one in the book, the human figure of the positive color of human nature, he needs to taste it himself, full of unique fruits with sweet and sour taste.
"The so-called pure on earth! It never existed! Even if it's material! It also needs to be in the vacuum of the universe! Only then can we refine the pure elemental material! This is true even for inanimate matter! Such a complex fundamental and innocent human being! And why do you always crave the purity that does not exist? β
"I hope that love is simple and not mixed with any other factors! But he never thinks that people live to live and eat! After a short period of sweet love, you need to face the reality that the passion has faded. That's firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea, that's a marriage with responsibility, that's the upbringing of parents and children, that's life! That's the future! But it's not just the so-called love! β
"Immature! Naively being the beauty of the eyes, such thinking about the future of reason! What a wonderful time it was! It's so beautiful that people don't seem to be like themselves! The beauty makes people become so righteous! Beautiful and blinded eyes! The beautiful environment that people ignore and the changes in the world! β
"Green fruit! A seductive reverse lingers in the air! The sour sweetness intertwined with the flesh makes the saliva full of longing! But this is not a reason for the fruit to refuse to ripen! Emotional betrayal? You may be behind the betrayal! A glimpse of that bad woman! Countless times of persistence, disappointment and sadness for you! Are you stressing yourself too much? And ignore the girl who forgot the past in your eyes and didn't seem to know what had changed! What kind of growth has it experienced! β
"What a pity! Suppose we had that meal together! Communicate and talk hard, not cold and silent silence! Seriously recall! That kind of indifference I had at that time! It's just a disdainful cold violence! I never wanted to get anything back! And just use the identity of the victim to express how much harm he has suffered! β
Countless intercepted images were spliced into a long wall of light and shadow in front of Mu Yuchen's eyes. Countless times she evolves in the timeline. Mu Yuchen, who carefully examined the changes of the person in his memory. His expression melted along the long band of light, lingering in silence in accordance with his changes, and the color of remembrance froze in Mu Yuchen's pupils.
"Maybe that's the attitude! It was the choice that finally made her so resolute all of a sudden. The last straw that overwhelms the scales! It's never herself who makes a person desperate! It's the trigger that exists outside of herself! But all this is meaningless! Light and shadow shattered in front of Mu Yuchen's eyes. The silent darkness enveloped him again.
The combination of facial features on that face in my memory is so familiar. But the expression and temperament between the eyebrows were inadvertent, and the faces that were distinctly different from the past and the present made Mu Yuchen, who was silent in the memory, unconscious. There was a faint smile that was indescribable, and then it all came back to the beginning of the beginning.
"I've had the most beautiful time of her! Even if time goes back! I will still be there forever, in her ever-changing heart and body! Time may obscure everything! But that precipitation will surely merge with her until the moment when the body is rotten and the soul is broken! We've exchanged some of our time with each other! Even if it's just a piece of old age! β
Perhaps until this moment, Mu Yuchen really released everything from the bottom of his heart, standing in a different world at this moment, in the world world that is separated from that person, with a peaceful life and people do not understand, all kinds of behaviors and ways, with both hands to fight, explore and open up his own path.
"At least in terms of the concept of rules that human beings cannot control in terms of life and death, the world is fair to everyone! Either here or there! Mu Yuchen, who was already completely calm in the silence, finally muttered to himself and read clearly. So if that book doesn't exist! Where will my future go? β
In the bright moonlight sprinkled in the sky, Mu Yuchen stood on the top of the icy hill with corpses and ice and snow, surrounded by a fog of nothingness, and for a moment it seemed to appear out of thin air from the distortion of space, like a shadow-like sound illusory, as if it had been stripped from the material world.
The inexplicable tide surrounded Mu Yuchen's spirit from the void, and the inexplicable existence in the fog of nothingness was little by little, quietly completely infiltrating his body and spirit, and the next moment Mu Yuchen suddenly seemed to be weightless, and fell into the darkness of chaotic colors under the attraction of the fog, and the indescribable attraction swept him close to the endless tide.
After being stripped from the core of the relics planet, the Force node that was floating in the darkness and silent, suddenly surged like a spiritual impulse, and the powerful energy that burst out like a tide from the Force universe was instantly attracted to the silent relics from the limited aperture of the node, and the next moment a new light was lit up in Mu Yuchen's spiritual world.
Condenses the negative dark torrent of the Force, releasing a kind of cosmic background with the spirit. The precipitated darkness is a completely different color, which is a color that is absolutely not contained in purity, even the slightest impurity, surging the torrent of the original force far from imperceptible, sending energy towards the dormant and silent relic planet, and at the same time, the aperture of the Force node is also naturally stretched.
The size of the Force node stems from the use of the Force and the strength of his own perception of the Force and his spiritual will, but because Mu Yuchen has been sealed in the central inner space of the Relic Planet with the Truth Rune before, the Force Node is based on the rapid growth of his spirit. Naturally, it was suppressed. At this moment, the balance is being restored and reorganized.
A faint glow was released from the relic planet, but at this moment its color was not what it had been before, the purity of the majestic atmosphere, the pure dark glow of the Force. It's spreading like ink spots. The golden texture in the brilliance of that relic. It is diluted little by little in the dilution.
The light that gradually turned into a dreamlike glazed texture broke the darkness in front of Mu Yuchen's eyes in an instant, like the rising sun. The distance is full of dream-like unique colors, and it is impossible to directly touch the river that can only be quietly peeped at, and once again the shadowless and invisible so-called fate is transmitted in the form of a reflection in front of Mu Yuchen's eyes from the endless void world.
The endless stream that almost filled the entire world realm, combing everything in the tangible and invisible, and the long river of fate in which things operated in the world was flowing beside Mu Yuchen, and the river that could not be described in words was magnificent, but it was obviously beyond the capacity of the sea, and the silent moment passed by like a dream, and then a faint wisp was intercepted.
There was only a strand of hair-like light flow, which was exuding an almost fatal attraction towards Mu Yuchen, and the instinct in ignorance drove his movements, and when Mu Yuchen's consciousness recovered, one of his fingers had already intersected with that wisp of fate quietly in the void space.
Suddenly, the memories that should have ended, but suddenly a heavy sense of reality appeared in Mu Yuchen's perception again, the boundary between illusion and reality was in that wisp, and in that wisp quietly disappeared under the unfathomable power of Mu Yuchen's fingertips of the river of fate, beyond time and space were shattered, and suddenly he seemed to really cross back to the starting point of the turning point.
The obviously weak body in the void proves that the supernatural power has faded, if it weren't for Mu Yuchen's strong will, without the kind of ordinary people's emotions of gain and loss, maybe he would have regarded everything before as a dream born in a drowsy sleep under unwillingness and longing after being hit.
Staring at the cramped rental house, all kinds of furniture and furnishings, which were obviously old, after getting up from the bed and getting dressed, Mu Yuchen began to look a little complicated, touching them inch by inch with his hands on their mottled lines, and touching them inch by inch with his soft fingertips, his expression was so peaceful at this moment.
"Whoa! I wondered about it for many years! We'll be able to be reborn again! Although the supernatural power is gone! But the effect of visual memory is still there! I remember that the number of the two-color ball tonight was XXXXXX! Wait and buy a dozen bets! Satisfy your long-awaited wish to get rich! β
Mu Yuchen, whose face was solemn and instantly shattered, seriously thought about his rebirth plan, although compared to his predecessors, his rebirth time was a little bit longer! Time passed imperceptibly, until he inadvertently raised his wrist, his eyes completely attracted by the watch that he had not taken off before going to bed.
It was a birthday gift that Mu Yuchen received in college, this gift has accompanied him for many years, even if Mu Yuchen cherishes it very much, the choice made due to the limited amount of money is very old under the tempering of time. In fact, in the past few years, Mu Yuchen has spent enough money on it to buy a few more pieces, but the sometimes paranoia of human beings will always make the connotation of all old things surpass the value of material definition of it.
Mu Yuchen's eyes were full of nostalgia, but this commemorative watch, when he was rescued in the oasis through the desert during the first awakening mission, had quietly disappeared from his wrist, and it was obvious that it finally fell into the pocket of a 'well-wisher' who rescued him.
Mu Yuchen, who was under the eaves at that time, was weak and unable to get it back, if he thought about it from a rational point of view, compared to the life he exchanged for it, everything was worth it for Mu Yuchen.
"I forgot! I don't have a visual memory of what I used to be! My memory is really bad enough! No wonder ......" In the complete image recorded by the visual memory, the other party stared at her wrist again, and then her sad and firm face suddenly jumped out of Mu Yuchen's memory.
"If you don't get out of the law, you're going to be late!" Mu Yuchen, who smiled bitterly in a deep breath, looked at the number pointed to by the hands on the dial, and then he quietly untied the strap that had faded slightly due to friction, and placed it on the desk next to him, and then picked up his backpack and picked up the key, and walked out of the room with a familiar and unfamiliar rhythm. (To be continued......)