My heart, which was poked by Lu Sheng, seems to be being pinched and stitched up by Huang Jiahe little by little. I curled up under the quilt and cried quietly, with the tide stains on my neck.

"Although I am a lawyer, I must pay attention to the evidence in everything...... is conclusive and true," Huang Jiahe wiped my face clean and said lightly: "But as long as you say that Lu Sheng did it, then I will believe you." ”

As soon as Huang Jiahe's words fell, the sun was rising over the horizon. The floral curtains behind him were illuminated by the sunlight, reflecting the dilapidated shape of a room.

I really wanted to pull Huang Jiahyuk's collar and cry loudly, but I finally held back. There was light in the room, and I didn't want him to see my ugly crying, so I lay down in the quilt and said sullenly: "Huang Jiahe, don't be stupid." I hate Lu Sheng so much, didn't you think that I might have deliberately slandered him? ”

"I believe in you."

Huang Jiahe was like this four years ago, and after knowing that I was arrested, he ran to the police station overnight to see me. No matter how the police came up with evidence to accuse me of murder, Huang Jiahe ignored it. Now, he's like that again.

"And what if I kill again? What about setting fires again? I asked him.

Huang Jiahe chuckled: "I still believe in you." ”

I think he is really a stubborn fool, and he wants to run to the dark one way to the dark, stubbornly: "Huang Jiahe, you are almost 30 years old, and you are not 3 years old." When I was a child, I lied to you to go out and play, to buy delicious food...... But things are no longer the same! ”

"If I don't want to, how many people in this world can fool me? …… Lu Nuo, it's not like you don't like me. You can't fool me about this. ”

Huang Jiahe didn't understand how serious the matter was, and the way he smiled annoyed me. I lifted the quilt and sat up, and asked him in a cold voice: "Huang Jiahe, then if I say that what Cheng Wanli said that day is true, I was ...... every day when I was in a mental hospital Being raped by a man, do you believe it? ”

"Faith." Huang Jiahe was just a word, and his angular face became cold.

I don't know what I'm trying to prove, or I don't know what I'm resisting to the death: "Huang Jiahe, what if I tell you that I have AIDS?" Do you believe it? ”

This time, Huang Jiahe did not speak.

Huang Jiahyuk's silence made me feel sad, but I still felt lucky.

I didn't cry, not a single tear. I said quietly: "Huang Jiahe, I remember everything you helped me." Even if I owe you a favor, I will pay you back in the next life. But there are some things that really don't have to be reluctant to help me anymore. I'm dead or alive, that's all. Your career is going uphill now, and there is no need to continue to be delayed by me. ”

"You're done?" Huang Jiahe raised his eyebrows and asked me.

I sighed: "Our two families have lived together since childhood, and I still know a little bit about your mother." She has an unforgiving mouth, but her heart is not bad. She's right, you're not too young, and it's time to find someone to get married and live. ”

Huang Jiahe's raised eyebrows sank: "It's all done this time?" ”

In the morning light, I was fascinated for a moment by the expressive movements of his face. In just a moment, Huang Jiahe rolled two layers of quilts and pressed over with a fierce wind.

This time it was different from the last time, I was pressed into the bed by him, completely unable to move. Huang Jiahe actually lowered his head to kiss me, he held my lips, and I didn't even dare to breathe.

Huang Jiahe was not in a hurry, he licked carefully. I was really afraid of itching, but I still managed to keep my mouth shut and not open. But Huang Jiahe was obviously more patient than I was, and when I couldn't help but loosen my mouth a little, his tongue slid in.

My nervous heart jumped to my throat, and I didn't dare to move with my mouth open, for fear that I would break my lips and tongue and bleed like last time. His face was red and hot, and his tongue was numb. Until Huang Jiahe stopped, all my thoughts were stirred up by him.

When Huang Jiahe stood up on top of me, I felt that his eyes were unusually bright: "What else do you want to say?" ”

"Are you crazy!"

I pushed Huang Jiahe away and panicked to get water to rinse his mouth. Huang Jiahe grabbed me, the water bottle fell sideways on the mattress, and the water swayed and spilled out. I grabbed Huang Jiahe's collar and breathed unsteadily: "I said that I have AIDS, which is the kind of disease that can die...... Why are you still doing this? I don't need you to prove anything, Huang Jiahe, I want you to live well. I don't want you to do anything bad because of me. ”

Huang Jiahe just wanted to open his mouth to say something, but was stopped by my cold tears. He rolled up the quilt and hugged me, eager to wrap me around the quilt a few times. He patted me on the back, and I went from crying quietly to sobbing slightly, and finally I couldn't help but cry completely.

"In the past few days, I can't help but laugh when I see you clumsily thinking about your condition." Huang Jiahe lowered his head and kissed me on the forehead: "Do you think that I won't know about your condition?" ”

I was so stunned that I forgot to shed my tears.

Huang Jiahe was a little disappointed, but sighed helplessly: "The day you were discharged from the hospital, I actually went." I was worried that something would go wrong, so I went to your attending physician first. He told me that you were raped in the hospital by a patient with AIDS, and that's why you got sick...... If I knew they were treating you like that, I should have beaten him up before leaving. ”

"I see that Lu Sheng is waiting for you, I guess you will have a lot to say. After all, you told me that he was the one you wanted to see most when you were discharged from the hospital. ”

My throat tightened, and I said unnaturally, "That...... Huang Jiahe, can you let me go first? ”

Huang Jiahe hugged him tighter angrily: "Why? I'm holding you, don't you like it, or are you afraid? ”

It's fear. I think.

Huang Jiahe seemed to be able to read minds, he raised my head with his hand and forced me to look at him: "If you want to take revenge on Lu Sheng, I will have many ways to help you." It's not worth it that you have to use the tricks you think. ”

"I didn't think about anything." I hid my head.

Huang Jiahe didn't demolish me, he warned: "Don't use that trick, I don't like it." I don't want Lu Sheng to be with you, even if it is to let him die with you, I don't want to. If you can believe in me as much as I believe in you, I promise that I will make Lu Sheng ruined and life worse than death. ”

"However, I have this disease, even if we are together, we can't ......"

I really can't continue to talk about the problem, so let's not talk about anything else. Huang Jiahe is an adult man, and he must have a normal sex life. If we are really together, one year can be two years...... In the long run, if I keep doing this, even I will hate myself.

Heart knots are really not something that can be untied in one sentence or two. Huang Jiahe was afraid that my emotions would not be able to bear it, and he didn't force me too hard. He called and said he was going to the office later and took me to breakfast first.

The air outside was still good, and Huang Jiahe pulled me out, but my steps were very heavy.

Unexpectedly, I saw Lu Sheng's car at the door of my house.