Lying on the bed and listening to the sound of the rain and the big branches and leaves outside the window, the fox girl was awake.

This is not the first time she has spent the night at Liao's house, she has lived here for a few months, she is familiar with everything here, but this night, she still lost sleep due to inexplicable excitement.

She once swore to herself that she would stay away from Chu Chaoyang and stay away from the circle where she once lived.

It was as if he was obsessed, but he still pounced on it without changing his mind. The moth to the fire is afraid that it is as painful and happy as her, knowing that it will suffer a catastrophe but still has no way back.

Exactly, what does she like about Chu Chaoyang?

In the past, Chu Chaoyang looked at her differently because of Chu Tianqi, and he secretly fell in love with her so much that he brewed a love affair on a drunken night. Desire, maybe intentional, or natural, after being drunk, she didn't know it, but just accepted the result. Fortunately, Chu Chaoyang didn't just play with her; Ignoring his romantic deeds, she was willing to be bound by him, gave birth to children for him, approached the marriage hall with him, and was willing to work hard for him for four years to raise her son alone.

So, what about this time?

Tianqi is by her mother's side, the sun is much happier, and she doesn't need a tutor or nanny to take care of her. So, what capital does she have and what opportunity does she have to get close to Chu Chaoyang's heart again?

I always feel weird, how could Shen Jiaqi be with Amanda, and why did Meow Meow appear in TZ so early? What about Lu Rusong and Situ Ling? What identity and form will Orange Sky appear in her fate trajectory again?

Thinking about it over and over again, the fox girl became more and more sleepy.

I always feel ...... It was as if everything was going too well, as if someone was hatching a conspiracy......

How could it be so coincidental that she accidentally met Amanda, why did she meet her again for the second time and saw Shen Jiaqi, how could she be so smooth and both of them liked her? Kebick and Meow Meow too, as if they know everything but don't seem to know anything, they are good to her and familiar with her, not at all like they just met......

What's next? Isn't it as smooth as it is now?

In fact, what she cares about most is Chu Chaoyang, or the emotional trajectory with Chu Chaoyang, here, whether they are still a couple and whether they still love each other...... No, is Chu Chaoyang going to like her and fall in love with her again, as for her...... It seems that she has never figured out whether she is helpless after love or attachment or dedication to Chu Chaoyang, she actually doesn't understand what love is all about, is it really like she explained to Tianyang before, love is to see each other every day and want to grow old together?

"The most romantic thing I can think of is to grow old with you", the love expressed in this song is not what Fox Xiaoya likes the most, maybe it is the girl's feelings, she still thinks that "you are the wind and I am the sand, lingering to the end of the world" is the ideal love model. It's just that such lingering and vigorous is not something that everyone can encounter, right? Even if you can't meet it, it's okay to just look forward to it, or just pretend to be vigorous, right?

Thinking of this, Linghu Xiaoya was not only angry, many times she felt that marrying Chu Chaoyang was not the right decision, although she did think about him day and night during that time, and wanted to be able to be by his side all the time, but after really marrying him and having him, she found that life was too dull, and Chu Chaoyang, who was like an elm pimple, didn't seem to have done anything romantic for her.

Even if there was a candlelit dinner...... That was also arranged by Shen Jiaqi......

Although I sent flowers to her...... That was when I proposed......

I also said some sweet things to her...... It seems that when they are drunk or confused......

has always cared for her and cared for her, and she has always taken good care of her uncle and aunt, but she is still not good at words, and she has not said anything to make everyone smile.

Perhaps, life should be like this, plain and bland, knowing cold and hot.

But love ...... It shouldn't be so bland and tasteless, right?

Before Chu Chaoyang, Gu Yongwei brought her the dream of girlhood, walking by the lake before the moon, secretly holding hands and kissing each other's cheeks in the dark...... It is the dream that the girl who is just starting to look forward to, and there is a boy like a prince beside her, giving her care and greetings, and accompanying her to grow up and enjoy the lingering and warm feelings.

It's just that...... Gu Yongwei still betrayed and abandoned her.

Looking back now, the days with Gu Yongwei are more like dreams, and they are also like watching youth literary romance films, the moon is hazy and the birds are hazy, everything is the existence of a lomo mask, untouchable and unreal. At that time, she was indeed very happy, happy and satisfied, she was very grateful, Gu Yongwei once gave her a happy first love, although the full stop was not perfect.

I have long known that first love will not bear fruit, but it ends in this way...... Ling Fox Xiaoya smiled self-deprecatingly, did she count herself as meeting the best man? If you organize and decentralize the emotional forum, there should be a high click-through rate, right?

But Gu Yongwei here ...... It doesn't seem to be the same. It seems that he is still like him in school, the same greatness, the same seriousness, and the same love for her as before.

It's just that Linghu Xiaoya, who was severely injured by him, no longer has the courage to accept a second blow. Therefore, even if he is really different, he can only silently say "sorry" to him in his heart, they have no turning back, and there can be no future, just because she is from the future world and has memories of experiences that he does not have.

Maybe......

No, no, maybe, she doesn't love Gu Yongwei anymore, although she is not sure if she loves Chu Chaoyang now.

However, she knows very well that she is very determined to start a different life, not to make her life a mess again, and there will be no more unmarried pregnancies.

If...... If a man can have a child, she will definitely treat him in the same way as a person, let Chu Chaoyang be eaten and wiped clean by her, and then wait for her pity with her child.

Hold your forehead, what kind of messy idea is this, thinking of the matter between men and women, the fox girl blushed with shame, got into the quilt to cover her head, and smirked "hehe".

I don't know, will I meet other boys again, do I have to Chu Chaoyang? What if she hadn't come to TZ, what if she hadn't happened to meet Amanda again? What if she took the initiative to call Meng Qingming to find Kebik according to the contact information on the business card? Could it be that Chu Chaoyang's seat will be replaced by Kebik?

So many ifs, exactly, is there any one that will be true?

Sleepless all night, listening to the rain all night, thinking of Chu Chaoyang's stupid appearance, Ling Fox Xiaoya couldn't help but wonder, in fact, Chu Chaoyang is quite cute, except for his always indifferent attitude, everything else seems to be very good. In this way, it seems good to have a relationship with him without burden.

- She doesn't need to ask for a high-paying job to supplement her uncle's family, Chu Chaoyang doesn't have Chu Tianqi to take care of him, and there is no employment and employment relationship between her and him, although he is still her boss.

So what, she is free in spirit, and that is enough.

Early in the morning, the rain stops, and the chirping of birds seems to tell people that the rain has stopped and a new day has begun.

Standing in front of the window, opening the curtains, the leaves and flowers are stained with rain and dew, like a woman who has just accepted joy and shyly swaying gently with the morning breeze; When she opened the window, the fresh earthy fragrance came to her nose, which made the fox girl feel very good, and she wanted to do something to suppress her excitement that she had nowhere to release.

Why don't you make breakfast for them?

Running to the kitchen with a sweet smile, she told the maid that she had come to do it this morning, and secretly prayed in her heart that their tastes and preferences had not changed, and that she had given them a belated gift.

After Linghu Xiaoya, Chu Chaoyang was the first to get up, he was used to morning exercises, but this time he was at his godfather's house, and it had just rained last night, so he could only walk back and forth in the porch.

When I passed by the kitchen, I saw Linghu Xiaoya who was busy inside, Chu Chaoyang stood in front of the window and frowned, this girl was diligent.