Yijing never thought of saying these words unexpectedly and in an orderly manner, but the apology was blurted out so easily and hastily.

In the hazy eyes of tears, she couldn't see his real look, only listened to his solemn tone, which made her involuntarily panic, she wanted to tell all the words that had been hidden for a long time, but the guilt in her heart was too heavy, and she couldn't hold back the tears, but she insisted on meeting his gaze.

"You just went to Xianghe...... she talked about the painting of the clear sky, the short poems found in the notebook returned by Tianyi Pavilion, and then learned that he had done everything for her without her knowledge, and said many, many things, just now when he went to Foguo Temple to "blackmail" Master Tongji, just a short chok, his lips and tongue were forced down again, and he drove straight in, so deep and eternal that she could hardly breathe, and her throat was even congested by the scorching heat that surged up because of lack of oxygen.

When he finally left, he sucked the wetness of her cheeks again.

Until the kiss cleared her sight.

I saw his smiling eyes, the corners of his eyes stretched like that.

He thought that it was after marriage that made her see the strangeness, but gradually realized that he had already returned, and he could no longer choose to avoid it, so he repeatedly expressed his admiration...... If this is the case, he still feels regretful in the end, and there is always a gap in his heart.

"I hid it from you because I was afraid that I would feel more guilty after you knew it, and I was so timid that I would not be able to approach me again." He said, his fingertips running lightly over her long, beautiful brow, resting on the side of her cheek.

"Originally, it was like this, but I relied on you not knowing my ugly face to be cheeky and try to make up for the debt...... When I know that you have also returned, what face will you have to accept your sincerity and give with all your heart...... I can't really help you with anything, let alone repay ...... But when I thought of it, I would be a stranger, and I would see you marry someone else...... I can't do it, I can't lie to myself, I'm afraid of losing you, I can't imagine a life that has nothing to do with you...... I tried my best to convince myself to let go with my past sins, that I am not worthy of being your wife, that I am not worthy of your affection, and that if you want to take revenge on me, I should bear it, but how can I be so cheeky, knowing that you remember the beginning, and still pretend that nothing happened...... When I first saw each other in this life, the shame of shamelessness should be remembered by me, but I don't know when I am not afraid to see each other again, but I hope to be side by side with you. ”

When the guilt was not weakened, love was quietly born, and when she learned that he had also returned and was unwilling to let go, it was like an empowerment.

"Thankfully." Yu Feng covered her body and kissed her eyelids again, tasting the salty and wet taste of the remaining tears, and the sweetness between her lips and tongue.

The two of them gradually moved from the footsteps under the low couch, hugged each other and fell on the soft white fox felt on the couch, and the tent was brought down by someone's arm, and half of it hung down.

Yijing felt that his fingers were as cold as ever, but they could make her skin burn inch by inch, and before she knew it, the heavy clothes on her body were gone, and when she felt the sudden coldness, under her palm was his same untouched body skin, and suddenly opened her eyes, and her eyes immediately sank into his dark eyes, and the wine in her heart became more and more diffuse and burned to the confusion of his thinking.

She heard his voice suddenly ringing in her ears, and he said Little fool, you have always been my wife, don't try to avoid it, you have to pay it back with your life, no, life is too short, in the next reincarnation, you can only belong to me.

She turned her face sideways and kissed his lips that had stained her skin with the warmth of her skin.

During the long kiss, he naturally entered her body, and it touched her sensitive secret softness with great familiarity, and the impact and fit made her like a cloud for a while, and like a sinking into a sea of flowers for a while, and sometimes she could only cling to his shoulders, and sometimes she seemed to lose her strength and slump in the crook of her arm, allowing him to pick what he wanted.

The body is clearly scorching, but the skin can feel the cold air that invades the curtain, and the charcoal fire of the cockroach can't warm her naked body, but his cold kiss can bring the warmth of ironing.

She distinctly felt his sudden urgency, and even his breath became cloudy.

The body seemed to melt under this round of impact, and the numbness climbed from the soles of his feet, and the blood pulses attached to his chest were gently squeezed by his palm...... She moaned helplessly, her legs hooked around his thin waist, only to feel that the burning heat in her body was about to melt and pour, but her heart seemed to be thrown high into the clouds.

His arms tightened tightly, holding her firmly to his chest, clutching her earlobe and gasping for pleading.

Beauty, wait for me, wait for me......

She felt his body be taken away from the quilt, and there was a sudden chill on her back.

The rhythm was more urgent and deeper, and she could no longer bear it.

In the confusion, she found his lips and kissed them, and finally put them in his ear and shouted "Far Yang".

I felt a tightness on my waist, which was a sudden slowdown in rhythm, but it deepened the fit.

The two trembled almost simultaneously and hugged each other tightly.

It took a long time for his body to press down, but his cheek was buried in her neck socket for a long time, and his breathing was still rapid.

Only then did Yijing realize that his waist was so sore that it didn't look like his own, so he was pressed on his body and couldn't move.

The cabin was silent for a moment except for the sound of breathing and heartbeat, which gradually subsided from rapidity.

He lay down on his side, hugged her in his arms from behind, and casually pulled the brocade quilt and wrapped it around his body.

Yijing also found that their clothes were entangled under the bed, and they couldn't tell you and me apart.

The silence was too long, making her think he might be asleep.

Yu Feng spoke, and his voice had returned to his usual Qingyue: "For a long time, I have been living lonely...... The body is weak, and from time to time he is tormented by the poison in his body, and many times he feels that he can't bear it...... I have dreamed of my mother countless times, and her eyebrows are always indistinguishable, and I asked her if she would never be so lonely and painful again when she arrived in another world...... She said silly boy, it will be more lonely here, keep going, and one day you will get rid of your illness. ”

Yijing turned his back, but he could feel the corners of his lips curled slightly when he spoke, so the corners of his eyes couldn't help but be astringent again, so he firmly grasped the palm he was holding on his waist.

"Mama Xie told me that my mother was poisoned, and I was also victimized, I want to know the details, Mama Xie is secretive...... Grandmother was also reluctant to talk about the old things because of guilt, and my father was even more ...... Except for the Chu Palace, the only place I have been to is the palace, and it is also because of recuperation...... Everyone looked at me with pity and hopelessness...... For a long time, I didn't even know that my mother was killed by the Jiang family. ”

"Later, the second brother grew older and often came to Guan Suiyuan to accompany him, and I got acquainted with you from his words...... It was also the second brother who told me that the Jiang family was the 'real murderer', and told me carefully about the events of the year...... Not only you, but even me at that time, I thought about the Jiang family's strangeness over and over again, and gradually felt that things were not so simple, but I never doubted the second brother. ”

"Until Yuanqing was seriously ill in the sixth year, and the needle stone was ineffective, I almost thought that I would never survive that cold winter again...... Mr. Jiang appeared, and he treated me, saying that he had fallen under the secret poison of the Miao family in the southwest, and he could eradicate it...... I wondered, how could the Jiang family get the Miao family's drug production...... I'm not sure, I suspect that the second uncle is because once I die of illness, the second brother and him will be the direct beneficiaries...... You may not know it, but I was obsessed with you at that time, and apart from my family, you were the only person I felt familiar with...... Even though I've only seen you once. ”

"So I opened my mouth to the Holy Lord and the Queen Mother, and granted marriage...... I know that I am just a stranger to you, I know that the second brother is innocent, and I know that you are childhood sweethearts...... But when I was unsure, I questioned the second uncle in front of the Queen Mother and my aunt and grandmother, it was I who ruined your marriage, so that you could no longer bloom with a carefree smile under the peach and plum back then. ”

"I'm at fault, too."

"If I hadn't brought you into misfortune and let you fall in, you wouldn't have been taken advantage of...... So when I came back, I wanted to find out the truth in secret, and I didn't want to involve you anymore...... You weren't supposed to be involved in the royal conspiracy. ”

"I was about five years old when I came back, and my mother had already died of illness, and I couldn't completely recover it."

"Yijing, stop blaming yourself, I want to know the truth of the year, because until now, in fact, I can't be sure whether the second brother is innocent, you have to tell me what happened back then."

If you say something unspeakable, you may be able to completely let go, Yu Feng is not still unsure of Yu Zhou's malice, he just wants Yijing to completely let go of the past.

There was another slightly long silence.

Only then did he hear the muffled voice of the man in his arms.

"After you reminded me like this, I remembered that it was Jiang Yue who heard that it was you who went to beg the Holy Lord for marriage and persuaded my grandmother." Yijing looked at the light and shadow that was still circulating outside the tent, and some memories suddenly became clear.

Jiang Yue was her "good cousin" and confidant at that time, and when she saw that she was worried about marriage, she comforted her intimately: "Ah Jing, if you want to marry in the next life, you should be sincere to you, and I will treat ......you well in the future."

But after she knew, her heart was dead, although she never hated Yu Feng, but complained that he ruined her life, so she treated each other indifferently, no matter how he showed sincerity, she also felt that she couldn't let go.

She didn't want to excuse herself, but she must explain Yu Zhou's crimes: "He must not be innocent, if he hadn't been instilled with those evil since he was a child, how could he develop a vicious temperament, Mingyue was right, Yu Zhou is ruthless, not just for you and me...... Maybe in that life, seeing that you were sick and weak, he would curry favor with you to win a chance to start in the future...... Since the marriage between you and me has been settled, he must have planned a conspiracy step by step. ”

"The second uncle and the second aunt can't know my temperament well, only Yu Zhou."

In this life, he confronted Yu Dong and his wife, Yi Jing didn't think that Yu Dong and Xiao Xie could understand human nature, but Yu Zhou knew her, knew her obsession with him, couldn't bear to be separated from him, knew her weaknesses, and her mind was full of those love stories in the book, the more she couldn't get it, the more unwilling she was to let go, arrogant and willful and unwilling to take the hands of others, so she could be used by them.

Only Yu Zhou knew her full trust in him.

will use such a ridiculous lie to deceive, believing that if Yu Feng's condition recurs and he sleeps for a while, the saint will take back his life and let Yu Dong's family continue to stay in the palace.

"He can't have been deceived by his second uncle, because before I died, I heard him confess his greed without scruples."

I only hate myself in that life, cowardly and ignorant, and I can't see through the sinister and disgusting feelings of these people around me.

The big mistake is cast, and it is too late to regret it.

"What happened after I drank the medicine?" Yu Feng felt the person in her arms tremble slightly, and held her hand back, and her voice was soft.

"The tea made by Dongyu, Yu Zhou handed it to me with his own hands......" This time she was not silent for a long time: "The tea is poisonous, the two of them watched me poison and cough up blood, Yu Zhou just said those words, he has long held a grudge against you, thinking that everything you have should belong to him." ”

"I remember I reminded you at the time, why didn't you go back to the Mansion immediately?"

Yes, he had reminded that those people would be bad for her, and when Yu Zhou handed over the tea, she had actually thought that the tea was poisonous.

She had a chance to escape at that time, after all, there were still a few maids outside the house, such as Yingsheng and Xia Yun, although they were surrounded by Mama Song's ancestors and grandchildren, they must not know the details of the conspiracy, and they were as cautious as Mama Song would never give someone a handle, and Yu Zhou would definitely not kill in order to completely clear the suspicion of the conspiracy.

Only if she is willing to drink that bowl of tea, can he achieve his goal as he wishes.

At that time, she had no ambition to live.

Thinking that her husband, who she poisoned with her own hands, was still thinking about her before he died, he regretted strangling his liver and sausage.

Paying for her life was her naïve idea in a hurry at that time.

Yijing sighed for a long time: "I was very cowardly, and then I realized how cowardly I was, and I didn't dare to face what happened next...... I have no shame to say to everyone that I hurt you...... I didn't even think that dying like this would give Yu Zhou what he wanted...... He didn't regret it until he woke up, and if he wanted to die, he had to wait until he exposed his cruelty...... I'm such a foolish and selfish person, and I don't even know how someone like me can be favored by God......"

"Don't talk about it." He interrupted her at the right time: "It's all over......"

His kisses always calmed her down, and gradually she stopped shaking.

After a short silence, Yu Feng asked again: "Do you still hate him now, it's strange, I don't seem to have felt your hatred for your second brother." ”

As soon as he asked, he felt the person in his arms come sideways, his cheek against his chest.

Speak very lightly but clearly and firmly.

"I don't hate him for a long time, he's not that important, it's not worth my teeth to gnash for him."

He smiled, chin resting on the top of her soft hair.

In any case, it was a blessing for Heaven to reunite them in this life, and tonight he was finally sure that he had taken possession of her heart this time.