123 is inseparable
Facing her forced gaze that did not reach her goal, Ling Su smiled helplessly: "I am married, married to a girl from the Shi family, you should have heard of this person." ”
sighed: "She's not as beautiful as you, but she's very virtuous, at least she won't come out to find a man in the middle of the night......"
Cheng Xueyan's hand resting on the table shook violently.
"As for you...... I don't think I need to say more, who else in the world knows himself better than himself? Laughing again, clasping his arms and squinting at her: "With the reputation of the eldest girl of the Cheng family, I believe that the suitor is afraid to break the threshold, right?" However, the girl must not slack off on this, if the news of the meeting with Ling in the suburbs today spreads...... Ling Mou can't say it, how can Ling Mou be a cold Confucian, how can he compare to a girl's status? Ling was lucky enough to marry a lady, but he didn't want to make his wife cry because of this. Hold the hand of the son, grow old with the son...... I used to think that the flowers hanging on the branches were the most precious, but I didn't want to pick up more delicate flowers at hand, and the flowers that were high above were afraid that they had experienced too much wind and sun, but they were too far away to see clearly, but now they were closer, but they found that she had already been dusty and dirty, and they were not clean......"
"Smack"......
A resounding slap in the face.
He seemed stunned, raised his eyes to her heartbreaking, and actually smiled.
"That's right, if Ling had made the girl misunderstand something, now it can be considered a joke. It's cold in the middle of the night, it's not good for the girl to stay in the wild like this, if something happens, Ling can't afford it, it's better to go back early, and Ling can't send him off......"
After finishing speaking, he gave a chic salute and turned to leave, but his waist was tightened......
Is he shaking or is he shrinking? Is his bones rattling or is his heart broken?
She couldn't tell!
Is it love or just for the warmth of this moment? Do you want to keep or say goodbye?
She couldn't tell!
All she knew was that she had lost him, she had lost him again, and this time it was because she was an outcast!
No matter in the past life or the present life, if there is really a destined, she and him, I am afraid that it can only be this kind of fate, and this reunion arranged by God is actually for the final parting......
He's shaking, he's really shaking...... He's laughing......
"Miss Xue Yan is reluctant to Ling? Ling didn't finish what he said just now, but it was because of the disparity in status between you and me, in fact, ...... If the girl is willing to be honored, she doesn't care about having another sister......"
The heart is getting stiff, the hands are getting cold, and the arms are getting weak......
He turned around, smiling, thinking that the slap had done nothing for him.
"If you don't give up, wait for the girl's reply......"
She looked at him fixedly, but saw him touch the wet marks on the back of his shoulder, and frowned at his fingers: "You stained my clothes......"
Yes, how could she have forgotten that he was such a clean-loving man......
It is said that a woman is like a garment, and she ...... Even his clothes are not as good as ......
She looked at him with a sad face, the corners of her mouth twitched, and she suddenly laughed.
This is the man she desperately wants to keep, this is the man she has been waiting for for all her life......
Happy, really happy, why are you so happy?
Take a deep breath.
The night is so cool, and the wind is so sweet.
She turned lightly, didn't look at him again, and floated forward.
"Girl...... Take care ......"
There was a graceful goodbye from behind him.
Her footsteps did pause for a moment, but she still stepped out in style.
Ling Su gave a deep salute to her back, and when he heard her footsteps gradually fade away, Fang raised his eyes to look over and slowly stood up straight.
The night was dark, but she couldn't hide her pale green dress, she walked fluttering like that, but she never got out of his sight, maybe no matter where she went, she would never be able to get out of his heart.
Ling Su looked at the back of the line, and a fishy sweetness suddenly appeared between his lips.
Why?
Her question was still in her ears.
Why......
Can he tell her that he was forced to do nothing? Can he tell her that he had talked to his mother from the bottom of his heart, and if she didn't marry, her mother forced her to die? Can he tell her that his mother threatens him to go to Chengfu if he doesn't cut ties with her, saying that she seduces her son to ruin her reputation? He can tell her that in the past hundred days, he has been thinking about it day and night, just to solve all the chaos, and then solemnly propose marriage to Cheng Mansion, and he wants to give her a home without worries...... He could tell her that he had also forced him to die, and even really had died to show his ambition, but when he woke up from a coma in the middle of the night, he saw his mother kneeling beside the bed, tears in her eyes......
On the one hand, he is a mother who has been widowed for more than 20 years and has worked hard, and on the other hand, he is a woman who loves him at first sight and cares for his whole life, he ...... How will you choose? If she's him...... How will she choose?
It turns out that even without a sword and sword shadow can make a person submit......
In this choice, it is not the mother who loses, not her, but ...... He!
She's still beautiful.
In the night, in the candlelight, she was sad but forced to calm down, so it was so beautiful that it was thrilling. She was full of tears but smiling, beautiful and proud.
She must not have known that when he smiled at her, he was painting her appearance in his eyes with a stroke of stroke, sparing no expense; One knife after another, she carved her traces in the bottom of her heart, which were deeply ingrained......
Say goodbye today, and there will be no time in the future......
But she rushed over without regard for her daughter's dignity......
At that moment, he wanted to hug her and pour out his thoughts; At that moment, he wanted to leave this heavy fetters and take her hand to leave this prosperous but cold place; At that moment, he wanted to spend his life to care for her, to love her, and to give her everything, even if he was just the most ordinary person......
Because she is the goddess in his heart, the fairy in his dreams...... Always!
She deserves to be happy......
And her happiness ...... It has never been about him......
If everything was a mistake from the beginning, then stop with him.
If the love between the two is long, how can it be in the morning and twilight......
Twilight is only for him......
There were still tears on her fingertips, and he kissed them gently, like kissing her heartbroken and sad eyes.
Looking at her figure that was about to blur into the night again, his palm clenched and released, and sighed softly: "Cherish ......"
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So happy......
How can you be happy? Odd!
She thought she was going to be sad, but she didn't want to laugh all the time.
Her steps were light, floating through the countryside, into the alleys, and back to Chengfu.
How can it be so light? It seems to have turned into a shadow.
She smiled and looked at the shadow.
The shadow was laid obliquely on the ground, long and short, thick and faint, but it always followed him inch by inch. In this world, only the shadow is the most faithful, and will never rebel until death......
Laugh......
Heartbeat frenzy......
Is it jumping? But I can't seem to feel its rhythm, only the roar from the chest to the ears, like a dense drumbeat, like a torrential rain, exciting, crazy......
Suddenly, a wisp of wind swirled down from the tall magnolia tree, taking away a pair of daisies on her sideburns, but it brought a trace of Qingyue's sound, sad, and desolate......
Somehow, the smile suddenly twitched at the corners of her lips, and she twitched uncontrollably, and her chest was hot, as if a stream of lava was about to erupt and engulf her......
She suddenly lifted her skirt and looked at the voice...... Maybe it was just an illusion for a moment, but it seemed to tie her up, and ran straight to the courtyard that was once full of lilacs......
She never knew the direction, but this time it was an accurate passage through the corridor, as if there was a god in the dark leading her and calling for her...... Go to Zixiangju, Zixiangju......
She swirled to Zixiangju like a gust of wind, but saw that the snow-white figure was in the courtyard, and the cold gaze reflected the moonlight, as if he knew that she would come, as if he had been staying here, as if he had been waiting for her for a long time......
Just threw herself into his arms, threw herself into his arms without hesitation, hugged him tightly, and the churning magma in his chest seemed to be irresistible anymore......
From low whimpering to suppressed crying, to biting and thrashing, as if he was the one who had a bad heart, as if he was the one who should bear these punishments, but he didn't have time to think about why he had suffered on behalf of others......
He let her rub and pull, only gently wrapped around her, as if it was his fault, as if he deserved to endure this kind of torture, he ...... There is no shirk of responsibility, only ...... A sigh......
Tired, tired......
Buried in his chest and sobbed quietly, her hands grabbed the placket of his clothes, as if she was afraid that he would disappear, so that she really had nothing to rely on.
Everything was quieting, so quiet that you could hear the last chirping of the night worms in the silence of late autumn.
She raised her eyes dizzily, as if she had just woken up from a dream, and found herself leaning on a cold and safe embrace, and when she raised her face, she could see the man's elegant neck and square chin...... The placket was full of wrinkles, and it was mottled with tears......
Remembering the chaos just now, he suddenly panicked and wanted to leave, but found that although this embrace was loose, it was extremely strong. She earned two...... Maybe it was too weak, maybe it was too unintentional to leave, so it was just two struggles, and the person honestly fell on his chest, feeling his beautiful hand gently and slowly caressing her long hair.
She seemed to be hypnotized by him......
"You...... Why ......"
She didn't know what to say, and suddenly breaking the silence was as if breaking this dream that had been maintained tacitly, and everything was very clear and real.
"I ...... Isn't it ......" Thinking of the absurdity just now, she suddenly became uncomfortable.
"I'd rather you cry than the silence of three years ago......"
His voice seemed to sound from her chest, and her face tingled.
She didn't dare to look up at him again, wondering how to end this embarrassment, but secretly wishing that it would go on like this. This embrace, she likes. But......
"I should go......" she said faintly.
His arms stiffened, as if he hesitated slightly, but finally let go.
A nameless small flame burned in the bottom of my heart, and the longer the wind swayed.