010 Kissing (1)

Crying, is she crying? Lin Su blinked his eyes, and his body became conscious.

"I'm fine." She said in a hoarse voice, then turned around...... Ran away.

Until he returned home and threw himself on his bed, Lin Su was still gasping for breath. That's really him, and you can't be wrong. Although compared with him in her memory, the person she saw today was much more immature, and she did not have the calm feeling after the vicissitudes of life, but she would not admit her mistake.

If she gave up entering the palace, then in this life, is it possible for the two of them to be together?

As the saying goes, if you want to win the hearts of one person, the white head will not be separated......

Such a thought instantly shattered Lin Su's incomparably firm belief since his rebirth, and the idea of entering the palace to fight, repeating the experience of his previous life and staying with the person he loved for a lifetime was constantly tormenting Lin Su.

However, Lin Clumsy's routine homework inspection every month made Lin Su gradually die of that heart.

Lin said that he would never allow her to ruin his long-standing plan. Lin Su still knows his father very well. Although she was afraid of him in her previous life, it did not prevent her from understanding Lin Zhuoyan. In other words, it is because of understanding that they are afraid.

To a large extent, Lin is a person who will not give up in order to achieve his goal. Because she didn't want to enter the palace, she once begged him bitterly, and even fainted from hunger and hunger in protest. However, when she woke up, Lin Zhuoyan, who was standing beside the bed with a cold face, only said one word.

It was that sentence that made her never forgive her father until she died.

"If you die, you will die in the palace for me!"

In the end, she literally died in the palace.

At that time, Lin Su didn't understand why his father would rather his daughter die than let her enter the palace. However, since she also eavesdropped on her parents' conversation, she faintly realized the difficult past that Lin Zhuoyan did not say at the beginning.

Is it because of the "blood feud" in his father's mouth?

Seeing that Lin Shuyan was also a little satisfied because of Mama Lin's appreciation, Lin Su's heart was sour. Perhaps, she is really a tool for revenge in her father's heart...... Her heart was cold, and she felt that this predetermined fate made her want to break free, but she felt powerless.

It was her father, the one who gave birth to her. She is his blood and bones, Lin Shuyan has a sentence Lin Su, who has lived for so many years, has to admit that since she is Lin Shuyan's daughter and keeps the blood of the Lin family, then she should carry everything from the Lin family.

Just, what exactly is that "everything"?

"Dad," when he left Mama Lin's yard, Lin Su took two quick steps to keep up with Lin Shuyan, "Dad." ”

She screamed crisply, and waited until Lin Shuyan slowed down and looked back at herself, then she walked over a little nervously, looked down at her hands on tiptoe, and said in a low voice: "Daddy, I don't understand something, I want to ask Daddy to solve my puzzles." ”

"Sister Su, you're also thirteen years old, right?" Lin Shuyan looked down at Lin Su, who was shy like a little daughter in front of him, and suddenly his tone was full of emotion.

Lin Su was stunned for a moment, and immediately nodded. She is eleven years old, and because she was born in Layue, she is also thirteen years old.

"In the blink of an eye, you've grown so big." Lin Shuyan stretched out his hand as if he wanted to touch Lin Su's head, but finally stopped, "Come with me to the study." ”

Lin Su hurriedly followed, and walked into Lin Shuyan's study that never allowed outsiders to enter - this study, even the daily care of things, was done by the Su family himself, and he never pretended to be the hand of a maid and servant.

After living for two lifetimes, Lin Su entered this mysterious study for the first time. However, there is nothing to be seen. Simple desks, chairs, bookshelves, and even not too many books. Curiously looking at the layout of the entire study, Lin Su walked to Lin Shuyan, who was sitting behind the desk.

"Daddy, I want to know why you invited Mama Lin to teach me." Lin Su got straight to the point, and didn't hide his intentions at all, "The daughters of other people's families, maybe there are more maids and wives around me than me, and they look more pompous than me, but there is no upbringing like Mama Lin......"

After a slight pause, Lin Su looked at Lin Shuyan tentatively, "Daddy, do you really want to send me to the palace?" ”

This kind of temptation is actually very dangerous, so Lin Su was still a little mentally prepared when he saw Lin Shuyan's unpredictable expression for a moment.

"Daddy......" she muttered in a low voice, and Lin Shuyan regained her composure after being initially told by her little daughter. It's just that his face has been blue and ugly for a long time.

"Who told you that?"

Lin Su bit his lower lip for a while and didn't speak, until a trace of blood flowed from the corner of his lip, and then he whispered: "So that means, this is true?" But Daddy, why did you send me into the palace? Is it really for the sake of glory and wealth? ”

Lin Shuyan looked at his daughter in front of him, but he didn't know how to tell his daughter.

Since Lin Suman was one year old, he was released, and at that time he was only in the seventh grade, and the environment and connections around him were far from being as good as they are now. What's more, his natural caution made him dare not really take his daughter with him, in case the other party noticed something and affected his daughter.

At that time, no one even knew that he had a daughter in Beijing except for Mama Lan. It wasn't until Lin Su returned to Beijing at the end of his term of office when he was four years old, and confirmed from some people that everything had calmed down, that he slowly relaxed.

Recalling the past, Lin Shuyan's expression slowly softened, and he looked at Lin Su with some pity. Although this daughter has not been raised by her side since she was a child, she is also very caring, and her words and deeds are also very cautious. Maybe it's because I don't have my parents around, and all of them are also precocious and know some people's feelings.

"Sister Su, you have also grown up, there are some things to tell you, can you understand?"

"Yes!" Lin Su immediately nodded vigorously.

That afternoon, the Lin father and daughter stayed in the study for a long time, and no one knew what Lin Shuyan said to Lin Su. It's just that from that day on, everyone felt that Lin Su had changed.

And this feeling is the most important for Mama Lin. In each day, she spent the longest time with Lin Su, so it was easier to notice the changes in those details. In her opinion, although Lin Su was smart in the past, she always had a deep sense of disobedience that was different from that of a girl of this age. This kind of profundity is revealed by chance, and Lin Su will immediately subconsciously cover it up after others notice it.

Therefore, her whole person seems a little lonely, and when she is alone, she is not even a little angry, as if she is an old man who has lived for a long time, experienced all kinds of vicissitudes, and is getting quieter and quieter.

As for the current Lin Su, he seems to have more obsession, and his eyes have begun to become shining.

And just when Lin Su finally made up her mind to stay away from the unrealistic dream of love, that person actually appeared in front of her again.

"This is my nephew Jing Xuan, who is sixteen years old this year. Jing Xuan, Mrs. Lin is your elder, and it is not too much for you to call your aunt. Mrs. Li Wen introduced with a smile, and Lin Su, who couldn't hide, could only pull up his sleeves and half-block his face, and secretly looked at Wen Jingxuan beside Mrs. Li uncontrollably.

Wen Jingxuan saluted neither humbly nor arrogantly, with a slight embarrassment on his face, and did not look at Lin Su.

"Jing Xuan has seen Mrs. Lin and Miss Lin."

"Jing Xuan's nephew looks like he is also a young talent," Su nodded with a smile, turned back to Lin Su and said, "Sister Su, my pu fan seems to have been forgotten in the car, you go and help me take it off." ”

Lin Su answered, saluted the elders in the guest room of the White Deer Temple, and finally glanced at Wen Jingxuan seemingly carelessly. Wen Jingxuan's eyes suddenly widened the moment the two looked at each other, as if he recognized Lin Su, and Lin Su was so frightened that he immediately turned around and left.

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Happy Zongzi Festival~~~