Chapter 29: Don't Abandon Me
"I ......"
Jiang Siyi tilted her head to avoid his questioning, she really didn't want to see him again so soon.
"Why, because I'm hiding from you to see another woman?" Ye Qingping's tone revealed caution, he was afraid that if he was too eager, he would anger the person in front of him who was already dissatisfied with him.
"I was deceived, I didn't want to go on a blind date with another woman." His dislike and disgust for Li Youyou has reached the point where he is not even willing to say the other party's name, and is only willing to use that woman instead.
"I know."
At the beginning, she was indeed dissatisfied and embarrassed that Ye Qingping left her to see Li Youyou, but the words he and Secretary Li and his wife were in the ward just now had already made her basically clear about the facts. Combined with the fact that Ye Qingping once asked her to pretend to be his girlfriend to help him avoid the blind date, of course she knew that he didn't take the initiative to go.
Therefore, she did not avoid him for a blind date that did not exist.
"So for what?" Ye Qingping didn't understand, what else made her dissatisfied and even avoided him.
"Perhaps......" Jiang Siyi's words circled around her mouth several times, she took a deep breath, and finally said, "Perhaps, you should have helped me save her just now." ”
She never compels others to help someone whose life is in danger, because this is the professional ethics of doctors, not the obligation of ordinary people.
But she doesn't want her other half to be a person who lacks empathy and looks at the lives and deaths of others.
In particular, Ye Qingping once helped treat Wu Hao regardless of the filth on the ground and the horrific scene of the car accident. He crouched on the ground, and the trust and admiration he had given her came to her mind more than once, and it made her feel that he was reliable, warm and strong.
And Ye Qingfang stood on the stairs indifferently, as if something in his body had been pulled away and crushed, which made her inexplicably frightened.
She wasn't sure if she still liked Ye Qingping like this.
"You're blaming me for not bringing her to the hospital." Ye Qingping suddenly laughed, but his laughter was very bitter.
He turned away from her, "What, did you disappoint?" Suddenly I found out that I am not what you imagined, but a cold-blooded, selfish, despicable, morally degraded person? ”
"No, that's not what I meant." From the past to the present, Jiang Siyi never intended to use these words on him.
"But what if that's the kind of person I'm like. Do you know why the woman fell down the stairs? Because I told her a lot of vicious taunts. I don't care about life and death, and I don't want to waste even a little bit of my energy, I feel disgusted even when I touch her......"
Ye Qingping seemed to give up everything, his speed of speech became faster and faster, but he stopped abruptly.
After a long silence, he suddenly turned around and grabbed Jiang Siyi's hand and clenched it in front of him, pleading in a low and humble voice, "Don't be disgusted with me, Yiyi, please don't dislike me because of this......"
Jiang Siyi raised her head and stared at Ye Qingping's eyes, which were full of paranoia and panic at the moment.
She had no doubt that any rejection she had from him would shatter even more of the clear eyes that only unworldly teenagers had.
"Ye Qingping, I didn't dislike you. You hear clearly, I am not disgusted with you. Jiang Siyi brushed his face, "I'm just, I just want to give each other a time to calm down, okay?" ”
"How long will you take?" Hope burst out in Ye Qingping's eyes.
"I don't know, maybe a week, maybe ......"
Before Jiang Siyi's words came out, Ye Qingping hurriedly interrupted her, "Okay, a week." ”
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Jiang Siyi wrapped Ye Qingping's coat and paced to the self-service machine downstairs in the hospital to buy a cup of coffee. After tossing and turning for nearly a night, she really didn't have any more strength.
The distant eastern sky was white, and Jiang Siyi pressed his throbbing temples and decided to give himself a time to rest and think.
But when she took out her mobile phone to ask for leave from the hospital, she was told that someone had already asked for her.
Hanging up the phone, Jiang Siyi showed a helpless smile, no need to guess who helped her take leave.
The person who said that he didn't want to waste a little bit of energy on others spent his energy on her so carefully and carefully.
Jiang Siyi couldn't say what she was feeling in her heart at the moment.
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When passing the toll office in the lobby on the first floor, the nurse stopped Jiang Siyi, who was about to leave, and handed her back a handbag. Jiang Siyi remembered that when they sent Li Youyou to the hospital, Li Youyou was holding this bag in his hand, and the wallpaper of the mobile phone in the bag also confirmed this.
Jiang Siyi was going to ask the nurse to help return it to Li Youyou, but the new nurse who had just finished the shift said that she would not be able to pass it for a while.
Seeing that there was still Li Youyou's ID card in the bag, Jiang Siyi had no choice but to decide to return it to her herself, and she would have to do it again after saving it.
She didn't want to get involved in this complicated love-hate relationship anymore.
Contrary to her wishes, Jiang Siyi knocked on the door and entered the ward, and Wu Hao's figure inevitably crashed into her sight.
Wu Hao sat in front of Li Youyou's hospital bed with his head down, and the slap marks and scratches on his face showed that he had just learned a lesson from the Li family.
Jiang Siyi didn't pay more attention to Wu Hao. She quickly explained her intention to Li's mother, and handed back Li Youyou's bag and planned to leave.
"I'll send you." Wu Hao stood up suddenly, and at the same time, Li's mother, who was holding the bag in the room, also looked up, obviously Wu Hao's sudden action caused Li's mother to speculate about the relationship between the two.
Jiang Siyi was about to refuse, she didn't want to misunderstand Mother Li because of her past with Wu Hao.
At this time, Li Youyou on the hospital bed slowly opened his eyes and looked around blankly.
"Youyou-" Mother Li threw herself in front of the hospital bed with tears in her eyes and brushed Li Youyou's face, "My poor daughter, you are finally awake." ”
For a while, everyone's attention was focused on Li Youyou.
Jiang Siyi was overjoyed and was about to take the opportunity to leave, but she didn't want Li Youyou's first words to wake up but make her a head start, and it was difficult to move an inch.
"She, pushed me." Li Youyou's eyes were full of resentment, her tone was weak, but her fingers were firmly pointing at Jiang Siyi.
"What did you say?" Wu Hao looked at Jiang Siyi, whose face was full of shock, and his suspicious gaze turned on Jiang Siyi.
Li Youyou's tears fell down her pale face, and she bit her lip and shouted at Wu Hao aggrievedly, "She was the one who pushed me down the stairs, Wu Hao, who killed our child." ”
Jiang Siyi thought about the snow flying in June, and Dou E's strange grievances were nothing more than that.
She tried her best to send Li Youyou to the hospital to save her life, but she beat her upside down. But who would doubt a young mother who has just lost her child.
Jiang Siyi felt that she was almost unable to argue.
"You pushed her? Jiang Siyi, what are you rushing at me, I, Wu Hao, will not refuse. But where did Youyou offend you, you have to push her down the stairs! ”
"I didn't. Moreover, I brought her to the hospital. Jiang Siyi ignored Wu Hao's words, she stared at Li Youyou very firmly and said, "Miss Li, think about it again, did I really push you down the stairs." ”
Wu Hao obviously decided that she deliberately wanted to kill Li Youyou, but what was the reason? He doesn't think that he has an old love for him, because he killed his girlfriend, how narcissistic it is.
"Wu Hao, I'm afraid ......" Li Youyou grabbed the sheets with both hands and stepped back.
The girl with a pale and weak face confronted a woman wearing a starry sky dress with delicate makeup, and this scene made it even more obvious that Jiang Siyi was a vicious woman who viciously killed Li Youyou.
"I'm a doctor, do you think I'd do something that goes against ethics. Wu Hao, you should know how much I value this profession. ”
"Yes, you are a doctor, who can tell that I am pregnant except you......" Li Youyou's voice was very weak, but the words he said smashed into Wu Hao's heart accurately.
Jiang Siyi looked at Li Youyou's provocative eyes, and suddenly realized that the other party was retaliating.
Li Youyou was taking revenge on her for not accompanying her to meet the man.
Jiang Siyi was almost speechless, did Li Youyou think Ye Qingping was the kind of man like Wu Hao who enjoyed the pleasure of being left and right? She really wanted to tell Li Youyou that if she was there, Ye Qingping's attitude towards her would only be worse.
"Mom, it's this woman. She hated me for snatching Wu Hao, so she killed my child. She is a murderer who killed my child......" Li Youyou burst into tears, struggling to pull Li's mother's hand.
Mother Li, who had been listening to them, comforted Li Youyou distressedly, and then walked up to Jiang Siyi with a slap in her hand.
"Crazy," Jiang Siyi covered her beaten face, and Mother Li's hands were so strong that half of her face was numb. "Those who are clear are self-purifying, if you think that I hurt you, sue me."
"Sue you?" Mother Li chased out of the room and viciously grabbed the necklace around Jiang Siyi's neck, "It's you, who caused my daughter to have a miscarriage." ”
"I didn't."
Jiang Siyi wanted to break free, but she was not at all the opponent of Mother Li, who was eager to protect her calves. And Wu Hao, who decided that she was harmful, stayed in the ward to comfort Li Youyou, who woke up.
The dark corridor was empty, and Jiang Siyi's heart gradually sank.
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Mother Li tore Jiang Siyi's hair and pushed her to the end of the corridor, the cold tip of the knife on her back made her raise her hands and not dare to move rashly, so she could only follow Mother Li's strength to move forward.
What kind of things can a crazy woman who has lost her mind do, Jiang Siyi knows. What she didn't expect was that she would go through it again years later.
At the end of the corridor was the bathroom, and Mother Li raised her hand and pushed Jiang Siyi violently.
As soon as Jiang Siyi was able to stand firmly, Li's mother immediately grabbed Jiang Siyi's hair and pulled her to the edge of the pool.
"You who has a father and no mother! You and I can't see the ambiguity between you and Wu Hao, right, robbing a man with such vicious means is not afraid of being struck by lightning. Mother Li pinched Jiang Siyi's chin, pointed at her in the mirror and scolded.
Jiang Siyi was helplessly forced to raise her head, trying her best to keep her sanity, "Aunt Li, calm down, I didn't harm your ......"