270 Dilemma(2)
What kind of honor did a woman who was canonized as a concubine on the second day of Linxing ever get? However, how did he suddenly fall out of favor but still make the emperor unforgettable? How can all these things be justified in a few words? She is willing to silently endure the pain of the Gu worm's backlash, and she is not willing to harm her beloved, but she still has a promise to her former lover in her heart.
This dilemma, this difficult trade-off...... She can't let go of any of them, and she can't choose any of them, so she can only let herself rise and fall in the entanglement, and bear the punishment that shouldn't belong to her. What kind of courage and determination did it take for her to endure this terrible pain?
"It's good that it's coming to an end......"
The corners of Concubine Yu's lips showed a smile, she was extremely happy and relieved, she looked at the bright blue sky outside the window, and her eyes showed infinite yearning.
"It's really hard, you don't know, sometimes the pain in my heart is even more unbearable than insect devouring. And the emperor treats me very well, really good, I never thought I would ......" A layer of blush appeared on his pale face: "And he is a very good emperor, Tianhao can have such an emperor, it is the luck of all the people, how can I ......"
"But why does that person have to harm the emperor?" Su Jinling finally raised a question that had been lingering for a long time.
Concubine Yu shook her head: "I don't know. But that dragon chair should be something everyone wants to sit on......"
Closed his eyes tiredly: "I don't know if he is really ambitious, but if he is afraid, he won't be able to sit for long......"
A smile appeared on his lips, and he couldn't tell whether it was heartache or hideousness: "He doesn't know what exercises he has practiced, and he will be in pain on a full moon night, no less than me." When I first entered the palace, he often inquired about me, asked me to step up my actions, and reprimanded me for disobeying his orders, but later, I don't know whether he gave up on me or was already ......."
Long eyelashes shook out a little melancholy: "The emperor has also given up on me......"
"No, the emperor often reads the ...... of his mother"
"You lie to me again," sighed, "I know it all in my heart." But...... It's okay, if you still remember me, once I leave, he will not be able to let go of me like Queen Ciyi, but he will be sad, and I will not be willing to go......"
Her face suddenly changed, and before Su Jinling could see it clearly, a large patch of bright red had already splashed on the gauze tent.
Su Jinling was shocked: "Niangniang rests first, and the slave goes to find the imperial doctor......"
"It's useless," Concubine Yu's hand holding her wrist was already cold: "Fortunately, I have already said all this, and I can finally rest assured." But there's one more thing I'd like to ask you for......"
"Mother, please talk about ......"
"I always feel that he is still alive, and I always feel that Yi'er will meet him in the future, if ...... Could you please let Yi'er let him go? Just as I repay him for the kindness he did to me and my younger siblings......"
Su Jinling just wanted to say how he could manage the future affairs of King Qingning, but he still nodded in response.
"What a good girl," Concubine Yu smiled, her fingers gently stroked the glass bracelet on her wrist, and sighed: "Call Yi'er in for me......"
Su Jinling ran out in tears, and Yuwen Xuanyi immediately rushed in.
Concubine Yu took her son's hand, handed it to Su Jinling's hand tremblingly, and held her two hands tightly: "Jinling, please help me treat Yi'er well......"
Su Jinling choked up, lay on the side of the bed, and tried her best to stop crying. She didn't see Concubine Yu looking at her son with satisfaction...... Yi'er, that's all I can do......
"Jinling, do you remember the song you and I sang when we first met?"
Su Jinling nodded, crying silently.
"I want to hear you sing now. I'm tired and need to sleep for a while......"
As he spoke, he closed his eyes, and his long eyelashes were slightly fluttering, and there were faint tears.
"How beautiful it is to be a good couple. Your heart is like a play, and you don't understand it. You who have changed your mind fluttering, and you are at a loss to say goodbye. Whoever the lover hurried away for, who makes you remember......"
I still remember that summer day, this woman who was as light as a chrysanthemum leaned on the chaise longue obliquely, like a wisp of soft silk, and her eyes only looked at her softly, with a faint smile. She is so casual and plain, but she overwhelms the splendid ayara in the room, and only attracts her attention.
The voice had fallen into dust, but it was still read in fragments.
Suddenly, there was a faint and mournful flute sound in her ears, which connected her countless shatters, turned into invisible thoughts, and flew away against the wind.
The woman on the bed pulled a smile on her lips, it was so peaceful.
"When love is abandoned, may the past not be remembered. My heart is secretly missing you at this moment. I just want you to be far away, come back and don't say goodbye. However, I waited and waited for no time, and I missed borrowing the wind to send ......"
But I don't know if what she is thinking about at this moment is the old man who has long been heard from or the Ninety-Five Zun who knows nothing about her departure, maybe no matter which one she can't let go of, she can't forget it.
"Tell the evening breeze to send lightly, tenderness for thousands of miles, pray for the starlight to be unfulfilled again, and reconnect the two hearts...... Tell the evening breeze to send lightly, tenderness thousands of miles, the lover's heart is unfinished, and I will remember ......"
"Niangniang, the emperor is here, the emperor has come to see Niangniang......"
Outside the door, there was a sudden cry of Xiqing.
When Yuwen Rongtian hurried into the door, he saw the curtain fluttering, covering the figure beside the bed, but there were bursts of flute sound and singing slowly flying out.
Su Jinling saw that after this cry, Concubine Yu's long eyelashes finally stopped, but a drop of crystal fell from the corner of her eye......
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Concubine Yu's nickname is "Hui", and she is a concubine.
Su Jinling didn't understand why some things must be given after a person dies, is it to comfort the dead or the living? Is it until after the person's death that she finds out that she is good, or does she want to make up for her own mistakes? But what is the use of giving her the best things when she is dead?
However, that day, she clearly saw the sorrow in the emperor's eyes, and slightly offset the complaint against him, although she also knew that the estrangement between the two could not be blamed on the emperor's indifference, the key was Concubine Yu......
Indeed, all this is indescribable, but even if she said it that day, what could she do? I'm afraid that she wants to take that person's life, which is also what she doesn't want, and she can't escape the blame, and if she is gone, what will happen to the young Yuwen Xuanyi? Besides, is she really willing to give up her attachment to the emperor?
Sometimes, if you love someone deeply, even if you can't see each other all year round, as long as you can get a little bit of news from him, it is the greatest happiness, isn't this exactly the case with Mo Yuan'er?
For so many years, Concubine Yu endured suspicion and coldness alone, just to protect the people she cherished, to stay with the people she cherished but could not speak to them, but completely forgot that she was just a weak woman......
Su Jinling sighed and looked at the sky, where there were a few floating clouds.
I hope she can really let go of everything and turn into the most leisurely cloud in the sky.
Although Concubine Yu didn't explain anything about that secret, she would definitely keep it tightly for her. Not for others, just for ...... King of Qingning.
Who can resist the grief of losing two loving loved ones in such a short period of time? However, from beginning to end, he did not shed a single tear.
I don't dare to recall the back of the day he led his mother to the Xishan Mausoleum, under the bright sun, the ice color was so lonely and lonely.
On that day, the white sky and fields once again flooded the flowers and green trees, and his back was the loneliness that never withered in the white vastness.
Concubine Yu said that she wanted her to treat him well, but what could she do? And she is about to leave the palace, will Yuwen Xuancang allow her to take care of King Qingning?
It's a tough thing to do.
Sigh and tidy up your clothes again.
She didn't have anything to prepare, and what was stacked in her bag were a few old clothes, all of which were often changed and washed. Originally, there were often rewards, but they were neatly stacked in a corner of the box, and occasionally they would be secretly put on when they were free, and they looked in the mirror, but they quickly took them off...... She thought the clothes were too dazzling.
For her, the most precious thing is the black lacquered wooden box with a ruyi pattern outlined in lacquer, and the corner is engraved with a seal the size of a grain of rice - "Cang".
Carefully press the gold button......
Two years have passed, and the dumpling leaves in the box are still fragrant, holding the golden light in the eyes. But she skipped the swagger and held up a wooden carving.
The eagle flapped its wings like a duck, with its head held high, its flat beak slightly open, and the girl on the duck's back looked solemn, as if she was going to perform some important task.
The corners of his lips were slightly curled, and he lifted the duck, flying around in the air childishly, but the corners of his eyes were astringent...... I don't know where King Qingning has gone, and when I think of his thin back being extremely arrogant in the crowd, it is even more lonely, and I feel an indescribable feeling in my heart.
Unconsciously looking out the window, I saw a team of guards entering the courtyard.
The palace rules are strict, but if the place where women live is not approved by the emperor, men are absolutely inaccessible, but now it is ...... Did something matter?
She hurried out of the house, only to collide with the leading guard.
Before he could open his mouth, he saw the guard draw his knife and said sharply: "The prisoner is here, take it for me!" ”
Suddenly, two guards stepped forward and easily grabbed Su Jinling.
Su Jinling was shocked: "What crime did I commit?" Did you catch the wrong person? ”
"Murdering the emperor's heir is a heinous crime!"
As soon as the leading guard finished speaking, an attendant rushed into the room, and then handed him the bag and the lacquered wooden box.
His eyes lit up, and a sinister smile appeared on his lips: "You still want to escape?" ”
"What are you talking about? What escapes? What murdered the emperor's heir? ”
At this point, what comes to mind is the lonely back, is it him......
"Hmph, three days ago, who took the safflower from the Tai Hospital? Didn't Miss Jinling forget? ”
They actually knew about the red flower? So Su Linglong......
"If Miss Jinling forgets, someone will help you remember. But now the girl needs to go to the prison to stay for a few days, and after the trial of the criminal department, she will give the girl a good time! ”