Chapter 21: It's a Mistake to Love You

The celebratory drum music lasted for a few hours, and Qing Ling's patience was about to run out, she was not a person who liked children very much, although Zhao Ziqing and the young husband were very sensible and cute, but at this time, Qing Ling only thought about the teacher. Since she came to Dawan, she has met with Shizhong alone on one hand, and even if she meets, she can't say a few words.

Shizhong became more and more cold to her, and because she had sacrificed herself to save him before, she was embarrassed to give her a more ugly face. Shizhong kept persuading her to go back to Chigu City, saying that it seemed to be all for her good, but it was annoying to her to make it clear. If it weren't for Chang Hui to help her say some kind things unusually, I'm afraid that Shizhong wouldn't have been able to wait to send someone to escort her back.

Qing Ling put his hands on his cheeks, looked out the window with his dim eyes, and looked at the garden scenery on a moonlit night without focus. Is she really a nasty person? Is it wrong to like someone? She loves him with all her heart, but there is another woman in his heart, the one who doesn't love him!

I remember that Shi Zhong fell into Wei Lu's trap in order to find an antidote, and when he escaped from the Ghost Gate, he only had half a life left. Shi Zhong went to see Liu Ye with the antidote in his arms, but he didn't know that she no longer needed the antidote he had exchanged for his life.

Shizhong was clearly aggrieved and heartbroken, but he didn't show his unwillingness in front of Liu Ye, he forced a smile and pretended not to care, Qingling looked distressed. She felt sorry for him, she felt sorry for his uncomplaining and unrepentant dedication, and she felt sorry for him to swallow tears in her stomach. He cared too much about the woman, and as long as she was happy, he wanted nothing else.

Qing Ling often wondered if there was a man in the world who loved her as much as Liu Ye in the teacher, would she be very happy. Thinking about it, the answer is not yes, if she doesn't love that man, how can she feel happy! Only if the person she loves also loves her, that is called happiness! Therefore, she is not happy now, even if there is really such a person who loves her without asking for anything in return, she is not happy!

"You like her, don't you? You're angry that I said what's on your mind, right? ”

Qing Ling remembered that day in Chigu City, he endured his grievances, but the expression on his face seemed to be full of indifference, and his dead face stopped the picture of the division.

Shizhong didn't bother to pay attention to her at all, and pushed her away with one hand: "You don't have to worry about my business!" ”

"I don't care about your business, you can do whatever you like, I just want to remind you to recognize the reality! You won't have results, she doesn't love you, the only person she cares about is that Zuo Xian Wang, it doesn't matter to her whether you live or die, even if you really die, she will only shed a few tears at most. Do you think it's worth it to give everything for someone who doesn't love you...... Wake up, it's not good for you to be obsessed, it's not worth it for you to do this......"

Qing Ling felt that these words were for his good, and it was imperative for him to recognize the reality, but the unconscionable guy in the division just glanced at her coldly and said word by word: "It's worth it!" For her, it's worth doing anything, even if it's death! ”

Every time she remembered Shizhong's indifferent expression when she said this, Qing Ling couldn't help but feel heartache, she felt sorry for him, but he made her heartache again and again. Some people say that love and hate are human nature, it is an unrestrained and completely free feeling, since liking a person is not a mistake, why should she suffer the result of suffering, only doing something wrong will cause pain, isn't it!

If it is wrong to fall in love with someone who does not love you, and you are destined to taste the bitter fruit of your own brewing, and you are destined to taste the pain, then is Shizhong also as painful as her? If so, can she bear to resent him and hate him!

"Sister Qingling......"

"Sister Qingling......"

Zhao Ziqing and the young man were writing and drawing on the paper, and when they were tired of playing, they realized that Qingling was in a daze, and the Qingling sister in their eyes was weird, often looking out of the door and window alone in a daze, sometimes bowing her head and sometimes sighing, and I don't know where she came from so much heart!

The two children couldn't bear the loneliness, ran to Qingling's side, one of them grabbed her by one arm, shook back and forth, and called her one after another.

Qing Ling was dizzy, retracted his wandering thoughts, and looked at them reluctantly and smiled: "Have you had enough, do you want to sleep?" ”

"Don't ......"

"Don't ......"

The heads of the two shook like rattles, and they said in unison: "Auntie hasn't come back yet, Aunt Princess and Aunt Xiao haven't come back, we have to wait for them to come back." ”

"Yes, yes, they are all aunts, and I only have the role of being a sister." Qing Ling has been wondering, in fact, no one teaches them what to call them, they only know to call her sister, she is not much younger than them, how can she be inferior! However, Qingling is not serious with the children, let them be happy, maybe it will not be long before she will leave them and never see each other again.

"Sister Qingling, is the banquet over?" Zhao Ziqing tilted his head and asked curiously.

"I don't know, if it's over, why haven't they come back?" Qing Ling snapped his fingers and muttered depressedly.

"You ...... hear," Zhao Ziqing pointed in the direction outside the door, "I can't hear the drums, right?" ”

Qing Ling then understood what he was doing with his head tilted, it turned out that he was listening to the movement outside, she listened carefully, there was indeed no joyful music, so the banquet should have ended. Just now, she was only thinking about her thoughts, and she didn't pay attention to when it was over.

"Yes, I can't hear you." Qing Ling got up and opened the door and looked out, "Don't worry, they'll be back soon, even if the banquet is over, they still have to chat with the others for a while......"

"Auntie, auntie......" The young man pulled the corner of Qingling's clothes and ran outside, shouting happily, "Auntie, Uncle Shizhong is holding her for miles......

"Huh?" Qingling's face sank, and she involuntarily followed the young man out, she wanted to see how Shizhong hugged Liu Ye and when they progressed to this extent.

Shizhong ran to the dormitory with Liu Ye on his back, and when he heard the sound of the children in the room, he was afraid that his anxious appearance would scare them, so he put Liu Ye down. However, Liu Ye had fallen into a coma and couldn't stand steadily, so the teacher was helpless, so he simply picked her up and walked into the dormitory.

When Qing Ling saw this scene, his whole body froze, his body was cold, and his head was swollen.

Zhao Ziqing and the young husband surrounded them and asked, "Uncle Shizhong, why are you holding the princess and aunt?" Is she drunk? Is the banquet good-looking? Does anyone train horses? ”

Shi Zhong smiled and responded: "Aunt Princess is drunk, can you rest with your aunt!" ”

"Okay!" Zhao Ziqing readily agreed.

The young man took Liu Ye's hand and asked her puzzledly, "Auntie, are you drunk?" Can you hear the young man? ”

The teacher center was anxious, but he still looked pleasant: "Young man, my aunt is going to rest, let's go into the house and talk about it!" Ziqing, you take the young man in! ”

"Oh!" Zhao Ziqing hugged the young man and turned around and entered the house, and Shi Zhong hugged Liu Ye and followed, passed by Qingling, and said, "You come in too." ”

Qing Ling pouted, reluctantly followed his footsteps, and looked at Liu Ye in Shizhong's arms, how hateful he looked! She is really drunk, she is drunk and falls into the arms of the teacher!

Shi Zhong put Liu Ye on the bed, took off the shoes of Zhao Ziqing and the young husband, and told them to be quiet and not to disturb the aunt's rest. The two children have always been very obedient, and obediently lay beside Liu Ye and closed their eyes.

Putting down the curtain at the head of the bed, Shizhong breathed a sigh of relief, raised his eyes to look at Qing Ling, who was sulking beside him, and asked softly, "Where is the little girl, what is she busy with?" ”

Qing Ling was stunned for a moment, and asked rhetorically, "Isn't she with you?" ”

"When the dinner began, she returned." Shizhong patiently explained to her, pulled her to the door, and continued to ask, "Hasn't she come back yet?" You really didn't see her? ”

Qing Ling shook off his hand and said with certainty: "No, I haven't seen her come back, and she hasn't come back since she left with you." ”

Shi Zhong repeated incredulously: "She hasn't come back yet? You didn't see her? ”

Qing Ling was very surprised, and nodded heavily: "Yes, I haven't seen her." ”

Shizhong's expression changed greatly, and he muttered uneasily: "How can this be, how can this be...... She didn't come back, so where is she......"

Qing Ling sensed that something was wrong, and patted Shizhong on the shoulder: "What happened?" Don't make such a fuss, okay! Didn't General Chang come back yet, they were supposed to be together! ”

Shizhong shook his head, stretched out his hand to open the door, and suddenly thought of something, his hand against the door, hesitating and not knowing what to do. Qing Ling saw that he was at a loss for what to do again and again, and couldn't hold back his breath anymore, so he approached him, took his hand, and asked softly: "What's wrong, you tell me, maybe I have a way!" ”

"I ......" Shizhong looked at Qingling, his clear eyes were full of anxiety and worry, "I don't know if the little sister is in danger, but I can't leave the princess ......"

"Dangerous?" Qing Ling often quarrels with Feng Yan, but it doesn't mean that the relationship between them is not good, if Feng Yan is in trouble, she will never stand idly by, "What's the danger of her?" Hey, can you get it clear all at once! ”

Shi Zhong gently opened the door, pulled Qing Ling to the courtyard, and explained the current situation succinctly, Qing Ling looked at him incredulously, and his eyes were about to pop out.

"W-This is true?" Qing Ling knew the fact that Liu Ye had been attacked, but he didn't expect that the other party was crazy and blatantly assassinated the king at the birthday banquet.

"They don't want the king's life, I'm afraid the princess is also in danger, General Chang went to the outside of the city to move rescue troops, hoping to stop more killings and block the news of the palace, otherwise, Dawan will be in turmoil again. I promised General Chang to protect my little sister-in-law, but now that she is gone, I must find her. But the princess is in a coma, and I'm afraid ......"

"You stay, I'll go!" At the critical moment, Qing Ling still knew the general situation, "You protect the princess, I'll go find the little sister-in-law!" ”

"No way!" Seeing that Qing Ling was leaving, Shizhong hurriedly stopped her, "You can't go anywhere except here!" The palace guards are fighting the Assassins, and it's too dangerous for you to break around like this. Xiao Yan's kung fu is not bad, she is clever, she should be fine. ”

"Should? You're not sure, are you? It's so chaotic outside, only the dormitory is safe, because you are willing to guard this place with your life! I'm not a princess, I can't have peace of mind for you to protect! ”

"You don't have to be so pessimistic, I may not die, there are many guards around the dormitory, we will all be fine......"

Qing Ling looked at him sadly and interrupted him: "But if you can't even stop the guards, you will not hesitate to sacrifice yourself!" Master, I'm right! You've already decided to protect us with your own life, I'm right! ”

Shi Zhong was speechless, Qingling's eyes were slightly hot, and he stubbornly walked out: "Are you willing to even die for her, I can't watch you have an accident." If no one is destined to escape, I'd rather die outside. If we don't deserve to die, it's good to find the little sister as soon as possible, what if she gets hurt......"

"Qingling, come back, if you want to go, I will go."

"Are you willing to give her up? I'm no match for those people, and if she makes a mistake, you'll hate me for the rest of your life! ”

Qing Ling saw the hesitation in Shizhong's eyes, smiled sadly, and rushed down the hill without hesitation.