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And Li Xiaowan has never told Qi Xin'er until now, that day because she got up early in the morning, her mood was extremely low, when she saw the bridge that was about to be submerged in the water, she suddenly had an urge to die, not to say that she would die a hundred, she really wanted to see her parents earlier, and no longer feel those boundless loneliness.

However, since that incident, Li Xiaowan no longer had the idea of committing suicide, but has increased a lot of desire to survive.

I think I am not afraid of death, but when I really face death, I am afraid and retreat, and I can no longer muster any courage to seek death.

Fortunately, there has been a change in mentality, otherwise it is unknown whether he can survive to this day.

I am really grateful to God for his great love, not only to live peacefully to this day, but also to meet a large group of good friends and the other half of my life.

"Xin'er, I really, really regret it afterwards, I regret that I shouldn't have scared you like that, I worried you, and I was also quite afraid, you said that if a big whirlpool came over at that time, would I still have my life? Even if there were passers-by to rescue them, according to the trend of the water flow at that time, it would be more than lucky. "I've done such stupid things myself.

"Fortunately, God has eyes, and even Lord Yama doesn't bother to ask for your life, but then I will never worry about you doing that kind of stupid thing again, because your mind has gradually matured with that day." Qi Xin'er seemed to return to the scene at that time, and then let out a long sigh of relief.

"How dare I scare you again, listening to your cry, I already regret it in my heart, okay! Not to mention the unhappy things, taking advantage of the good weather, we went back to walk the road we walked when we were children, to see our elementary school, I heard that with the relocation of the primary school, it has become a little deserted, and the rocky beach opposite the primary school is also covered with grass, whether we can find the way to the primary school is not necessarily! "Recalling my childhood life, my mood is complicated and desolate.

"You should be able to find it, haven't we also spent eight years of spring and autumn back and forth on that road? Kindergarten is two years. "Recalling the road I walked in my childhood, it is still so clear, but with the changing day by day, maybe the small road is long gone, and then it is the country road that has been replaced, but no matter how good the country road is, it can't replace the road full of joy and dreams.

"You're right, we'll find it." Today's self, although I have a small career, but it is still too far from my dream, in addition to working hard to earn more money, there are still a lot of dream things to do.

My brother and sister still have no news, just two days ago, I also contacted a relatively large TV station, and spent a lot of money to ask them to help broadcast a missing person notice in prime time, I hope it will have an effect!

"Xiaowan, I'm thinking about what you look like in a wedding dress, it must be suffocatingly beautiful, I don't have much hope of wearing a wedding dress in this life, I just hope that you can wear a wedding dress as soon as possible, and it will also make me addicted." The baby in the belly is incomplete, and she can't do anything, plus the love that has nowhere to put it, the days ahead have basically been ruined, Xiaowan is different, she still has a good year, a good future, where she wants to go, what she wants to do, and the life she wants will be realized one by one, and the road she has walked in this life should be regarded as if she has already walked!

"Xin'er, what are you talking about, it's still early, I don't want to marry myself off so soon, and seriously, the day I and Zheng confirmed their relationship, I feel that every day after that is almost unreal, as if living in a fantasy world, he is the focus of attention, I am a small role that is pinched into pieces by others with a light pinch, so that two people who are different get together, will there really be a future? It's not that I'm not optimistic, but the reality is in front of me, but I can't give in in front of reality, maybe we will go to the day when we grow old together and watch the sea at dusk, Xin'er, do you think we will? "At night, people will inevitably be sad, and it is also the most real time to unload their defenses.

"Xiaowan, what are you still hesitating about, isn't Feng Dong's feelings for you real? From Feng Dong's big gesture to his parents, you know how much he cares about you, you may not know, since you have met your parents, Feng Dong is almost a phone call a day, especially with Dad, chatting is particularly speculative, don't look at Feng Dong is a person who is crawling in shopping malls and officialdom, he also has his own set when chatting with ordinary little people, I heard my mother say that he often makes Dad laugh, Dad now simply takes Feng Dong as his idol, special worship, Mom doesn't let me tell you, I just don't want you to make a wrong judgment because of this, You are you, your parents are your parents, if you don't like it, your parents won't be reluctant, and you shouldn't do something you don't want to do because of your parents' relationship. Qi Xin'er undoubtedly gave Li Xiaowan more confidence.

"I really don't know this, he can really make my uncle and aunt happy, it's just a trick, start with them, and then lend them to put pressure on me, then I have to start from them!" Li Xiaowan complained vigorously on her lips, but she was secretly happy in her heart.

The reason why Feng Lingzheng did this proves how much he cares about Li Xiaowan, the president of a multinational group who is entangled in affairs all day long, can still spare time to talk to his father-in-law and mother-in-law, which shows how much he attaches importance to Li Xiaowan.

"Okay, don't act in front of me, do you want me to live, you don't know, I'm almost envious of you, alas! If I could have half your good life, I would be content. As she spoke, Qi Xin'er's mood became depressed again.

Normal people will think a lot about people and things that don't go well, not to mention Qi Xin'er, who is already pregnant, Li Xiaowan is most worried that Qi Xin'er will suffer from prenatal or postpartum depression because of this, so during this time, she is trying her best to create happiness for Qi Xin'er, but unfortunately the effect is not particularly obvious.

If it can really play an effective role, then as long as the conditions allow, take Xin'er out for a break in the future.

"Xin'er, when you give birth to the baby, and then wait for the baby to grow up, we will go out to travel all over the world, how about it? I've grown so big, I have hardly traveled far, let alone traveled, you know, my dream in this life is to be able to travel all over the place I want to go, you should accompany me, okay? "If I could, I would like to make my first trip to Tibet, I heard that it is a sacred and beautiful place, where the air is fresh, cloudless, snow-capped mountains, grasslands, just imagination is very enjoyable.

"Okay, as long as you don't mind dragging me this burden, I'll follow wherever you go." The biggest dream of his life is the same as Xiaowan, traveling all over the mountains and rivers, stepping on hundreds of seas, every time he goes to a place, collecting a green leaf or carrying a small flower, using it as a specimen, sandwiching it in a book, pasting it on a board, many years later, and then taking it out to watch, smiling and saying to himself: My life is worth living.

"You're a burden, what am I, a road idiot? With you by my side, I am very relieved, and you will definitely be the best guide, you see that you are proficient in geography, you can distinguish between the southeast and the northwest, I believe that with you as a companion, the travel road will never be lonely, not worried. Xin'er has a lot of research on world maps, and in addition to maps and other knowledge related to human geography, she can also explain it well.

In the past, I often laughed and said that it was a pity that Xin'er did not go to be a teacher, and she always smiled back: Being a teacher is not my interest, my greatest wish is to find someone I love to spend my life with, of course, it is best to have a house, a car, and a deposit, and when I can't achieve my goal, I will retreat to the second.

I don't know whether to say that the original prophecy came true, or Xin'er met someone unladylike and had bad luck, over the years, almost nothing has been wishful.

In the end, I was bruised all over my body, and my body and mind were greatly damaged, and if I wanted to return to my previous carefree state of mind, it might take a year, ten years, or even a lifetime to get out of today's shadow.

The cause of one's own planting, one's own taste of the fruit, no matter how wrong a person is, she should also be given a chance to face a new life again.

Xin'er, I hope that such an opportunity should not be too far away from you.

"Okay, I know your first stop must be Tibet, it's okay, I'll accompany you when the mountains are high and the road is far away." Qi Xin'er's mood eased slightly.

"Okay, don't forget our agreement tonight, I'll go and talk to Zheng about our plans tomorrow." Speaking of Tibet, Li Xiaowan was so excited that she was about to jump out of bed.

"Will the Feng Board agree? Will you agree to just the two of us? Would he mind saying I took his place? "Qi Xin'er always thinks more about things that haven't happened yet.

"Zheng is a reasonable person, he will definitely agree, and if two people are together, it is impossible to stick together every day, and the two of them have to be together every inch when they go, and besides, do you think he is that kind of person? In his world, love may only be a small part of it, and he has a bigger stage waiting for him to play. "I still know a little bit about the zheng, he is not a person who rushes headlong into the love of children and can't extricate himself.

"I think Feng Dong is too, if a person who only knows how to maneuver in the whirlpool of love, then most of such a person's vision will not be too high, and he must take care of one thing without losing the other, that is the demeanor of a general." Xiao Wan can find a person who is at the top in everything, it is really in vain, but Lisa's side, I'm afraid she won't let go easily, just ask Feng Dong such a top-notch person, I don't know how many women dream of it.