237 This heart is calm
So be it.
Yuwen Xuanyi lay in a deep snow nest, watching countless goose feather-like snow flakes fly down from the gloomy sky.
Everything is white and boundless.
Except for the pain in his chest, he was unconscious, as if the moment of fire had destroyed everything, and only one heart remained.
He knew that he was badly injured, but he didn't feel any pain, and there was a constant surge of heat, sliding down the corners of his lips.
His eyes didn't move for half a minute, and he knew that the red seeping into the snow was a shocking coldness.
So be it.
He said to himself.
I closed my eyes and opened them again.
There was snow falling on his face, on his body, and it refused to melt for a long time.
The sky is getting darker and darker, but you can still see snowflakes flying, falling far and near, with a loud sound.
Little by little, the snow buried him, leaving only a pair of eyes.
Still half cold and half spring, looking at the empty sky for a moment.
Dijing must have learned the news, she ......
Thinking of that person, it seemed that the heart that had been silent for a long time finally jumped, so another stream of heat slid down the corners of his lips.
I really can't miss you anymore.
A smile tugged at the corners of his lips under the thin snow.
Otherwise, the blood will drain faster.
However, sooner or later, it will have to be cleaned......
Silent sigh.
Actually, that's good, you might shed tears for me. If there is a flower that blooms silently around you for a lifetime, and you have never seen it, you might as well let it wither suddenly and make you feel a little sad.
The snow fell into the eyes, and it was cold.
This complicated snow is really like the smoke and dust on the parade ground that day, but it rolls over and rolls, turning into a white dress.
No one knew how apprehensive he was when he saw her coming, although he knew who her heart belonged to, but since she was able to give him such treasures, his eyes were sincere and clear without adulteration, and he was satisfied. So, what more could you ask for?
But when he saw her walking towards the man, when he saw the two staring at each other, he had to admit that all the calmness was fake.
No words are worth a thousand words, and the "careful" she said to herself was so insignificant and light as dust.
He once thought that as long as he worked hard, he would one day impress her. Later, he found out that he was wrong, so he retreated to the next best thing, and only wanted to see her safe and happy. He avoided the reality that one day she might become another woman, fell into the illusion of his own making, and snickered in it, enjoyed, absurd. However, at that moment, the silhouette of the rising sun cleaved the stillness he created like a sharp sword...... At that moment, he was madly jealous of the person who blatantly grabbed her wrist. They were like no one else, as if there were only two of them left in heaven and earth, as if even if the world disappeared, as long as he fell in love with her, as if even if the world was turned upside down, it would be good to leave only this moment of eternity.
Jealousy is followed by powerlessness, frustration and depression that have never been seen before.
But what qualifications does he have? He was a step late, and he became a bystander throughout.
He could choose to leave, but he became a masochist who was willing to be Ling Chi, looking at the silhouette intently, but maliciously cut off the person right away, leaving only her, and then sketched a trace of her in his heart...... It seems that the carefulness of that day is for today's memories.
Xuan Zheng caught up, his face was full of anger, and he was even more worried, did he have a premonition of today?
When he asked him to go back, he said, "What do you care about her?" ”
Jue's tone was a little heavier, and he said hatefully: "With Xuan Lang here, she will be fine." ”
Yes, she will be fine, in the future, when the army is triumphant and Yuwen Xuancang has built a miracle, she will be even more fine, but he can't see it.
Xuan Zheng followed him closely along the way, and uncharacteristically learned to observe words and feelings. There was a slight change in him, Xuan Zheng was so nervous, and when he got the bamboo stick that faced the enemy head-on, Xuan Zheng almost became an old sparrow who protected the little sparrow, for fear that he would have a little accident, but he was bound and almost bad. Just like this blast, Xuan Zheng wanted to catch up with him, but he was ambushed by the enemy. At the last moment, he pushed him away......
Actually, it was good, he didn't know if he should come this far, but God finally made a decision for him.
In this way, you can let go of everything.
Since she refuses to accompany herself to enjoy the flowers, let her go to see the jade snow on her behalf, I don't know at that time, she will think of him, remembering that he has been brave to confess, but she deliberately ignored the heart.
Thinking that he had left a little shadow in her heart, and that it would always be such a clear shadow, she finally sighed with satisfaction.
There was still a hot flow, but no blood flowed out, only the residual blood rolled between the breaths and turned into blood foam, and the pain swept away little by little, dissipated......
It's time.
He closed his eyes and quickly searched for a permanent image in the moments she swiped through his mind, only to find that none of them fit.
He was a little flustered, and suddenly felt that he should pick more, so that he would not be too lonely in that world, and thought that he had been lonely for many years, so why not bear it? However......
However, it was too late, and this sudden thought consumed the last of his strength.
A pulse of warmth turned into a sigh that swam out of his lips and shattered in the snow.
So be it......
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In his confusion, he heard the sound of snow squirming.
Is his soul walking away in the snow?
However...... The voice was getting closer.
The moment his consciousness disappeared, it was as if a huge force pulled him out of the snow, and then a warm current poured into his heart.
As if he was afraid that his body would be weak and unable to resist, the warm current was moving slowly, but it was persistently integrated into the limbs and internal organs.
The sudden recovery of pain and the surging blood rushed straight to his heart, coupled with his deliberate resistance to the belief in death, which provoked a choking cough and blood foam, but he was restrained in time.
"Do you want to die?" Someone whispered in his ear.
He was stunned: "It's you?" ”
The man stopped talking, and carried him on his back, which was weak and weak.
"Put me down!"
How can his weakness be greater than his strength? After only a while, he lay down on the man's back angrily: "Why did you save me?" ”
"This king hates people to make intrigues and tricks the most!"
He chuckled, "Aren't you too?" ”
He disdainful: "Someone vainly tries to die to make others remember him, and this king will not let him succeed!" ”
Laughing silently...... Yuwen Xuancang, you are really powerful, my last bit of thinking has been destroyed by you, do you have to let me lose nothing? Let me watch you love each other and be sad for a lifetime?
No, Yuwen Xuancang, maybe you are not missing, but today you saved me, you made the biggest mistake!
"If I live, whether it's that seat or her, I'll fight with you!"
Yuwen Xuancang's footsteps froze, and then he smiled: "You might as well try it!" ”
He wanted to laugh, but his chest hurt terribly, and the true qi that had cleared the meridians evoked the memories of all the injuries, and now they were attacking him together, so he had to grit his teeth and endure it, and temporarily discouraged Yuwen Xuancang's fighting spirit.
The snow in Los Angeles was very heavy, to be exact, since the day he had just decided to disperse his army and secretly infiltrate Los Angeles to encroach and replace the important government offices and military posts in the city.
The snow was down to his knees, Yuwen Xuancang carried him on his back, and it was a little difficult to walk, the key was to give him true qi with leisurely efforts, and it was not appropriate to act too fast.
There was a sudden warmth in my heart, but I instinctively rejected that warmth.
Ten years ago, in Qingxiao Garden of the Liewang Mansion, he was trapped by a little girl and sank to the bottom of the pool, and once there was a pair of hands that dragged him so hard to take him through the suffocating space......
Decade...... Changed too much, what did he get? What's missing? And this person, how much do you gain or lose? They only know that in order to get more, they can only give up some unnecessary things, and those that are discarded may be picked up in the years to come, or they may be left behind forever.
Is it the injured who thinks too much? Before that moment, he was already a little confused.
"How did you find me?"
At that moment, the air waves were soaring, and the body seemed to be fluttering, and before he could stabilize his body, another wave of air rolled in......
He suspected that his foothold was far away from Los Angeles.
He barely looked around, only to see a certain place in the gray sky condensed the bright red of Tuan Yeyan, it seemed to be only a few steps away, but in fact it must be hundreds of miles away, thinking that the explosion of the munitions would dye that sky red for at least three days, he couldn't help laughing, and a sharp cough followed.
Really angry, the man said hatefully: "You deserve to die, but it shouldn't be like this!" ”
"How do you die? Is it at your hands that it will die? Indeed, you saved me today, but I don't want to reciprocate! ”
"You don't have to reciprocate, don't think I don't know you did something in the draw......"
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