It is impossible for a woman to show her affection for Mo Jingshu, and once she becomes very nervous. Because this kind of thing can't be finished at all, it's better to take a look at Mo Jingshu's consciousness, it is impossible for every woman who approaches him, he will accept it.

"By the way, today happens to be my physical examination, do you want to go to the hospital with me?" Driving on the road, Bai Zhufeng said suddenly.

"Huh?" Su Xiaoman couldn't react a little, "Are you saying you're going to the hospital now?" ”

"That's right, I'm going to have a physical examination, once a year, if you don't like it very much, I can send you back to rest first, and then I'll come by myself." In fact, Bai Zhufeng said this on purpose, she knew that Su Xiaoman had never given birth to a child until now, so she wanted to take her over to have a look.

But in order not to make the other party feel sensitive, she found another reason.

Su Xiaoman was just silent for a moment, and then said, "Don't be so troublesome, since you are going, then I will go with you, and by the way, I will also do a check."

"Okay!"

There was silence in the car for a while, and Su Xiaoman suddenly continued: "Zhufeng, I'm really a little worried, I'm worried that I won't be able to have a child." She and her husband have been together not for a year or two, but for many years, and there has been no sign of pregnancy at all these years. Not only will the family put pressure on her, but even she herself will be under a lot of pressure.

She really wanted to have a child, but this wish never came true.

If he comes down for an examination today, then he will also take a look at it in China, although the medical technology in China is not as advanced as in foreign countries, but maybe there is a way.

After all, it is a large country with a large population, and there may be some hospitals that specialize in infertility and have the means!

"Don't worry, it doesn't have to be your problem! If it really doesn't work, it's okay to use IVF. Now that the technology of society is so developed, you don't necessarily have to give birth by yourself, you only need to prepare eggs, sperm and children, and then get a test-tube baby, and then let people have surrogacy. Bai Zhufeng comforted.

"I've had this idea before, so I'm not particularly anxious, but sometimes I can't help it...... You should understand anyway. That's why I hate people who have abortions at every turn. So many people who want to give birth to a child have no chance, but these people are killing some innocent lives. It's really cruel. God is also very unfair, does it give me status and money, and don't want me to enjoy the happiness of being a mother? ”

Bai Zhufeng didn't speak, she knew that this was Su Xiaoman's heart, she should have held it in her heart for a long time before, this time since she wanted to vent, let her say it in one breath.

"Sometimes I thought, I have money anyway, it shouldn't matter, but as time goes on and I get older, I have to get nervous. The good thing is that William was very nice to me and didn't change his attitude towards me because of this, but the better he was to me, the more guilty I felt. ”

"He's so good, you can say everything, just one kid." Speaking of her husband, a look of happiness appeared on Su Xiaoman's face. She felt that the luckiest thing in her life was to meet him.

When she was studying abroad, William chased her for three years, because of his perseverance, and finally she decided to agree to be with him, even if the whole family was against it at that time, she has been sticking to her own approach.

Right or wrong, just keep doing what you want to do, and that's enough. So their marriage has now been ten years now, and the husband and wife have been stumbling and looking forward to it for ten years, and they have survived it no matter what, which is enough to make people happy and gratifying.

"I really want a child, William loves children so much, if I can't even do that, I'll be very guilty."

"Don't blame yourself too much, giving birth to a child doesn't mean that you can give birth if you want?" Bai Zhufeng said: "Now that things have not reached the last step, you don't have to despair." And now that technology is so advanced, it's very simple to want a child. Why do you push yourself to a dead end, besides, does a woman have to have a child for me? He should understand your feelings if he loves you. Don't keep putting shackles on yourself! ”

Nowadays, society is gradually developed, and many concepts have gradually dissipated in the minds of modern people. For example, in the past, two people got married and had no children, which was abnormal, but now there are many couples who are Dink and would rather have a pet than a child.

And more and more, the elders in the family gradually understand this behavior, and there are not many people who oppose it, anyway, life is their own children, they just need to live well, as for how to live? In what way? They don't ask any more either.

This is a gradual change in people's minds. With the gradual development of technology, many things no longer need to be measured by labor, so many women are able to support themselves by working on their own. can use their own money to buy a house and give themselves enough to live, so the status of women gradually begins to improve, and they are no longer dependent on men.

For example, Bai Zhufeng, until now, the apartment in her hand was bought by himself with his own savings, if she wasn't with Uncle Mo Jie, then she would be a happy little white-collar worker now, with her own house and her own job, and she can go wherever you want to go during a holiday, which would be even more perfect.

Because of these, she never felt that her obligation to be with Mo Jingshu was to have a child for him, and if she wanted to give birth or not, then forget it.

"I used to think the same way you did, but sometimes I still feel guilty because he was so good to me." Su Xiaoman said a little helplessly, she also walked in as a strong woman all the way in the past. She has a lot of ideas to this day. She doesn't think women have to rely on men.

However, as long as William has always been very good to her, and William likes children very much, she is his wife, even if it is to make her husband happy, she wants to give birth to this child.

"It's okay, you don't have to worry. Maybe there are some treatments in China! "Bai Zhufengdao, things have come to such a point, and the only prayer now is to hope that the hospital can treat this symptom well, so that it can be a happy ending.

Because Su Xiaoman had agreed to come to the hospital to check together, Bai Zhu Fengfeng drove directly to the best hospital, and when she drove the car downstairs to the hospital, she suddenly thought that she seemed to have not met Murong Zhuoxia for a long time.

The world of the two of them seems to be getting farther and farther apart, and because of the different circles, it is difficult to have any intersection every day.

When I saw it again, I was shocked to find that the two of them hadn't seen each other for a long time. How much this should have been forgotten.

Thinking of the past, at that time, the relationship between the two people was still boyfriend and girlfriend, texting every day, calling to meet and eat together, almost no matter what they did, they would never get tired, at that time, the two of them still thought of when they were old, and they had to continue, but now the two of them have not been old for a few years, but now they are gradually strangers.

With such a trace of emotion in his heart, Bai Zhufeng suddenly wanted to change to another hospital.

She didn't want to run into Murong Zhuoxia. However, this hospital is the best hospital in the city, and it is also very famous for treating infertility in the country. It was the only choice to bring Su Xiaoman here, how could she leave so easily.

"It's this hospital that pulls us up together!"

Su Xiaoman looked at the signboard of the hospital in front of him and suddenly exclaimed: "It turned out to be this hospital, I have always paid more attention to this hospital when I was abroad." Even now, this hospital is very famous in foreign countries. I didn't expect you to bring me here. ”

"I'm telling you, it's called fate. Maybe God wants you to have a child soon, let's go, let's go in! Bai Zhufeng smiled, hoping that Su Xiaoman's mood could relax a little.

The hospital is still the same as before, there is no big difference, the only difference may be that there are more and more people.

The two of them did not take the privileged passage, but followed the other patients, queuing up to register.

"I hope you don't feel like it's a waste of time." Bai Zhufeng explained. There are a lot of people who come to this hospital every day. For every patient who comes here, some are more relaxed, while others have a painful look on their faces.

"No, I don't hate that. Sometimes when I look at the people living around us, then I realize that I am actually quite lucky, I have everything I want, I have money, I have rights, I still have status, I am much luckier than these people, even if I have a major disease, I have enough money to treat it, unlike those people, some people can only wait for death. Su Xiaoman said softly while looking at the patients around him.

Looking at these people, you will find that some things are really very weak in the face of life. So a lot of the time I had to worry about before seemed insignificant.

So, these are the real injustices of fate, some people are born with everything, and some people are born with nothing. There are some people who can get a lot without working hard, and there are some people who can't even get the money for treatment no matter how hard they try. Sometimes it's really cold to think about it, but society is so complicated. Bai Zhufeng sighed with a hint of emotion in her tone, if it weren't for Mo Jingshu, she would probably be like these people, and if she had a serious illness casually, she would empty all her savings.

"Ugh."

may be because of the episode in this incident, Su Xiaoman's attention was gradually diverted, and he didn't worry about his test results all the time.