Chapter 110: Discernment
The person who knows Tu Qitang best in this world may not be the Southern Saintess, but his mind can't hide it from her, looking at the reluctant gaze of Tu Qitang when he sent Liu Ye away, the Southern Saint Girl suddenly realized something.
"The poisonous scorpion told me that you are not conscious, and even forgot all the things that happened in the past, if it weren't for the poisonous scorpion repeatedly telling you that the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon is your mother, you probably wouldn't even be able to remember her." Nan Shengnu was upset and shook her head gently, "I didn't believe that you would forget the princess, but seeing that there are other women around you now, I can't say more." It's just that seeing you reunite today, I began to wonder if all this was disguised by you, you have never forgotten the princess, you have already remembered everything, haven't you? ”
Facing Nan Shengnu's questioning, Tu Qitang smiled helplessly, his affectionate eyes still stayed on Liu Ye, and tears of mixed feelings gradually welled up in his eyes.
"Because I remembered everything, I couldn't go back to her like nothing had happened, I couldn't live with her, I didn't have the face to ask her to accept me again. Ye'er, how can I forget her? I thought that even if I died, I wouldn't be able to forget her! But I did forget her, so much so that I made a big mistake and we never went back......"
Tu Qitang's brows trembled slightly, and he slowly closed his eyes, hot tears slid down his thin face, and quickly soaked into the placket of his clothes and disappeared.
"Sect Master......" Nan Sheng's heart suddenly tightened, and she stepped forward and grabbed Tu Qitang's sleeve, "So what? Even if you don't think about her for a while, and then you are with other women, but now you remember everything! The princess finally found you, but you carried all the grievances on yourself, is your affection for Huan'er deeper than that for the princess? ”
"I can't do this...... Tu Qitang couldn't control the surging tears anymore, and cried bitterly in front of the Southern Holy Maiden, "Ever since I think of Ye'er, and the good times we used to spend together, I've been thinking about her all the time, but what's the use, it's too late, it's too late......"
"No, let's catch up with the princess and explain it to her, I believe she will be considerate of you, I can see that the princess is still in love with you, although she is now the queen of Wusun, but in her heart, you are the only one. Sect Master, let's go, it's too late to chase after you now, if you can't talk about it, let me tell her, and I will persuade her to accept Huan'er......" Nan Shengnu couldn't bear to see Tu Qitang so sad, so she grabbed his arm and was about to chase him out.
"I've hurt Ye'er, I can't hurt Huan'er anymore, I can't stay with the woman I love the most in this life, at least I can still be a man in charge." Tu Qitang insisted on refusing to chase Liu Ye, and looked back at the hut by the river, "Huan'er is already pregnant with my child, although I don't know when this happened, and I have no memory of her at all, but I can't leave her alone, and I can't be selfish enough to let Ye'er bear my faults." ”
"Then you'd rather give up the princess and be with this ring?" Nan Shengnu looked at him in disbelief, "It turns out that in your heart, Huan'er's position is more important than that of the princess?" ”
"No, no one is more important than Ye'er, including myself......" Tu Qitang said sadly, wiping away the tears on his face weakly, and looking at the Southern Holy Maiden in despair, "It is precisely because I care too much, so I can't let her suffer a trace of grievance, I can't cover a trace of dust for our love, we have such a beautiful past, it is enough for me, it is also a precious memory that supports me to live, I can't even lose my memories." Do you understand? ”
The Southern Saintess stared at Tu Qitang intently, her nose was sore, tears flowed, and she nodded with difficulty. Tu Qitang smiled reluctantly: "Then so be it, she will live better without me." ”
"The princess will be well...... "Nan Shengmai sobbed, "but I know that without her, you will not have a good life." ”
"No, as long as she's doing well, I'll be satisfied." Tu Qitang seemed to say to himself, "I'm satisfied, I want nothing more." ”
As if there was a kind of telepathy, when Liu Ye walked to the entrance of the village, her footsteps gradually stopped, her buzzing head hurt terribly, and the image of Tu Qitang in her mind suddenly became blurred. Even if Tu Qitang forgot her, she couldn't help but remember him, she still clearly remembered his eyebrows and eyes and his smile before she came, why she didn't remember him after seeing him.
Is the Tuqitang she saw a Tuqitang or not? Why did she feel like two very different people? One is a lover who depends on her for life and death, and the other is a stranger who has never known each other, how can they look exactly the same, how can they have the same name?
Liu Ye became more and more suspicious of her eyes, what she saw just now must not be real, it was just an environment, an unreal environment. Her Tu Qi Tang is by no means the indifferent person, and her Tu Qi Tang will not become the husband of other women. She knew that he would wait for her to come, no matter how long he could, even if her thought itself was selfish and unfair.
But that strange Tu Qitang, not only does he not remember her, but he also has children with other women. How could he be her Tuqitang? No, they are not the same person! Her Tu Qitang must still be waiting for her somewhere, she just hasn't found him yet, and she is not afraid of how long she will wait, she is willing to wait for the day when she meets him.
"Princess, princess......" Qing Ling noticed that Liu Ye had stopped, and when she took a closer look, she saw that her face was full of tears, and her eyes were helplessly terrifying, like a person who had lost her vitality.
"Princess, are you alright?" Qing Ling stepped forward and hugged Liu Ye, wanting to help her sit down and rest for a while, "Come, let's rest for a while and then leave!" ”
"Master, bring water!" Qing Ling snatched the water bag from Shizhong's hand and leaned close to Liu Ye's lips, wanting her to take a few sips to calm her mind.
Liu Ye obediently took the water bag, and after taking a few sips, he suddenly bent down and vomited. Qing Ling hurriedly patted her on the back and took out a silk handkerchief to wipe her mouth: "Princess, what's wrong with you......"
Liu Ye slid from the stone bench to the ground, supported the stone bench with both hands and continued to vomit until he vomited bitter bile, and his almost dry eyes were full of tears again.
"Princess, princess......" Qingling and the others made a mess, and they didn't know what to do in a hurry.
"I'm fine, I'm fine...... Liu Ye cried as he spoke, and then cried loudly, "I'm really fine, don't worry, it's okay, it's okay......"
Qing Ling looked at Shi Zhong with great concern, Shi Zhong just shook his head and sighed, and then looked at the medicine gourd and Chang Hui There was nothing to do. At this time, maybe she can only let her cry bitterly, for so long, Liu Ye has been hiding her heart deeply, I have never seen her cry in front of anyone, and I have not heard her pour out her thoughts. The love is so deep, not mentioning it doesn't mean that she doesn't miss it, not crying doesn't mean that she doesn't feel sad, she hides that love in her heart, waiting for the belief of reuniting with Tu Qitang to support her until now, but now that she even has collapsed this belief, how can she not collapse!
"Seeing the princess like this, we don't have to rush to the road." The medicine gourd looked around, pointed to the courtyard not far away and said to Chang Hui, "When the princess is better, go there to find me, I know the family, stay overnight and then leave." ”
Chang Hui never knew how to comfort people, so he had no other way but to feel sad, so he hurriedly said: "Okay, you go and ask people if it's inconvenient, if it's convenient, we'll leave slowly." ”
"Well, take care of the princess, just go over later, no problem." The medicine gourd went straight to the small courtyard with his hands behind his back, stood outside the courtyard and said a few words to the aunt who was sweeping the floor, pointing in the direction of Chang Hui and others and stuffing her with some money. The aunt hurriedly shirked, returned the money to the medicine gourd, looked at them and nodded with a smile.
The medicine gourd also nodded, and then went back to the village. Chang Hui saw that he neither entered the hospital nor came back, thinking that he was going to teach Tu Qitang a lesson, and quietly discussed with Shizhong: "Or I will go with Lao Hulu, he may not be able to deal with that guy alone, you stay here to take care of the princess, and we will help the princess get justice." ”
Shizhong immediately grabbed Chang Hui: "Don't go, what is the old gourd going to do, he knows it in his own heart, since he didn't call you, it's none of your business." ”
"But......" Chang Hui's fists clenched again, gritting his teeth, "I also want to teach that ungrateful guy a lesson, I have long seen him unpleasantly, I thought he would treat the princess well, but I didn't expect the result to be ......"
"Then you don't need to go, if you have no strength and nowhere to go, go and help the aunt, clean up the room for the princess to rest." Shizhong pushed Chang Hui away, and warned again and again, "Remember, don't make trouble, don't make trouble for the princess again." ”
Chang Hui snorted dullly: "Got it, got it." ”
Shi Zhong watched the medicine gourd go to an unknown place, got up and helped Liu Ye: "Princess, let's rest for a while and then leave, follow me." ”
Liu Ye cried so much, Qing Ling also cried so that his eyes were red and swollen, the teacher wiped away the tears for them, and said, "Princess, I will only give you this one day, if you feel uncomfortable, cry enough." From now on, I don't want to see you like this again, your tears are not worth shedding for people who don't feel sorry for you. After tonight, you will no longer be Ye'er who is obsessed with love, you are the princess of the Han Dynasty and the queen of Wusun. ”
Qing Ling pouted and sobbed, "Can't you say something nice now?" Don't you see that the princess is sad? ”
Liu Ye lost his mind for a moment, nodded and said, "Master, you are right, I am not only Ye'er, I know." ”
Shizhong finally breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "Okay, go in and rest, you have been hungry for a day and want to eat something, I'll go and ask Auntie." ”
"It's all good." Liu Ye walked into the courtyard and walked into the room.
Qing Ling raised his head and looked at Shizhong, and hugged him emotionally: "Master, husband, my good husband, you have to promise me that you will never forget me at any time." I'm not a princess or a queen, and without you, I really have nothing, and I have nothing to sustain me anymore. I don't want anything, I just want you. ”
Shizhong touched her head, his eyes were full of love and pity, and he said softly: "Fool, without you, I don't have nothing." ”
Qing Ling could understand Liu Ye's sadness, and couldn't help but confess affectionately to Shizhong, and after receiving his affirmative answer, he immediately put his mind at ease: "I'll accompany the princess, you and General Chang can rest too!" ”
"Go ahead!" Shi Zhong smiled slightly, watched her enter the house, and then looked at the place where the medicine gourd disappeared.
The medicine gourd came uninvited, no one was surprised by the Bright Moon Saintess and the poisonous scorpion, the poisonous scorpion looked at his face ugly, and just about to explain a few words, the Bright Moon Saintess had already spoken: "I guess you already know, Tu Qitang has already married a wife, and they still have children." You go back and tell her, and then you stop thinking about it and be her queen in peace. ”
"Who is she?" The medicine gourd approached the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon, and said coldly, "Pigs, cows and horses all have a name, not to mention that she is also your daughter-in-law, I don't know how the princess offended you, you can't tolerate her like this." tried every means to hide his son and didn't say anything, and he also tried to find a big-bellied woman, you are so happy to let your son be the father of other people's children? ”
The Bright Moon Holy Maiden glared at the medicine gourd impatiently: "Have you made enough trouble?" Tu Qitang is my son, and we don't need outsiders to ask what kind of life our mother and son want to live. Why are you insulting my grandchild? How do you know it's not Tu Qitang's biological flesh and blood? Do we still have to report our private affairs to you? ”
The poisonous scorpion saw that the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon was angry, and hurriedly stepped forward to relieve the siege: "You're enough, crooked gourd, how long are you going to make trouble about this matter?" The princess is already the queen of Wusun, and Tu Qitang also has her own life, so don't mention the past anymore, okay? ”
"Old scorpion, you useless bear bag, you will only follow the back of this woman's ass, and no one will believe what you say?" The medicine gourd glanced at the poisonous scorpion with disdain, "This woman wants you to die tonight, you will never dare to see the sun tomorrow morning, it is really amazing for a man to do your job, why don't you hang yourself with your eyelids raised!" Don't forget, the man she loves all her life is not you, even if you chase you to Huangquan Road, you are doomed to be a loser, you just wait to be used by her to death, go to the Hades Palace and regret it! ”
"Old gourd, you are so self-conscious, I will give you some face when I think of the old love, you don't have to inch in!" The poisonous scorpion was so angry that it was smoking above its head.
"Why, you want to kill me, come, you two come together, I want to see how capable you are of these adulterers and adulteresses." The medicine gourd is in the air, and it is also unscrupulous.
When the Southern Holy Maiden came back and saw this scene, she hurriedly grabbed the hand of the medicine gourd and persuaded: "Senior, forget it, the wood is already in the boat, you can't be unconvinced, you can only say that the sect leader and the princess have no fate." ”
The medicine gourd was stunned, looking at this simple tiled house, describing the emaciated Mingyue Holy Maiden, and suddenly didn't know why she was angry. The once beautiful Xiling Sect altar and the glorious Bright Moon Saintess in the past are now gone. There is nothing constant in the world, and neither are feelings.
"There is no fate, alas, who can say clearly about fate...... "The medicine gourd put down his hand and sighed with his head down.
Huan'er watched her father fall asleep, walked outside the door and stood on tiptoe to look around, she didn't know where Tu Qitang had gone, but she knew he wouldn't leave her. She used to think that she was the most miserable person, but since she met him, she realized that she was the happiest person, although this happiness was only stolen, and she was reluctant to let go. Just thinking of the heartbroken woman, she couldn't help but wonder if she was too selfish. However, there is no such thing as feelings that are not selfish, and there is nothing wrong with her doing this.
"Miss Huan'er......"
Huan'er turned around, saw Shizhong, and remembered that he was the one who came with the woman, so she couldn't help but be a little more guarded: "Aren't you leaving?" Why is it coming back? You want to persuade my husband to go with her, right? ”
Shizhong expected that she was not so easy to speak, and was thinking about how to speak, Huan'er covered her bulging abdomen, walked quickly to him, and said sharply: "My husband and I's child is about to be born, you don't want to move other ideas, if you have to take him away, just step on the corpse of our mother and son!" ”
Shizhong smiled and said, "Miss Huan'er, don't be excited, since he is your husband and you have a child, how can he be willing to leave you." Even if I tried to persuade him to change his mind, it would be impossible. ”
When Huan'er heard him say this, she slowed down her tone slightly: "You know it's impossible, why do you go and come back?" ”
"My young lady is unwell, I can't hurry for the time being, I have nothing to do for a while, walk around, it shouldn't be in the way of the girl!" Shi Zhong spread his hands and said innocently, "I just called the girl's name, and I didn't mean to offend." ”
Huan'er's face turned red, and she said embarrassedly: "I'm not a girl anymore, just call me by my name." ”
"I beg your pardon for taking the liberty of taking the liberty of the girl, she looks no more than fifteen or sixteen years old, so she ......," Shizhong respectfully saluted her.
Huan'er felt even more ashamed: "How can there be, how can there be, I am in my twenties this year, and I may have been married for many years and just conceived my first child, so I look younger." ”
"Oh? After many years of marriage, it is a joy to finally conceive a child. Shi Zhong smiled lightly and looked at Huan'er's expression.
"I, I mean......" Huan'er knew that she was speechless, and quickly changed her words, "I mean, I have known my husband for many years, and I have only recently married, yes, that's what I said......"
"What the girl said just now, I heard it very clearly." Shi Zhong smiled and said, "The husband in your mouth, his name is Tu Qitang, do you know his identity and origin?" He was seriously injured half a year ago, his life was in danger, and he had difficulty moving, coupled with old diseases in his legs, it may not be easy to marry a wife and have children! And you've been in the womb for at least five months, and it's too far-fetched to say it's his child! ”
Huan'er was stunned, and hurriedly said: "That's right, my husband was injured, but he recovered quickly, and there is no need to explain the matter between our husband and wife to you one by one." ”
"Of course, I'm not interested in other people's business, but I would like to add that Tu Qitang has been recuperating in Dawan before, and he has only been here for three months. You're not telling me that you used to live in Dawan. Shi Zhong looked at her drastically changed expression, and had already guessed in his heart, "Maybe you have also suffered misfortune, but happiness that does not belong to you does not belong to you after all, you can keep him for a while, you can't keep him for a lifetime, he will know the truth one day." Tu Qitang once lost his memory, and it is estimated that he was told by others about his marriage with you, and he thought that the child in your belly was really his, if he regained his memory in the future and knew that you had been lying to him, do you think he would forgive you? ”
Huan'er's face turned pale, she retreated weakly, and kept shaking her head: "No, there won't be that day, he is my husband, and the child in my belly is his, we will always be happy like this......"
Unfortunately, the truth is not as expected, and the lie will eventually be exposed, and now that you are pregnant, you naturally want to be accompanied by someone, but not in this selfish way. If I'm not mistaken, this time your father can come back alive, thanks to Tu Qitang, he is also kind to your father and daughter, and you can't bear to deceive your benefactor? The division approached step by step, leaving her no chance to refute.
"That's not the case, I didn't lie to him......" Huan'er was flustered and looked at Shizhong with tears in her eyes, "I beg you to stop talking about it, let us go?" ”
"I just want you to be honest." Shizhong stopped and stopped forcing her, "I hope you can face reality." ”
Huan'er just cried and didn't speak, and after a stalemate for a moment, Huan'er's father appeared in front of the division with a haggard face.