Chapter 355: Maternal Depression

finally gave birth to the child, and Wen Po began to drive people away, saying that women are confined, and men can't meet. Yan Kaizhi had a dark face, he delivered the child by himself, where can he see it. When Chengxi was born, he was really too busy, and he was afraid that the sour smell of every day would smoke Shaohua, so he didn't go into the house to disturb. Now seeing that Shaohua gave birth to a daughter, and half of his life was delayed, where did he still have the heart to do anything else, he just wanted to stay by her side.

The daughter-in-law of the stake knew how to read the eyes, and immediately stuffed the red envelope and sent Wen Po out of the door, and asked Dabao to persuade Yan Kaizhi to go back to rest, and then call him over when Shaohua woke up.

Although he was a little reluctant, he couldn't bear the tiredness, Yan Kaizhi had to go back to sleep, and the first thing he did when he woke up was to run over to see Shaohua.

After sleeping all day, Shaohua had just eaten a little something, and when he saw Yan Kaizhi coming, he was asked to warm up the rest and pad Yan Kaizhi's stomach. He walked over and looked at the sleeping little face in the swaddling clothes, thinking of the danger of not long ago, and the little hand holding his fingers hard. Yan Kaizhi suddenly felt a warm and earnest feeling in his heart like a volcanic eruption, and there was only one thing in his mind, that is, he must save this child.

already has two sons, and finally gave birth to a daughter, Yan Kaizhi is very excited in his heart.

He cautiously looked at the small facial features on his sleeping face, and then looked at Shaohua, "Shaohua, you see how much your daughter looks like you." But Shaohua seemed to be a little unhappy, looking at his daughter with drooping eyebrows, Yan Kaizhi couldn't help asking, "What's wrong, unhappy?" ”

Shaohua exhaled a breath and said sadly: "It's not good to be like me, with a short figure and compact facial features." "If it could be her before, it would be good, at least I guarantee that she is a great beauty.

Yan Kaizhi shook his head amusedly, and his tone was extremely doting, "It's good to be like you, petite and exquisite, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes." When Shaohua heard this, a little flush appeared on his pale face, and the little bird leaned on Yan Kaizhi's arms, listening to him say with palpitations: "Let's never have children again, okay?" I'm really scared to death by you, I've never been so scared to go to the battlefield to kill the enemy. ”

Now as soon as he closed his eyes, Shao Hua's face was blue and purple in his mind, his hair was wet with sweat, sticky on his forehead, his eyes became sloppy, and the next moment he frowned bitterly. He didn't know if it was God's punishment for him, thinking about it all these years, he had never been less worried about Shaohua. finally lived a couple life with her in peace and tranquility for a few years, but she once again scared him to death.

His parents have passed away, Lanzhi has returned to the palace, and his dearest and loved only Shaohua and these children, but if Shaohua has any three longs and two shorts, he can hardly imagine the future days.

Feeling Yan Kaizhi hugging himself tightly, Shaohua was a little painful, but he didn't say anything, and only whispered: "It's good if you give it up." ”

He let her go of his arms and looked at her with a firm look in his eyes: "Isn't it enough for me to have you, a son and a daughter?" ”

Yan Kaizhi's gentleness can make her fascinated every time, thinking that the man she loves the most can stay by her side like this and give birth to a bunch of children for him, this kind of previously dreamed of life has finally come true, and Shaohua's heart has also rippled. "If only the dough was there."

He kissed her forehead lightly, chuckled and said, "I have already sent someone to report the good news to the Li family, my father has bad legs and feet in the past two years, and it is inconvenient to go back and forth, and when I wait for the spring of next year, I will let them take them to Liangcheng and bring the dough back." ”

Shaohua's eyes lit up, and he looked at Yan Kaizhi excitedly: "Thank you." ”

She hadn't seen her eldest son for a long time, and she ran away from home with a temperament, until later the Ling family got angry, saying that she was willing to leave her son alone, so she simply left her son in the Li family. Shaohua's heart was so anxious, but Yan Kaizhi comforted: They can't go back to the capital now, if they entrust others to bring the dough back, they don't worry, instead of having a bumpy road, it is better to stay in the Li family and take him back when he grows up.

In fact, the Ling family also meant this, but he was angry and would never let his daughter feel better.

"Fool." Yan Kaizhi let out a sigh, he didn't dare to endure this kind of test anymore, thinking of the danger of giving birth, he couldn't help but admire the greatness of being a mother even more.

It wasn't until Xiaobao brought the hot porridge that the two reluctantly parted, watching Yan Kai drink porridge while watching Shaohua suddenly think of something, and said to him coquettishly: "By the way, you said that the child was born and told me." ”

Yan Kaizhi's hand holding the bowl paused for a moment, and replied in a muffled voice: "I already said it at that time." ”

Shaohua, who had regained a lot of strength, naturally refused to give up, she flattened her mouth and said, "I didn't hear it, you say it again." In fact, no matter what Yan Kaizhi said at that time, she didn't have the strength to pay attention at all, and every time the child struggled, she would die of pain and come back to life.

"I'm ......" Yan Kaizhi just spoke, looked at Xiaobao who pursed his lips and snickered, and frowned and motioned for her to take things down. Putting down the bowl, he came over, sat next to Shaohua, and brushed the hair on her forehead away for her, "Do you want me to say something else?" I said that I would be good to you for the rest of my life, and I would never let you be wronged. ”

"But I feel very aggrieved right now." The corners of Shaohua's mouth drooped, and his mood suddenly fell, like a pouring spring water, covering up all the joy, "I am a lady from a scholarly family, but I like you with my heart and eyes when I die, and I even put down my face, and I chase you all over the capital, and even chase you to northern Sichuan, and accompany you to life and death, you don't want to say a word or three words to me." Do you just want to say it to Xin Zimo, is there only Xin Zimo in your heart?! ”

Yan Kaizhi frowned unhappily, I don't know why Shaohua always clung to this sentence, "Why are you here again, how long has it been, haven't I explained it to you clearly?" After giving birth, it was originally a time when he was emotionally sensitive, and when he heard Yan Kaizhi's words, Shaohua's tears suddenly fell away, and Yan Kaizhi was so frightened that he hurriedly wiped it with his hand, "Okay, don't cry, I just said it, I ...... it"

Shaohua pushed his hand away and turned his head, unwilling to look at him, "Forget it, you go out, I want to sleep." ”

didn't give Yan Kaizhi a chance to speak at all, she slowly slid into the quilt, turned her face, hugged her daughter, and pretended to sleep.

Yan Kaizhi also looked very depressed, and seeing that she didn't want to speak, he simply walked out without saying a word.

In fact, Shaohua is good at everything, her open-mindedness and straightforwardness make him feel ashamed every time, and her carefulness and thoughtfulness also make him feel that if he has a wife like this, what more can a husband ask for. But no one is perfect, Shaohua's often out-of-tune thoughts, and his temperament of recognizing a dead reason also makes him unbearable.

If you want to say that she is just lively and active, then he can still be careful, but if he always wants to say love, Yan Kaizhi feels awkward, as if someone is holding a knife to his neck, and he feels very uncomfortable.

He stepped out of Shaohua's room and was about to go outside, but unexpectedly, he happened to bump into Fu Lin, who came to say goodbye.

"Master Yan, Mrs. and the little lady are safe, I think I should go back too, Banniang is also pregnant, and I have to be scolded again when I go back after coming out for a long time." Fulin was reluctant to make this trip, thinking that there was such a thing as midwifery, and he was not good at it. If it weren't for the fact that Shaohua's condition was critical, and Hu Banniang was also urging him to come over, he would have pushed it back.

However, Fulin is still grateful to Yan Kaizhi and his wife, especially Shaohua, at least Hu Banniang is more knowledgeable now than he first knew. He no longer cares about Hu Banniang always calling Shaohua a master, otherwise he is a generation shorter for no reason, and even Shaohua often ridicules him.

Yan Kaizhi was full of gratitude to Fulin, and had already asked people to prepare a gift for Hu Banniang, just so that Fulin could bring it back with him. "Then you go, thank you this time."

Fu Lin didn't care much about haha, seeing Yan Kaizhi's frowning, he asked curiously: "It's not a big deal...... What's the matter, is there anything wrong with Madame? ”

Yan Kaizhi held a breath of air in his heart, it was rare that Fulin was willing to pierce it, and he also thought that Fulin was a tree hole, and spit out the depression in his heart, "Fulin, let me ask you if Ba Niang will pester you to say something that you can't say." ”

"If you can't say it, don't say it, what's so difficult." Fulin looked very optimistic, but Yan Kaizhi still seemed to be sullen, so he asked, "What did Madame tell you to say?" ”

Yan Kaizhi opened his mouth and snorted for a while, and finally said helplessly: "She asked me to say that I love her, I am a big man, I have the ability to fight and kill the enemy, and I am not a scholar who loves this kind of thing, how can I say it." ”

Fulin blinked and grinned, "Didn't you just say that?" ”

At this time, Yan Kaizhi found that he had vomited it like this, and he was surprised in his heart, but when he thought of facing Shaohua's face, he didn't feel empty, "I can't say it in front of her." ”

Fulin felt a little incredible, and it wasn't that difficult," said Fulin with his eyes closed. ”

Yan Kaizhi hesitated for a moment, thinking about Shaohua's temperament, and felt that something didn't work, "Shut up...... What if I open my eyes and say? After all, people are in front of him, and he has to close his eyes when he says a word, which clearly means that he is not happy to see her, who knows what weird and tricky things Shaohua will come up with.

Fu Lin felt that Yan Kaizhi's troubles were very ridiculous, although Hu Banniang had never asked him to say such a thing, but it was not difficult to think about it. And with his understanding of Yan Kaizhi and his wife, the relationship between the two should not be so bad that they can't even say this. He kindly came up with an idea for Yan Kaizhi: "You just look at other places, such as looking at the wall, looking at the trees, looking at the flowers, looking at the sky, in short, don't look at her face, if you can't do it, just hold it." ”

Yan Kaizhi thought for a while, but felt that this plan was feasible, "Is this okay?" ”

Fulin sighed, patted Yan Kaizhi on the shoulder, made an ambiguous expression to Yan Kaizhi like a flirting master, and teased: "Master Yan, I see that you are spoiled by a woman, and Mrs. is actively pursuing you, this woman, just say a few nice words and it will be over." When she really loves you, you say black, and white she treats you as black. When I don't love you, you talk about black again, and she treats you as white when it's black. As he spoke, he suddenly lowered his voice mysteriously and approached Yan Kaizhi's ear, "Don't blame me for not telling you, as long as she eats her in bed, she won't say anything when she gets out of bed." ”

Yan Kai took a step back solemnly and glared at him: "Nonsense! I'll tell you about business. ”

Fulin spread his hands and shrugged his shoulders, "I'm serious, don't you see, Banniang is still yelling at me like before." Fulin looked proud, and secretly smug Yan Kaizhi was bluffed, although Hu Banniang gave him enough face to the outside world, but in private he still coaxed her carefully.

But if he doesn't say this kind of thing, who will know!

He lowered his head and thought about it, it was true that Hu Banniang was a lot more considerate of Fulin, but did he really want to do this, wouldn't it be too shameless?

Yan Kaizhi cleared his throat and looked sneered, "Ahem, you mean...... She's weak now, no. ”

In the final analysis, he was still worried about Shaohua's body, and after getting along with each other for a few years, Yan Kaizhi knew that Shaohua's body was not as healthy as he saw. From time to time, there will be some fever and cough, and then it will be no longer sick, and a disease will always drag on for a month. In this case, how could he rest assured that Shaohua would enter Beijing, if something happened halfway, it would be troublesome.

Seeing that he actually listened to his words, Fulin tried to hold back a smile and deliberately made a cautious appearance, "I didn't say that you should be now, even if you are out of the moon, this time it is lucky, big and small, but I am afraid that my wife's body will not be able to suffer this kind of toss in the future." At least for three or five years, you'd better not be impulsive and restrain yourself. ”

Yan Kaizhi nodded gratefully: "Got it, you can go back." ”