"Shall I stop? Why should I. Yi Beichen grinned as if he was smiling, and in the dim candlelight, his smile became more and more gloomy: "You are my wife, why should I stop?" ”

"No...... Don't ......" Xin Yi twisted his body, but he became more and more like a fish on a chopping board, slaughtered by others. "Yi Beichen, you let go of me!!"

He didn't say anything, just curled the corners of his mouth, lowered himself, and sucked all the remaining words on her lips. I could only hear her 'hmm' resistance.

Xin Yi's mind was blank, and the only remaining consciousness was that he just wanted to fight to escape. But his strength was amazing, and his hands were pressed on top of his head, and he couldn't move even half a minute.

No......

Don't do that!!

All that flashed through her mind was one sentence.

Yi Beichen's lips bit heavily, and a bloody tooth mark fell. "That's ...... You're not going to leave me...... Xin Yi, you won't want to leave me, I won't let you leave me! You are mine, you remember...... You should have belonged to me!! ”

Her body shook unintentionally, but it became the best catalyst for his aggression. Xin Yi was so suppressed by him that he couldn't move at this time, only tears rolled out of his eyes, wetting his sideburns.

Don't want to do that...... I don't want to be treated like this by him. Even if、Even if one day in the future, he will belong to him completely, but ...... But at this moment, Xin Yi was still shaken.

Every touch made her feel resistant and uneasy, and she closed her eyes, forced to accept this fact only with her body. "Ah Jin...... "I don't know if I want to ask for help or something else, Xin Yi opened his mouth, and subconsciously it was his name.

There was a sudden pause in the movement on his body, and then Yi Beichen's voice came from his ears: "What did you say?" ”

Ah Jin...... Ah Jin. Xin Yi's heart was hot, but he only blindly called his name.

This call made him unable to endure such humiliation anymore. Why is she still calling other people's names at this time!? "Zhuo Xinyi! You've shown me clearly!! I am your husband!! ”

"I know." She slowly opened her eyes and stared at him, "But so what...... You know, what I like is him, and since you want my body, I don't have a choice...... In that case, why can't you assume it's him? Anyway, if you think like this, you will feel a lot more comfortable. ”

"You...... You!! Yi Beichen glared at her deadly: "Do you still have a little shame in your heart!?" ”

Xin Yi just hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled: "I'm just saying what I think in my heart, we have already met frankly anyway, so it's not good to just speak." Yi Beichen, you clearly understand...... But why don't you admit it? If you have to force me at this time, then I can't help it, after all, my heart is full of him, and this is a fact that can't be changed. ”

"Zhuo Xinyi! I-" He was really angry, and raised his slap, and saw that he was about to be beaten, but she looked at him fixedly at this time, and her eyes were as indifferent as water.

"If you think that a slap in the face of me can relieve the hatred in your heart, then you can." She said calmly: "Even if you kill me, it doesn't matter. ”

Yi Beichen stared at the swollen red marks on her face, looked at her in a daze for a long time, and then put down his hand hatefully.

"I don't have any other requests, I just want to have a good talk with you while you're a little calm now." Xin Yi looked at him, but he didn't move, the air was chilling, "I really want to live a good life with you, believe it or not, I have made up my mind, and after seeing him, I will let go of all my previous past with him." Yi Beichen, I really want to turn myself into the Zhuo Xinyi in your heart, and I keep changing it, but ...... Do you know how to transform yourself into another person...... How hard is it, exactly? ”

Yi Beichen's eyebrows tightened, and he didn't speak for a long time.

"Now Xin Yi just has the same appearance as her, I can only keep looking for traces of the person in your heart, and then imitate her appearance. But you've got to give me some time, don't you, or ...... What do you think you can get from me? Maybe...... I'm never the more she you want. ”

"No......" Yi Beichen's body was also trembling slightly, as if he could no longer suppress the feelings in his heart. Another person...... Xin Yi, are you telling me that you are no longer her? He groped in his arms and unfurled the bloody wedding book in front of the two. Since you are not her, you will not understand what kind of expectations I have to spend every time in the bitter cold of the border pass. ”

Xin Yi looked at the thin paper in a daze, and could see the blood-stained marks on it, the surface of the paper had been yellowed, the edges had been wrinkled, and the creases were even so thin that they were about to break. Apparently its owner had flattened it countless times before carefully placing it in his arms.

"There were a few times when I crawled out of a pile of dead people, and you don't know what that feeling was like. I thought I wouldn't survive, but every time I close my eyes, my mind is full of you...... You stand on the path at the entrance of the village, waiting stupidly. When he said this, his body trembled slightly: "I am afraid that I will never see you again, and I am afraid that you will be miserable and sad when you hear the news of my death...... But, Zhuo Xinyi ...... But now you tell me that I am irrelevant in your heart. My life or death has nothing to do with you, does it? ”

In the face of such an answer, Xin Yi couldn't answer for half a moment, just staring at his lowered head, and his expression was hidden between light and shadow.

"Speak now, in your heart! Isn't it that I'm worthless! Not even a single strand of his hair!? He suddenly stretched out his hand, pressed her shoulder, and imprisoned him deadly: "Isn't it...... Zhuo Xinyi! ”

She had even forgotten how to resist, and stared at him with horror. "No...... Not...... No words! ”

Yi Beichen freed his hand and wanted to touch her cheek, but withdrew his hand at the moment of contact. "I thought it would be ...... I'll remind you a little, even a little. It's a pity that I'm back, but ...... You're not her anymore. I was wrong, Zhuo Xinyi...... It's my fault that I shouldn't have expected anything from you in the first place. He suddenly sneered: "I was wrong, if I hadn't expected this, wouldn't I have been so disappointed...... This is all self-inflicted, self-inflicted!! ”

His hand gripped Xin Yi's body tightly, and the strength in his hand was so great that he even had the illusion that his bones were about to be crushed. "I have amnesia, this is an indisputable fact, the matter has come to this, we have nothing to regret or not regret, you want me to become the Zhuo Xinyi you knew before...... I can work hard to change and learn...... Just don't you ...... like that."

"You instinctively don't want me to touch you," he said, staring down at her countenance. "I really wish you were the same Zhuo Xinyi before, but now I expect you to be not. If you didn't have the exact same face as her, I wouldn't care so much about your feelings, whether you're married...... It's good now. He suddenly retracted his strength, straightened up, threw her on the bed, and then turned and walked away.

It wasn't until he went out that Xin Yifang sat up, wrapped the quilt on the side, and couldn't stop shivering.

obviously wanted to hate him, but after trying his best to muster up the courage, he couldn't help but feel distressed when he learned everything about him. She clenched her hands into fists and pressed them against her chest, gasping for breath and sobbing.

Maybe the previous Zhuo Xinyi has always been there, if not...... When I know this, why do I become so miserable?

No one is wrong.

It's just fate that plays tricks.

She curled herself up in a ball, and at last stopped crying, but leaned on her knees at the head of the bed, staring at the flickering candle flame in a daze.

There were a few knocks at the door: "Madam, the master has asked the slave to bring you medicine." ”

"Come in."

"Yes." The maid obediently entered the house, and when she saw the mess in the house, she couldn't help but be surprised at first, and then saw Xin Yi, who only covered her body with a quilt, and hurriedly dragged the tray and bent over to bend over: "Madam, the master asked the slave and maid to send medicine...... Uh, ma'am, you ......"