Su Yijing may forget her past and forget herself, but only Yu Feng will always be in her memory.

From Dalong to Xiliang, there were a few days on the way that she was really dizzy, sluggish and stupid, she didn't know where she was, she didn't know who she was, and her mind was chaotic and empty, but even in those days, there was that person in her dreams, those eyes, always gentle and clear, dispelling the confusion that haunted her.

She knew exactly who he was, and she remembered that they had promised to take the old man by hand, so she quickly came to her senses.

Since she was taken captive, Yijing has been controlled by Miao Shimo's "three-day awakening", either she is asleep, and when she wakes up, she is also muddy, her hands and feet are weak, her throat is dry, she can't move, can't talk or think.

The drug didn't give her time to calm down and plan for it.

Luckily, she showed symptoms of a trance and quickly woke up, but she kept pretending because she noticed Yu Haoxi's anxiety and didn't dare to use drugs on her again.

At first, she also thought about escaping, but soon found that Yu Haoxi was not paralyzed because of her "dementia", but became more and more vigilant, she didn't dare to gamble, because if she couldn't succeed, she might never have a chance in the future, and she didn't know where Xia Ke was, if she couldn't save her and escape together, Xia Ke would definitely be angry with the demon, and Yijing could no longer allow the people around her to die for her.

She can only use "dementia" as a mask to get rid of the muddy nightmare caused by the constant use of drugs, and buy time to think calmly about what way to get out, return to Dalong, and return to her lover.

During that time, Yu Haoxi often accompanied him in the car, almost never leaving.

Sometimes when he closed his eyes and recuperated, she looked at him quieting down and did not look bewitching or hideous, as if there was no threat, her hand had already touched the hairpin in her hair, she thought that maybe she could kill him while he was defenseless, so it was a hundred, but after all, it was a cold sweat to give up.

Even if he kills him, the people outside will definitely not let him go, not to mention Xia Ke in vain, she will never have the opportunity to see Yu Feng again, she doesn't want to give up like this, she misses him so much, so longing to hold hands with him, until she shakes her teeth and completes the things that should be done in life one by one, they finally ended those hatreds and resentments, and survived the catastrophe of the Lantern Festival in the tenth year of Yuanqing, which should have started a new life, and they still have many things they want to accomplish together, which should not end here.

She remembered what he had told her, no matter what the situation, she must be well, and she must not give up her life.

Yijing, your well-being is the most important thing to me, he once said.

Calm down, be sure to be calm.

So she exhaled deeply, suppressed resentment and anger, suppressed grief and sadness, and began to analyze the sinister difficulties she faced.

She thought of what Yu Haoxi had done, and she was very desperate for a while.

What kind of person is Yu Haoxi, scheming, and suspicious and cunning, he wants the prince to die unexpectedly to destroy the Kong family, so that she will die in despair, and he did it; And he also made Concubine Wan's grievances public to the world, forcing the Son of Heaven to decide, causing the Kong family to be ruined and ruined, and he did it; He even caused chaos in the world because the Son of Heaven once shielded the Kong family, ignored the throne of the country, and caused chaos in the world, so that the Son of Heaven regretted it, but he had to clean up the mess for him, and he got out safely, Yijing had no doubt that Yu Haoxi would inherit the throne of Xiliang in the future and show his ambitions.

Everything is in his calculations, and he will not let go of anything he wants to do.

To maneuver in front of such a person, in order to retreat with his whole body, is terrifying to think about.

She wasn't sure.

She even thinks that she doesn't know anything about Yu Haoxi, she only knows that his life is good at forbearance, good at calculation, cold and ruthless, and ruthless, so she thinks that his obsession with her is just for a while, and he will eventually forget because of his position, but now that he has fallen into such a situation, it can only prove that what she understands is just his surface.

The complexity and madness of this person have far exceeded her expectations.

He took himself captive to Xiliang, perhaps to make her submit in order to make up for his unwillingness.

Committed to him? Trick him into trust, and then wait for him to escape?

No, she can't do it, if she loses her innocence, it will be a betrayal of Yu Feng, and what face will she have to say goodbye to him, if so, it is better to die quietly, at least cleanly, and must not tolerate their love stained with indelible dirt.

Yi Jing was wondering if Yu Haoxi would use force on her and completely destroy her, so that he could be willing and ashamed.

If this is the case, she will not have the slightest chance, and then she can only fight to the death and drag him to hell with her.

But whenever there is a glimmer of hope, she doesn't want to give up, she must fight for it.

Yijing remembered the Huoyingyuan case, Yu Haoxi announced in public in Jianchang Mansion that Queen Kong had killed her biological mother Concubine Wan and left the country to go to Xiliang, she was very puzzled by the demon's action, but Yu Feng analyzed that the demon should know the truth of the saint early, but he has been hiding and shielding the Kong family.

"I originally thought that the three princes were only for power and grudges, but now that I think about it, it is one-sided, although he is ambitious and extremely proud, and does not limit his vision to the position of power, he has his persistence, his mind is calm, and the vision of the saint is not bad, this is indeed the most suitable candidate for the emperor of Dalong at the moment, but unfortunately although the three princes are resourceful, but they are uninhibited, and his character makes him not endure humiliation all the time, and the saint inadvertently let him know the truth, and he is destined to be disappointed." Yu Feng said this at the time, and it seemed to have some sympathy.

Yijing only hopes that Yu Haoxi is really arrogant, even if she is unwilling to take her away, the intention is to make her give in willingly in discouragement one day, and will not use such means as coercion.

Only in this way will she have the opportunity to deal with him and fight for her whole body to get out.

After calming down, Yijing was a little annoyed that she had suffered a big change at the beginning, and she showed her grief and resentment on her face, she didn't know her opponent at all, but she was calm about her emotions.

But if he did it again, Yi Jing thought that he really couldn't witness Qiu Yue's tragic death and be indifferent, and he could still restrain his emotions and be indifferent to Yu Haoxi.

I have to say that Yijing's disguise of "dementia" for more than ten days has still gained something, on the one hand, she saw that Yu Haoxi didn't dare to use drugs on her anymore under her anger, which seemed to show that she did have a place in that person's heart, and his abduction was not just for revenge, at least he was worried about her health, and he didn't want to waste all his thoughts to just go back to torture a dementia patient; On the other hand, the opponent was still somewhat negligent, such as scolding Miao Shimo in front of her, so that Yijing inadvertently heard that "waking up in three days" may cause symptoms of amnesia.

Her mind moved, and an idea came to her.

It is not easy to deceive the opponent, Yu Haoxi obviously knows her temperament well, if she succumbs too quickly, she will definitely not let him trust, but if she is an amnesiac person, so her temperament has changed drastically, and she shows just the right compromise, so she has the opportunity to let him relax his guard, Xiliang has An Jin, Wei Ran brothers and sisters, and Du Yuniang, as well as the dark people that Yu Feng has planted in the past two years, as long as she finds an opportunity to contact the outside world, there is a possibility of getting out.

Fortunately, in the two days when she was really demented, her innate rejection and resistance to Yu Haoxi was still subconsciously expressed, even if she lost her memory, she slowly accepted him, but she would not be emotionally committed in a short period of time, and it seemed reasonable.

If you want to deal with him, you must know him well, and if you have amnesia, you can talk to him and gain insight into his thoughts.

You have to hide yourself, and only then can you have a chance to win.

Yijing was so "demented" on the surface, and his heart was bright, and he began to plan calmly.

It doesn't work to pretend to be stupid all the time, although the difficulty is smaller, how could Yu Haoxi let a demented woman come into contact with the outside world? Not to mention that he can't achieve his goal at all, maybe he will exhaust his patience, and he will be cocooned and bound by himself if he is left to fend for himself in the forbidden garden, so when he entered the border of Xiliang Kingdom, His Royal Highness the Monarch who was relieved was relieved, slowed down the trip, and under his care, Yijing gradually regained his senses.

She felt that the opponent was not willing to let her lose her memory, as if she hoped that one day she would get better completely, when getting along, focus on restoring the four arts she was once good at, Yijing weighed, she has not been in contact with amnesia patients, I don't know if there will be a situation where Cai Xue is still forgetting about personnel, but if you pretend to know nothing, it is very likely to show your feet, and the truth is the most beneficial to your disguise, so under Yu Haoxi's tireless reminder, Yijing finally regained some memories.

She allowed herself to "slowly get better".

When he returned to Dajing, he was thrown into the Forbidden Garden, and his opponent began to test him.

Yi Jing didn't dare to relax at all, any words and deeds were all weighed by consideration, such as that time when the opponent took her to see Xia Ke, when she saw Xia Ke's tragic condition full of scars, Yi Jing immediately understood that this was the opponent's scrubbing, although she gritted her teeth in her heart, she quickly responded with fear, a weak woman, when she saw a bloody person, fear and avoidance should be an instinctive reaction. When Yu Haoxi bluntly explained Xia Ke's identity, Yi Jing hesitated slightly, she should not have any concern about Xia Ke because of her amnesia, but if she ignored it, it might be too obvious, but it would make the opponent suspicious, and she really couldn't bear to let Xia Ke suffer, so she interceded for Xia Ke and admitted that she remembered Xia Ke, which really made the demon hesitate, and she couldn't tell which of her sentences was true and which was false.

After fighting with the cunning and suspicious Yu Haoxi, Yijing's spirit was tense all the time, and she didn't even dare to sleep too heavily at night, for fear that the maids around her would hear her whispering.

Since the New Year's abduction, all the way around, mood swings, sometimes full of grief and indignation, and must think calmly, Yijing did not notice the changes in her body, and she didn't even care about Yuexin, who was much late, that is, trapped in the forbidden garden, the days were settled, and because of the gradual feeling of nausea, she woke up.

The white-clothed maids waited for Yijing for a short time, so naturally they didn't know about her monthly letter, that Pan'er had no experience in taking care of the hostess before, and she was negligent in this matter, except for Yijing herself, no one noticed that she was pregnant.

Yijing was very anxious, she was still not sure about her status in Yu Haoxi's heart, in case that person became angry after learning the truth and gave her a bowl of abortion pills, she was helpless.

But she knew that she couldn't hide it after all, so during that time, she often "hurt herself", and frequently asked Pan'er who she was and her relationship with the monarch, not all in disguise, but she thought that Yu Haoxi would implement her identity as a "former concubine", and only when her pregnancy was exposed in the future could she turn around.

The child came at an inopportune time, and the beautiful scenery was at a loss, and the fear in his heart increased day by day.

But that night the demon didn't know what to stimulate, suddenly attacked, Yijing even thought that she could no longer disguise, all kinds of efforts in vain, that's it, she didn't allow Yu Haoxi to violate her innocence, anger and despair, only felt colic in her abdomen, at that moment she thought she was going to lose her child, and finally fainted in despair.

But after waking up, the situation changed again, and Yu Haoxi didn't seem to care about the fetus in her womb, which made Yijing see hope again.

I have to say that the compromise and concern shown by that person are a relief to Yijing, at least she can save Yu Feng's child, at least this time it can be regarded as a fool.

Although the child came at an inopportune time, it brought her luck, that night Yu Haoxi was full of guilt and fled into the wilderness, Yijing stroked his lower abdomen is also a mixture of joy and sorrow.

What happened next was more and more unexpected to her, she didn't expect Yu Haoxi to tell her the truth bluntly, without deception.

"Why are you telling me this, aren't you worried that I hate you and refuse to forgive you for the rest of your life?" Yijing was uncertain about Yu Haoxi's thoughts, she intended to probe, and if she didn't ask carefully, it didn't seem to fit the mentality of amnesiacs.

"Fifth sister, your resistance to me is innate, even if I don't tell you the truth, your heart will not be open for me, if I deceive you, I myself will look down on myself, fifth sister, I treat each other with sincerity, it is possible for you to let go of the past one day and accept my heart, I think so, even if there is only one in ten thousand chance, I will do my best." That's what he said.

Yijing was silent, when she was alone, she shook her head and smiled bitterly, this is really a bad fate, but the result is doomed, she will never be able to empathize, and once again let down her lover, and between her and Yu Haoxi, not to mention the death of the fifth cousin and Qiu Yue, no matter how persistent he is, she will not be able to accept it.

At most, grievances are cleared.