Text Chapter 110 A Twist of Ups and Downs
"You still insisted that you wanted to go with me, and I made all kinds of excuses to prevent you from discovering the secret, and finally you reluctantly agreed to let me go alone, you know? How guilty I was, it was the first time I lied to you, I didn't even have the courage to agree to let you take me to the airport, and I left the manor in disgrace. ”
"That day, I sat alone in the airport waiting room, crying all afternoon, and when you called, I pretended to talk to you as if nothing happened, and I can't forget the borderline of despair."
The kite gently swayed the wine glass in his hand, the burgundy liquid blurring his cheeks.
"Later, after getting off the plane, I rushed to the most authoritative medical institution in the United States to do an in-depth examination again, and when I got the physical examination report again, I clearly saw through the reflective glass door that my eyes showed fear of death."
"I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid that from now on, I will never be able to be by your side again."
Everyone was silent, all holding their breath and listening.
"You can't imagine how unwilling I was at that time, why death came to me at a young age, why the hateful cancer chose me as a host, everything came too suddenly, my mind went blank."
"This tote bag contains all my inspection reports and expense lists and so on." Lisa handed the bag that she had been holding in her hand to Yu Feilan, she clearly handed it to Feng Ling, not only would Feng Lingzheng not take it out to see, but also throw it directly on the ground, it was better to give it to Yu Feilan, she could conclude that Yu Feilan would definitely judge the truth of the facts for her friend.
Yu Feilan took the handbag and walked out of the private room silently, everyone understood that he was going to take it out for a detailed inspection.
Yu Feilan is a trustworthy person in everyone's mind, they will not question his character, they will sit quietly in place and wait for the results of his inspection.
"Sister Lisa, what about later?" Fengyan was more aware of Lisa's mood at that time due to her own reasons.
"After learning about my illness, I can't even raise the courage to return to China, Zheng's career is in full swing, I don't want to pull his hind legs at a critical moment, to drag down his life."
"Just when I was determined to silently disappear from the sight of the zither, at the door of the hotel, I accidentally bumped into a Chinese, he was Luo Kun, that is, the person I saw when the zither first appeared."
"As I bumped into him, a rather mature idea gradually developed in my mind, and I quickly stopped him who was already far away."
"I begged him to help me play a play, in order to make Zheng completely dead to me, and in order not to let myself become a burden to Zheng, I resolutely pretended to be a couple with Luo Kun."
"Compared to the pain caused by my terminal illness, the betrayal may have brought him a little less pain."
"The most crucial thing that forced me to make this decision was that even the most authoritative doctors could not guarantee the exact time when I would reach the end of my life."
"I don't want to use an unknown time of life to bury the love that Zheng poured all his heart into me."
"Instead of letting Zheng learn about my illness and follow me day by day of depression and pain, it is better for me to bear it silently until the day of my life."
Lisa cried, and Wind Smoke gave Lisa a seat, and pulled out a tissue to help Lisa wipe away the tears from her face.
Everyone present couldn't help but sigh, including Li Xiaowan.
At this moment, Lisa is pitiful, great, and desperate in Li Xiaowan's mind.
Li Xiaowan kept asking herself in her heart: If things happened to her, could she be like her?
"After Luo Kun hesitated again and again, he finally agreed to me, and we discussed the countermeasures, returned to China together, went to the Fengjia Manor together, and met the kite together."
"Before the official showdown with Zheng, I asked Rokundo to give me two days to buffer time, one day to spend the best time of my life with Zheng, and one day to create lies and spend the darkest time of my life."
"The moment I turned around two days later, my body felt like it was being cut by a thousand cuts, and I was already in pain to the point of losing consciousness."
"After leaving the manor and getting on the road, I casually made an excuse and got out of Luo Kun's car, I heard that there is an extremely secluded pool on the edge of City A, and I want to take a taxi to go there, enjoy some tranquility, and then give my life to that land by the way."
"I don't want to live without Zheng by my side for a moment, death may be the best destination for me, a little sooner or later, there is no substantive difference."
"Maybe my life shouldn't have ended on that day, Luo Kun, who had already driven away, turned back and dragged me into the car, and in the car, he kept comforting me and telling me not to give up my life easily."
"One of the things that impressed me the most was that if you passed away, wouldn't it be equivalent to giving your sweetheart to someone else, if that person could treat your beloved with the same heart and soul as you, if it was the opposite, would you really bear to leave?"
"I believe that in this world, except for Zheng's relatives and friends, there will never be anyone who loves Zheng more than me, and for Zheng, I gradually dispelled the idea of suicide and finally bought a ticket to fly to France."
"Maybe God can't bear to see me sad and pity me, one day, my attending doctor came to my bedside, his expression was extremely serious, just when I was panicking, he told me with a little sadness: You are pregnant."
Wind Kite's hand holding the wine glass trembled, and the red wine spilled on the table.
Almost at the same moment, Li Xiaowan's head was dizzy.
I laughed for a minute before I stopped, but the attending doctor did not stop me, but afterwards he said to me: I know that your illness does not allow you to be happy and sorrowful, but I still let you face your heart; I know that you are not suitable to get pregnant at all, but I am still willing to give you the opportunity to choose, because the birth of a new life, a new growth, maybe he can bring you hope for healing, maybe you can fight with death. ”
"But if I have to make the most responsible choice for myself, they can't guarantee that there will be no accidents during the pregnancy or that the baby will be healthy."
"I thought about it again and again, and decided that even if I risked my life, I would have to fight fate and death, which was the crystallization of my love with Zheng, and after that, I signed a death agreement with the hospital."
"With my tenacious willpower and desire for a new life, I finally overcame death, my condition gradually began to improve, and the baby in my belly grew up peacefully, and eight months later, I was pushed into the labor operating room, and the doctor performed a caesarean section on me."
"When the doctor happily told me it was a baby boy; When I first heard my son's first cry; When I first saw my son's wrinkled little face, I felt like I had become a winner in life. ”
"On the day the attending doctor announced that my treatment had been successful and I was officially discharged from the hospital, I made a bold decision: to face the world with a new face, since I could live again."
"I made an appointment with the best plastic surgery hospital in Korea, and a month later, my appearance has become what it is now, fortunately, there are still some similarities with my previous self, otherwise I am really afraid that you will not even want to listen to me again."
"Lisa, you have been wronged, we are to blame you, where is my precious nephew? I want to see him. Feng Tianyu said the right words at the right time.
"Mom... Mom... I heard my aunt say, you are here, I shouted for my aunt to bring me over, Mom, you promised me to come back earlier, but I waited for a long time, and you haven't come back yet? A handsome, fair-skinned little boy jumped into the private room, followed by an aunt who looked like a nanny.
"Madam, I'm sorry, Qi'er can't see you, so she has to be noisy," the nanny explained.
"Sister Hong, I don't blame you, I know Qi'er's personality best, and it is almost exactly the same as his father's personality." Lisa touched the little boy's head dotingly, and the image of a loving mother was deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.
Everyone seems to have forgotten for a moment the pain that this woman had brought to Feng Lingzheng as their relatives or friends, and they all agreed that this woman was worthy of forgiveness.
"Little handsome guy, your name is Qi'er, I am your aunt, come, come to my aunt, my aunt will give you good things." Fengyan looked at the well-behaved and lovely Qi'er, and couldn't help laughing.
Qi'er is also a ghost, he obediently ran to Fengyan's side, blinked his long and delicate eyelashes, and called sweetly: "Auntie." ”
"Qi'er is so good, come, my aunt will reward you with a chocolate." Fengyan took out a piece of chocolate from his bag and handed it to Qi'er.
"Auntie, Qi'er can't ask for it, Qi'er thank you aunt, my mother taught Qi'er to eat less sweets, otherwise it is easy to get tooth decay." Qi'er spoke in the tone of a little adult, winning the favor of everyone in the private room.
Yu Feilan walked in, leaned into Feng Lingkite's ear and said a word, and everyone only saw a slight change in Feng Lingkite's face.
"Lisa, I just finished reading all the diagnostic records related to you in the bag, and at the same time, I also called to confirm in person, all of them are true, you are really Lisa, the uninhibited Lisa." Yu Feilan's words were comparable to a reassuring pill, which made everyone present unload their last defenses.
Li Xiaowan excused herself to go to the toilet and left the private room, and Qi Xin'er walked out with her.
"Xiaowan, don't go so fast, wait for me." Qi Xin'er was dressed as sky-high, and trotted all the way behind Li Xiaowan to the staircase where few people passed.
"Xin'er, what are you doing here?" Li Xiaowan didn't want her friends to see her weak and vulnerable side.
"Xiaowan, in front of me, do you want to continue to be strong? But tonight's turn of events is also in line with my heart, to be honest, don't blame me, as soon as I found out that you had different feelings for Feng Dong, I was thinking about how to pull you back from the abyss, no, I don't need to do it myself. ”